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Shaun...
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You need to give me
your driver's license.
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No, I don't.
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Do you remember
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- the memory test I gave you?
- Vividly.
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Yes. It demonstrated you have a deficit.
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A deficit; you shouldn't be driving.
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Dr. Blaize agreed.
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Shaun, that test was supposed
to be between us;
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that's why I didn't want
to do it at the hospital.
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Yes, your doctor needs to be informed
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of the results of all your medical tests.
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Even tests that are done at home.
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Shaun, I've been driving
for like half a century.
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I'm an excellent driver, okay?
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I don't need to give you
my driver's license.
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Okay. Then I'll have to notify the DMV.
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Dr. Glassman?
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You're not gonna notify the DMV, Shaun.
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Yes, I will notify the DMV.
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Shaun, you will not notify the DMV.
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Dr. Glassman,
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if you don't give me
your driver's license,
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I will notify the DMV.
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Dr. Glassman?
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George Reynolds, 28,
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sudden onset of arm and leg weakness,
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right facial droop, and trouble speaking.
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CT confirmed a middle cerebral
artery embolism.
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I booked us
into interventional radiology.
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When did you first notice
your symptoms, George?
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About, uh, four and a half hours ago.
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Wait, what's wrong with me?
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You may be having a stroke.
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You're on monthly injections of Lupron?
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For three months.
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That may have caused this.
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Do you have prostate cancer?
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No. I-I was diagnosed
with atypical hyperplasia.
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That shouldn't have any effect
on what we're gonna do now.
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We're gonna take care of you, George.
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Don't worry.
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♪
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SHAUN: This is local anesthetic;
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you'll feel a pinch.
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Are you a real doctor?
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I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy.
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People ever call you Murph?
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No.
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I'm going to make a small incision
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so we can insert the tube
and re-inflate your lung.
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What do they call you, Billy?
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[SCOFFS]
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CraterHead, Volcano, ThreeEyes...
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those are just the creative ones.
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Hold tight. Here comes the tube...
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[BREATHES DEEPLY]
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You guys really know what you're doing.
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Yes, we do.
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We'll order an MRI for your lungs.
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Then we will fix
your fractured eye orbit;
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that will require surgery.
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What do you say
we fix your forehead, too?
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You could do that?
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- I think so...
- I don't think so.
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It's a pre-existing condition,
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and it's not medically necessary.
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It shouldn't be approved.
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♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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The MCA clot is obstructing
all distal flow.
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CLAIRE: Anti-androgens aren't
indicated for hyperplasia...
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He said atypical.
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You think he's lying?
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Maybe he's gender transitioning.
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Aside from cancer, there aren't
many other indications.
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Let's focus on what we do know.
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Feeding the catheter.
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Suctioning the thrombus,
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and he's recanalizing. Slowly retract.
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Whatever his reasons are
for taking anti-androgens,
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hopefully there are options.
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He either drops them or
he's gonna keep having strokes.
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The forehead repair would be
expensive and cosmetic...
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It's not about prettying him up;
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it could give him a new life, friends,
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maybe a few less beatings.
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Stopping the beatings is the guards' job.
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You really don't have
any empathy for Billy?
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Empathy is a bad reason
to fight for someone.
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If empathy makes me
only want to help patients
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who are from Wyoming or have ASD,
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then that's very unfair
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to all my neuro-typical patients
from Idaho.
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I need to take those drugs.
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They caused your stroke.
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We don't think you have hyperplasia.
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If you tell us the real reason,
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I'm sure there are
other safer treatments...
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No, there aren't!
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If you're transitioning,
there are alternatives...
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I told you why I was taking the meds.
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George, we are your doctors;
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we need to know the truth.
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We're not gonna tell anyone.
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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I'm not transitioning.
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And I don't have hyperplasia.
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I have problems...
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with my sex drive.
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I know it sounds stupid,
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like why can't I just control myself
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but...
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It's all I think about.
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It's all I can think about.
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I can't work,
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I can't socialize,
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I can't have a life.
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And those meds are the only thing
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that makes it even remotely tolerable.
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They'll kill you.
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[SCOFFS]
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AOKI: The residents have a betting pool
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on who you're going to appoint.
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As your replacement as Chief of Surgery,
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the decision needs to be made
with decorum and expediency.
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I haven't quite gotten around
to analyzing...
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You've had little face time
with your attendings
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since you became president.
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You need to correct that.
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I've scheduled your announcement.
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You've got two days.
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- Where is he?
- He's gone;
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signed out AMA.
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- I tried...
- How long ago?
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Five minutes...
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♪
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Why are we in a hurry?
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I was researching
alternative meds for him.
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Realized Lupron didn't make any sense.
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Prescribing anti-androgens
for sexual urges
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is like hitting a mosquito with a mallet.
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Unless they're deviant urges.
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We might've just released
a child molester.
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♪
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[AIR BRAKES HISS]
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♪
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Should we call the police?
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We can't.
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We have no evidence of a crime.
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PARK: Lim's at 3 to 2,
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Melendez is just behind at 2 to 1,
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Cooperberg's 7 to 1,
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and if Dartling,
or anybody else comes in,
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you can retire.
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Andrews might bail on Melendez
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when he finds out our patient bolted.
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Which is why Melendez is now 4 to 1.
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Pari-mutuel betting is very exciting.
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Do you need empathy to be a good doctor?
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No. I think it can interfere
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with effective decision-making.
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She's just saying that
to avoid hurting your feelings,
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thus making her fake point for real...
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her empathy made her lie to you.
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I think you just agreed with me
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and insulted me at the same time.
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I think empathy's very important...
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Telling the cold hard truth
even when it hurts,
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sometimes is the
most empathetic thing we can do.
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Which is what I'm doing
for Shaun right now.
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You're welcome.
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I have autism
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which means I have a deficiency
of mirror neurons,
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which inhibits me
from emotionally trading places
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with people, which makes empathy
very difficult.
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Does that mean I can't be a good doctor?
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No, it doesn't.
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We all have our strengths
and weaknesses, Shaun.
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One of Claire's is making sure
everyone feels validated.
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The creep is back.
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♪
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Is George having another stroke?
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No.
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Severe lacerations to the scrotum.
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Did you give him anything for pain?
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Morphine. Four milligrams.
And I notified the cops;
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I think it was a hate crime.
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Yeah, I don't think so.
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♪
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All right.
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On my count.
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One, two, three.
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We'll take it from here.
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I'll pack him and prep him.
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You did this to yourself, didn't you?
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I think I know what kind
of urges you've been having.
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I'm not a monster.
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I never touched anyone...
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any... child.
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My sister and I were always
best friends...
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but then she had children.
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If I can't keep taking the drugs...
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...I had to do this.
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Home surgery tends to not have
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the results you're hoping for.
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You did a lot of damage
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but your testicles are unscathed.
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[SIGHS]
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Please... finish the job.
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I say we do it; he's a pedophile.
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No, he's not.
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He just told us he was.
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He has never acted on his urges,
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and he's asking us to do something
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to ensure he never does.
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He is a decent person trying...
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I'm confused.
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What do you want to do with him?
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Treat him like a patient
with a diagnosis.
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Put him on antidepressants,
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refer him to a urologist,
give him a psych eval.
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Let the experts determine
if he should have a castration.
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Psych eval? Antidepressants?
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When we refer people for counseling,
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how often do they get cured?
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I am looking to help him
manage this dis...
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And if they don't get cured,
what happens?
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They get more depressed,
can't cope, quit jobs,
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maybe kill themselves?
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All bad, but not... rape-a-child bad.
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ANDREWS: So what are you going to do?
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We can't ethically remove healthy organs
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for crime prevention.
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We don't amputate a kleptomaniac's hands
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to prevent them from stealing.
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Hands have many purposes;
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the balls of a pedophile have but one.
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Set up his referrals and patch him up.
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♪
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How long you been in Foothills?
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Nine months...
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Time flies in Juvie.
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Any visitors?
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I don't have a granny
bringing me cookies,
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if that's what you mean.
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This is why empathy is bad.
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You're talking to our patient
because you like him,
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which is causing him to move,
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which is affecting our imagery.
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He's scared.
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I'm talking to him to calm him down
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which is improving our imagery.
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The fact that I like him
is beside the point.
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You grow up in San Jose?
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East Paly... but I got out
of there as soon as I could...
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I was 15.
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Your parents still there?
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Mom's gone...
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dear old Dad is... terrible.
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Siblings?
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Little brother...
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He's gone too...
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Crappy dad. Lost his brother...
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I mean, you really don't ha...
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He's not scared.
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He's short of breath
271
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because his diaphragm is lacerated.
272
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His stomach has passed through that tear
273
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and is now in his chest.
274
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Billy needs emergency surgery
on his diaphragm.
275
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PARK: The defect reaches all the way
276
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from the center
to the anterior costal margin.
277
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LIM: So what do we need to do?
278
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Divide the inferior pulmonary ligament
279
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to bring the lung upwards.
280
00:13:05,380 --> 00:13:06,880
Uh-huh. Mesh.
281
00:13:09,910 --> 00:13:12,479
Whoever kicked him was
wearing some serious footwear.
282
00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:14,580
And they'll be waiting for him
when he goes back.
283
00:13:14,590 --> 00:13:15,619
Unless we help him.
284
00:13:15,620 --> 00:13:18,320
Dr. Park wants to fix his forehead.
285
00:13:19,990 --> 00:13:21,620
The Constitution guarantees prisoners
286
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get the same care as everyone else.
287
00:13:23,260 --> 00:13:26,799
Most non-prisoners can't afford
cosmetic surgery.
288
00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:29,060
He would be getting better care
than everyone else.
289
00:13:29,070 --> 00:13:31,669
Kid is smart and personable
and puts up a great front.
290
00:13:31,670 --> 00:13:33,169
But he's scared to death.
291
00:13:33,170 --> 00:13:35,000
And he got 36 months for selling weed;
292
00:13:35,010 --> 00:13:36,839
a crime that doesn't even exist anymore.
293
00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:38,510
You think his life
would be anything like this
294
00:13:38,520 --> 00:13:41,070
if he didn't grow up
with a massive dent in his head?
295
00:13:41,710 --> 00:13:44,200
Sorry, I'm not convinced.
296
00:13:44,720 --> 00:13:49,349
Is that because you don't have
any empathy for Billy?
297
00:13:49,350 --> 00:13:51,719
No. It's because I agree with you:
298
00:13:51,720 --> 00:13:54,259
it's expensive, risky and unnecessary.
299
00:13:54,260 --> 00:13:57,529
But empathy can be
an invaluable motivator,
300
00:13:57,530 --> 00:14:00,129
Dr. Murphy, that truly connects
the physician
301
00:14:00,130 --> 00:14:01,760
with their patient.
302
00:14:05,740 --> 00:14:07,900
[WHISPERS] Is he still up there?
303
00:14:07,910 --> 00:14:14,409
♪
304
00:14:14,410 --> 00:14:17,379
[WHISPERS] Yes he is.
305
00:14:17,380 --> 00:14:19,110
♪
306
00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:21,119
We can't do the castration, George.
307
00:14:21,120 --> 00:14:23,889
Not without the proper
psychiatric clearance.
308
00:14:23,890 --> 00:14:25,040
That'll take forever.
309
00:14:25,050 --> 00:14:26,759
Just a few months.
310
00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:28,459
A few months is forever.
311
00:14:28,460 --> 00:14:29,929
Binge watch your favorite shows,
312
00:14:29,930 --> 00:14:31,259
catch up on your reading.
313
00:14:31,260 --> 00:14:34,029
You attracted to men, Dr. Reznick?
314
00:14:34,030 --> 00:14:36,299
Yes. Adult men.
315
00:14:36,300 --> 00:14:39,899
And if that were... reprehensible,
316
00:14:39,900 --> 00:14:41,510
do you think you could stop?
317
00:14:43,570 --> 00:14:46,139
You have no idea what it's like
318
00:14:46,140 --> 00:14:48,440
to live with these thoughts.
319
00:14:48,450 --> 00:14:51,049
I hate them,
320
00:14:51,050 --> 00:14:54,100
and I hate myself for having them.
321
00:14:55,150 --> 00:14:57,020
But I can't stop them...
322
00:14:57,720 --> 00:15:00,489
and I'm afraid of what I could do.
323
00:15:00,490 --> 00:15:05,390
♪
324
00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:07,729
We will start the process immediately.
325
00:15:07,730 --> 00:15:09,869
In the meantime, we'll transfuse you,
326
00:15:09,870 --> 00:15:11,099
get you on antibiotics...
327
00:15:11,100 --> 00:15:14,269
No. I'm refusing treatment.
328
00:15:14,270 --> 00:15:18,539
No transfusion. No antibiotics.
No repair.
329
00:15:18,540 --> 00:15:19,839
Let 'em rot.
330
00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:23,279
♪
331
00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:25,510
We have something in common.
332
00:15:27,650 --> 00:15:30,020
Neither of us has a driver's license.
333
00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:36,940
How do you feel about
not having a driver's license?
334
00:15:37,760 --> 00:15:39,790
I'm pissed, Shaun.
335
00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:41,429
You feel pissed.
336
00:15:41,430 --> 00:15:43,529
Yes, I feel pissed. I feel very pissed
337
00:15:43,530 --> 00:15:46,169
because something important
was taken away from me.
338
00:15:46,170 --> 00:15:47,699
And by a friend.
339
00:15:47,700 --> 00:15:49,700
You feel very pissed
340
00:15:49,710 --> 00:15:52,409
because something important
was taken away from you...
341
00:15:52,410 --> 00:15:53,639
and by a friend.
342
00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:56,779
And parroting everything I say
isn't helping.
343
00:15:56,780 --> 00:16:00,279
I'm finding commonality, Dr. Glassman,
344
00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:02,780
and inquiring about your emotional state,
345
00:16:02,790 --> 00:16:05,989
and actively listening
by restating your responses.
346
00:16:05,990 --> 00:16:10,729
"External corroboration enhances
our sense of self-worth."
347
00:16:10,730 --> 00:16:12,260
Okay.
348
00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:15,160
The day after I got my driver's license,
349
00:16:15,170 --> 00:16:16,699
you want to know what I did?
350
00:16:16,700 --> 00:16:19,939
I went out and bought
a 1963 Galaxie, Midnight Blue.
351
00:16:19,940 --> 00:16:21,669
1,255 bucks;
352
00:16:21,670 --> 00:16:24,909
every penny I earned
for the past three years
353
00:16:24,910 --> 00:16:26,539
working in a gas station.
354
00:16:26,540 --> 00:16:28,660
How do you think that made me feel?
355
00:16:29,080 --> 00:16:30,279
You liked it?
356
00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:32,479
No, Shaun. I loved it.
357
00:16:32,480 --> 00:16:33,579
You want to know why?
358
00:16:33,580 --> 00:16:36,019
Because a car to a sixteen-year-old kid
359
00:16:36,020 --> 00:16:37,089
means independence,
360
00:16:37,090 --> 00:16:38,950
which means he can go wherever he wants
361
00:16:38,960 --> 00:16:40,819
whenever he wants.
362
00:16:40,820 --> 00:16:44,630
And that doesn't change with age, Shaun;
363
00:16:45,460 --> 00:16:47,300
in fact, it means even more.
364
00:16:50,830 --> 00:16:53,340
When you took my license,
that's what you took from me.
365
00:16:56,070 --> 00:16:57,569
I don't expect you to understand.
366
00:16:57,570 --> 00:16:59,810
So you don't have to pretend.
367
00:17:10,420 --> 00:17:12,789
Hey. Is Andrews stalking you?
368
00:17:12,790 --> 00:17:14,159
- Yeah.
- It's annoying.
369
00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:16,289
We need to stand together
and tell him to back off.
370
00:17:16,290 --> 00:17:17,429
[LAUGHS]
371
00:17:17,430 --> 00:17:19,259
I'm not telling the president
he's annoying.
372
00:17:19,260 --> 00:17:21,029
He's infringing on our autonomy
373
00:17:21,030 --> 00:17:22,999
and inhibiting the free flow of ideas,
374
00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:24,429
both of which affect our ability
375
00:17:24,430 --> 00:17:27,050
to deliver the best patient care.
376
00:17:28,210 --> 00:17:30,639
That sounds slightly better.
377
00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:32,640
Okay. I'm in.
378
00:17:37,150 --> 00:17:39,410
- Are you?
- No. Of course not.
379
00:17:39,420 --> 00:17:41,580
The last thing I'm gonna do
right now is confront him;
380
00:17:41,590 --> 00:17:42,689
I'm the front-runner.
381
00:17:42,690 --> 00:17:43,789
Not according to Vegas;
382
00:17:43,790 --> 00:17:44,850
I'm three to two.
383
00:17:44,860 --> 00:17:46,859
[LAUGHS]
384
00:17:46,860 --> 00:17:50,260
Guess they don't know that you
have double my mortality rate.
385
00:17:51,660 --> 00:17:52,959
I'm a trauma surgeon;
386
00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:55,860
you're comparing apples to asshats.
387
00:17:55,870 --> 00:17:58,170
I resent being called an apple.
388
00:17:59,670 --> 00:18:02,339
The diaphragm repair went very well.
389
00:18:02,340 --> 00:18:04,839
And we've scheduled
your orbital fracture repair.
390
00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:08,009
We'll get you some stronger
pain meds for the recovery.
391
00:18:08,010 --> 00:18:09,779
When are you gonna fix my forehead,
392
00:18:09,780 --> 00:18:11,510
make me all John Legend?
393
00:18:13,780 --> 00:18:15,510
I tried, Billy.
394
00:18:16,020 --> 00:18:17,640
I'm sorry.
395
00:18:18,220 --> 00:18:20,520
I wasn't really getting
my hopes up anyway.
396
00:18:21,190 --> 00:18:22,389
My dad taught me that.
397
00:18:22,390 --> 00:18:24,589
He'd say, "You know what, Billy?"
398
00:18:24,590 --> 00:18:27,299
And he'd just punch me in the face.
399
00:18:27,300 --> 00:18:28,429
At least, I think that was the lesson
400
00:18:28,430 --> 00:18:29,799
he was trying to impart.
401
00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:31,670
That's what happened to your forehead?
402
00:18:34,940 --> 00:18:36,869
He was a big A's fan.
403
00:18:36,870 --> 00:18:39,410
Watched every game with a bat
in his hand.
404
00:18:40,640 --> 00:18:43,709
August 14th, 2008,
405
00:18:43,710 --> 00:18:46,149
they lost in the 12th inning...
406
00:18:46,150 --> 00:18:55,290
♪
407
00:18:55,340 --> 00:19:04,429
♪
408
00:19:04,430 --> 00:19:06,999
[GEORGE GROANS]
409
00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:08,369
Infection's setting in but his testicles
410
00:19:08,370 --> 00:19:10,269
still show good flow on the Doppler.
411
00:19:10,270 --> 00:19:11,670
- Pain meds?
- He won't take them.
412
00:19:11,680 --> 00:19:12,850
Thinks they'll knock him out
413
00:19:12,880 --> 00:19:14,109
and we'll step in and repair them.
414
00:19:14,110 --> 00:19:15,809
[GROANING]
415
00:19:15,810 --> 00:19:17,809
I hate this.
416
00:19:17,810 --> 00:19:19,179
Me too.
417
00:19:19,180 --> 00:19:21,450
[GROANING]
418
00:19:27,250 --> 00:19:30,919
I'm going to be a good driver.
419
00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:33,820
I got every answer correct
on the written test.
420
00:19:33,830 --> 00:19:34,830
Except one
421
00:19:34,831 --> 00:19:37,190
but that was because
it was improperly worded.
422
00:19:37,200 --> 00:19:40,329
I told the DMV
they need to rewrite it and...
423
00:19:40,330 --> 00:19:43,899
they said they'd take it
under advisement.
424
00:19:43,900 --> 00:19:45,439
Great.
425
00:19:45,440 --> 00:19:47,200
Let's go.
426
00:19:47,210 --> 00:19:54,579
♪
427
00:19:54,580 --> 00:19:57,079
Okay... let's close our eyes...
428
00:19:57,080 --> 00:20:00,819
And take some nice, deep breaths...
429
00:20:00,820 --> 00:20:04,689
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
430
00:20:04,690 --> 00:20:07,489
And how about a little guided imagery,
431
00:20:07,490 --> 00:20:11,899
to evoke positive visualizations?
432
00:20:11,900 --> 00:20:14,969
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
433
00:20:14,970 --> 00:20:16,269
Okay.
434
00:20:16,270 --> 00:20:18,339
Let's picture the parking lot...
435
00:20:18,340 --> 00:20:20,769
the cars around us...
436
00:20:20,770 --> 00:20:23,970
the yellow steel thingy at
the entrance of the parking lot
437
00:20:23,980 --> 00:20:26,209
that could really do a lot of damage...
438
00:20:26,210 --> 00:20:28,090
A bollard.
439
00:20:29,180 --> 00:20:34,649
The speed bump that is 15 feet
from the corner
440
00:20:34,650 --> 00:20:38,719
with the stop sign that
someone put a "Hate" sticker on
441
00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:41,159
so it says "Stop Hate,"
442
00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:43,729
which is right in front
of the Jiff-E Mart,
443
00:20:43,730 --> 00:20:46,629
which says it's open "8 til Late, 24/7,"
444
00:20:46,630 --> 00:20:47,699
which can't be true beca...
445
00:20:47,700 --> 00:20:49,129
That's great, Shaun.
446
00:20:49,130 --> 00:20:50,999
Super amount of visualization.
447
00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:53,400
And now that we're feeling comfortable
448
00:20:53,410 --> 00:20:54,739
about our surroundings,
449
00:20:54,740 --> 00:20:57,639
we can put the car into drive,
450
00:20:57,640 --> 00:21:00,809
ease our foot off the brake...
451
00:21:00,810 --> 00:21:02,279
Very nice...
452
00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:04,310
We can open our eyes now, Shaun.
453
00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:05,919
What we're doing is cruel.
454
00:21:05,920 --> 00:21:08,350
I'm open to all options, Dr. Browne.
455
00:21:16,860 --> 00:21:19,129
I'm gonna have to ask you
to give us some privacy.
456
00:21:19,130 --> 00:21:20,599
Really?
457
00:21:20,600 --> 00:21:22,276
You want to throw
the president of the hospital
458
00:21:22,300 --> 00:21:23,900
out of a medical discussion?
459
00:21:27,070 --> 00:21:28,769
You're infringing on my autonomy
460
00:21:28,770 --> 00:21:30,739
and inhibiting the free flow of ideas,
461
00:21:30,740 --> 00:21:32,279
both of which affect my ability
462
00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:33,710
to deliver the best patient care.
463
00:21:43,860 --> 00:21:45,789
Dr. Melendez.
464
00:21:45,790 --> 00:21:48,059
[DOOR OPENS]
465
00:21:48,060 --> 00:21:51,500
♪
466
00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:53,099
SHAUN: There are many drivers
467
00:21:53,100 --> 00:21:55,469
not following the rules of the road.
468
00:21:55,470 --> 00:22:00,539
They fail to signal,
check their blind spots...
469
00:22:00,540 --> 00:22:03,709
display a red flag when the load extends
470
00:22:03,710 --> 00:22:06,279
more than four feet past the tail lamp.
471
00:22:06,280 --> 00:22:08,479
You're right, Shaun, it's a mad world.
472
00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:10,210
But there's nothing
you can do about them;
473
00:22:10,220 --> 00:22:11,510
you just got to focus on you.
474
00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:13,449
Yes, let's focus on me.
475
00:22:13,450 --> 00:22:15,189
Yes.
476
00:22:15,190 --> 00:22:17,850
Let's take the next right.
477
00:22:20,990 --> 00:22:23,129
You can drive in the bike lane
478
00:22:23,130 --> 00:22:24,899
when you're this close
to the turn, Shaun.
479
00:22:24,900 --> 00:22:26,760
No, I can't.
480
00:22:26,770 --> 00:22:27,929
It's a broken line.
481
00:22:27,930 --> 00:22:30,369
That was the improperly
worded question...
482
00:22:30,370 --> 00:22:32,199
whether it's broken or solid,
483
00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:33,669
you can't enter the bike lane
484
00:22:33,670 --> 00:22:36,009
this distance from the intersection.
485
00:22:36,010 --> 00:22:37,810
I told them that it...
486
00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:45,979
Okay, Shaun.
You don't have to go so slow.
487
00:22:45,980 --> 00:22:47,749
[HORN HONKS]
488
00:22:47,750 --> 00:22:48,750
She's in the lane;
489
00:22:48,751 --> 00:22:50,589
she's not supposed to be in the lane.
490
00:22:50,590 --> 00:22:53,020
It's a violation carrying a fine...
491
00:22:53,030 --> 00:22:55,160
Okay, Shaun, don't worry
about what she's doing...
492
00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:56,269
No.
493
00:22:56,270 --> 00:22:58,129
Shaun, you have to pull
into the bike lane...
494
00:22:58,130 --> 00:22:59,329
Don't worry about what she's doing...
495
00:22:59,330 --> 00:23:01,160
[TIRES SCREECH, HORN HONKS]
496
00:23:01,170 --> 00:23:02,429
You can't just stop.
497
00:23:02,430 --> 00:23:03,599
Shaun, you can't just stop...
498
00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:05,139
[HORNS HONKING,
CHILDREN SHOUTING PLAYFULLY]
499
00:23:05,140 --> 00:23:06,670
Shaun!
500
00:23:10,310 --> 00:23:12,139
George is screaming in agony
501
00:23:12,140 --> 00:23:13,209
and we are doing nothing.
502
00:23:13,210 --> 00:23:15,509
Except hiding behind ethical red tape.
503
00:23:15,510 --> 00:23:18,020
Ethical red tape is there
to protect people like him
504
00:23:18,040 --> 00:23:20,120
from making permanent
regrettable mistakes.
505
00:23:20,220 --> 00:23:22,009
I'm glad we're not using it
to cover our asses
506
00:23:22,010 --> 00:23:24,270
the day before the new
Chief of Surgery is announced.
507
00:23:26,260 --> 00:23:28,829
[SIGHS]
508
00:23:28,830 --> 00:23:31,959
Let me sign off on the documentation.
509
00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:35,140
I'll note his scrotum
is already beyond repair
510
00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:38,499
and surgical castration
is our only option.
511
00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:40,170
- I vote yes.
- No.
512
00:23:40,220 --> 00:23:42,789
I'm not gonna let anyone
falsify medical records.
513
00:23:42,790 --> 00:23:45,429
Not for pain. Not for a pedophile.
514
00:23:45,430 --> 00:23:47,959
Once his testes
are actually beyond repair,
515
00:23:47,960 --> 00:23:49,900
we will castrate him.
516
00:23:50,470 --> 00:23:52,029
So we're just gonna
leave him there screaming;
517
00:23:52,030 --> 00:23:53,970
keeping his entire unit awake?
518
00:23:54,810 --> 00:23:56,300
Move him.
519
00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:07,410
LIM: I'd like a clean dissection
through the periosteal planes
520
00:24:07,420 --> 00:24:09,980
so I can slip the MEDPOR mesh
over the fracture.
521
00:24:09,990 --> 00:24:12,489
Why do I prefer MEDPOR mesh?
522
00:24:12,490 --> 00:24:14,689
It allows fibrovascular ingrowth
523
00:24:14,690 --> 00:24:17,120
and integration of the patient's tissue.
524
00:24:19,160 --> 00:24:20,329
Prisoner surgeries are approved
525
00:24:20,330 --> 00:24:22,459
for psychological reasons all the time.
526
00:24:22,460 --> 00:24:23,729
Tattoo removal,
527
00:24:23,730 --> 00:24:26,099
gender reassignments
include breast implants;
528
00:24:26,100 --> 00:24:27,330
hell if he had a crappy smile
529
00:24:27,340 --> 00:24:28,839
we could justify dental work as needed
530
00:24:28,840 --> 00:24:30,700
for proper mastication...
531
00:24:30,710 --> 00:24:32,970
You sent a few kids to Juvie?
532
00:24:34,010 --> 00:24:35,930
More than a few.
533
00:24:36,980 --> 00:24:38,730
You feel guilty.
534
00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:41,810
Think that's maybe clouding
your judgment?
535
00:24:42,480 --> 00:24:43,850
Maybe.
536
00:24:46,490 --> 00:24:48,789
You're afraid
of ruffling Andrews' feathers
537
00:24:48,790 --> 00:24:50,220
this close to decision day.
538
00:24:50,230 --> 00:24:52,370
Think that's maybe clouding yours?
539
00:24:53,060 --> 00:24:55,700
We could give Billy a breast implant.
540
00:24:58,130 --> 00:24:59,499
We could insert it
541
00:24:59,500 --> 00:25:02,199
over his split thickness
frontal bone defect;
542
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:05,609
it would only require
a tiny incision at his eyebrow.
543
00:25:05,610 --> 00:25:07,270
Now you're in favor of this?
544
00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:09,879
I was against it
because it was too expensive
545
00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:11,779
and unnecessary and risky
546
00:25:11,780 --> 00:25:13,410
but if we do it now,
547
00:25:13,420 --> 00:25:15,649
it won't require any additional surgery.
548
00:25:15,650 --> 00:25:17,880
And it'd be very economical.
549
00:25:17,890 --> 00:25:20,820
He did give us verbal consent
when he was first admitted.
550
00:25:24,890 --> 00:25:26,860
Keep him under.
551
00:25:27,460 --> 00:25:29,159
Get what we need, Dr. Murphy.
552
00:25:29,160 --> 00:25:31,399
♪
553
00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:34,230
[GEORGE SCREAMING, GROANING]
554
00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:42,739
♪
555
00:25:42,740 --> 00:25:44,779
Ready or not...
556
00:25:44,780 --> 00:25:46,810
Tell Melendez to meet us in the O.R.
557
00:25:51,690 --> 00:25:53,930
CLAIRE: Showing signs of ischemia;
558
00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:56,260
we have a strong medical case
for removing.
559
00:25:59,060 --> 00:26:00,660
Dr. Lim. You a castration fan?
560
00:26:00,670 --> 00:26:02,199
Right now, I am.
561
00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:04,530
- Andrews told me he's backing off.
- Great.
562
00:26:04,540 --> 00:26:06,800
Because you presented him
with a very good argument.
563
00:26:06,860 --> 00:26:08,989
My argument.
Which you regurgitated to him
564
00:26:08,990 --> 00:26:11,289
right after you said
you wouldn't back me up.
565
00:26:11,290 --> 00:26:12,389
Call that leadership?
566
00:26:12,390 --> 00:26:13,629
Yes I do.
567
00:26:13,630 --> 00:26:15,599
You presented me
with a very good argument
568
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:18,460
but you didn't have the guts to
take it to Andrews on your own.
569
00:26:18,470 --> 00:26:20,569
One more reason I don't want
to work under you.
570
00:26:20,570 --> 00:26:23,339
You don't want this promotion so
that you can improve the hospital,
571
00:26:23,340 --> 00:26:24,800
you want it for the pretty title.
572
00:26:24,810 --> 00:26:26,009
You're an adrenaline junky;
573
00:26:26,010 --> 00:26:29,179
you won't last 2 weeks
liaising with board members.
574
00:26:29,180 --> 00:26:30,979
There's a long and dusty trail
575
00:26:30,980 --> 00:26:33,850
littered with people
who have underestimated me.
576
00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:38,950
J.L.: We're ready to go.
577
00:26:40,050 --> 00:26:41,890
Curved tissue scissors, please.
578
00:26:43,190 --> 00:26:44,789
[ALARMS BLARE]
579
00:26:44,790 --> 00:26:47,630
His systolic is 68. And look at this.
580
00:26:50,350 --> 00:26:51,460
He's septic.
581
00:26:51,470 --> 00:26:52,799
He's going into D.I.C.
582
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:54,569
Rerun his labs,
583
00:26:54,570 --> 00:26:56,199
have platelets, plasma and cryo ready.
584
00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:58,970
If he starts bleeding, he'll die.
585
00:27:02,540 --> 00:27:06,079
I reduced the volume from 80 cc's to 35.
586
00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:11,950
♪
587
00:27:12,010 --> 00:27:17,859
♪
588
00:27:17,860 --> 00:27:20,129
Have the odds changed
in the last 24 hours?
589
00:27:20,130 --> 00:27:21,559
- Little.
- Where am I at?
590
00:27:21,560 --> 00:27:23,320
Six to one.
591
00:27:24,770 --> 00:27:27,030
I'll put 100 on me.
592
00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:29,739
[ALARM BLARES]
593
00:27:29,740 --> 00:27:31,469
He's becoming severely bradycardic.
594
00:27:31,470 --> 00:27:35,209
The pressure on his orbit caused
a retrobulbar hematoma.
595
00:27:35,210 --> 00:27:36,509
If we don't relieve it now, he'll arrest.
596
00:27:36,510 --> 00:27:38,140
Forceps and scissors.
597
00:27:38,150 --> 00:27:40,410
Just lost his pulse; pushing atropine.
598
00:27:40,420 --> 00:27:42,519
Set up a temporary
transcutaneous pacemaker.
599
00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:44,380
If we inject the orbital muscle
with local anesthetic
600
00:27:44,390 --> 00:27:46,019
we might be able to fatigue the reflex.
601
00:27:46,020 --> 00:27:47,719
Do it.
602
00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:50,020
[FLATLINE]
603
00:27:50,030 --> 00:27:52,030
Starting CPR.
604
00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:56,960
I hope that's a look of resolve.
605
00:27:58,020 --> 00:28:01,480
Melendez stood up to me
in front of his residents.
606
00:28:01,940 --> 00:28:05,939
I did the same thing
to O'Connell when I was his age.
607
00:28:05,940 --> 00:28:07,339
What about Lim?
608
00:28:07,340 --> 00:28:11,240
She has the kind of focus
that took me years to develop.
609
00:28:11,250 --> 00:28:14,749
And Cooperberg, he reminds me
of me when I was...
610
00:28:14,750 --> 00:28:17,519
Marcus. You were good.
611
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:20,120
But no one's gonna be as good
as you think you were.
612
00:28:21,620 --> 00:28:25,159
One of your weaknesses
was decision-making.
613
00:28:25,160 --> 00:28:28,030
I trust you've gotten past that
since I made you president.
614
00:28:32,470 --> 00:28:34,469
♪
615
00:28:34,470 --> 00:28:38,200
LIM: Continuing compressions until
I have capture on the pacemaker.
616
00:28:38,210 --> 00:28:41,270
Pacing pads are in position.
617
00:28:42,510 --> 00:28:43,940
Stopping CPR.
618
00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:47,210
Injecting lidocaine.
619
00:28:47,220 --> 00:28:49,249
I have set the rate to 80.
620
00:28:49,250 --> 00:28:51,349
[FLATLINE CONTINUES]
621
00:28:51,350 --> 00:28:53,619
Increase the ventricular
by two milliamps.
622
00:28:53,620 --> 00:28:55,019
[BEEPS]
623
00:28:55,020 --> 00:28:58,220
♪
624
00:28:58,230 --> 00:28:59,889
Increase by two more.
625
00:28:59,890 --> 00:29:02,229
[FLATLINE CONTINUES]
626
00:29:02,230 --> 00:29:09,369
♪
627
00:29:09,370 --> 00:29:11,439
[MONITOR BEEPING]
628
00:29:11,440 --> 00:29:16,809
Blood pressure is responding, 102/68.
629
00:29:16,810 --> 00:29:17,909
LIM: Keep those pacer settings
630
00:29:17,910 --> 00:29:20,080
and let's get back to the main event.
631
00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:26,819
MORGAN: Both his PT and PTT
are coming back down,
632
00:29:26,820 --> 00:29:30,620
his systolic is stable at 110,
and no ectopy on the monitor.
633
00:29:30,630 --> 00:29:32,559
His D.I.C. score is back under four.
634
00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:34,060
He's stabilized.
635
00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:38,460
Ball's in your court.
636
00:29:41,870 --> 00:29:44,000
Dr. Melendez?
637
00:29:44,010 --> 00:29:46,439
Effects of low testosterone
on cardiovascular function
638
00:29:46,440 --> 00:29:47,539
and sepsis?
639
00:29:47,540 --> 00:29:50,009
Possible acute vascular response,
640
00:29:50,010 --> 00:29:51,640
circulatory collapse...
641
00:29:51,650 --> 00:29:53,249
And what about on D.I.C.?
642
00:29:53,250 --> 00:29:55,650
Increased risk of clots and stroke.
643
00:29:58,220 --> 00:29:59,349
George's body can't tolerate
644
00:29:59,350 --> 00:30:02,289
any loss of testosterone right now.
645
00:30:02,290 --> 00:30:05,730
We want to save his life,
we have to save his testicles.
646
00:30:08,330 --> 00:30:09,980
Sutures.
647
00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:11,700
[SIGHS]
648
00:30:18,540 --> 00:30:20,739
I know how to get you to drive.
649
00:30:20,740 --> 00:30:22,040
I can't drive.
650
00:30:22,090 --> 00:30:24,589
Driving is just like surgery.
651
00:30:24,590 --> 00:30:26,459
Say you're driving down the street
652
00:30:26,460 --> 00:30:29,099
and suddenly,
somebody steps off the sidewalk,
653
00:30:29,100 --> 00:30:30,399
right in front of you.
654
00:30:30,400 --> 00:30:31,529
Things like that must happen
655
00:30:31,530 --> 00:30:33,069
when you're deep inside someone's belly.
656
00:30:33,070 --> 00:30:35,330
That doesn't make any sense.
657
00:30:35,340 --> 00:30:36,539
It's an analogy, Shaun.
658
00:30:36,540 --> 00:30:38,839
I need you to work with me
just a little bit.
659
00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:40,010
Give me.
660
00:30:44,110 --> 00:30:45,580
Okay.
661
00:30:50,550 --> 00:30:53,019
It would be something unexpected,
662
00:30:53,020 --> 00:30:55,250
out of our control,
663
00:30:55,260 --> 00:30:59,359
from an aberrant source, and very bad.
664
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:03,629
It would be analogous
to an arterial bleed.
665
00:31:03,630 --> 00:31:07,899
How about if a truck stalls out,
crippling traffic?
666
00:31:07,900 --> 00:31:12,000
A thrombus impeding blood flow,
so we divert.
667
00:31:12,010 --> 00:31:13,970
A thrombus, exactly.
668
00:31:13,980 --> 00:31:15,909
What if you're just cruising along
669
00:31:15,910 --> 00:31:18,609
and a car comes out of nowhere
and goes racing by?
670
00:31:18,610 --> 00:31:20,409
A tachyarrhythmia.
671
00:31:20,410 --> 00:31:23,579
- Yes! Shaun, you got this.
- Yes.
672
00:31:23,580 --> 00:31:25,449
So let's get you driving that hooptie.
673
00:31:25,450 --> 00:31:26,890
[CHUCKLES]
674
00:31:29,890 --> 00:31:31,920
I've got this, Albert.
675
00:31:39,300 --> 00:31:45,139
♪
676
00:31:45,140 --> 00:31:46,539
We did the surgery;
677
00:31:46,540 --> 00:31:48,270
your circulatory and clotting systems
678
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:49,830
were shutting down.
679
00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:53,630
But removing your testicles
would have put you
680
00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:55,249
at greater risk by reducing your...
681
00:31:55,250 --> 00:31:56,960
You would have died.
682
00:31:56,990 --> 00:32:01,489
♪
683
00:32:01,490 --> 00:32:05,359
I've set you up with
a psychiatrist and a urologist.
684
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:07,590
They'll screen you, get you cleared,
685
00:32:07,600 --> 00:32:09,999
and then we can do this the right way.
686
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,829
George, we can get this done.
687
00:32:12,830 --> 00:32:17,070
You just cannot try this again.
688
00:32:18,810 --> 00:32:20,150
I get it.
689
00:32:20,940 --> 00:32:23,639
I do it your way,
or it just doesn't happen.
690
00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:31,280
♪
691
00:32:31,340 --> 00:32:38,960
♪
692
00:32:42,330 --> 00:32:44,660
It's just another intersection, Shaun,
693
00:32:44,670 --> 00:32:48,069
just like the last one
and just like the next one...
694
00:32:48,070 --> 00:32:51,039
The last intersection isn't
where everyone honked at me
695
00:32:51,040 --> 00:32:52,500
and made me freeze...
696
00:32:52,510 --> 00:32:55,939
That was a different day,
with different drivers
697
00:32:55,940 --> 00:32:57,709
and a different Shaun behind the wheel,
698
00:32:57,710 --> 00:33:00,610
because today, this Shaun has a plan
699
00:33:00,620 --> 00:33:03,749
for this intersection, which is...
700
00:33:03,750 --> 00:33:06,719
...I am going to dissect it.
701
00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:08,119
Damn right you are.
702
00:33:08,120 --> 00:33:10,489
And today, you're gonna turn right
703
00:33:10,490 --> 00:33:11,659
which you will do by...
704
00:33:11,660 --> 00:33:13,389
Determining laterality.
705
00:33:13,390 --> 00:33:16,959
And waiting until I can
legally enter the bike lane.
706
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:22,070
♪
707
00:33:22,140 --> 00:33:27,139
♪
708
00:33:27,140 --> 00:33:30,440
Somebody just made a turn...
709
00:33:38,140 --> 00:33:39,149
Shaun!
710
00:33:39,150 --> 00:33:42,219
[TIRES SCREECH]
711
00:33:42,220 --> 00:33:44,789
[HORN BLARES]
712
00:33:44,790 --> 00:33:46,560
MAN: Everybody okay?
713
00:33:47,490 --> 00:33:51,099
You were wrong.
714
00:33:51,100 --> 00:33:52,599
You were wrong, Lea.
715
00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:54,750
I can't drive.
716
00:33:55,970 --> 00:33:57,719
Shaun, I thought I had it figured out.
717
00:33:57,720 --> 00:33:58,969
I can't drive.
718
00:33:58,970 --> 00:34:00,509
I...
719
00:34:00,510 --> 00:34:02,339
Surgery is mechanical.
720
00:34:02,340 --> 00:34:03,979
Mechanics are predictable.
721
00:34:03,980 --> 00:34:06,209
Driving is subject to human foibles
722
00:34:06,210 --> 00:34:08,310
which means there are
limitless possibilities.
723
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:09,549
You're right. My metaphor sucked.
724
00:34:09,550 --> 00:34:12,100
It sucked very much.
725
00:34:12,720 --> 00:34:14,730
Because...
726
00:34:15,290 --> 00:34:19,460
becoming a surgeon is about
way more than operating.
727
00:34:21,460 --> 00:34:23,359
You had to learn about interacting
728
00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:27,199
with teachers,
co-workers, patients, bosses.
729
00:34:27,200 --> 00:34:29,739
Cooperating with them,
communicating with them...
730
00:34:29,740 --> 00:34:32,160
I am very bad at communicating.
731
00:34:32,710 --> 00:34:34,700
Shaun, you became a surgeon;
732
00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:39,330
one of the hardest things
that anyone can do.
733
00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:42,629
And you proved that
just because something is hard,
734
00:34:42,630 --> 00:34:44,640
doesn't mean you can't do it.
735
00:34:45,100 --> 00:34:46,739
And look what you just did.
736
00:34:46,740 --> 00:34:48,569
I just hit a trash can.
737
00:34:48,570 --> 00:34:51,309
Exactly; a trash can
instead of an oncoming car
738
00:34:51,310 --> 00:34:53,509
or a pedestrian.
739
00:34:53,510 --> 00:34:55,110
You did great, Shaun.
740
00:34:57,780 --> 00:35:01,419
[SIGHS]
741
00:35:01,420 --> 00:35:06,330
That soccer ball was
a dropped Metzenbaum.
742
00:35:06,890 --> 00:35:09,790
I know, right?
743
00:35:15,170 --> 00:35:19,769
When I accidentally drop
an instrument in the O.R.,
744
00:35:19,770 --> 00:35:23,009
I react quickly to minimize damage.
745
00:35:23,010 --> 00:35:25,270
- Yes.
- Yes.
746
00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:27,209
I dropped a Metzenbaum.
747
00:35:27,210 --> 00:35:32,149
♪
748
00:35:32,150 --> 00:35:34,180
I can drive this hooptie.
749
00:35:34,190 --> 00:35:40,489
♪
750
00:35:40,490 --> 00:35:42,089
PARK: Window's about to close.
751
00:35:42,090 --> 00:35:43,559
$10 will get you $20 on Melendez;
752
00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:46,230
$10 will get you $1,000
if you want to bet on me.
753
00:35:48,300 --> 00:35:49,670
Hey, everybody.
754
00:35:51,330 --> 00:35:53,469
I can't be prouder of all of you.
755
00:35:53,470 --> 00:35:55,700
We have grown into a preeminent
surgical department,
756
00:35:55,710 --> 00:35:58,709
which has been recognized
with the official designation
757
00:35:58,710 --> 00:36:01,079
of Surgical Center of Excellence.
758
00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:04,610
[APPLAUSE]
759
00:36:04,620 --> 00:36:06,279
It's now more important than ever
760
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:08,880
that we maintain our high standards.
761
00:36:08,890 --> 00:36:11,919
And so, while there are
many worthy candidates,
762
00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:13,360
I've decided...
763
00:36:16,060 --> 00:36:18,129
to retain the title myself.
764
00:36:18,130 --> 00:36:19,699
Thank you.
765
00:36:19,700 --> 00:36:22,969
[APPLAUSE]
766
00:36:22,970 --> 00:36:24,569
Thank you!
767
00:36:24,570 --> 00:36:26,299
♪
768
00:36:26,300 --> 00:36:27,740
Yes!
769
00:36:28,410 --> 00:36:29,969
[PARK LAUGHS]
770
00:36:29,970 --> 00:36:31,770
[CHUCKLES]
771
00:36:31,780 --> 00:36:34,409
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
772
00:36:34,410 --> 00:36:40,880
♪
773
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:44,650
[GASPS] Y...
774
00:36:44,660 --> 00:36:45,679
[SIGHS]
775
00:36:45,680 --> 00:36:46,959
You...
776
00:36:46,960 --> 00:36:48,450
You did it. You...
777
00:36:49,460 --> 00:36:50,960
You really did it.
778
00:36:52,730 --> 00:36:55,130
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
779
00:36:56,900 --> 00:36:58,860
PARK: It was his idea.
780
00:37:00,870 --> 00:37:02,239
Murph? You...
781
00:37:02,240 --> 00:37:05,309
We inserted a small breast implant
782
00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:06,539
to fill in the depression
783
00:37:06,540 --> 00:37:09,479
and create a more
aesthetically pleasing contour.
784
00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:10,779
[CHUCKLING] Breast implant?
785
00:37:10,780 --> 00:37:12,200
Yes.
786
00:37:12,980 --> 00:37:16,149
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
787
00:37:16,150 --> 00:37:17,819
You saved my life.
788
00:37:17,820 --> 00:37:23,359
♪
789
00:37:23,360 --> 00:37:25,829
It was a mistake.
790
00:37:25,830 --> 00:37:27,699
It caused an oculocardiac reflex
791
00:37:27,700 --> 00:37:29,300
and you almost died.
792
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,940
It was a mistake.
793
00:37:41,380 --> 00:37:43,210
George?
794
00:37:44,710 --> 00:37:45,950
George?
795
00:37:50,890 --> 00:37:52,550
Why didn't his monitor alarm go off?
796
00:37:52,560 --> 00:37:55,089
He was stable; I disconnected it
so he could use the restroom.
797
00:37:55,090 --> 00:37:57,189
- I didn't...
- Morgan! He's gone!
798
00:37:57,190 --> 00:38:02,760
♪
799
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:08,100
♪
800
00:38:08,110 --> 00:38:09,809
George!
801
00:38:09,810 --> 00:38:16,509
♪
802
00:38:16,510 --> 00:38:17,579
[BOTH SCREAM]
803
00:38:17,580 --> 00:38:27,160
♪
804
00:38:27,220 --> 00:38:36,700
♪
805
00:38:36,820 --> 00:38:46,270
♪
806
00:38:46,280 --> 00:38:49,130
I was never gonna confront Andrews.
807
00:38:49,810 --> 00:38:51,470
I was playing you.
808
00:38:52,380 --> 00:38:54,780
But damn if you didn't
actually make it work.
809
00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:56,919
It didn't work for anybody.
810
00:38:56,920 --> 00:38:59,250
He played us both.
He set us against each other.
811
00:38:59,260 --> 00:39:01,590
[SIGHS]
812
00:39:04,230 --> 00:39:05,690
I think you were right.
813
00:39:07,460 --> 00:39:09,530
Even if you were just bluffing,
814
00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:12,820
we need to stand together.
815
00:39:14,120 --> 00:39:16,910
Where was that wisdom two days ago?
816
00:39:20,210 --> 00:39:22,040
Still in the bottle.
817
00:39:22,050 --> 00:39:23,509
[SCOFFS]
818
00:39:23,510 --> 00:39:26,980
♪
819
00:39:28,620 --> 00:39:29,949
Hey. How'd you come up with that idea?
820
00:39:29,950 --> 00:39:32,889
You mentioned breast implants
and I thought...
821
00:39:32,890 --> 00:39:34,159
Of his forehead.
822
00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:35,789
We were operating on his eye,
823
00:39:35,790 --> 00:39:37,589
his forehead was covered.
824
00:39:37,590 --> 00:39:39,230
Why were you thinking of it?
825
00:39:42,130 --> 00:39:43,629
You care about him;
826
00:39:43,630 --> 00:39:45,570
you were worried about his problem.
827
00:39:45,950 --> 00:39:48,030
You empathized with him.
828
00:39:48,510 --> 00:39:51,109
My idea almost killed him.
829
00:39:51,110 --> 00:39:52,610
No it didn't.
830
00:39:55,580 --> 00:39:57,249
I found these in Billy's drawer.
831
00:39:57,250 --> 00:39:59,479
Three days of pain meds.
832
00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:03,020
He was cheeking them to build up a stash.
833
00:40:03,710 --> 00:40:05,590
He wasn't exaggerating.
834
00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:09,929
You saved his life, Shaun.
835
00:40:09,930 --> 00:40:16,199
♪
836
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:18,299
[INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT]
837
00:40:18,300 --> 00:40:26,370
♪
838
00:40:26,420 --> 00:40:34,420
♪
839
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:42,489
♪
840
00:40:42,490 --> 00:40:44,929
This isn't the way
this should have ended...
841
00:40:44,930 --> 00:40:50,899
♪
842
00:40:50,900 --> 00:40:53,269
But I'm not so sure the world
is a worse place
843
00:40:53,270 --> 00:40:55,500
than it was a couple hours ago.
844
00:40:55,510 --> 00:41:00,840
♪
845
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:06,149
♪
846
00:41:06,150 --> 00:41:08,019
LEA: You almost look comfortable
behind the wheel.
847
00:41:08,020 --> 00:41:10,519
SHAUN: This seat has
excellent lumbar support.
848
00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:12,350
But I am still very nervous.
849
00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:13,789
[HORN HONKS]
850
00:41:13,790 --> 00:41:15,390
[HORN BLARES]
851
00:41:23,230 --> 00:41:25,469
I can drive a car.
852
00:41:25,470 --> 00:41:26,539
I can see that.
853
00:41:26,540 --> 00:41:29,539
Lea taught me using a very bad analogy.
854
00:41:29,540 --> 00:41:31,409
Nothing works like a bad analogy.
855
00:41:31,410 --> 00:41:33,339
He's getting pretty good;
856
00:41:33,340 --> 00:41:35,609
won't be long
before he gets his operator's.
857
00:41:35,610 --> 00:41:39,610
Your next radiation appointment
is in 45 minutes.
858
00:41:51,470 --> 00:41:52,830
Ow.
859
00:41:58,030 --> 00:41:59,800
[VEHICLE DOOR CLOSES]
860
00:42:02,410 --> 00:42:04,580
[SEATBELT CLICKS]
861
00:42:05,380 --> 00:42:07,410
Thank you.
862
00:42:08,510 --> 00:42:10,749
♪
863
00:42:10,750 --> 00:42:12,849
- [ENGINE STARTS]
- ♪ I'd go the whole wide world ♪
864
00:42:12,850 --> 00:42:15,719
♪ I'd go the whole wide world
just to find her ♪
865
00:42:15,720 --> 00:42:17,089
[TIRES SQUEAL]
866
00:42:17,090 --> 00:42:18,620
♪ I'd go the whole wide world ♪
867
00:42:18,700 --> 00:42:20,619
♪ I'd go the whole wide world ♪
868
00:42:20,620 --> 00:42:23,390
♪ To find out where they hide her ♪