1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:05,000 Sync and corrections by: kDragon & chamallow www.Addic7ed.com 2 00:00:08,890 --> 00:00:10,401 Previously on Star Trek: Discovery... 3 00:00:10,402 --> 00:00:11,815 DETMER: Commander, I can't get control! 4 00:00:11,833 --> 00:00:13,626 SARU: All decks prepare for impact! 5 00:00:13,654 --> 00:00:14,766 [RUMBLING] 6 00:00:14,807 --> 00:00:16,878 Lieutenant, get to sickbay. 7 00:00:16,892 --> 00:00:18,530 POLLARD: Neurological tests are clear, 8 00:00:18,557 --> 00:00:20,423 no concussion... You're good to go. 9 00:00:21,439 --> 00:00:23,915 - What? - I said you're good to go. 10 00:00:24,812 --> 00:00:26,316 CULBER: We made it through. 11 00:00:26,687 --> 00:00:27,963 It was a pretty rough landing. 12 00:00:28,031 --> 00:00:29,198 It's good to have you alive. 13 00:00:29,227 --> 00:00:31,822 I'm experiencing some discomfort. 14 00:00:31,839 --> 00:00:34,584 Yeah, you were impaled by a seven-inch shard 15 00:00:34,589 --> 00:00:36,357 and put in a coma. 16 00:00:36,385 --> 00:00:37,597 - [BLIPPING] - Michael? 17 00:00:37,614 --> 00:00:39,707 Saru, I landed here a year ago. 18 00:00:39,741 --> 00:00:42,726 Nobody knows if The Burn was an accident 19 00:00:42,755 --> 00:00:45,550 or a natural disaster, but I did find part of a transmission 20 00:00:45,556 --> 00:00:47,220 from an obsolete Starfleet channel. 21 00:00:47,249 --> 00:00:49,102 This is Admiral Senna Tal. 22 00:00:49,125 --> 00:00:51,985 I will wait for any who would join us on Earth. 23 00:00:51,997 --> 00:00:53,466 The Federation lives on. 24 00:00:53,518 --> 00:00:56,749 - Is he at Starfleet headquarters? - We will find Admiral Tal. 25 00:00:56,763 --> 00:00:59,513 Senna Tal, the Starfleet officer you've been looking for? 26 00:00:59,896 --> 00:01:01,091 I know him. 27 00:01:01,126 --> 00:01:04,946 Young Adira has been joined with a Trill symbiont. 28 00:01:05,054 --> 00:01:07,090 - Trill? - A sentient life-form. 29 00:01:07,159 --> 00:01:09,115 Once they join with a host, 30 00:01:09,766 --> 00:01:11,299 that host has the ability 31 00:01:11,334 --> 00:01:14,530 to access the memories of all former hosts. 32 00:01:14,553 --> 00:01:16,040 Including Admiral Tal's. 33 00:01:16,074 --> 00:01:19,960 It seems Adira has difficulty accessing those memories. 34 00:01:20,029 --> 00:01:23,593 She may carry knowledge of what remains of Starfleet. 35 00:01:29,640 --> 00:01:32,559 CULBER: Medical officer's log, supplemental. 36 00:01:33,597 --> 00:01:37,019 Our trip to Earth was eye-opening. 37 00:01:37,308 --> 00:01:40,858 A reality check, such as reality is. 38 00:01:41,915 --> 00:01:43,644 It's starting to hit everyone 39 00:01:44,084 --> 00:01:46,584 just how little we have to hold on to. 40 00:01:47,759 --> 00:01:50,762 The personal moments we use to define ourselves, 41 00:01:51,521 --> 00:01:52,866 birthdays, 42 00:01:53,319 --> 00:01:54,646 anniversaries, 43 00:01:55,607 --> 00:01:56,846 graduations, 44 00:01:57,560 --> 00:01:58,932 funerals, 45 00:02:00,007 --> 00:02:01,846 we've jumped past all of them. 46 00:02:03,265 --> 00:02:04,751 They feel lost. 47 00:02:05,781 --> 00:02:07,079 Disconnected. 48 00:02:11,686 --> 00:02:15,447 I tell them I've been alone, I've been lost. 49 00:02:19,339 --> 00:02:20,980 Both are survivable, 50 00:02:21,771 --> 00:02:24,236 and surviving can become living again. 51 00:02:26,865 --> 00:02:28,977 You know, if you ever needed to talk, I'm around. 52 00:02:32,378 --> 00:02:33,584 I'm fine. 53 00:02:34,183 --> 00:02:36,443 CULBER: But first, they have to accept help. 54 00:02:37,908 --> 00:02:39,725 For a crew of overachievers, 55 00:02:39,749 --> 00:02:42,264 that kind of vulnerability can be hard to hold. 56 00:02:45,426 --> 00:02:47,608 Five words keep everyone going: 57 00:02:48,338 --> 00:02:50,692 "When we find the Federation." 58 00:02:51,487 --> 00:02:53,564 It's become a mantra for the crew. 59 00:02:55,265 --> 00:02:57,267 In some cases, it seems to help. 60 00:02:57,833 --> 00:02:58,907 All right. 61 00:02:59,998 --> 00:03:01,175 In others... 62 00:03:02,438 --> 00:03:03,767 ... not so much. 63 00:03:07,069 --> 00:03:09,489 Adira, who joined us from Earth, 64 00:03:09,648 --> 00:03:12,471 may be able to guide us to Federation headquarters 65 00:03:12,499 --> 00:03:14,135 once she regains her own memories 66 00:03:14,152 --> 00:03:17,088 and those of her symbiont's former host, Senna Tal. 67 00:03:17,228 --> 00:03:18,929 This mission could be a gift, 68 00:03:18,966 --> 00:03:21,328 a reminder that we are and always will be 69 00:03:21,484 --> 00:03:23,674 connected to something greater than ourselves: 70 00:03:24,437 --> 00:03:25,631 the Federation. 71 00:03:25,807 --> 00:03:27,250 COMPUTER: Scan complete. 72 00:03:27,411 --> 00:03:28,678 CULBER: Well, the good news is, 73 00:03:28,715 --> 00:03:30,902 she's perfectly healthy, as is the symbiont. 74 00:03:30,967 --> 00:03:34,252 SARU: Uh, should we be concerned it is wrapped around her heart? 75 00:03:34,388 --> 00:03:36,049 No, it's protecting me. 76 00:03:36,422 --> 00:03:39,949 Every critical system in my body is connected to Tal. 77 00:03:41,118 --> 00:03:42,742 Wake up with a squid in your abdominal cavity, 78 00:03:42,750 --> 00:03:43,956 you'll do your homework, too. 79 00:03:44,264 --> 00:03:46,563 BURNHAM: So you still don't remember how you got the symbiont? 80 00:03:46,998 --> 00:03:48,663 What's the first thing you do remember? 81 00:03:48,829 --> 00:03:51,889 I woke up in an escape pod a year ago 82 00:03:51,905 --> 00:03:53,678 when that ship found me. 83 00:03:54,955 --> 00:03:58,139 Before that, nothing. 84 00:03:58,390 --> 00:04:01,389 Uh, Commander Stamets noted that you demonstrated 85 00:04:01,410 --> 00:04:04,418 a surprising understanding of our ship's engineering grid, 86 00:04:04,419 --> 00:04:07,587 a design about which you should have no knowledge. 87 00:04:07,613 --> 00:04:09,900 Well, I can also speak seven languages 88 00:04:09,910 --> 00:04:11,873 and cook a mean Bajoran hasperat. 89 00:04:12,494 --> 00:04:14,139 I mean, have I always been a genius, 90 00:04:14,155 --> 00:04:17,213 or do these skills belong to my squid's previous hosts? 91 00:04:17,214 --> 00:04:18,805 Well, if it is your sym... 92 00:04:19,456 --> 00:04:20,763 Your squid... 93 00:04:20,896 --> 00:04:23,147 Then we should be getting the full picture. 94 00:04:23,394 --> 00:04:25,167 So something is blocking your memories. 95 00:04:25,178 --> 00:04:26,353 Like what? 96 00:04:26,354 --> 00:04:27,802 Oh, there's no way to know. 97 00:04:28,138 --> 00:04:29,399 There's no precedent. 98 00:04:29,894 --> 00:04:31,575 So, we have two choices: 99 00:04:31,707 --> 00:04:33,806 I can start digging around your hippocampus, 100 00:04:33,839 --> 00:04:35,440 - hoping to find an answer... - Bad. 101 00:04:35,461 --> 00:04:36,624 Bad. 102 00:04:36,866 --> 00:04:40,356 Or we take you to Trill. 103 00:04:40,629 --> 00:04:42,392 If you and the captain agree. 104 00:04:45,197 --> 00:04:47,606 Adira, we have to be clear. 105 00:04:47,868 --> 00:04:50,538 No one's ever seen a human host. 106 00:04:50,584 --> 00:04:53,403 There's no way of knowing if the Trill will be able 107 00:04:53,731 --> 00:04:55,730 or willing to assist you. 108 00:04:56,126 --> 00:04:58,751 So I could go, and it could be a bust, 109 00:04:58,767 --> 00:05:00,169 and no one gets what they need. 110 00:05:00,392 --> 00:05:02,888 I don't get my memories, you don't get Senna Tal's message 111 00:05:02,914 --> 00:05:04,867 and you never find Federation headquarters. 112 00:05:09,829 --> 00:05:11,065 BURNHAM [WHISPERS]: Is there any way of knowing 113 00:05:11,086 --> 00:05:12,703 if the Trill are as peaceful as they were 114 00:05:13,003 --> 00:05:14,488 a millennia ago? 115 00:05:14,531 --> 00:05:15,793 SARU: No. 116 00:05:16,080 --> 00:05:17,572 That is also a risk. 117 00:05:17,807 --> 00:05:20,135 I can't keep living like this. 118 00:05:20,735 --> 00:05:22,437 Not knowing who I am. 119 00:05:24,755 --> 00:05:26,283 Let's go to Trill. 120 00:05:36,007 --> 00:05:40,520 Star Trek: Discovery S03E04 - Forget Me Not 121 00:06:29,998 --> 00:06:32,914 ♪ 122 00:06:47,145 --> 00:06:49,931 [ORIGINAL STAR TREK THEME PLAYS] 123 00:07:12,606 --> 00:07:14,904 Scans confirm no weapon energy signatures. 124 00:07:14,986 --> 00:07:16,985 Nothing to indicate hostile intent. 125 00:07:17,513 --> 00:07:19,523 Well, let us hope that remains the case. 126 00:07:19,564 --> 00:07:20,886 Keep us at yellow alert. 127 00:07:21,093 --> 00:07:22,419 Lieutenant Bryce, 128 00:07:22,665 --> 00:07:25,141 - open a channel, please. - BRYCE: Yes, sir. 129 00:07:26,751 --> 00:07:28,115 Ring any bells? 130 00:07:28,810 --> 00:07:30,537 Does that planet look familiar? 131 00:07:32,460 --> 00:07:34,855 - Wish I could say yes. - All right, Captain, 132 00:07:35,236 --> 00:07:37,568 Trill Commissioner Vos is responding to our hail. 133 00:07:37,584 --> 00:07:39,178 Put him through, Lieutenant. 134 00:07:43,099 --> 00:07:44,837 Welcome, Commissioner Vos. 135 00:07:46,329 --> 00:07:49,534 I am Captain Saru of the USS Discovery. 136 00:07:49,585 --> 00:07:51,400 Greetings, Captain Saru. 137 00:07:52,118 --> 00:07:54,737 It's been many years since we've seen a Federation starship. 138 00:07:54,773 --> 00:07:58,065 I trust our arrival is welcome? 139 00:07:58,460 --> 00:08:00,001 Most certainly. 140 00:08:00,444 --> 00:08:03,243 SARU: We have a host and symbiont on board, 141 00:08:03,278 --> 00:08:05,001 uh, in need of medical attention. 142 00:08:05,032 --> 00:08:06,770 We were hoping for your assistance. 143 00:08:07,584 --> 00:08:09,783 Our symbionts carry our history. 144 00:08:09,881 --> 00:08:11,844 And t... then the... The Burn. 145 00:08:12,152 --> 00:08:14,003 The population was decimated. 146 00:08:14,582 --> 00:08:17,904 To have a symbiont return home is a blessing. 147 00:08:18,376 --> 00:08:20,047 Uh, we will send them down immediately 148 00:08:20,065 --> 00:08:22,327 accompanied by our ship's medical officer. 149 00:08:22,328 --> 00:08:23,948 We'll make preparations. 150 00:08:24,783 --> 00:08:26,234 Thank you, Discovery. 151 00:08:27,485 --> 00:08:30,869 Cancel yellow alert, maintain standard orbit. 152 00:08:35,458 --> 00:08:36,944 Dr. Stamets. 153 00:08:37,647 --> 00:08:40,084 I would like to talk to you about your jumps. 154 00:08:40,487 --> 00:08:42,651 Second jump with no problems. 155 00:08:42,671 --> 00:08:44,574 Fully recovered. I'm fine. 156 00:08:44,635 --> 00:08:48,562 You were impaled with a spike and placed in a coma. 157 00:08:48,582 --> 00:08:50,377 Yeah, but other than that, he's fine. 158 00:08:50,433 --> 00:08:52,448 I can jump anytime. 159 00:08:52,484 --> 00:08:55,770 The scarcity of dilithium has made the spore drive 160 00:08:55,791 --> 00:08:57,436 immeasurably valuable. 161 00:08:57,508 --> 00:09:01,017 We will need the ability to operate it without you, Commander. 162 00:09:01,032 --> 00:09:04,333 I researched a nonhuman interface for nearly a decade 163 00:09:04,343 --> 00:09:06,789 before we discovered the Tardigrade on the Glenn. 164 00:09:07,132 --> 00:09:13,350 Yes, and there has been 932 years of technological advancement 165 00:09:13,371 --> 00:09:14,452 since then. 166 00:09:14,468 --> 00:09:16,191 We cannot risk becoming as limited 167 00:09:16,221 --> 00:09:18,011 as every other ship in the galaxy 168 00:09:18,041 --> 00:09:21,901 should you be once again incapacitated. 169 00:09:26,870 --> 00:09:28,418 Of course, Captain. 170 00:09:28,946 --> 00:09:30,992 Now, you and Ensign Tilly 171 00:09:31,243 --> 00:09:34,079 are two of the finest minds on this ship. 172 00:09:34,269 --> 00:09:36,561 I have every confidence you will find a solution. 173 00:09:42,267 --> 00:09:46,282 So, look, I... I know now may not be the best time... 174 00:09:46,774 --> 00:09:49,545 Um, what if we made a new interface 175 00:09:49,563 --> 00:09:51,352 using a dark matter system? 176 00:09:51,875 --> 00:09:55,641 Dark matter is comprised of subatomic particles 177 00:09:55,642 --> 00:09:58,811 and the mycelial network is a subspace domain. 178 00:09:58,846 --> 00:10:01,368 The prefix "sub" being the only morpheme 179 00:10:01,394 --> 00:10:03,994 that even remotely connects those two ideas. 180 00:10:05,082 --> 00:10:06,171 Yeah. 181 00:10:06,269 --> 00:10:08,912 I... Well, I've run some preliminary calculations 182 00:10:09,197 --> 00:10:13,246 using dark matter energy to... to pierce the subspace domain, 183 00:10:13,265 --> 00:10:15,174 but if... look... you're not ready to talk about it, 184 00:10:15,204 --> 00:10:18,362 - it's... - Look, this isn't about "Isn't science cool?" 185 00:10:18,419 --> 00:10:22,578 It's about the lives of everything and everyone. 186 00:10:23,207 --> 00:10:24,755 I know you're trying, 187 00:10:25,073 --> 00:10:28,037 but please, don't waste my time. 188 00:10:38,624 --> 00:10:40,161 - [DOOR CHIMES] - Come. 189 00:10:43,033 --> 00:10:44,556 Do you have a minute? 190 00:10:45,002 --> 00:10:46,299 Please. 191 00:10:48,822 --> 00:10:51,354 - You've been busy. - Mm. 192 00:10:51,780 --> 00:10:54,053 It's everything I've managed to find on The Burn in the last year. 193 00:10:54,094 --> 00:10:55,843 So many missing pieces. 194 00:10:56,366 --> 00:11:00,224 Oh, I just, I meant, your space used to be so, uh... 195 00:11:00,431 --> 00:11:01,748 [LAUGHS]: Oh. 196 00:11:02,010 --> 00:11:03,184 Empty? 197 00:11:03,185 --> 00:11:04,281 Yeah. 198 00:11:05,045 --> 00:11:08,028 Shouldn't you, uh, be headed to the shuttle now? 199 00:11:08,726 --> 00:11:10,279 Well, that's what I wanted to talk to you about. 200 00:11:10,299 --> 00:11:13,309 I think you should be the one to take Adira to the surface. 201 00:11:13,674 --> 00:11:15,370 Her memory loss isn't a medical problem. 202 00:11:15,371 --> 00:11:17,856 She needs somebody to support her emotionally. 203 00:11:19,243 --> 00:11:20,732 [INHALES SHARPLY] 204 00:11:20,794 --> 00:11:24,065 Why do you think that's me? 205 00:11:24,728 --> 00:11:29,195 Well, Adira's had almost everything she's depended on stripped away. 206 00:11:30,831 --> 00:11:32,369 I think you understand that. 207 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:33,969 I think you do, too. 208 00:11:34,046 --> 00:11:35,430 Mm-hmm. 209 00:11:37,970 --> 00:11:39,457 You know, there's a theory: 210 00:11:40,527 --> 00:11:42,143 post-traumatic growth. 211 00:11:42,384 --> 00:11:45,337 That, uh, certain life events, um, 212 00:11:46,009 --> 00:11:47,172 dying, 213 00:11:48,100 --> 00:11:49,284 time travel, 214 00:11:49,566 --> 00:11:51,920 a year alone in a new future, 215 00:11:52,627 --> 00:11:54,652 can inspire us to evolve, 216 00:11:54,678 --> 00:11:57,897 to live our lives in a different way. 217 00:11:58,762 --> 00:12:01,168 You're still in the process of all that, but 218 00:12:02,076 --> 00:12:04,158 Adira's about to start. 219 00:12:06,943 --> 00:12:09,739 I don't even know how to navigate being on this ship right now. 220 00:12:10,165 --> 00:12:12,457 And the people that I know and love, 221 00:12:13,168 --> 00:12:14,881 I know what they want from me... 222 00:12:16,823 --> 00:12:19,238 ... but I can't even give it to them. 223 00:12:19,326 --> 00:12:21,017 [LAUGHS SOFTLY] 224 00:12:21,345 --> 00:12:23,134 You know what I love about you most? 225 00:12:25,092 --> 00:12:27,134 You're a responsibility hoarder. 226 00:12:27,790 --> 00:12:29,517 - Yeah. - [CHUCKLES] 227 00:12:30,228 --> 00:12:32,450 I am working on it. 228 00:12:33,321 --> 00:12:35,433 Your friends, your crew, 229 00:12:35,480 --> 00:12:39,669 the future of every living thing in the galaxy, literally. 230 00:12:42,391 --> 00:12:44,267 Even when you're struggling yourself. 231 00:12:50,327 --> 00:12:53,409 ADIRA: I'm sorry, I just don't get why you're going with me. 232 00:12:53,434 --> 00:12:56,869 You know less about me than I do, and that's saying a lot. 233 00:12:56,951 --> 00:12:58,658 A year ago, you woke up with no memories 234 00:12:58,663 --> 00:13:00,119 and I woke up with no past, 235 00:13:00,145 --> 00:13:04,231 and ten seconds after I crash-landed out of the wormhole, I puked. 236 00:13:04,841 --> 00:13:07,405 Okay, that's not exactly a confidence booster. 237 00:13:07,676 --> 00:13:09,040 I bet. 238 00:13:09,445 --> 00:13:12,742 Okay, um, look, maybe I should just go by myself. 239 00:13:13,593 --> 00:13:15,998 - If you're good. - Oh, yeah, I'm good. 240 00:13:16,526 --> 00:13:17,936 Okay. 241 00:13:19,889 --> 00:13:21,258 COMPUTER: Attention, all crew. 242 00:13:21,273 --> 00:13:24,339 Rotation assignments have been posted and are... 243 00:13:24,908 --> 00:13:26,887 Look, Dr. Culber's a pretty smart guy. 244 00:13:26,902 --> 00:13:29,024 I've trusted him with my life, and I'd do it again. 245 00:13:29,137 --> 00:13:31,060 And he thinks I should escort you. 246 00:13:32,239 --> 00:13:33,680 Well, I like him. 247 00:13:33,921 --> 00:13:35,264 So... 248 00:13:36,218 --> 00:13:37,500 you can come. 249 00:13:37,600 --> 00:13:39,827 - But, um, two things. - Wait. 250 00:13:39,863 --> 00:13:42,227 So you're saying you trust Dr. Culber because you like him, 251 00:13:42,299 --> 00:13:43,672 not because he's a doctor? 252 00:13:43,693 --> 00:13:46,753 Okay, look, I have a squid, and you threw up in a wormhole. 253 00:13:46,882 --> 00:13:48,179 Things are pretty weird out here, 254 00:13:48,189 --> 00:13:50,998 but human connection's at least one thing I understand. 255 00:13:51,222 --> 00:13:53,587 Okay. Shoot. 256 00:13:53,964 --> 00:13:55,592 Whatever happens out there, 257 00:13:55,602 --> 00:13:58,268 I don't want to let anyone down. 258 00:14:00,230 --> 00:14:01,744 You won't. 259 00:14:07,607 --> 00:14:09,280 What's the second thing? 260 00:14:09,485 --> 00:14:10,592 Oh, uh, 261 00:14:10,597 --> 00:14:13,253 don't say anything annoyingly inspirational. That makes me nuts. 262 00:14:13,278 --> 00:14:14,719 [LAUGHS] Deal. 263 00:14:15,452 --> 00:14:18,620 COMPUTER: Shuttle craft Three, you are cleared for safety check. 264 00:14:24,362 --> 00:14:27,670 CULBER: As requested, I've completed my analysis, 265 00:14:27,690 --> 00:14:30,059 and all crew members are physically sound. 266 00:14:30,997 --> 00:14:34,427 - Y... you did not say "healthy." - Correct. 267 00:14:35,042 --> 00:14:36,853 Well, but? 268 00:14:38,585 --> 00:14:40,482 Stress hormone levels are off the charts. 269 00:14:40,565 --> 00:14:43,345 If they were mice in a cage, they'd be gnawing at their own tails. 270 00:14:44,119 --> 00:14:45,811 So would you, by the way. 271 00:14:45,862 --> 00:14:49,605 My tail and I appreciate your concern, Doctor. 272 00:14:49,606 --> 00:14:53,758 However, I need to know how I can help this crew. 273 00:14:54,027 --> 00:14:58,666 Perhaps a... a focus on duties or routine? 274 00:14:58,852 --> 00:15:02,563 Under any other circumstances, those things might be helpful, but... 275 00:15:03,095 --> 00:15:05,351 we're in uncharted territory, 276 00:15:05,524 --> 00:15:07,107 and they know it. 277 00:15:07,537 --> 00:15:10,105 Discovery could disappear tomorrow, and it wouldn't make a ripple. 278 00:15:10,181 --> 00:15:12,729 No one would miss us or mourn us. 279 00:15:13,098 --> 00:15:15,487 They need to feel connected. 280 00:15:15,676 --> 00:15:16,927 Yes. 281 00:15:42,876 --> 00:15:44,834 ♪ 282 00:15:57,309 --> 00:15:59,066 VOS: Welcome to Trill. 283 00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:02,365 Uh, may I present Guardian Xi of our spiritual community 284 00:16:02,404 --> 00:16:03,891 and Leader Pav. 285 00:16:04,072 --> 00:16:05,333 BURNHAM: Thank you. 286 00:16:05,334 --> 00:16:07,030 I'm Commander Michael Burnham, 287 00:16:07,569 --> 00:16:09,357 and this is Adira. 288 00:16:10,940 --> 00:16:13,733 Your captain said that you'd be bringing a symbiont and host. 289 00:16:13,734 --> 00:16:15,368 Yes. 290 00:16:18,825 --> 00:16:20,553 She is... 291 00:16:22,785 --> 00:16:24,352 ... human? 292 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:26,484 Yeah. 293 00:16:26,884 --> 00:16:28,992 Uh, she is. 294 00:16:36,465 --> 00:16:38,018 Please... 295 00:16:38,285 --> 00:16:40,233 speak your names. 296 00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:42,553 Um... 297 00:16:43,290 --> 00:16:44,981 Adira. 298 00:16:46,777 --> 00:16:48,136 Continue? 299 00:16:48,187 --> 00:16:51,051 That's it. That's my name... Adira. 300 00:16:51,083 --> 00:16:52,871 VOS: You recall no other names? 301 00:16:53,121 --> 00:16:54,787 Well... 302 00:16:54,832 --> 00:16:57,029 I... I... I know Senna Tal, I guess. 303 00:16:57,202 --> 00:17:00,695 She's unable to access the memories of her symbiont. 304 00:17:00,759 --> 00:17:02,098 That's why we've come. 305 00:17:02,130 --> 00:17:04,251 VOS: In 2,000 years, there hasn't been a single 306 00:17:04,262 --> 00:17:06,807 recorded instance of a successful joining 307 00:17:06,827 --> 00:17:09,108 between a symbiont and a non-Trill species. 308 00:17:09,191 --> 00:17:11,307 It's a miracle this symbiont is still alive. 309 00:17:11,313 --> 00:17:13,101 Well, I wouldn't let it die. 310 00:17:13,300 --> 00:17:14,915 Uh, it's a part of me. 311 00:17:15,287 --> 00:17:17,876 It's a part of you? 312 00:17:18,203 --> 00:17:21,161 - She has no idea. None. - Why don't you give us an idea? 313 00:17:21,225 --> 00:17:24,028 She's an abomination. They must be separated immediately. 314 00:17:24,039 --> 00:17:26,627 We cannot. Forced separation could kill the host. 315 00:17:26,653 --> 00:17:27,950 Oh, no. 316 00:17:28,508 --> 00:17:30,164 No one is forcing anything. 317 00:17:30,241 --> 00:17:31,892 We are not Federation members. 318 00:17:31,953 --> 00:17:33,517 You have no jurisdiction here. 319 00:17:33,783 --> 00:17:35,096 Trill law takes precedence. 320 00:17:35,163 --> 00:17:38,254 Adira's life takes precedence. 321 00:17:39,910 --> 00:17:41,516 Our apologies. 322 00:17:42,545 --> 00:17:44,693 Every Trill longs to be a host. 323 00:17:45,047 --> 00:17:47,354 Few ever receive the honor. 324 00:17:47,390 --> 00:17:49,615 The Burn decimated our population, 325 00:17:49,743 --> 00:17:52,322 particularly those capable of joining. 326 00:17:53,527 --> 00:17:56,009 We no longer have enough viable hosts. 327 00:17:57,065 --> 00:17:58,921 Adira could be our future. 328 00:17:59,685 --> 00:18:02,079 If we could finally look beyond the Trill... 329 00:18:02,114 --> 00:18:05,468 - Absolutely not. - Let us take Adira to the Caves of Mak'ala, 330 00:18:05,519 --> 00:18:07,872 where her symbiont might be able to communicate. 331 00:18:07,888 --> 00:18:09,774 VOS: She will contaminate a sacred space! 332 00:18:09,804 --> 00:18:12,296 - The symbiont is not hers. - Enough. 333 00:18:13,531 --> 00:18:17,648 We've never forced a separation. We will not start now. 334 00:18:18,032 --> 00:18:19,248 However, 335 00:18:19,437 --> 00:18:22,744 I agree that the joining is an aberration. 336 00:18:22,842 --> 00:18:25,529 From what I'm hearing, this joining is a miracle. 337 00:18:26,216 --> 00:18:28,261 Maybe the symbiont made the choice. 338 00:18:28,754 --> 00:18:31,712 The memories that she's carrying 339 00:18:31,835 --> 00:18:34,322 can help heal the entire Federation. 340 00:18:34,666 --> 00:18:38,475 And Senna Tal wanted us to receive his message. 341 00:18:41,033 --> 00:18:44,493 The longer she stays, the greater the challenge 342 00:18:44,498 --> 00:18:47,902 to the only thing our species have left... 343 00:18:48,209 --> 00:18:49,953 Our ideals. 344 00:18:50,358 --> 00:18:52,240 My decision is final. 345 00:18:52,358 --> 00:18:55,377 You will leave Trill immediately. 346 00:19:12,955 --> 00:19:15,175 [CREATURES SQUAWKING] 347 00:19:16,974 --> 00:19:18,400 So, that's it? 348 00:19:18,528 --> 00:19:20,658 They're just kicking us off their planet? 349 00:19:26,956 --> 00:19:30,680 Don't say anything else. This isn't the way to our shuttlecraft. 350 00:19:39,895 --> 00:19:43,298 - The symbiont belongs with us. - It is a part of her. 351 00:19:43,317 --> 00:19:47,469 - It is not your choice. - I'm making it my choice. 352 00:19:47,904 --> 00:19:50,436 - [WHIRRING] - [BURNHAM GRUNTS] 353 00:19:50,993 --> 00:19:53,822 [PHASER FIRING] 354 00:19:53,903 --> 00:19:55,390 Where are the caves? 355 00:19:55,454 --> 00:19:57,441 - [PHASER WHIRRING] - Never. 356 00:19:57,460 --> 00:19:59,729 - Fine. - [PHASER FIRES, VOS GRUNTS] 357 00:19:59,876 --> 00:20:02,420 [GASPS] Um, that... 358 00:20:02,741 --> 00:20:05,926 That wasn't Federation protocol. 359 00:20:06,874 --> 00:20:08,733 No, it wasn't. 360 00:20:09,028 --> 00:20:11,220 - They'll be fine. - Michael? 361 00:20:11,623 --> 00:20:13,616 - [PHASER WHIRRING] - Wait. Please. 362 00:20:14,887 --> 00:20:17,377 Our society is on the brink of collapse. 363 00:20:17,756 --> 00:20:21,255 Helping you gives us a fighting chance. 364 00:20:22,191 --> 00:20:24,357 The caves are this way. 365 00:20:34,617 --> 00:20:37,042 COMPUTER: The crew would benefit from exercise, 366 00:20:37,078 --> 00:20:38,872 medication, limited dairy. 367 00:20:38,903 --> 00:20:41,261 Oh, uh, beyond the standard parameters. 368 00:20:42,041 --> 00:20:44,158 Yoga, hyperbaric chamber, 369 00:20:44,173 --> 00:20:47,151 therapeutic coloring books, interstellar shopping. 370 00:20:47,177 --> 00:20:50,350 Uh, I do not need an endless list of activities. 371 00:20:50,381 --> 00:20:54,677 I... I... I need something meaningful to heal my crew. 372 00:20:54,744 --> 00:20:56,537 [SOFT TONE, CHIMING] 373 00:21:01,698 --> 00:21:02,891 Computer? 374 00:21:02,892 --> 00:21:05,040 COMPUTER: [CHUCKLES] Hello. 375 00:21:05,235 --> 00:21:06,505 Hello. 376 00:21:06,506 --> 00:21:08,019 COMPUTER: Among many sentient beings, 377 00:21:08,045 --> 00:21:10,090 laughter is both healing and meaningful. 378 00:21:10,167 --> 00:21:13,023 Twentieth-century Earth comedians such as Buster Keaton 379 00:21:13,029 --> 00:21:15,438 or Charlie Chaplin are communal unifiers 380 00:21:15,459 --> 00:21:18,405 - without the burden of language. - Buster Keaton? 381 00:21:18,450 --> 00:21:21,161 COMPUTER: Also known as "The Great Stone Face." 382 00:21:23,640 --> 00:21:25,163 Computer... 383 00:21:25,676 --> 00:21:28,480 run a level ten diagnostic. 384 00:21:29,005 --> 00:21:31,615 COMPUTER: I'm fully operational, thank you. 385 00:21:31,616 --> 00:21:34,935 These connections are beyond the algorithm I presumed... 386 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,565 COMPUTER: Your crew requires what they used to call R and R, Captain. 387 00:21:38,608 --> 00:21:41,192 May I suggest switching the ship to auto-navigation 388 00:21:41,207 --> 00:21:42,992 and giving them the night off? 389 00:21:43,212 --> 00:21:44,909 The night off? 390 00:21:45,150 --> 00:21:47,671 COMPUTER: May I also suggest simple gratitude? 391 00:21:47,728 --> 00:21:49,845 A private meal, perhaps, with your bridge crew, 392 00:21:49,861 --> 00:21:51,722 to demonstrate your appreciation. 393 00:21:51,723 --> 00:21:53,429 Your choice, Captain. 394 00:22:03,299 --> 00:22:06,518 The Sacred Caves of Mak'ala. 395 00:22:17,822 --> 00:22:19,581 BURNHAM: This is incredible. 396 00:22:20,580 --> 00:22:22,128 And you believe that Adira's symbiont 397 00:22:22,139 --> 00:22:23,672 would be able to communicate with her here? 398 00:22:24,046 --> 00:22:25,810 It's their ancestral home. 399 00:22:26,364 --> 00:22:28,353 If not here, then where? 400 00:22:30,979 --> 00:22:32,593 It feels... 401 00:22:33,649 --> 00:22:35,094 safe. 402 00:22:37,540 --> 00:22:39,519 We don't have much time. Vos will awaken, 403 00:22:39,540 --> 00:22:42,262 and the commission will see that your ship is still here. 404 00:22:42,683 --> 00:22:44,405 Okay, are you ready? 405 00:22:44,677 --> 00:22:46,799 Say something inspirational. 406 00:22:47,435 --> 00:22:49,824 Just don't make it annoying. 407 00:22:50,603 --> 00:22:53,135 Uh, get in there before someone shoots us? 408 00:22:55,253 --> 00:22:56,632 Okay. 409 00:23:00,179 --> 00:23:02,650 Friends, please, come in. Come in. 410 00:23:03,234 --> 00:23:05,060 Uh, sit, please. 411 00:23:10,758 --> 00:23:15,023 I gave the rest of the crew the evening off to recuperate. 412 00:23:15,024 --> 00:23:17,478 But I asked all of you here 413 00:23:17,483 --> 00:23:20,206 because we work most closely 414 00:23:20,257 --> 00:23:22,257 and have not had a moment. 415 00:23:22,728 --> 00:23:25,903 In fact, we have lost quite a few. 416 00:23:26,820 --> 00:23:30,193 Almost every culture has a ritual 417 00:23:30,234 --> 00:23:32,828 that gathers its moments when it can, 418 00:23:33,162 --> 00:23:34,787 holds them dear. 419 00:23:35,187 --> 00:23:39,006 A time to take the measure of loved ones 420 00:23:39,047 --> 00:23:41,877 and what we have all accomplished together. 421 00:23:41,938 --> 00:23:43,617 [SILVERWARE CLANKS] 422 00:23:44,163 --> 00:23:45,681 Ah. 423 00:23:48,188 --> 00:23:49,593 Hmm. 424 00:23:49,978 --> 00:23:52,197 We made a choice 425 00:23:52,397 --> 00:23:53,962 a millennium ago 426 00:23:54,197 --> 00:23:56,312 to follow Commander Burnham. 427 00:23:56,313 --> 00:23:58,365 I will never forget what I heard 428 00:23:58,401 --> 00:24:01,733 as I stood before each of you as you cast your vote. 429 00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:03,449 It was not unlike... 430 00:24:03,978 --> 00:24:05,408 a small prayer. 431 00:24:05,614 --> 00:24:08,140 I ask that we repeat that now. 432 00:24:08,166 --> 00:24:10,217 - Must we really? - Yes, we must. 433 00:24:10,248 --> 00:24:11,970 - [SCOFFS] - Lieutenant Detmer, 434 00:24:12,309 --> 00:24:14,595 do you remember what you said? 435 00:24:15,641 --> 00:24:17,141 I said "Aye." 436 00:24:18,809 --> 00:24:20,317 I said, "Aye." 437 00:24:21,137 --> 00:24:23,515 - Aye. - Aye. 438 00:24:23,746 --> 00:24:25,622 - Aye. - Aye. 439 00:24:25,694 --> 00:24:26,874 Aye, sir. 440 00:24:26,904 --> 00:24:28,596 - Aye. - Aye. 441 00:24:29,171 --> 00:24:31,482 - Aye. - I never said "Aye." 442 00:24:31,923 --> 00:24:33,241 But... 443 00:24:33,820 --> 00:24:35,896 - I'm here. - [CLEARS THROAT] 444 00:24:37,049 --> 00:24:38,388 Aye. 445 00:24:39,023 --> 00:24:40,392 ALL: Aye. 446 00:24:48,585 --> 00:24:51,923 Is there any way the symbiont was joined with Adira against her will? 447 00:24:52,589 --> 00:24:55,524 A symbiont can't thrive in an unwilling host. 448 00:24:55,556 --> 00:24:57,953 So the issue might be with Adira herself. 449 00:24:59,145 --> 00:25:02,305 A repressed memory related to the joining, perhaps. 450 00:25:02,408 --> 00:25:05,253 Whatever it is, she will need to face it. 451 00:25:08,265 --> 00:25:11,277 [CHUCKLES] It's not exactly my style. 452 00:25:11,380 --> 00:25:13,937 Please... enter. 453 00:25:26,753 --> 00:25:29,836 This is as new to us as it is to you. 454 00:25:29,913 --> 00:25:34,584 We cannot know how your brain will process what you see. 455 00:25:37,808 --> 00:25:41,698 The Mynh'ta Orb will allow us to track 456 00:25:41,724 --> 00:25:43,787 her isoboromine levels. 457 00:25:44,037 --> 00:25:47,036 As long as they are steady, she is safe. 458 00:26:06,692 --> 00:26:08,711 If you find Senna Tal down there... 459 00:26:10,588 --> 00:26:13,739 - ... his message is pretty vital. - I know. 460 00:26:17,564 --> 00:26:19,154 Good luck, Adira. 461 00:26:33,375 --> 00:26:35,349 She is now in communion. 462 00:26:44,152 --> 00:26:46,608 LINUS: Is that droog-beetle pie? 463 00:26:47,815 --> 00:26:49,238 [SNIFFS] 464 00:26:49,305 --> 00:26:50,525 Mmm. 465 00:26:56,513 --> 00:27:00,077 - What is going on between you two? - I don't know. 466 00:27:00,326 --> 00:27:05,021 - Nothing. - This reminds me of harvest on Kaminar. 467 00:27:05,180 --> 00:27:08,910 Siranna and I would work from sunup until after sun fall, 468 00:27:08,944 --> 00:27:11,925 gathering and drying our seasonal kelp crops. 469 00:27:11,926 --> 00:27:15,900 Our family would then dine together under the full moon. 470 00:27:15,932 --> 00:27:18,018 Kelp dries in the sun. 471 00:27:18,239 --> 00:27:20,809 An existential crisis. 472 00:27:20,982 --> 00:27:23,148 Is there some dessert? 473 00:27:23,372 --> 00:27:24,904 Is that a haiku? 474 00:27:26,269 --> 00:27:27,762 Yes. 475 00:27:27,877 --> 00:27:29,723 CULBER: Emperor Georgiou. 476 00:27:29,851 --> 00:27:31,728 Feasting on the finest cuts. 477 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:34,049 Snarfs cookies on the down-low. 478 00:27:34,062 --> 00:27:35,452 - I screwed up the last line. - [ALL LAUGH] 479 00:27:35,471 --> 00:27:37,657 - No matter. Hear! Hear! - Haiku? 480 00:27:37,887 --> 00:27:40,138 - Oh. - I puked... 481 00:27:40,170 --> 00:27:41,651 - upon... - No. No. 482 00:27:41,663 --> 00:27:45,278 ... the Tellarite ambassador 483 00:27:45,307 --> 00:27:47,323 once at Thanksgiving. 484 00:27:47,353 --> 00:27:48,835 - [ALL GROAN] - Yeah. 485 00:27:48,854 --> 00:27:50,483 It was an actual diplomatic crisis. 486 00:27:50,515 --> 00:27:52,662 Okay, this is not what I want to hear at dinner. I mean, 487 00:27:52,663 --> 00:27:55,316 - who raised you people? - Get Detmer to do one. 488 00:27:55,488 --> 00:27:57,580 - No. No, I don't want to... - Come on. 489 00:27:57,581 --> 00:27:59,597 - Try. Try. - DETMER: No. 490 00:28:03,423 --> 00:28:05,365 Okay. [CLEARS THROAT] 491 00:28:07,198 --> 00:28:09,243 [DETMER EXHALES] 492 00:28:09,717 --> 00:28:13,255 The drones can't get Stamets' blood 493 00:28:13,332 --> 00:28:15,241 off the med bay floor... 494 00:28:15,299 --> 00:28:16,888 No. Wait. No one 495 00:28:16,933 --> 00:28:20,387 can clean Stamets' blood... [LAUGHING] 496 00:28:21,085 --> 00:28:23,815 [EXHALES] Okay, I've got it. I've got it. 497 00:28:23,835 --> 00:28:26,648 No one can get Stamets' blood... 498 00:28:26,653 --> 00:28:29,524 Oh, shoot. No, wait. Wait, wait, wait. 499 00:28:29,525 --> 00:28:32,353 [LAUGHS]: Stamets' blood 500 00:28:32,354 --> 00:28:35,190 is so red. 501 00:28:35,227 --> 00:28:36,921 - Lieutenant. - No, I've got it now. I've got it. 502 00:28:36,946 --> 00:28:38,695 - It's five, seven, five, right? - I don't think this is... 503 00:28:38,727 --> 00:28:40,419 - It's a poem. - It's uncalled for. 504 00:28:40,451 --> 00:28:43,707 - Officers. - My life is not a joke for the dinner table. 505 00:28:43,764 --> 00:28:45,866 I wasn't trying to make a joke. 506 00:28:46,655 --> 00:28:50,502 I was back at work within a few hours of being injured. 507 00:28:50,503 --> 00:28:53,236 We wouldn't have gotten anywhere near Earth if it weren't for me. 508 00:28:53,255 --> 00:28:55,246 You're not the only one to move this ship. 509 00:28:55,466 --> 00:28:56,927 I'm the pilot. 510 00:28:56,953 --> 00:28:58,379 We move it. 511 00:28:58,380 --> 00:28:59,767 I never said it was just me. 512 00:28:59,768 --> 00:29:02,627 DETMER: You think you're the only essential personnel on this vessel. 513 00:29:02,633 --> 00:29:05,031 Look at you. It's written all over you. 514 00:29:05,067 --> 00:29:07,562 - Lieutenant. - DETMER: You want to fly this monster? 515 00:29:07,661 --> 00:29:10,804 Actually be responsible for every single person 516 00:29:10,820 --> 00:29:12,604 every single day, or do you just want to be 517 00:29:12,640 --> 00:29:14,385 the when-he-feels-like-it superhero 518 00:29:14,386 --> 00:29:16,141 and have everybody kiss your ass? 519 00:29:16,162 --> 00:29:19,161 The reality is I'm the only one who can make the jumps. 520 00:29:19,197 --> 00:29:21,278 I flew us into the future. 521 00:29:21,316 --> 00:29:22,693 I landed this ship. 522 00:29:22,709 --> 00:29:26,201 - I landed Discovery. - STAMETS: Yes, and we barely survived. 523 00:29:26,226 --> 00:29:27,662 TILLY: Oh, my God. Stop it! 524 00:29:27,713 --> 00:29:30,020 You guys are both acting like complete assholes. 525 00:29:30,021 --> 00:29:32,127 - Ensign Tilly. - Why don't we all just take a breath? 526 00:29:32,153 --> 00:29:34,983 You guys think you have the market cornered on pain? 527 00:29:36,321 --> 00:29:38,254 All of our sacrifices, 528 00:29:38,454 --> 00:29:42,313 all of our experiences and our work, it matters. 529 00:29:42,556 --> 00:29:45,286 The only way we're gonna get through this is as a crew. 530 00:29:45,338 --> 00:29:47,465 I have work to do. 531 00:29:48,647 --> 00:29:51,084 [DOOR WHOOSHES OPEN] 532 00:29:51,085 --> 00:29:54,044 You did land this monster. He should be thanking you. 533 00:29:54,291 --> 00:29:56,714 Keyla. Keyla? 534 00:29:57,457 --> 00:29:59,207 Uh... 535 00:29:59,335 --> 00:30:01,442 [CLEARS THROAT] 536 00:30:06,692 --> 00:30:09,249 GEORGIOU: Well, at least the wine was good. 537 00:30:11,452 --> 00:30:14,238 [DOOR WHOOSHES OPEN] 538 00:30:24,488 --> 00:30:26,064 Her levels are dropping. 539 00:30:26,173 --> 00:30:28,666 - I need to get her out. - Stop! 540 00:30:33,908 --> 00:30:35,834 Guardian Xi. 541 00:30:35,835 --> 00:30:38,113 You have betrayed your oath. 542 00:30:38,664 --> 00:30:41,471 - He's trying to save your lives. - [ADIRA GRUNTING] 543 00:30:43,195 --> 00:30:45,283 - What's happening? - I don't know. 544 00:30:45,399 --> 00:30:47,324 I've never seen anything like this. 545 00:30:51,231 --> 00:30:53,672 - I... I have to help her! - You cannot enter. 546 00:30:53,698 --> 00:30:55,767 This girl is all we have! 547 00:30:56,421 --> 00:30:58,726 BURNHAM: Please, we can't let her die in there. 548 00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:02,586 PAV: Let her in. 549 00:31:09,211 --> 00:31:11,348 She's gone. Where is she? 550 00:31:12,448 --> 00:31:15,024 Help me with the neural stabilizers. 551 00:31:23,188 --> 00:31:25,206 These will help you commune with her... 552 00:31:25,251 --> 00:31:26,866 but only for a short time. 553 00:31:26,904 --> 00:31:30,807 You have to go and find her and guide her out. 554 00:31:30,999 --> 00:31:32,934 Hurry, please. 555 00:31:36,670 --> 00:31:38,026 XI: Now. 556 00:31:50,299 --> 00:31:52,301 [AMBIENT WARBLING] 557 00:32:08,973 --> 00:32:10,543 Adira? 558 00:32:12,279 --> 00:32:14,842 Adira, can you hear me? 559 00:32:14,972 --> 00:32:16,458 Adira? 560 00:32:19,463 --> 00:32:21,021 Adira? 561 00:32:22,806 --> 00:32:23,879 Michael? 562 00:32:23,905 --> 00:32:25,110 - Ah! - Michael! 563 00:32:25,135 --> 00:32:26,588 Did he tell you how to get out of here? 564 00:32:26,619 --> 00:32:28,644 Because there's no way out, and I don't know what I'm supposed to do. 565 00:32:28,690 --> 00:32:30,859 - Okay, what have you seen so far? - ADIRA: Watch it! 566 00:32:30,962 --> 00:32:32,095 - What are those? - I don't know. 567 00:32:32,111 --> 00:32:34,074 They do that if I stay in one place for too long. 568 00:32:34,115 --> 00:32:35,330 Okay. 569 00:32:35,559 --> 00:32:38,213 [EERIE SCREAMING] 570 00:32:38,693 --> 00:32:40,575 - It's happening. - Have they done that before? 571 00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:41,697 Yeah, the threads are everywhere. 572 00:32:41,718 --> 00:32:43,805 They keep coming after me. 573 00:32:44,569 --> 00:32:47,204 - Let me try something. - Ow! What the hell?! 574 00:32:50,014 --> 00:32:52,269 This place is responding to you. 575 00:32:52,592 --> 00:32:54,679 You're here to connect with the symbiont. 576 00:32:56,653 --> 00:32:58,176 And these threads... 577 00:32:58,586 --> 00:33:00,376 they're trying to connect with you. 578 00:33:00,386 --> 00:33:02,442 I don't understand. I... 579 00:33:02,616 --> 00:33:04,702 It's the symbiont. 580 00:33:05,528 --> 00:33:07,850 It... it wants you to remember. 581 00:33:07,871 --> 00:33:10,583 And these threads, they... they must be connected to your memories. 582 00:33:10,768 --> 00:33:13,818 I know you're afraid, but you have to let them connect with you. 583 00:33:14,254 --> 00:33:16,459 Okay. [EXHALES, INHALES] 584 00:33:19,311 --> 00:33:20,950 [EXHALES] 585 00:33:43,843 --> 00:33:45,845 ♪ 586 00:33:59,549 --> 00:34:01,209 COMPUTER VOICE: Surgery bay 12, 587 00:34:01,210 --> 00:34:05,147 - prepping symbiont transfer to Trill host. - Hold my hand. 588 00:34:09,364 --> 00:34:11,510 When this is all over, 589 00:34:12,017 --> 00:34:14,831 after you and the symbiont have joined, 590 00:34:14,972 --> 00:34:16,464 will you still be you? 591 00:34:16,509 --> 00:34:18,425 Of course I'll still be me. 592 00:34:21,216 --> 00:34:24,235 - I will always be the Gray you know and love. - ADIRA: I love you, Gray. 593 00:34:24,256 --> 00:34:25,691 Gray. 594 00:34:26,189 --> 00:34:27,839 That... that's his name. 595 00:34:28,573 --> 00:34:30,331 He was my boyfriend. 596 00:34:30,979 --> 00:34:34,904 Uh, we were together on a, uh, a ship. 597 00:34:35,422 --> 00:34:36,626 Um... 598 00:34:37,934 --> 00:34:39,692 A generation ship. 599 00:34:40,513 --> 00:34:42,902 It was trying to find Federation headquarters. 600 00:34:43,552 --> 00:34:44,860 Gray. We... we both... 601 00:34:44,885 --> 00:34:46,274 We were both orphans. 602 00:34:46,336 --> 00:34:47,910 But we had each other. 603 00:34:50,304 --> 00:34:51,822 I really loved him. 604 00:34:51,981 --> 00:34:54,642 Good. What else do you remember? 605 00:34:56,662 --> 00:34:58,703 ADIRA: He was... He was Trill. 606 00:34:59,031 --> 00:35:00,394 Um... 607 00:35:00,486 --> 00:35:02,086 H... he was, uh, a host, 608 00:35:02,142 --> 00:35:05,583 and I think he was about to receive his symbiont. 609 00:35:06,890 --> 00:35:09,151 He looked so happy. 610 00:35:09,376 --> 00:35:10,955 Okay, why aren't you? 611 00:35:11,037 --> 00:35:13,324 I don't know, I don't, um... 612 00:35:14,703 --> 00:35:17,942 I'm sorry, I... I just... I... I need... I need to get out of here. 613 00:35:17,999 --> 00:35:20,204 [EERIE SCREAMING] 614 00:35:20,262 --> 00:35:21,811 You can't. 615 00:35:22,741 --> 00:35:24,709 Not until you finish remembering. 616 00:35:26,413 --> 00:35:28,926 So, how long were you together? You and Gray? 617 00:35:30,092 --> 00:35:31,849 Try... 618 00:35:33,194 --> 00:35:35,316 [WHISPERING]: Try to see his face. 619 00:35:46,183 --> 00:35:48,620 [CELLO PLAYING] 620 00:36:14,951 --> 00:36:16,643 You don't like my playing? 621 00:36:16,861 --> 00:36:18,899 No, I... do. 622 00:36:22,187 --> 00:36:25,987 You said you'd be the same after you became a host, 623 00:36:26,013 --> 00:36:28,262 and all these things you can do now, 624 00:36:28,499 --> 00:36:30,350 it's kind of like you're perfect. 625 00:36:30,382 --> 00:36:33,760 [CHUCKLING]: Well, I already was perfect. That's why you love me. 626 00:36:33,927 --> 00:36:35,425 Okay. 627 00:36:35,426 --> 00:36:37,144 I told you. 628 00:36:37,246 --> 00:36:39,181 I'm still me. 629 00:36:40,136 --> 00:36:42,565 I'm just... more me. 630 00:36:42,610 --> 00:36:44,289 Which parts? 631 00:36:45,013 --> 00:36:49,672 Like, what's you and what's... all the other hosts? 632 00:36:53,607 --> 00:36:55,933 There aren't any fences. 633 00:36:56,167 --> 00:36:59,292 I'm many, and I'm one. 634 00:36:59,791 --> 00:37:01,637 Like everyone. 635 00:37:01,881 --> 00:37:03,841 I feel like I need to keep up. 636 00:37:03,912 --> 00:37:07,238 You're being a crazy person. It's... it's not a race. 637 00:37:08,367 --> 00:37:11,180 - I don't think I could ever do what you did. - Bullshit. 638 00:37:11,276 --> 00:37:13,635 The joining's based on trust. 639 00:37:14,186 --> 00:37:18,018 I didn't just have to accept Tal, Tal had to accept me. 640 00:37:18,082 --> 00:37:20,712 The former hosts had to accept me, too. 641 00:37:23,028 --> 00:37:24,329 Like us. 642 00:37:24,406 --> 00:37:26,104 I trust you with my life. 643 00:37:26,226 --> 00:37:27,949 Me, too. 644 00:37:31,224 --> 00:37:34,133 Gonna show me what's in that box on your lap? 645 00:37:34,178 --> 00:37:36,511 - Or keep sulking? - Um... 646 00:37:36,882 --> 00:37:43,189 This is, uh, a thing that I made... for you. 647 00:37:43,304 --> 00:37:45,752 You made it? It's not replicated? 648 00:37:46,976 --> 00:37:50,327 "Oh, I'm Adira, and I struggle with my own inadequacies 649 00:37:50,365 --> 00:37:52,408 - while I'm making amazing art things... - I'll keep it! 650 00:37:52,424 --> 00:37:54,296 that no one in the galaxy can make." 651 00:37:54,316 --> 00:37:55,916 How do you know it's an art thing? 652 00:38:00,192 --> 00:38:03,047 Because we have a love thing, idiot. [CHUCKLES] 653 00:38:03,785 --> 00:38:05,410 And I know you. 654 00:38:07,297 --> 00:38:09,055 [CHUCKLES] 655 00:38:15,505 --> 00:38:17,325 No, I... I need to get out of here. 656 00:38:17,361 --> 00:38:19,437 - Adira... - Don't touch me. 657 00:38:20,443 --> 00:38:22,355 Okay, the only reason you're here 658 00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:23,944 is to get that message from Senna Tal. 659 00:38:23,949 --> 00:38:27,082 So do not pretend like you are doing this for me. 660 00:38:27,825 --> 00:38:29,384 BURNHAM: This is for you. 661 00:38:29,635 --> 00:38:31,076 It's for all of us. 662 00:38:31,224 --> 00:38:33,110 We all want a future that's real. 663 00:38:34,483 --> 00:38:35,997 That matters. 664 00:38:36,273 --> 00:38:38,010 If you don't face what this is, 665 00:38:38,011 --> 00:38:39,365 no matter how painful, 666 00:38:39,872 --> 00:38:41,539 you'll never move forward. 667 00:38:57,920 --> 00:38:59,507 Adira! 668 00:38:59,508 --> 00:39:00,856 [EERIE SCREAMING] 669 00:39:06,905 --> 00:39:08,655 Adira? 670 00:39:09,622 --> 00:39:12,820 Adira. Open the box now! 671 00:39:12,891 --> 00:39:14,576 Open the box! 672 00:39:19,876 --> 00:39:23,574 ADIRA: I read that in a lot of cultures on a lot of worlds, 673 00:39:23,843 --> 00:39:26,919 stories are woven into tapestries and quilts. 674 00:39:27,362 --> 00:39:29,227 A piece might be a reminder 675 00:39:29,271 --> 00:39:31,610 of someplace special or a moment 676 00:39:31,635 --> 00:39:34,321 or a person they really loved. 677 00:39:35,397 --> 00:39:38,851 See, um, this is the time we broke the replicator 678 00:39:38,871 --> 00:39:41,070 and it wouldn't stop making apples. 679 00:39:41,071 --> 00:39:42,972 [LAUGHS] 680 00:39:43,587 --> 00:39:46,208 GRAY: Oh, this is from the time that we played imaginary chess. 681 00:39:46,234 --> 00:39:49,078 - Mm-hmm. - This is our story? 682 00:39:49,665 --> 00:39:51,043 Yeah. 683 00:39:51,568 --> 00:39:55,302 It's a special time for you, and it should be marked. 684 00:39:56,452 --> 00:39:58,451 I wanted you to have something. 685 00:39:59,195 --> 00:40:00,959 [LAUGHS] 686 00:40:03,444 --> 00:40:05,964 I love it. And you're an art genius. 687 00:40:05,965 --> 00:40:08,069 - No. - Say it. 688 00:40:08,090 --> 00:40:09,533 [CHUCKLES] 689 00:40:09,761 --> 00:40:11,751 Okay, I'm an art genius. 690 00:40:11,879 --> 00:40:13,755 [LAUGHS] 691 00:40:21,247 --> 00:40:23,266 [COUGHING] 692 00:40:27,203 --> 00:40:28,958 - [GRUNTING] - Gray? 693 00:40:33,027 --> 00:40:35,464 COMPUTER: Structural breach force fields engaged. 694 00:40:35,517 --> 00:40:38,614 All personnel to the evacuation shuttle immediately. 695 00:40:38,694 --> 00:40:40,497 - Emergency drones dispatched. - Oh! Oh. 696 00:40:40,501 --> 00:40:41,913 H... help! 697 00:40:42,637 --> 00:40:43,823 Medical! 698 00:40:44,504 --> 00:40:46,353 Somebody help, please! 699 00:40:46,354 --> 00:40:47,832 [GRUNTING] 700 00:40:48,335 --> 00:40:49,816 Medical, now! 701 00:40:50,259 --> 00:40:51,313 Shh. 702 00:40:56,317 --> 00:40:58,158 MEDICAL DRONE: Life signs failing. 703 00:40:58,819 --> 00:41:00,715 No, you have to help him. 704 00:41:00,996 --> 00:41:04,069 Subject will not survive treatment protocols. 705 00:41:05,981 --> 00:41:07,240 Their lives. 706 00:41:09,680 --> 00:41:11,813 All their memories will be lost. 707 00:41:11,814 --> 00:41:14,225 Symbiont is stable and will survive 708 00:41:14,262 --> 00:41:17,231 immediate transplant to suitable host. 709 00:41:28,165 --> 00:41:29,679 I'll... I'll take them. 710 00:41:30,175 --> 00:41:31,217 What? 711 00:41:32,193 --> 00:41:33,632 Just... just let me take them. 712 00:41:33,837 --> 00:41:36,101 Okay? The memories, the symbiont. 713 00:41:36,138 --> 00:41:39,014 I... I know I'm not Trill, but I'll keep them safe. 714 00:41:39,907 --> 00:41:41,059 You would do that? 715 00:41:41,060 --> 00:41:42,527 You have to ask? 716 00:41:42,757 --> 00:41:44,414 Prepare for transfer. 717 00:41:44,685 --> 00:41:46,288 Just hold my hand, okay? 718 00:41:46,354 --> 00:41:47,618 Hold my hand. 719 00:42:08,696 --> 00:42:11,159 [EXHALES] 720 00:42:11,336 --> 00:42:12,639 You did it. 721 00:42:13,992 --> 00:42:15,243 It's okay. 722 00:42:39,378 --> 00:42:41,468 ♪ 723 00:42:54,437 --> 00:42:55,945 [LAUGHS] 724 00:42:56,222 --> 00:42:57,527 I missed you. 725 00:42:57,528 --> 00:42:59,442 I missed you so much. 726 00:43:00,595 --> 00:43:03,268 SENNA: Tal accepted each of us. 727 00:43:04,586 --> 00:43:07,519 Joining made us more than we could ever be alone. 728 00:43:07,843 --> 00:43:12,004 And while a human joining is unusual, 729 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:14,901 Tal accepts you, as well. 730 00:43:17,198 --> 00:43:19,115 You're... 731 00:43:22,134 --> 00:43:24,087 You're Senna Tal. 732 00:43:27,015 --> 00:43:28,906 Welcome to the circle. 733 00:43:38,222 --> 00:43:39,656 Thank you, sir. 734 00:43:39,755 --> 00:43:41,929 Your message gave me hope. 735 00:43:50,659 --> 00:43:52,397 It's time for us to go. 736 00:44:16,285 --> 00:44:17,912 [COUGHING] 737 00:44:44,922 --> 00:44:46,594 XI: Please, 738 00:44:47,177 --> 00:44:49,068 speak your names. 739 00:44:50,858 --> 00:44:52,860 I am Kasha Tal. 740 00:44:53,233 --> 00:44:54,893 Jovar Tal. 741 00:44:55,111 --> 00:44:57,065 Madela Tal. 742 00:44:57,386 --> 00:44:58,994 Cara Tal. 743 00:44:59,763 --> 00:45:01,563 Senna Tal. 744 00:45:02,198 --> 00:45:03,947 Gray Tal. 745 00:45:05,107 --> 00:45:07,651 And I am Adira Tal. 746 00:45:09,441 --> 00:45:13,771 [ALL SPEAKING TRILL] 747 00:45:19,634 --> 00:45:21,932 VOS: Our deepest apologies, Adira Tal. 748 00:45:22,313 --> 00:45:24,319 We were wrong. 749 00:45:25,575 --> 00:45:28,613 PAV: Guardian Xi, what you have done here 750 00:45:28,632 --> 00:45:31,900 will impact generations of Trill to come. 751 00:45:32,137 --> 00:45:33,925 Adira Tal, 752 00:45:34,572 --> 00:45:36,654 it would be my honor 753 00:45:36,686 --> 00:45:39,948 to guide and mentor you on your new path. 754 00:45:47,523 --> 00:45:49,247 Thank you. 755 00:45:49,689 --> 00:45:53,841 But I believe I'm supposed to stay with Discovery. 756 00:45:55,001 --> 00:45:58,942 The symbionts are a gift for everyone, not just the Trill. 757 00:45:59,653 --> 00:46:02,538 And I think I'm supposed to be that messenger. 758 00:46:04,819 --> 00:46:08,210 You will keep us apprised of your well-being? 759 00:46:08,632 --> 00:46:10,478 Of course. 760 00:46:11,113 --> 00:46:15,798 And perhaps someday, when the Federation returns, 761 00:46:16,124 --> 00:46:19,733 we will discuss a different joining. 762 00:46:21,818 --> 00:46:23,886 It would be our honor. 763 00:46:34,721 --> 00:46:36,657 [DOOR WHOOSHES OPEN] 764 00:46:37,189 --> 00:46:39,720 [DOOR WHOOSHES SHUT] 765 00:46:40,053 --> 00:46:42,437 TILLY: Thank you for doing this, sir. 766 00:46:43,188 --> 00:46:45,341 I know it didn't go the way that you hoped. 767 00:46:48,827 --> 00:46:53,371 Captain Pike made connecting with the crew seem so... 768 00:46:54,236 --> 00:46:55,704 effortless. 769 00:46:55,749 --> 00:46:57,973 For what it's worth, uh, this was, like, a Tuesday 770 00:46:57,986 --> 00:47:00,030 at my house growing up, so... [CHUCKLES] 771 00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:05,483 Sir... 772 00:47:08,343 --> 00:47:11,322 ... we made a decision together, 773 00:47:12,123 --> 00:47:14,859 and we are living with it together. 774 00:47:15,718 --> 00:47:17,762 The fact that you reminded us of that 775 00:47:17,772 --> 00:47:20,490 and reminded us who we are to each other, that... 776 00:47:21,269 --> 00:47:24,047 Maybe this isn't my place to say, but... 777 00:47:25,426 --> 00:47:27,154 I think that's leadership. 778 00:47:30,455 --> 00:47:32,075 Thank you, Ensign. 779 00:47:33,249 --> 00:47:35,382 [DOOR WHOOSHES OPEN] 780 00:47:35,479 --> 00:47:36,771 Captain. 781 00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:40,452 Tilly, um... 782 00:47:42,159 --> 00:47:45,902 Everything that I've done since I've been on this ship 783 00:47:46,687 --> 00:47:50,298 would have been impossible without you. 784 00:47:51,091 --> 00:47:54,653 I've failed to let you know that. 785 00:47:55,540 --> 00:47:56,913 I always knew it. 786 00:47:58,801 --> 00:48:00,411 I failed to tell you. 787 00:48:02,179 --> 00:48:03,485 I apologize. 788 00:48:04,020 --> 00:48:05,856 Thank you. Thank you. 789 00:48:07,419 --> 00:48:09,273 STAMETS: Uh, I've been wondering, 790 00:48:09,403 --> 00:48:11,613 what did you learn in your spore drive research? 791 00:48:11,643 --> 00:48:13,448 Oh, nothing. I was... 792 00:48:13,931 --> 00:48:16,390 looking at dark matter and energy coefficients, 793 00:48:16,431 --> 00:48:18,451 but the math didn't work, so... 794 00:48:20,481 --> 00:48:25,008 A new interface using dark matter would be revolutionary. 795 00:48:26,306 --> 00:48:28,254 We should keep talking about it. 796 00:48:30,425 --> 00:48:31,669 Okay. 797 00:48:35,488 --> 00:48:36,872 DETMER: Hey. 798 00:48:44,341 --> 00:48:45,705 [CLEARS THROAT] 799 00:48:46,151 --> 00:48:47,616 Are you okay? 800 00:48:50,442 --> 00:48:51,760 No. 801 00:48:52,821 --> 00:48:54,236 Obviously. 802 00:48:56,968 --> 00:48:58,809 [EXHALES] 803 00:48:59,322 --> 00:49:00,847 That was hard for me to admit. 804 00:49:02,860 --> 00:49:04,328 For anyone. 805 00:49:05,899 --> 00:49:07,540 And you're a pilot. 806 00:49:08,175 --> 00:49:09,681 Pilots are, um... 807 00:49:09,682 --> 00:49:11,605 - Macho. - Hmm. 808 00:49:11,641 --> 00:49:12,923 I know. 809 00:49:12,949 --> 00:49:14,164 Hmm. 810 00:49:15,949 --> 00:49:19,301 That talk that you suggested, 811 00:49:20,060 --> 00:49:21,957 maybe I could take you up on it? 812 00:49:24,028 --> 00:49:25,433 Anytime. 813 00:49:29,903 --> 00:49:31,554 COMPUTER: All available crew, 814 00:49:31,610 --> 00:49:34,522 please report to shuttle bay for a surprise. 815 00:49:35,394 --> 00:49:36,906 Hmm. 816 00:49:39,854 --> 00:49:43,106 [MUSIC PLAYING] 817 00:49:43,107 --> 00:49:45,195 [LAUGHTER] 818 00:49:51,922 --> 00:49:53,377 Yeah, okay. 819 00:49:58,992 --> 00:50:02,038 ♪ 820 00:50:18,932 --> 00:50:20,622 It fills the room. 821 00:50:21,707 --> 00:50:23,424 Joy? 822 00:50:23,976 --> 00:50:27,958 Yeah. We all had to stop pretending we were fine first. 823 00:50:29,153 --> 00:50:31,405 We are not, are we? 824 00:50:32,242 --> 00:50:33,940 How could we be? 825 00:50:35,506 --> 00:50:37,044 But we'll get there. 826 00:50:37,544 --> 00:50:39,206 And you pushed us closer. 827 00:50:39,307 --> 00:50:41,550 Yeah. It was not pretty. 828 00:50:42,114 --> 00:50:44,385 - It never is. - Hmm. 829 00:50:44,386 --> 00:50:46,996 [LAUGHTER] 830 00:50:46,997 --> 00:50:48,824 Good choice, Captain. 831 00:50:49,048 --> 00:50:52,436 No. I wish I could take credit, Doctor. 832 00:50:52,970 --> 00:50:54,569 This wasn't you? 833 00:50:54,570 --> 00:50:56,142 Mm-mm. 834 00:50:56,571 --> 00:50:58,366 I have a theory. 835 00:50:59,032 --> 00:51:03,360 The sphere data was transmitted here for us to protect it. 836 00:51:03,487 --> 00:51:05,667 It lives on within Discovery. 837 00:51:05,668 --> 00:51:09,447 As we are now inextricably connected, 838 00:51:09,517 --> 00:51:13,804 perhaps now it desires to protect us. 839 00:51:23,206 --> 00:51:25,208 [LAUGHTER CONTINUES] 840 00:51:28,896 --> 00:51:32,248 Senna knew the algorithm we need to find Federation headquarters. 841 00:51:32,286 --> 00:51:34,260 I already did the math. 842 00:51:38,258 --> 00:51:41,920 - These coordinates... - They'll take you where you need to go. 843 00:51:45,824 --> 00:51:47,439 Thank you. 844 00:51:55,195 --> 00:51:57,153 ♪ 845 00:52:04,318 --> 00:52:05,988 That's beautiful. 846 00:52:07,816 --> 00:52:09,383 What is it? 847 00:52:09,384 --> 00:52:11,957 It's, um, a lullaby. 848 00:52:12,865 --> 00:52:16,840 I think Senna Tal's parents used to sing it to him when he was a kid. 849 00:52:18,179 --> 00:52:21,114 All the hosts, their memories are still coming to me. 850 00:52:22,665 --> 00:52:24,837 I expect it'll take a while. 851 00:52:33,494 --> 00:52:35,496 ♪ 852 00:52:41,023 --> 00:52:43,530 GRAY: Your bowing could use some work. 853 00:52:44,680 --> 00:52:48,116 If you're gonna insult my musical ability for the rest of my life... 854 00:52:50,243 --> 00:52:52,979 You didn't tell her about me. 855 00:52:55,825 --> 00:52:58,350 I'm not sure she'll believe me. 856 00:52:58,946 --> 00:53:00,738 Pretty sure she will. 857 00:53:02,329 --> 00:53:04,309 How are you here? 858 00:53:06,111 --> 00:53:08,046 I... I don't know. 859 00:53:09,604 --> 00:53:11,725 How is this supposed to work? 860 00:53:11,815 --> 00:53:13,488 I don't know. 861 00:53:16,332 --> 00:53:19,184 But like I said, 862 00:53:20,453 --> 00:53:22,024 our bowing, 863 00:53:22,427 --> 00:53:24,395 we can do better than that. 864 00:53:25,125 --> 00:53:27,214 Well, we'll keep practicing. 865 00:53:27,853 --> 00:53:29,898 ♪ 866 00:53:50,567 --> 00:53:52,746 We're here. Federation headquarters. 867 00:53:52,756 --> 00:53:55,073 Discovery is reporting for duty. 868 00:53:55,114 --> 00:53:58,805 Trusting you is a risk that Starfleet cannot take since The Burn. 869 00:53:58,856 --> 00:54:00,779 You're not home yet. 870 00:54:00,906 --> 00:54:02,829 I believe, that here, 871 00:54:02,845 --> 00:54:04,721 there are * for all of us. 872 00:54:05,095 --> 00:54:06,890 The admiral's given us this chance. 873 00:54:07,469 --> 00:54:09,166 We can't fail. 874 00:54:13,606 --> 00:54:15,252 Let's show them who we are. 875 00:54:15,842 --> 00:54:20,842 Sync and corrections by: kDragon & chamallow www.Addic7ed.com