1 00:00:01,391 --> 00:00:03,180 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:03,205 --> 00:00:05,891 This is the apartment building Beth and I bought last year. 3 00:00:05,915 --> 00:00:08,516 It's where I found my biological father. 4 00:00:10,555 --> 00:00:12,852 Her background is complicated. 5 00:00:12,876 --> 00:00:14,867 She will break you, Kevin. 6 00:00:15,596 --> 00:00:16,797 I've spoken to colleagues 7 00:00:16,822 --> 00:00:18,570 who have had success with IVF. 8 00:00:18,595 --> 00:00:20,422 At your weight, realistically, 9 00:00:20,447 --> 00:00:23,416 there's about a 90% chance of failure here. 10 00:00:23,578 --> 00:00:25,125 You've been on the antidepressant how long? 11 00:00:25,150 --> 00:00:27,383 - Uh, six years. - It's possible they're causing 12 00:00:27,408 --> 00:00:28,820 the decreased sperm count. 13 00:00:28,945 --> 00:00:30,219 Dad! 14 00:00:31,821 --> 00:00:34,172 Your husband went into cardiac arrest. 15 00:00:34,382 --> 00:00:36,555 Mrs. Pearson, your husband has died. 16 00:00:56,039 --> 00:00:58,109 Come on, Bec. What's the harm in looking? 17 00:00:59,549 --> 00:01:02,687 Hmm. I've heard that one before. 18 00:01:03,391 --> 00:01:04,759 Mom? 19 00:01:05,402 --> 00:01:06,883 Morning. 20 00:01:09,470 --> 00:01:11,304 - Do you want some coffee? - Yeah. 21 00:01:15,469 --> 00:01:16,648 It's a big day today. 22 00:01:16,790 --> 00:01:18,969 Are we finally gonna pick a house and get out of this place? 23 00:01:18,994 --> 00:01:20,758 Yeah, if it's the right house. 24 00:01:20,783 --> 00:01:22,789 But that's not why it's a big day. 25 00:01:27,874 --> 00:01:29,648 That came for you this morning. 26 00:01:38,148 --> 00:01:39,562 You know, rejection letters 27 00:01:39,587 --> 00:01:41,508 don't typically weigh three pounds. 28 00:01:55,281 --> 00:01:57,703 Ma, I... Ma, I got-I got in. 29 00:01:57,728 --> 00:02:00,023 - I got into Howard. - I knew it. 30 00:02:05,554 --> 00:02:07,102 Oh, baby. 31 00:02:09,106 --> 00:02:10,687 Mom, are-are you okay? 32 00:02:10,712 --> 00:02:13,930 Yeah, I'm good, I'm just, I'm so happy for you. 33 00:02:14,457 --> 00:02:15,969 God, get a room. 34 00:02:16,023 --> 00:02:17,695 Well, good morning to you, too. 35 00:02:17,720 --> 00:02:19,859 You know, your brother just got into Howard. 36 00:02:20,397 --> 00:02:21,742 Randall, that's great. 37 00:02:22,011 --> 00:02:24,633 Hey, I'm sure you'll hear from Berklee any time soon now, too. 38 00:02:31,808 --> 00:02:33,733 I was gonna make a veggie omelet for us, 39 00:02:33,758 --> 00:02:34,821 if you want one. 40 00:02:34,846 --> 00:02:35,992 Nah, I'm good. 41 00:02:36,742 --> 00:02:39,117 But, um, we're out of these, by the way. 42 00:02:41,389 --> 00:02:44,484 Okay, I'll go, uh, buy more. 43 00:02:48,707 --> 00:02:50,945 I have to go wake up Kevin and tell him. 44 00:03:09,773 --> 00:03:14,227 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com* 45 00:03:18,641 --> 00:03:21,367 Hey! All right, pack it in. 46 00:03:21,392 --> 00:03:22,609 You three hellions have just completed 47 00:03:22,634 --> 00:03:24,117 your first week of school. 48 00:03:24,142 --> 00:03:27,378 That calls for some celebratory froyo. 49 00:03:27,469 --> 00:03:30,023 Can't. I'm staying after school for TSA. 50 00:03:30,398 --> 00:03:32,187 You're doing airport security training? 51 00:03:32,221 --> 00:03:34,820 It's a Taylor Swift Appreciation club. 52 00:03:34,953 --> 00:03:37,626 I'm staying after, too. I have my Little Farmers Club. 53 00:03:37,961 --> 00:03:39,327 But froyo. 54 00:03:39,508 --> 00:03:41,164 - Bye. - Bye. 55 00:03:42,234 --> 00:03:43,520 What about you? Got anything? 56 00:03:43,641 --> 00:03:45,084 Beyhive meeting you got to get to? 57 00:03:45,109 --> 00:03:47,391 - Nope. Don't make this a thing. - Nothing? 58 00:03:47,416 --> 00:03:48,680 Okay. 59 00:03:49,772 --> 00:03:52,359 Yo, I'm not making this a thing whatsoever, 60 00:03:52,531 --> 00:03:56,077 but, uh, it's just that it's your first week at a new school, 61 00:03:56,112 --> 00:03:57,922 and every time we ask you how your day went, 62 00:03:57,947 --> 00:03:59,328 you've said it was fine. 63 00:04:01,508 --> 00:04:03,516 What? Say it. 64 00:04:04,153 --> 00:04:06,888 It's just, this school is pretty white, man. 65 00:04:06,922 --> 00:04:09,719 What? White people go to this school? 66 00:04:09,744 --> 00:04:12,602 They got a club for milk enthusiasts. What is that? 67 00:04:12,627 --> 00:04:14,336 That's my kind of club. Where do I sign up? 68 00:04:17,023 --> 00:04:19,203 I miss my drill team at my old school. 69 00:04:21,328 --> 00:04:22,604 Why don't you start one here? 70 00:04:22,867 --> 00:04:23,930 It's not gonna work. 71 00:04:23,955 --> 00:04:25,602 - How do you know unless you... - Dude. 72 00:05:16,682 --> 00:05:17,916 What do you got here? 73 00:05:21,430 --> 00:05:22,797 He's that French guy you interviewed 74 00:05:22,832 --> 00:05:24,734 - for your documentary, yeah? - Yeah. 75 00:05:25,633 --> 00:05:26,992 Do you even know what he's saying? 76 00:05:27,136 --> 00:05:28,187 Oui. 77 00:05:28,314 --> 00:05:30,515 Je parle français et trois autres langues. 78 00:05:32,055 --> 00:05:35,352 Wow. Man. God. 79 00:05:35,377 --> 00:05:39,422 - You are so hot. - Oh... 80 00:05:41,703 --> 00:05:42,770 Hi. 81 00:05:43,119 --> 00:05:44,406 - Mm-mm. - What? 82 00:05:44,431 --> 00:05:46,900 I have to finish transcribing. 83 00:05:47,312 --> 00:05:49,272 Are you saying I can't compete with an old French guy? 84 00:05:49,297 --> 00:05:51,086 Uh, no. Not when he's talking about 85 00:05:51,111 --> 00:05:52,891 Earth's dwindling water supply. 86 00:05:53,858 --> 00:05:55,047 - No. - Right. 87 00:05:56,098 --> 00:05:57,365 Eh, you're probably right. 88 00:05:57,961 --> 00:05:59,180 Hmm. 89 00:06:01,699 --> 00:06:03,852 I was gonna invite you to my premiere tomorrow night. 90 00:06:08,110 --> 00:06:11,613 But I... it's just, it just, it's... I... it's too soon. 91 00:06:11,781 --> 00:06:13,172 - It is. - Yeah. 92 00:06:13,398 --> 00:06:15,517 Plus, you know I'm going to Chicago in the morning 93 00:06:15,551 --> 00:06:17,086 - to sound mix. - Right. 94 00:06:20,305 --> 00:06:23,124 I could drive you, tomorrow morning, to the airport. 95 00:06:23,687 --> 00:06:25,289 - Thanks. You don't have to... - I don't mind. 96 00:06:25,314 --> 00:06:27,228 - Really, it's, uh, it's okay. - No, no. 97 00:06:27,263 --> 00:06:29,289 It's no problem. I'd be killing time, you know? 98 00:06:31,879 --> 00:06:36,047 Um... look, I just, uh, 99 00:06:37,516 --> 00:06:40,992 I, um, I don't want this really nice, 100 00:06:41,419 --> 00:06:46,609 really light, really lovely thing to be serious, you know? 101 00:06:47,254 --> 00:06:48,639 You know where I'm coming from, right? 102 00:06:48,664 --> 00:06:50,151 Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Of course. 103 00:06:50,186 --> 00:06:52,477 Ah, I know where you're coming... I'm the king of casj. 104 00:06:52,672 --> 00:06:54,867 Okay? Casj, like "casual," okay? 105 00:06:54,892 --> 00:06:57,016 - Mm. Oh. - I'm not the king of cashmere. 106 00:06:57,641 --> 00:07:00,228 Although that's a lie, I am the king of cashmere. 107 00:07:00,570 --> 00:07:02,373 I am. I'm not ashamed of it. 108 00:07:02,398 --> 00:07:04,711 - You'll see. Oh, no, you'll see. - Of course you are. 109 00:07:05,162 --> 00:07:06,679 Okay. 110 00:07:09,004 --> 00:07:11,508 Mm-mm. You're stress snacking? 111 00:07:11,922 --> 00:07:14,078 It's my co-op kitchen proposal. 112 00:07:14,133 --> 00:07:15,717 I'll work it off at barre class. 113 00:07:15,742 --> 00:07:17,109 No, keep it on. 114 00:07:17,141 --> 00:07:18,805 I like you a little slim thick. 115 00:07:18,830 --> 00:07:21,758 Mm... oh, that feels good. 116 00:07:21,883 --> 00:07:24,234 - Do not stop. - Okay. 117 00:07:24,320 --> 00:07:25,766 Just don't keep doing that thing 118 00:07:25,791 --> 00:07:27,219 where you're directing me the entire time. 119 00:07:27,244 --> 00:07:29,414 Ooh, just a little bit higher. 120 00:07:29,930 --> 00:07:31,922 Oh... I mean, uh, no. 121 00:07:31,947 --> 00:07:33,047 - I'll shut up. - Uh-huh. 122 00:07:33,072 --> 00:07:34,266 Please don't stop. 123 00:07:34,898 --> 00:07:37,055 This proposal is kicking my ass, babe. 124 00:07:37,328 --> 00:07:38,883 Oh, and I may have to go into work tomorrow 125 00:07:38,908 --> 00:07:39,975 before the premiere. 126 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:41,536 - On Saturday? - Yep. 127 00:07:41,781 --> 00:07:43,742 Just a little bit lower, more pressure. 128 00:07:44,719 --> 00:07:47,155 I think I'll take Deja to the rec center by our building. 129 00:07:47,180 --> 00:07:48,264 What for? 130 00:07:48,310 --> 00:07:49,836 There's this girl, Sky. 131 00:07:49,861 --> 00:07:51,412 She's one of the tenant's daughters. 132 00:07:51,437 --> 00:07:53,114 - She's about Deja's age. - Mm-hmm. 133 00:07:53,148 --> 00:07:55,500 Maybe I can introduce them, they can hang out. 134 00:07:55,672 --> 00:07:57,461 She may feel more comfortable there. 135 00:07:57,486 --> 00:07:58,852 - Couldn't hurt... ow. - Sorry. That's... 136 00:07:58,877 --> 00:08:00,852 but you-you said more pressure. 137 00:08:00,877 --> 00:08:03,320 - Yeah, but modulate, baby. - Right. You got it. 138 00:08:03,345 --> 00:08:04,914 Modulate, but don't stop. 139 00:08:08,731 --> 00:08:11,280 Toby, enough with the knee. You're driving me crazy. 140 00:08:11,305 --> 00:08:13,312 Sorry. I'm just su... I'm super excited. 141 00:08:13,383 --> 00:08:14,477 I mean, come on. 142 00:08:14,502 --> 00:08:17,703 An NYC premiere? This is too much. 143 00:08:20,406 --> 00:08:21,758 Ooh. 144 00:08:22,547 --> 00:08:24,578 What? What's the matter? What's the matter? What's the matter? 145 00:08:24,603 --> 00:08:26,859 - Fertility hormone hot flash. - Oh, I got this. 146 00:08:26,884 --> 00:08:28,523 Hey, man, can you crank the A.C.? 147 00:08:31,468 --> 00:08:33,414 - Oh, that's good. - Oh, well, that is... 148 00:08:37,734 --> 00:08:39,125 Oh, damn, girl. 149 00:08:39,842 --> 00:08:42,141 You look like you're in a Whitesnake video. 150 00:08:42,805 --> 00:08:45,859 Yeah, you make IVF look very rock and roll. 151 00:08:45,884 --> 00:08:47,217 Mm. 152 00:08:47,346 --> 00:08:49,480 Stop, that's my spot. Stop. 153 00:08:49,883 --> 00:08:51,437 My gosh. 154 00:08:52,406 --> 00:08:55,476 I'm on the hormones, and you've been extra frisky lately. 155 00:08:55,511 --> 00:08:58,546 Yeah, well, the idea of you and me making a mini you and me 156 00:08:58,581 --> 00:09:02,092 makes me and mini me very excited. 157 00:09:02,406 --> 00:09:06,087 Listen, all of this is big news, and it's still early. 158 00:09:06,187 --> 00:09:08,272 And I-I don't want to talk about risks 159 00:09:08,297 --> 00:09:09,657 or hormone shots with my mom, 160 00:09:09,692 --> 00:09:11,670 so let's not say anything to my family. 161 00:09:11,695 --> 00:09:12,820 Yeah, I guess you're right. 162 00:09:12,845 --> 00:09:16,148 Some things are best kept between a husband and his wife 163 00:09:16,906 --> 00:09:18,352 and his Lyft driver. 164 00:09:18,648 --> 00:09:20,445 Really hope the IVF works for you guys. 165 00:09:20,470 --> 00:09:22,371 - Okay, thanks. - Thanks. 166 00:09:44,771 --> 00:09:46,306 Looks like you could use a hand. 167 00:09:46,794 --> 00:09:48,341 Thank you. I can manage. 168 00:09:48,815 --> 00:09:50,060 Fair enough. 169 00:09:51,807 --> 00:09:54,099 Please, do not touch my things. I said I can manage. 170 00:09:57,849 --> 00:09:59,630 I didn't catch your name. 171 00:10:00,732 --> 00:10:01,863 Hey, ChiChi. 172 00:10:01,888 --> 00:10:03,938 Hey, Randall. Is everything okay? 173 00:10:03,972 --> 00:10:06,380 - You got my rent check, right? - I did. Everything's good. 174 00:10:06,405 --> 00:10:09,474 I just, uh, I wanted to introduce Deja to Sky. 175 00:10:10,864 --> 00:10:12,112 Sky, over here. 176 00:10:12,552 --> 00:10:14,653 Hey, Sky. This is Deja. 177 00:10:14,685 --> 00:10:15,989 Deja, Sky. 178 00:10:16,090 --> 00:10:17,600 - Hey. - Hi. 179 00:10:18,419 --> 00:10:19,886 Uh, were ya'll just stepping? 180 00:10:19,911 --> 00:10:20,988 Yeah, you step? 181 00:10:21,013 --> 00:10:22,594 No, but I was on a drill team. 182 00:10:22,619 --> 00:10:25,122 Oh, cool. Come on, I'll show you what we're doing. 183 00:10:35,450 --> 00:10:37,732 Why is that mattress up against the wall? 184 00:10:37,802 --> 00:10:40,708 - Because of the hole. - Well, why is there a hole? 185 00:10:41,195 --> 00:10:42,825 Because of the busted pipe. 186 00:10:45,685 --> 00:10:47,152 Why is there a busted pipe? 187 00:10:47,177 --> 00:10:48,749 Because of the water heater. 188 00:10:48,783 --> 00:10:50,535 Randall, are we going to play this game all day? 189 00:10:50,560 --> 00:10:52,004 Because I'd like to get back to my book. 190 00:10:52,029 --> 00:10:53,122 Nah. 191 00:10:59,005 --> 00:11:01,426 Why doesn't somebody call the city or Parks and Rec, 192 00:11:01,451 --> 00:11:02,755 fix this place up? 193 00:11:03,005 --> 00:11:04,698 We call all the time. 194 00:11:04,733 --> 00:11:06,066 It doesn't work. 195 00:11:06,101 --> 00:11:08,685 We don't even have proper street lighting. 196 00:11:09,864 --> 00:11:12,039 But if you think you can do better 197 00:11:12,073 --> 00:11:15,442 after sitting around for all of five minutes, 198 00:11:15,477 --> 00:11:17,138 feel free to go to city hall. 199 00:11:17,802 --> 00:11:19,179 Talk to Councilman Brown. 200 00:11:20,247 --> 00:11:21,474 Maybe I will. 201 00:11:21,833 --> 00:11:23,013 Okay. 202 00:11:23,140 --> 00:11:24,574 Maybe I will right now. 203 00:11:25,224 --> 00:11:26,521 Okay. 204 00:11:27,103 --> 00:11:28,278 Okay. 205 00:11:32,959 --> 00:11:34,849 I had to tell you guys first, Ms. Yvette. 206 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:36,653 We're all here. Go ahead, hon. 207 00:11:36,867 --> 00:11:38,474 Guess who got into H.U.? 208 00:11:38,588 --> 00:11:40,107 You know! 209 00:11:41,568 --> 00:11:43,544 - Yes! - I told you you'd get in. 210 00:11:43,569 --> 00:11:46,028 RP, you're gonna love the campus, man. 211 00:11:46,053 --> 00:11:47,906 The Greek parties, the step shows. 212 00:11:47,941 --> 00:11:49,613 Yeah, and I'm-a make sure you pledge, too. 213 00:11:49,638 --> 00:11:51,638 Okay, look, boy, he is going there for an education. 214 00:11:51,663 --> 00:11:52,739 Hey, I can't wait. 215 00:11:52,764 --> 00:11:54,411 You'll come over tonight to celebrate. 216 00:11:54,436 --> 00:11:56,708 Isaac is gonna grill and I'll make my fried okra. 217 00:11:56,733 --> 00:11:58,552 Randall, we're late to meet the realtor. 218 00:11:58,577 --> 00:12:00,825 I got to go, but tonight sounds good. 219 00:12:01,116 --> 00:12:02,802 I just have to ask my mom first. 220 00:12:05,513 --> 00:12:07,413 Okay and that's the living room. 221 00:12:07,573 --> 00:12:09,544 Let's take a look at the kitchen. 222 00:12:10,474 --> 00:12:11,660 You got to admit, 223 00:12:11,685 --> 00:12:13,388 this place gets more light than ours. 224 00:12:13,810 --> 00:12:15,760 Yeah, well, light is overrated. 225 00:12:15,785 --> 00:12:17,192 This way. 226 00:12:19,974 --> 00:12:22,395 Now, this house does only have three bedrooms, 227 00:12:22,429 --> 00:12:24,644 - so if that's an issue... - No, no, it's fine. 228 00:12:24,669 --> 00:12:26,907 I mean, the boys can share a room, right? 229 00:12:26,932 --> 00:12:28,310 I mean, Randall, you're gonna be heading off 230 00:12:28,335 --> 00:12:29,669 to college in the fall 231 00:12:29,703 --> 00:12:31,849 and Kate, fingers crossed, 232 00:12:31,874 --> 00:12:33,708 you'll hear from Berklee any day now. 233 00:12:34,388 --> 00:12:36,208 As for me, I'll be right here. 234 00:12:38,500 --> 00:12:39,708 Me, too. 235 00:12:41,751 --> 00:12:43,153 What do you mean? 236 00:12:48,962 --> 00:12:50,966 I never sent in the tape they asked for 237 00:12:51,222 --> 00:12:52,956 for my callback audition. 238 00:12:56,841 --> 00:12:58,261 - I-I bet you can still - Nope. 239 00:12:58,286 --> 00:12:59,731 - apply for springtime. - I'm done. 240 00:13:00,294 --> 00:13:01,660 But if you just explain... 241 00:13:01,685 --> 00:13:03,536 Randall, she said she's done, all right? 242 00:13:12,817 --> 00:13:15,136 Um, have you seen the backyard? 243 00:13:15,161 --> 00:13:17,050 It's like a vacation out there. 244 00:13:17,310 --> 00:13:18,985 That sounds nice. 245 00:13:19,019 --> 00:13:21,087 - Oh, this way. Follow me. - Okay. 246 00:13:27,091 --> 00:13:28,924 Well, that was fun. 247 00:13:29,153 --> 00:13:30,380 Kevin. 248 00:13:32,823 --> 00:13:34,957 Kev. Kev, are you hammered right now? 249 00:13:34,982 --> 00:13:36,286 I'm fine. 250 00:13:57,747 --> 00:14:00,661 Okay, so, Megan Markle tiny hat? 251 00:14:00,810 --> 00:14:02,144 Or no tiny hat? 252 00:14:02,169 --> 00:14:04,027 - I don't know. - I like the tiny hat. 253 00:14:04,052 --> 00:14:05,698 - Yeah? - Yeah. It's cute. 254 00:14:05,733 --> 00:14:09,011 - Huh? Eh? - Oh, look at you. 255 00:14:09,036 --> 00:14:12,434 It's Italian. Huh? Made in Pasadena. 256 00:14:12,459 --> 00:14:13,778 It's very handsome. 257 00:14:13,803 --> 00:14:15,771 Oh, no, no, no, m'lady. If you want handsome, 258 00:14:15,796 --> 00:14:19,841 please allow me to introduce Miguel Rivas! 259 00:14:20,200 --> 00:14:21,903 Huh? Huh? 260 00:14:23,708 --> 00:14:25,677 Guys, we have to go. Car's all gassed up. 261 00:14:25,702 --> 00:14:27,114 As soon as I grab a snack for the road, 262 00:14:27,139 --> 00:14:28,739 then we can head out, okay? 263 00:14:28,864 --> 00:14:31,708 Ooh! Caramel creme. That's my favorite. 264 00:14:31,733 --> 00:14:34,251 - Oh, and only 80 calories. - Oh, no, actually, you can't. 265 00:14:34,923 --> 00:14:37,130 - These are Kate's. - I can't use my own... 266 00:14:42,997 --> 00:14:44,450 I'm a heroin addict. 267 00:15:18,668 --> 00:15:19,949 I know it's loud. 268 00:15:20,059 --> 00:15:23,172 It's too hot. She won't stop crying. 269 00:15:23,668 --> 00:15:25,259 I was wondering if you'd had dinner. 270 00:15:26,821 --> 00:15:28,400 I might've made too much is all 271 00:15:28,425 --> 00:15:30,657 and, uh, you'd be doing me a favor. 272 00:15:40,954 --> 00:15:43,533 I said I made too much. I didn't say I made it well. 273 00:15:43,954 --> 00:15:45,423 It's not bad. 274 00:15:45,448 --> 00:15:47,049 It's not good, either. 275 00:15:47,626 --> 00:15:50,189 My food tends to live somewhere in the margins. 276 00:15:53,228 --> 00:15:55,720 ChiChi. It's a pretty name. 277 00:15:55,868 --> 00:15:58,454 It's Ibo. I'm Nigerian. 278 00:16:00,298 --> 00:16:01,939 So it's just the two of you here? 279 00:16:06,223 --> 00:16:07,681 I was married. 280 00:16:09,589 --> 00:16:11,314 I married very young. 281 00:16:12,209 --> 00:16:16,001 Me and my husband Emeka met when I was nine. 282 00:16:19,798 --> 00:16:21,611 He used to come to my house 283 00:16:21,636 --> 00:16:25,509 and my mother would let us watch karate movies 284 00:16:25,534 --> 00:16:27,540 and Walker, Texas Ranger. 285 00:16:31,111 --> 00:16:34,001 So, when we won visa lottery, 286 00:16:35,103 --> 00:16:38,071 we knew we had to go to Texas, 287 00:16:38,302 --> 00:16:40,064 see the cowboys for ourselves. 288 00:16:42,965 --> 00:16:45,103 Emeka died before we traveled. 289 00:16:48,009 --> 00:16:49,657 I decided to still come... 290 00:16:51,272 --> 00:16:53,165 but not to Texas. 291 00:16:54,468 --> 00:16:57,517 Wouldn't... have been the same without him. 292 00:17:03,892 --> 00:17:06,532 My NA group is putting something together, a little... 293 00:17:06,923 --> 00:17:10,282 celebration for me being five years clean and sober. 294 00:17:10,314 --> 00:17:12,259 It's at the community center on Fifth. 295 00:17:12,284 --> 00:17:14,048 A lot of people in the building go there. 296 00:17:14,448 --> 00:17:15,603 Good people. 297 00:17:16,530 --> 00:17:18,275 A lot of them with small kids. 298 00:17:20,177 --> 00:17:21,642 You're welcome to come. 299 00:17:26,087 --> 00:17:27,337 Thank you. 300 00:17:28,363 --> 00:17:29,712 But I'm all right. 301 00:17:38,039 --> 00:17:39,493 Would you like to hold her? 302 00:17:42,557 --> 00:17:43,759 Are you sure? 303 00:17:51,556 --> 00:17:53,376 Uh, I haven't had much practice. 304 00:17:58,363 --> 00:17:59,728 Hello, my sweet. 305 00:17:59,784 --> 00:18:02,087 Sky, meet William. 306 00:18:02,183 --> 00:18:04,548 Hello, Sky. Yeah. 307 00:18:05,845 --> 00:18:07,189 Yeah. 308 00:18:08,259 --> 00:18:09,853 You're a natural. 309 00:18:12,232 --> 00:18:13,673 Hello, Sky. 310 00:18:14,345 --> 00:18:15,626 Hello. 311 00:18:16,337 --> 00:18:17,748 Hey, how's it going? 312 00:18:17,782 --> 00:18:19,095 Swamped. 313 00:18:19,120 --> 00:18:20,861 I might have to meet you at the premiere. 314 00:18:20,886 --> 00:18:22,621 That's fine. Don't worry about it. 315 00:18:22,868 --> 00:18:26,454 So, uh, I took Deja to this rec center to hang out with Sky. 316 00:18:27,306 --> 00:18:28,728 Place is a bit of a dump. 317 00:18:28,753 --> 00:18:31,196 Oh, really? So you're thinking about buying it? 318 00:18:31,221 --> 00:18:33,157 - Ha-ha ha. - Ha-ha. 319 00:18:33,400 --> 00:18:34,907 But I did go to city hall. 320 00:18:34,932 --> 00:18:36,243 I wanted to speak to the councilman 321 00:18:36,268 --> 00:18:37,650 about fixing the place up. 322 00:18:37,938 --> 00:18:40,039 Apparently, dude is getting his hair cut. 323 00:18:40,128 --> 00:18:42,797 - So you are... - Headed to his barbershop. 324 00:18:42,822 --> 00:18:43,986 My man. 325 00:18:44,011 --> 00:18:45,720 Hey, babe, I got to finish up here. 326 00:18:45,745 --> 00:18:46,775 I'm buried in work. 327 00:18:46,800 --> 00:18:48,333 All right. I'll see you tonight. 328 00:18:56,532 --> 00:18:58,493 You could grow basil for pesto. 329 00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:03,603 When have you ever eaten pesto? 330 00:19:13,204 --> 00:19:14,499 Where are you right now? 331 00:19:15,337 --> 00:19:16,429 What? 332 00:19:17,749 --> 00:19:18,952 Sorry, hon. 333 00:19:19,776 --> 00:19:20,983 I'm right here. 334 00:19:23,550 --> 00:19:25,217 So what do you think of this place? 335 00:19:25,913 --> 00:19:27,335 Have you noticed Kate's eating? 336 00:19:28,311 --> 00:19:29,318 Randall... 337 00:19:29,343 --> 00:19:30,999 You know, and Kevin's drunk half the time. 338 00:19:32,351 --> 00:19:33,694 But-but you don't seem to care. 339 00:19:34,929 --> 00:19:36,194 I do care. 340 00:19:37,556 --> 00:19:39,640 I'm doing the very best that I can. 341 00:19:39,952 --> 00:19:41,085 They're both grieving. 342 00:19:41,110 --> 00:19:42,804 - What would you like me to do? - I don't know. 343 00:19:44,561 --> 00:19:47,062 But anything. I mean, you lied. 344 00:19:47,179 --> 00:19:49,466 You said that you'd take care of everything. 345 00:19:49,491 --> 00:19:50,694 You said we'd be okay, 346 00:19:50,719 --> 00:19:52,249 that you'd step up and make sure of it, 347 00:19:52,385 --> 00:19:53,679 but you lied. 348 00:19:55,681 --> 00:19:56,858 Mm-hmm. 349 00:20:00,765 --> 00:20:01,960 Yeah. 350 00:20:01,985 --> 00:20:03,986 It's getting late. I think we need to go. 351 00:20:21,936 --> 00:20:23,249 You know, our friend Carol, 352 00:20:23,274 --> 00:20:25,554 she has a daughter who did the in vitro. 353 00:20:25,579 --> 00:20:26,897 Mm-hmm. Yeah. - Remember? 354 00:20:26,922 --> 00:20:29,647 The cute, little twins with the weird names. 355 00:20:29,672 --> 00:20:31,640 - What were they? - Eloise and Plaza. 356 00:20:31,665 --> 00:20:32,921 - Yeah. - Mm-hmm. 357 00:20:32,946 --> 00:20:34,913 Terrible names. Yeah. 358 00:20:38,186 --> 00:20:39,304 - Mom. - Hmm? 359 00:20:39,329 --> 00:20:41,788 - What's up? - What? Nothing. 360 00:20:42,218 --> 00:20:43,671 Nothing at all, Bug. 361 00:20:44,609 --> 00:20:46,655 This is exactly what I was trying to avoid. 362 00:20:49,356 --> 00:20:50,585 Just say it. 363 00:20:54,022 --> 00:20:58,694 Kate, have you guys really considered all of the risks? 364 00:20:58,719 --> 00:21:00,147 Oh, can we not do this? 365 00:21:00,172 --> 00:21:01,647 I'm sure that they've done the research... 366 00:21:01,672 --> 00:21:04,872 Because I-I did learn a lot from helping my friend Carol 367 00:21:04,897 --> 00:21:07,202 and I know that the egg retrieval surgery 368 00:21:07,227 --> 00:21:10,319 is a dangerous procedure for someone... 369 00:21:11,718 --> 00:21:15,483 someone... your size, Kate. 370 00:21:31,581 --> 00:21:33,658 ♪ What did I do wrong? ♪ 371 00:21:34,963 --> 00:21:36,822 ♪ Someone tell me... ♪ 372 00:21:37,581 --> 00:21:40,549 Excuse me, Councilman Brown, may I have a word? 373 00:21:41,932 --> 00:21:43,096 A word? 374 00:21:43,221 --> 00:21:45,229 Hell, you can have a whole paragraph. 375 00:21:45,299 --> 00:21:46,658 My name's Randall Pearson. 376 00:21:46,683 --> 00:21:48,518 I own the property on Olney and Third. 377 00:21:48,643 --> 00:21:50,283 It's the big one, right next to the laundromat. 378 00:21:50,767 --> 00:21:53,001 Nice to have a black landlord in this city. 379 00:21:53,036 --> 00:21:54,408 Not many of those. 380 00:21:55,721 --> 00:21:57,236 Councilman Sol Brown. 381 00:21:57,361 --> 00:21:59,158 - 12th District. - Nice to meet you. 382 00:21:59,183 --> 00:22:00,369 All my pleasure. 383 00:22:00,394 --> 00:22:02,721 My father lived in the building for several years. 384 00:22:02,941 --> 00:22:05,002 When he passed away, my wife and I took it as 385 00:22:05,027 --> 00:22:06,528 a personal mission to turn the place around. 386 00:22:06,655 --> 00:22:09,479 Good for you. Come on, sit. 387 00:22:09,627 --> 00:22:11,010 - Join us. - Thank you. 388 00:22:13,291 --> 00:22:15,072 So, what's on your mind, Mr. Pearson? 389 00:22:16,166 --> 00:22:17,330 I'm actually here about 390 00:22:17,355 --> 00:22:19,197 the rec center on Fifth Street. 391 00:22:19,804 --> 00:22:21,221 The place is falling apart. 392 00:22:21,713 --> 00:22:23,979 I'm talking holes in the wall, water damage. 393 00:22:24,004 --> 00:22:26,626 The streetlights out front are either broken or missing. 394 00:22:26,651 --> 00:22:29,111 Yeah, that place isn't what it was. 395 00:22:30,503 --> 00:22:31,690 Kills me. 396 00:22:32,770 --> 00:22:34,270 What part of town do you live in? 397 00:22:34,377 --> 00:22:35,846 Oh, I actually live in New Jersey. 398 00:22:35,908 --> 00:22:38,710 - In the suburbs. - Oh, good for you. 399 00:22:41,096 --> 00:22:42,611 I grew up in South Philly. 400 00:22:43,045 --> 00:22:45,680 Spent a lot of time at a rec center myself back then. 401 00:22:45,940 --> 00:22:47,236 Ree's Recreation Center. 402 00:22:47,261 --> 00:22:49,221 - Ever hear of it? - No, I can't say that I have. 403 00:22:49,246 --> 00:22:52,048 My pops owned the grocery store right across the street from it. 404 00:22:52,580 --> 00:22:54,947 I think I was in high school 405 00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:56,744 when there was a shooting at Ree's. 406 00:22:57,151 --> 00:22:58,557 The mayor tried to shut it down, 407 00:22:58,582 --> 00:22:59,986 but my pops wasn't having it. 408 00:23:00,232 --> 00:23:03,471 He always said, "Boy, ain't nothin' worth having 409 00:23:03,496 --> 00:23:04,916 if you ain't willing to fight for it." 410 00:23:05,592 --> 00:23:07,854 He got everybody in the neighborhood 411 00:23:08,101 --> 00:23:10,436 to rally to keep Ree's open. 412 00:23:11,697 --> 00:23:13,791 Your father sounds like he was the real deal. 413 00:23:14,744 --> 00:23:18,088 He was. He really was. 414 00:23:21,596 --> 00:23:23,924 Last year, I cast the deciding vote 415 00:23:23,949 --> 00:23:25,690 to shut Ree's down. 416 00:23:26,783 --> 00:23:31,320 Eh, it wasn't structurally sound, became dangerous. 417 00:23:32,183 --> 00:23:34,065 In my position, Mr. Pearson, 418 00:23:34,912 --> 00:23:37,280 I have to make decisions I don't always love. 419 00:23:37,947 --> 00:23:39,541 Ironic, isn't it? 420 00:23:39,885 --> 00:23:41,666 I got into politics to honor a man 421 00:23:41,691 --> 00:23:44,026 who I'd now be constantly disappointing. 422 00:23:44,874 --> 00:23:46,252 Hmm. 423 00:23:48,286 --> 00:23:49,549 I'm adopted. 424 00:23:50,057 --> 00:23:52,619 My adoptive father passed away as well. 425 00:23:53,901 --> 00:23:55,971 So I have two dead fathers 426 00:23:55,996 --> 00:23:57,932 that I'm constantly trying to make proud. 427 00:24:00,730 --> 00:24:02,033 Tell you what. 428 00:24:02,820 --> 00:24:05,197 I'll have a maintenance crew come out there today. 429 00:24:05,747 --> 00:24:07,205 I'm gonna be there to make sure. 430 00:24:07,230 --> 00:24:08,955 Hey, you have my word, brother. 431 00:24:09,424 --> 00:24:10,721 Thank you very much, Councilman. 432 00:24:10,746 --> 00:24:12,026 - My pleasure, son. - Appreciate it. 433 00:24:12,051 --> 00:24:13,283 Thank you, sir. 434 00:24:19,325 --> 00:24:21,947 Hey, all right. Cool. 435 00:25:12,586 --> 00:25:14,312 Kevin Pearson, brace yourself. 436 00:25:14,337 --> 00:25:16,070 - Really? - Okay, no, here it is. 437 00:25:16,095 --> 00:25:19,742 I found it, so "doctors will not even perform IVF 438 00:25:19,767 --> 00:25:22,195 on women over a certain weight in Australia." 439 00:25:22,250 --> 00:25:24,485 - Because it's that dangerous. - Hi, everyone. 440 00:25:24,573 --> 00:25:26,304 - Oh, hi, sweetheart. - Hi. 441 00:25:26,431 --> 00:25:27,961 So proud of you. 442 00:25:28,417 --> 00:25:29,586 Really excited for tonight. 443 00:25:29,611 --> 00:25:32,312 Yeah, no, that's-that's obvious. What's going on here? 444 00:25:32,337 --> 00:25:34,601 Oh, well, uh, Kate and Toby are getting in vitro, 445 00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:37,156 and your mother knows everything there is to know about IVF 446 00:25:37,181 --> 00:25:39,070 because of Eloise and Plaza. 447 00:25:39,467 --> 00:25:41,648 - The book? - No. 448 00:25:41,673 --> 00:25:43,570 Kate, I'm just saying, 449 00:25:43,595 --> 00:25:45,218 why would you take that risk when there are 450 00:25:45,243 --> 00:25:46,640 so many other options out there? 451 00:25:46,665 --> 00:25:48,117 Because I want to. 452 00:25:49,953 --> 00:25:51,242 'Cause I want to. 453 00:25:51,351 --> 00:25:53,734 Because I want to look that baby in his face, 454 00:25:53,759 --> 00:25:55,750 and I want to... I want to see Toby. 455 00:25:56,484 --> 00:25:58,656 I want to see myself. I want to see... 456 00:25:59,371 --> 00:26:00,742 I want to see Dad. 457 00:26:03,289 --> 00:26:04,625 And I'm the only one in the family 458 00:26:04,650 --> 00:26:06,351 who's gonna carry on a piece of Dad. 459 00:26:08,875 --> 00:26:10,843 - What about me? - Okay, Kev. 460 00:26:10,868 --> 00:26:12,773 "Okay, Kev"? Real... What's that supposed to mean? 461 00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,093 - You're not serious. - No, no, apparently 462 00:26:15,118 --> 00:26:16,953 I'm not serious ever about anything. 463 00:26:16,978 --> 00:26:19,646 - This is great... - Okay, enough, enough, enough. 464 00:26:19,671 --> 00:26:22,701 And, Kate, of course a baby would be cause for celebration. 465 00:26:22,726 --> 00:26:24,507 - But... I... there... - Why is there a "but"? 466 00:26:24,532 --> 00:26:26,968 How about stop at "celebration" and just stop there? 467 00:26:26,993 --> 00:26:28,578 I just think it's irresponsible. 468 00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:30,101 - Because of my weight? - No. 469 00:26:30,126 --> 00:26:31,617 Yeah, you've already made that really clear. 470 00:26:31,642 --> 00:26:33,453 No, Kate, now you're twisting my words. 471 00:26:33,478 --> 00:26:35,312 Okay, well, for the past 20 years, 472 00:26:35,735 --> 00:26:39,093 you have swallowed every single comment about my weight, 473 00:26:39,142 --> 00:26:41,281 but now, you want to bring it up now because 474 00:26:41,306 --> 00:26:43,265 - it's something that I want? - Kate! 475 00:26:43,290 --> 00:26:44,657 Where do I draw the line? 476 00:26:45,211 --> 00:26:47,171 How do I toe the line, Kate, because... 477 00:26:47,196 --> 00:26:49,242 Shut up! Everyone just shut up! 478 00:26:55,076 --> 00:26:56,984 This is... it's not about you, Rebecca. 479 00:26:57,009 --> 00:26:58,171 It's not about any of you. 480 00:26:58,196 --> 00:26:59,804 This is about me and Kate. 481 00:27:02,678 --> 00:27:03,929 All right? We lost a child, 482 00:27:03,954 --> 00:27:05,328 and now we want to start a family. 483 00:27:05,353 --> 00:27:07,656 And we needed a little help because we have bad eggs, 484 00:27:07,681 --> 00:27:10,054 and apparently I have really bad sperm. 485 00:27:10,371 --> 00:27:12,606 So we have every expert in town telling us 486 00:27:12,631 --> 00:27:14,203 how dangerous this is. 487 00:27:14,310 --> 00:27:16,875 And we know it probably won't work out for us. 488 00:27:16,900 --> 00:27:18,437 So please, for the love of God, 489 00:27:18,462 --> 00:27:21,843 save the asinine commentary from the cheap seats. 490 00:27:25,445 --> 00:27:26,593 Toby... 491 00:27:26,618 --> 00:27:28,781 I'm sorry. Look, I'm gonna, uh... 492 00:27:28,955 --> 00:27:30,375 I'm gonna go clear my head. 493 00:27:30,464 --> 00:27:32,171 I'll see you guys at the premiere. 494 00:27:48,074 --> 00:27:50,275 Five, six, seven, eight. 495 00:27:55,199 --> 00:27:57,275 Hi, my name is William, and I'm an addict. 496 00:27:57,441 --> 00:27:58,887 Hi, William. 497 00:27:59,343 --> 00:28:03,582 I've been clean for five years and... one minute. 498 00:28:05,746 --> 00:28:07,543 Strange thing to celebrate, huh? 499 00:28:08,375 --> 00:28:11,144 Somehow it feels more special than my own birthday. 500 00:28:12,566 --> 00:28:16,461 I started using 30 years ago, when I lost my mother. 501 00:28:16,988 --> 00:28:19,160 The only family I ever really had. 502 00:28:25,988 --> 00:28:28,640 Then I moved a couple of blocks away, 503 00:28:28,674 --> 00:28:30,035 and all that changed. 504 00:28:30,980 --> 00:28:33,760 I met Sam, who drove for Septa 505 00:28:33,785 --> 00:28:36,248 and didn't begrudge me when I couldn't pay my fare. 506 00:28:36,777 --> 00:28:40,151 And Bernadette, who bested this old junkie 507 00:28:40,186 --> 00:28:41,996 to a game of chess, and for her prize 508 00:28:42,021 --> 00:28:44,089 asked that I accompany her to an NA meeting. 509 00:28:46,309 --> 00:28:47,888 And last night I met 510 00:28:47,913 --> 00:28:50,230 this young Nigerian woman named ChiChi. 511 00:28:54,059 --> 00:28:56,145 And she let me hold her beautiful baby. 512 00:28:56,676 --> 00:28:58,379 And she told me I was a natural. 513 00:28:58,483 --> 00:29:01,151 And it might as well have been my birthday when she said that. 514 00:29:02,647 --> 00:29:04,402 When she gave me that gift. 515 00:29:14,275 --> 00:29:15,909 Community. 516 00:29:17,168 --> 00:29:19,059 That's a strange word on its own. 517 00:29:19,754 --> 00:29:21,626 The word's not as warm as "family," 518 00:29:21,661 --> 00:29:24,590 but some people, people like myself, 519 00:29:24,615 --> 00:29:26,051 we don't have family. 520 00:29:27,238 --> 00:29:31,480 But that's okay because we have each other. 521 00:29:32,248 --> 00:29:33,832 We have this place... 522 00:29:34,874 --> 00:29:36,408 and that's not nothin'. 523 00:29:39,055 --> 00:29:41,316 That's not nothin' at all. 524 00:29:48,457 --> 00:29:49,793 I'm going to Ms. Yvette's. 525 00:29:50,657 --> 00:29:52,091 Okay, sweetheart. 526 00:29:55,795 --> 00:29:57,426 Hey, Ma... 527 00:29:58,260 --> 00:30:00,605 I-I'm sorry. 528 00:30:01,707 --> 00:30:03,120 - You know, about before. - No, no. 529 00:30:03,145 --> 00:30:05,837 No, you don't have to be. You shouldn't be. 530 00:30:07,479 --> 00:30:09,066 - Okay. - Randall... 531 00:30:14,434 --> 00:30:15,901 Randall, it's a struggle for me 532 00:30:15,926 --> 00:30:17,649 to get out of bed every morning. 533 00:30:21,145 --> 00:30:23,588 It takes every single ounce of energy that I have, 534 00:30:23,623 --> 00:30:25,762 and then I have nothing left for the rest of the day. 535 00:30:25,787 --> 00:30:26,973 Nothing. 536 00:30:33,590 --> 00:30:35,734 And I know that isn't fair to you guys, 537 00:30:35,768 --> 00:30:38,926 but I can't... 538 00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:41,770 seem to stop it. 539 00:30:45,495 --> 00:30:46,582 Huh. 540 00:30:48,012 --> 00:30:50,168 Did you know that your father took me 541 00:30:50,193 --> 00:30:54,071 to look at a new house a few months before the fire? 542 00:30:57,926 --> 00:30:59,902 Come on, Bec. What's the harm in looking? 543 00:30:59,927 --> 00:31:02,105 Yeah, I've heard that one before. 544 00:31:03,763 --> 00:31:06,798 Sometimes I think about where we would all be right now 545 00:31:06,832 --> 00:31:08,145 if we had bought it. 546 00:31:08,434 --> 00:31:10,468 This house does get a lot more light 547 00:31:10,503 --> 00:31:11,840 than our place, right? 548 00:31:12,651 --> 00:31:14,574 Yeah, well, light is overrated. 549 00:31:16,342 --> 00:31:17,832 You could grow anything you want. 550 00:31:17,857 --> 00:31:22,361 Tomatoes, herbs, maybe some... maybe some basil for pesto. 551 00:31:22,636 --> 00:31:24,871 Uh, when have you ever eaten pesto? 552 00:31:32,658 --> 00:31:33,910 Okay, go. 553 00:31:34,614 --> 00:31:37,616 Have fun with your friends... college boy. 554 00:31:39,646 --> 00:31:41,013 Go. 555 00:31:53,027 --> 00:31:56,581 Okay... we saw it. Can we go? 556 00:31:56,770 --> 00:31:58,650 - Y-You don't want to see... - I don't. 557 00:31:59,027 --> 00:32:01,653 I'm sorry, I know I'm being a bad sport, 558 00:32:01,687 --> 00:32:04,355 but I just... I love our house, Jack. 559 00:32:04,574 --> 00:32:06,801 Even if it's old and too small 560 00:32:06,826 --> 00:32:08,379 and doesn't get enough light, 561 00:32:08,404 --> 00:32:10,161 and there isn't any room to grow basil, 562 00:32:10,196 --> 00:32:13,184 it's... it's our house. 563 00:32:14,215 --> 00:32:16,496 Okay, so we're just gonna stay there forever? 564 00:32:17,723 --> 00:32:19,137 Sounds pretty good to me. 565 00:32:20,527 --> 00:32:23,471 Me, too. Yeah, I just wanted to hear you say it. 566 00:32:31,532 --> 00:32:33,006 You sure you don't want a ride home? 567 00:32:33,030 --> 00:32:35,826 I bought a bus pass. I'm gonna get my money's worth. 568 00:32:38,139 --> 00:32:39,287 Fixed the light. 569 00:32:39,757 --> 00:32:40,896 I see that. 570 00:32:44,615 --> 00:32:46,634 One down, 8,000 to go. 571 00:32:46,659 --> 00:32:48,159 I'm gonna stay on him. 572 00:32:48,459 --> 00:32:49,879 We deserve better than this. 573 00:32:52,810 --> 00:32:54,512 I can't figure you out, Randall. 574 00:32:54,537 --> 00:32:57,395 - What do you mean? - I loved your father. 575 00:32:57,420 --> 00:33:00,467 He was a good man. We were his family. He was one of us. 576 00:33:01,748 --> 00:33:04,201 I look at you, Randall, and oh, my goodness. 577 00:33:05,021 --> 00:33:09,017 I see so much of him in you, so clearly. 578 00:33:09,599 --> 00:33:12,318 It makes me happy. It gives me a piece of my friend back. 579 00:33:14,693 --> 00:33:16,303 But we are not a we. 580 00:33:17,131 --> 00:33:18,927 You are not one of us. 581 00:33:20,201 --> 00:33:22,545 You brought your daughter to come play here, 582 00:33:23,342 --> 00:33:25,489 but instead of sitting and chatting 583 00:33:25,514 --> 00:33:26,887 and getting to know the place, 584 00:33:26,912 --> 00:33:28,637 you spent the whole day seeing its problems, 585 00:33:28,662 --> 00:33:29,935 trying to fix them. 586 00:33:30,248 --> 00:33:32,068 I'm not even sure you know why. 587 00:33:34,217 --> 00:33:35,811 We are not our problems. 588 00:33:36,482 --> 00:33:37,896 I know you're not. 589 00:33:43,832 --> 00:33:45,217 I got to get going. 590 00:33:46,233 --> 00:33:47,514 I know you do. 591 00:33:54,764 --> 00:33:58,068 - Oh, wow. - This is amazing. 592 00:33:58,093 --> 00:33:59,868 - Yeah. - Toby's not returning my calls 593 00:33:59,903 --> 00:34:02,621 - or answering my texts. - Ah. No way he misses a premiere. 594 00:34:02,646 --> 00:34:04,053 He'll be here, trust me. 595 00:34:05,990 --> 00:34:07,389 - Hey, Kev? - Yeah. 596 00:34:08,959 --> 00:34:10,345 I'm really sorry if I hurt your feelings earlier. 597 00:34:10,380 --> 00:34:13,732 Oh, no, no. Hey, listen, it's, it's fine. 598 00:34:13,771 --> 00:34:15,395 Okay? I mean, honestly, the idea 599 00:34:15,420 --> 00:34:17,662 of me having kids makes me physically nauseous. 600 00:34:17,928 --> 00:34:19,521 It wasn't that, it was, um... 601 00:34:22,226 --> 00:34:23,646 He never saw me act. 602 00:34:26,732 --> 00:34:29,139 He was always the hardest one on me. 603 00:34:29,303 --> 00:34:32,167 And I think it was because he was the one person in the world 604 00:34:32,201 --> 00:34:33,795 that ever took me seriously. 605 00:34:35,537 --> 00:34:36,905 A-And I always wondered, you know, 606 00:34:36,940 --> 00:34:39,949 if someone actually gave me a shot, like, a real shot, 607 00:34:39,974 --> 00:34:41,551 to be the man that he thought I could be, 608 00:34:41,576 --> 00:34:44,795 if I could actually go there, if I could actually get there. 609 00:34:55,662 --> 00:34:57,326 And here we are, you know? 610 00:34:58,264 --> 00:35:00,223 In a couple hours, we'll find out if I deserve 611 00:35:00,248 --> 00:35:02,201 to be taken seriously, I guess, right? 612 00:35:04,404 --> 00:35:06,835 And now I'm gonna go do an interview with Mario Lopez. 613 00:35:08,709 --> 00:35:10,472 The world is running out of water. 614 00:35:10,771 --> 00:35:12,567 It's a major human crisis. 615 00:35:12,896 --> 00:35:14,692 Hey, man, I am hearing nothing 616 00:35:14,717 --> 00:35:17,098 - but positive things, Kevin. - Good. Good to hear. 617 00:35:17,123 --> 00:35:18,762 - There's a lot of great buzz right now. - Thank you. 618 00:35:18,787 --> 00:35:20,549 - You should be excited. - Thank you. I am excited. 619 00:35:20,583 --> 00:35:23,090 - Who's joining you here tonight? - Uh, you know what? My whole family. 620 00:35:23,115 --> 00:35:24,434 What about a special lady friend? 621 00:35:24,459 --> 00:35:26,888 - Uh, I just... - No? 622 00:35:26,923 --> 00:35:28,857 - Solo tonight. Just me, just me. - Okay. All right. 623 00:35:28,891 --> 00:35:30,459 Uh, I got to ask you a question. 624 00:35:30,493 --> 00:35:32,356 We want to know how you keep yourself looking so young? 625 00:35:32,381 --> 00:35:33,862 'Cause you look like you could walk right back 626 00:35:33,896 --> 00:35:35,576 into Saved by the Bell. I'm not kidding you. 627 00:35:37,904 --> 00:35:40,435 There you are. Miguel found our seats. 628 00:35:41,076 --> 00:35:42,153 Toby's not here yet. 629 00:35:42,178 --> 00:35:43,793 I don't know what's going on with him. 630 00:35:43,818 --> 00:35:45,040 I'm sure he'll make it. 631 00:35:45,074 --> 00:35:48,309 No, it's time to take my shot. And he is supposed 632 00:35:48,334 --> 00:35:50,245 - to give it to me. - And I'm sure he'll make it. 633 00:35:50,279 --> 00:35:52,747 But it... if I don't get it in time, it's gonna throw off 634 00:35:52,772 --> 00:35:54,574 my whole hormone cycle. I'm at high risk. 635 00:35:54,599 --> 00:35:55,764 - Okay, Kate, Kate. - One little slip-up 636 00:35:55,789 --> 00:35:57,006 - is gonna ruin the whole thing. - Kate. 637 00:35:58,843 --> 00:36:00,154 Do you have it with you? 638 00:36:05,724 --> 00:36:07,810 Just make sure you keep the site really clean. 639 00:36:07,835 --> 00:36:11,264 I got it. And then it's just one push, right? 640 00:36:11,289 --> 00:36:12,568 Mm-hmm. 641 00:36:17,038 --> 00:36:21,008 You know, Kate, after your father passed away, 642 00:36:21,033 --> 00:36:23,170 there was a period of time where I just didn't... 643 00:36:24,239 --> 00:36:27,274 I didn't know if I was ever gonna make it back. 644 00:36:27,299 --> 00:36:28,935 You know, if I could make it. 645 00:36:29,964 --> 00:36:31,373 Hey, you okay? 646 00:36:31,398 --> 00:36:32,924 No. Why? Um... 647 00:36:33,069 --> 00:36:34,236 You're sure? 648 00:36:34,583 --> 00:36:35,779 It doesn't hurt. 649 00:36:36,236 --> 00:36:39,693 So the thought of anything ever happening to you, 650 00:36:39,718 --> 00:36:41,974 anything, anything that could ever put you 651 00:36:41,999 --> 00:36:43,951 in any sort of real harm, 652 00:36:45,173 --> 00:36:48,334 is just paralyzing to me. 653 00:36:53,233 --> 00:36:56,428 You'll see, when you have kids. 654 00:36:58,295 --> 00:36:59,803 All I can think about was... 655 00:37:00,258 --> 00:37:02,107 I gained 25 pounds. 656 00:37:03,363 --> 00:37:05,197 You know what it's like when everything 657 00:37:05,222 --> 00:37:06,959 is suddenly different? 658 00:37:08,740 --> 00:37:10,248 And I should have done more 659 00:37:10,273 --> 00:37:12,334 when you really started gaining the weight. 660 00:37:14,149 --> 00:37:15,599 I was almost 18. 661 00:37:18,307 --> 00:37:21,420 I should have made better food choices. 662 00:37:25,381 --> 00:37:27,412 Well, we've had a terrible few months. 663 00:37:29,201 --> 00:37:30,670 Don't be so hard on yourself. 664 00:37:47,636 --> 00:37:49,637 - Should we do this? Okay. - Yeah. 665 00:37:52,205 --> 00:37:53,467 Here we go. 666 00:37:57,363 --> 00:37:59,435 - Okay, right there? All right. - Mm-hmm. 667 00:38:00,531 --> 00:38:04,303 One, two, three. 668 00:38:08,641 --> 00:38:11,060 - Okay. Is that okay? - Mm-hmm. 669 00:38:13,024 --> 00:38:14,849 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 670 00:38:16,456 --> 00:38:17,709 Okay. 671 00:38:23,445 --> 00:38:24,553 Thank you. 672 00:38:43,208 --> 00:38:45,568 Hey. 673 00:39:03,726 --> 00:39:06,185 - Hi. Hi, I'm sorry. - Babe. 674 00:39:06,210 --> 00:39:09,178 I overreacted, and-and then I lost track of time. 675 00:39:09,650 --> 00:39:11,123 Do you still need your shot? 676 00:39:11,271 --> 00:39:12,568 My mom did it. 677 00:39:12,986 --> 00:39:14,186 Huh. 678 00:39:14,650 --> 00:39:16,631 - Hey, hey. Babe? - Yeah. Yeah. 679 00:39:16,656 --> 00:39:19,303 I've never seen you blow up like that. Ever. 680 00:39:19,328 --> 00:39:21,131 What's been going on with you lately? 681 00:39:22,131 --> 00:39:23,959 Yeah, it's probably just jet lag. 682 00:39:24,701 --> 00:39:25,928 You know, I'm okay. 683 00:39:26,410 --> 00:39:28,344 All right. Let's get our seats, yeah? 684 00:39:33,727 --> 00:39:35,227 Uh, I'm sorry. 685 00:39:38,544 --> 00:39:40,146 How'd it go at work today? 686 00:39:40,703 --> 00:39:42,490 I kicked that proposal's ass. 687 00:39:42,515 --> 00:39:44,249 That's what's up. Psh... 688 00:39:44,274 --> 00:39:45,756 How'd it go with you? 689 00:39:46,063 --> 00:39:48,771 Uh, it's complicated. 690 00:39:49,429 --> 00:39:51,224 This stuff's always complicated for me. 691 00:39:51,820 --> 00:39:53,178 What is? 692 00:39:53,879 --> 00:39:55,303 Just where I fit in. 693 00:39:55,993 --> 00:39:57,842 How I come off to certain people. 694 00:39:58,779 --> 00:40:01,435 It's either I'm trying too hard or I'm not trying hard enough. 695 00:40:02,028 --> 00:40:03,615 I can never get it right. 696 00:40:11,287 --> 00:40:12,935 I won't have any fun there. 697 00:40:13,961 --> 00:40:15,232 All right. 698 00:40:38,317 --> 00:40:42,435 Hi, um, uh, this message is for the admissions office. 699 00:40:43,113 --> 00:40:45,717 I'm Randall Pearson, and I already sent in my form 700 00:40:45,742 --> 00:40:47,303 saying that I'll be attending Howard this fall, 701 00:40:47,328 --> 00:40:49,310 but I just wanted to call to say that, actually, 702 00:40:50,295 --> 00:40:53,092 I... actually, I won't be. 703 00:40:53,117 --> 00:40:57,662 I got to, uh, stay, stay close to home for family. 704 00:41:00,617 --> 00:41:02,287 Thank you for this opportunity. 705 00:41:11,037 --> 00:41:12,560 - Hi. - Ah. 706 00:41:12,585 --> 00:41:14,319 - My brother, on the big screen. - Hi. 707 00:41:14,344 --> 00:41:15,411 Damn. 708 00:41:15,606 --> 00:41:16,881 Is this movie gonna make me cry? 709 00:41:16,906 --> 00:41:18,951 Uh, well, you cry at everything, so probably. 710 00:41:18,976 --> 00:41:21,092 Oh, it's gonna make me cry buckets, I can tell. 711 00:41:22,117 --> 00:41:23,098 What'd I miss? 712 00:41:23,123 --> 00:41:24,967 - Today? Uh... - Yeah. 713 00:41:24,992 --> 00:41:26,185 You missed quite a bit, actually. 714 00:41:26,210 --> 00:41:27,709 Um, Kate and Toby are doing IVF. 715 00:41:27,973 --> 00:41:29,131 - Yeah? - Yeah. 716 00:41:29,156 --> 00:41:30,998 - Good for them. - I think so. Yeah. 717 00:41:31,023 --> 00:41:32,623 Mom kind of flipped out a little bit, though. 718 00:41:32,662 --> 00:41:34,201 You know, which upset Kate. She was like, 719 00:41:34,226 --> 00:41:35,865 "Well, I'm the only one that's gonna be able to pass on 720 00:41:35,890 --> 00:41:38,149 a piece of Dad," right, which made me upset, and... 721 00:41:38,174 --> 00:41:40,474 even though, to be honest with you, it really wasn't about that 722 00:41:40,499 --> 00:41:42,200 for me, you know what I mean? You... 723 00:41:43,188 --> 00:41:44,607 Let me ask you a question. 724 00:41:45,146 --> 00:41:48,584 Do you think serious people take me seriously? 725 00:41:52,144 --> 00:41:53,451 What? Hey. 726 00:41:53,559 --> 00:41:57,295 No, I... She said she was the only one 727 00:41:57,320 --> 00:41:58,920 who could pass on a piece of Dad? 728 00:42:02,328 --> 00:42:03,849 It's starting. Hey. 729 00:42:20,417 --> 00:42:24,230 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com*