1 00:00:01,492 --> 00:00:03,460 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:03,461 --> 00:00:04,728 REBECCA: Any Sunday my dad 3 00:00:04,829 --> 00:00:06,863 had to go into the office, he would, uh, 4 00:00:06,964 --> 00:00:09,399 take me on the train to the city with him. 5 00:00:09,500 --> 00:00:11,835 I loved those Sundays. 6 00:00:11,936 --> 00:00:13,870 You and the girls and Beth should get here 7 00:00:13,971 --> 00:00:15,171 as soon as you can. 8 00:00:15,272 --> 00:00:17,907 They're saying it won't be long now. 9 00:00:18,009 --> 00:00:19,753 ADULT ANNIE: It's not gonna stay a secret long 10 00:00:19,777 --> 00:00:21,254 if you keep touching your belly like that. 11 00:00:21,278 --> 00:00:23,747 - What? I didn't touch my belly. - Mm-hmm. 12 00:00:23,848 --> 00:00:24,848 You okay, Dej? 13 00:00:24,882 --> 00:00:26,750 I'm fine. 14 00:00:26,851 --> 00:00:29,953 Um, let's-let's go see her. 15 00:00:37,828 --> 00:00:43,299 So, looks like we get off next exit, 6.8 miles. 16 00:00:43,401 --> 00:00:46,536 (CHUCKLES) Thanks for the 24-hour heads-up. 17 00:00:46,637 --> 00:00:48,371 Eyes on the road, please. 18 00:00:48,472 --> 00:00:51,241 With this eye candy sitting right next to me? 19 00:00:51,342 --> 00:00:52,976 I'll try, but no promises. 20 00:00:53,077 --> 00:00:54,077 (LAUGHS) 21 00:00:54,178 --> 00:00:55,612 Marcus gets me. 22 00:00:55,713 --> 00:00:57,714 Mm. Well, God help you both. 23 00:00:57,815 --> 00:00:59,749 Eyes on road. 24 00:00:59,850 --> 00:01:01,785 (GROANS) This is taking forever. 25 00:01:01,886 --> 00:01:03,420 You drive like an old man. 26 00:01:03,521 --> 00:01:06,356 Let me tell you something, my petulant daughter. 27 00:01:06,457 --> 00:01:09,559 One day, you'll remember enjoying this precious time, 28 00:01:09,660 --> 00:01:12,929 with your world-class mother, your Denzel-esque father... 29 00:01:13,030 --> 00:01:15,065 - (STIFLED LAUGH) - This again? 30 00:01:15,166 --> 00:01:17,500 - You do not look like him. - I so do. 31 00:01:17,601 --> 00:01:19,135 KENNY: Driving home from your brother's 32 00:01:19,236 --> 00:01:21,171 travel tournament where he won MVP 33 00:01:21,272 --> 00:01:22,772 GABRIEL: Marcus won MVP? 34 00:01:22,873 --> 00:01:24,513 I hadn't heard. Can you repeat that, like, 35 00:01:24,575 --> 00:01:26,175 - a hundred more times? - (SOFT LAUGHTER) 36 00:01:28,679 --> 00:01:32,382 - KENNY: Boys. - MEGAN: Your father's driving. 37 00:01:32,483 --> 00:01:34,417 - Marcus, in your seat. - Hey. 38 00:01:34,518 --> 00:01:35,985 Seatbelt please, Marcus. 39 00:01:36,087 --> 00:01:38,755 (OVERLAPPING CHATTER) 40 00:01:41,392 --> 00:01:42,425 Kenny! 41 00:01:44,936 --> 00:01:50,954 sync and corrections by awaqeded www.addic7ed.com. 42 00:01:52,036 --> 00:01:54,070 (INSECTS TRILLING) 43 00:01:57,274 --> 00:01:58,508 Rebecca? 44 00:02:00,411 --> 00:02:01,644 How you doing in there, honey? 45 00:02:16,494 --> 00:02:19,162 (TRAIN RATTLING) 46 00:02:34,945 --> 00:02:36,613 I'm waiting for someone. 47 00:02:41,485 --> 00:02:45,288 My father always wanted to take me on a train like this. 48 00:02:45,389 --> 00:02:47,257 (LAUGHS SOFTLY) 49 00:02:47,358 --> 00:02:52,228 He'd say, "One day, we're gonna take a ride on a train where... 50 00:02:52,329 --> 00:02:57,233 people wear tuxedos and drink Vespers." 51 00:02:57,334 --> 00:03:01,971 I had no idea what a Vesper was, but I knew I wanted one. 52 00:03:02,072 --> 00:03:05,642 A martini with gin, vodka and Lillet. 53 00:03:05,743 --> 00:03:07,877 Shaken, never stirred. 54 00:03:07,978 --> 00:03:09,512 James Bond. 55 00:03:09,613 --> 00:03:11,347 That's right. 56 00:03:13,317 --> 00:03:15,351 - (PATS SEAT SOFTLY) - Sit with me. 57 00:03:20,491 --> 00:03:22,859 Remind me of the poem? 58 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:25,195 The one that gave me the idea for his name. 59 00:03:25,296 --> 00:03:28,031 - "Luzon." - "Luzon." 60 00:03:28,132 --> 00:03:30,366 Yes. 61 00:03:30,467 --> 00:03:32,735 Dudley Randall. 62 00:03:35,306 --> 00:03:38,942 Will you recite it for me? 63 00:03:39,043 --> 00:03:41,110 "Splendid against the night, 64 00:03:41,212 --> 00:03:44,380 "the searchlights, the tracers' arcs 65 00:03:44,481 --> 00:03:49,018 and the red flair bombs filling the eye and the brain." 66 00:03:53,924 --> 00:03:57,727 Would you like to go to the bar car with me, Rebecca? 67 00:03:57,828 --> 00:03:59,829 I'm waiting for someone. 68 00:03:59,930 --> 00:04:03,266 I know. It's okay. 69 00:04:07,338 --> 00:04:08,571 Come on. 70 00:04:11,008 --> 00:04:12,575 KEVIN: All right. 71 00:04:12,676 --> 00:04:15,578 All right, everybody? 72 00:04:15,679 --> 00:04:17,280 That is it, the food is ready. 73 00:04:17,381 --> 00:04:18,792 Come on and get it, it's time to eat. 74 00:04:18,816 --> 00:04:19,859 Got enough food in here to choke a horse. 75 00:04:19,883 --> 00:04:21,985 - Be right there. - KEVIN: All right. 76 00:04:22,086 --> 00:04:24,153 Hey, uh, thanks for doing all this. 77 00:04:24,255 --> 00:04:25,822 Can I, can I chip in, or... 78 00:04:25,923 --> 00:04:28,458 Oh, no. Toby, come on, don't be silly. 79 00:04:28,559 --> 00:04:30,893 - It's fine. - Kev, I can pay for my own food. 80 00:04:32,029 --> 00:04:33,363 I was just k... I'm kidding. 81 00:04:33,464 --> 00:04:35,732 It's a callback to our old dynamic. 82 00:04:35,833 --> 00:04:38,067 - (LAUGHS) - Yes. Yes. Yeah. 83 00:04:38,168 --> 00:04:40,803 Seriously, though, uh, thanks for including me. 84 00:04:40,904 --> 00:04:42,005 I appreciate it. 85 00:04:42,106 --> 00:04:44,607 Mom wouldn't have had it any other way. 86 00:04:44,708 --> 00:04:46,509 BETH: Hey. Move, move, Nicky's going straight 87 00:04:46,610 --> 00:04:48,321 for that orange chicken, and I'm not getting stuck 88 00:04:48,345 --> 00:04:49,946 with no lame-ass moo shu, Nicky. 89 00:04:50,047 --> 00:04:51,481 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 90 00:04:53,717 --> 00:04:55,518 FRANNY: Here, Daddy. You need to eat. 91 00:04:55,619 --> 00:04:57,287 KEVIN: Franny, you are so sweet. 92 00:04:57,388 --> 00:04:59,522 PHILIP: Hey, hey, hey! 93 00:04:59,623 --> 00:05:00,867 - KEVIN: Uh-oh... - RANDALL: Hey, there. 94 00:05:00,891 --> 00:05:01,958 - Hello. - We have arrived. 95 00:05:02,059 --> 00:05:03,993 RANDALL: What's going on? What up, Jack? 96 00:05:04,094 --> 00:05:07,297 - What up, Hail? - TOBY: Here they are. Come hug me up. 97 00:05:07,398 --> 00:05:09,409 I didn't think I was gonna get to see you until I got home. 98 00:05:09,433 --> 00:05:11,968 - Hey, Dad. - Hey, sweetheart. Hi, how are you? 99 00:05:12,069 --> 00:05:14,804 We're good, but we are all in desperate need of a pee. 100 00:05:14,905 --> 00:05:16,492 - But, uh... - Long journey? 101 00:05:16,516 --> 00:05:19,175 - Yes. - Come this way. Say hi to everybody. 102 00:05:19,276 --> 00:05:20,810 - Hi, guys. - Hey. 103 00:05:20,911 --> 00:05:23,246 - KEVIN: Hey, good to see you. - Hi, everyone. 104 00:05:23,347 --> 00:05:25,107 - KEVIN: Welcome, welcome. - How's she doing? 105 00:05:25,983 --> 00:05:27,483 She's hanging in. I mean, 106 00:05:27,584 --> 00:05:29,919 well, they say it could be a couple days to a week, so... 107 00:05:30,020 --> 00:05:31,854 Mm. All right. 108 00:05:31,955 --> 00:05:33,423 Is that orange chicken? 109 00:05:33,524 --> 00:05:35,258 - It was. - EDIE: Don't worry. 110 00:05:35,359 --> 00:05:36,679 I stashed you some in the fridge. 111 00:05:36,760 --> 00:05:37,894 Thank you, Edie. 112 00:05:37,995 --> 00:05:39,696 - You are the only one I like. - (CHUCKLES) 113 00:05:39,797 --> 00:05:40,863 You talk to Kate? 114 00:05:40,964 --> 00:05:43,232 Yeah. She-she rushed to the airport 115 00:05:43,334 --> 00:05:46,669 and is, uh, boarding a plane from London any minute. 116 00:05:46,770 --> 00:05:48,137 So she'll be here in the morning. 117 00:05:48,238 --> 00:05:49,305 KEVIN: Okay, good. 118 00:05:49,406 --> 00:05:50,750 Well, eat up. There's plenty of food. 119 00:05:50,774 --> 00:05:52,152 - MADISON: Yeah. - PHILIP: Thank you. 120 00:05:52,176 --> 00:05:54,210 KEVIN: Those ribs are a favorite. You love them. 121 00:05:54,311 --> 00:05:56,179 PHILIP: Oh, I love a rib. 122 00:05:56,280 --> 00:05:58,381 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 123 00:05:59,683 --> 00:06:01,017 KEVIN: He can have a rib. 124 00:06:01,118 --> 00:06:03,152 Quite a tower you got there. 125 00:06:04,488 --> 00:06:06,255 - KEVIN: Terrible. - (LAUGHTER) 126 00:06:08,359 --> 00:06:10,626 We're all just... 127 00:06:11,595 --> 00:06:13,129 ...waiting. 128 00:06:15,165 --> 00:06:17,233 Laughing. 129 00:06:17,334 --> 00:06:19,369 Eating Chinese. 130 00:06:21,438 --> 00:06:23,539 Is this even right? 131 00:06:25,075 --> 00:06:28,144 I don't think there are any rules. 132 00:06:28,245 --> 00:06:30,046 For any of this. 133 00:06:36,387 --> 00:06:38,121 You? 134 00:06:38,222 --> 00:06:39,655 You okay? 135 00:06:45,529 --> 00:06:51,267 If I tell you something big right now, 136 00:06:51,368 --> 00:06:53,770 you have to promise not to react. 137 00:06:53,871 --> 00:06:57,273 You have to be totally cool. 138 00:06:57,374 --> 00:06:59,776 If there's one distinguishing quality of Randall Pearson, 139 00:06:59,877 --> 00:07:01,411 it's that he's effortlessly cool. 140 00:07:01,512 --> 00:07:03,579 (CHUCKLES): I'm not playing. 141 00:07:08,585 --> 00:07:09,986 I'm pregnant. 142 00:07:10,087 --> 00:07:12,455 You're gonna be a grandfather. 143 00:07:15,826 --> 00:07:17,427 Don't. Don't. 144 00:07:21,999 --> 00:07:24,467 We're not even married yet. 145 00:07:24,568 --> 00:07:26,702 I just started my medical residency. 146 00:07:26,804 --> 00:07:28,371 He's working all the time. 147 00:07:28,472 --> 00:07:30,440 You know how he is about work. 148 00:07:31,775 --> 00:07:33,676 May I give you a very Randall Pearson, 149 00:07:33,777 --> 00:07:35,188 - effortlessly cool hug... - (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 150 00:07:35,212 --> 00:07:36,679 ...that nobody notices? 151 00:07:36,780 --> 00:07:38,281 You may. 152 00:07:38,382 --> 00:07:39,782 But just stop calling yourself 153 00:07:39,883 --> 00:07:41,350 effortlessly cool. 154 00:07:41,452 --> 00:07:43,252 (BOTH CHUCKLING) 155 00:07:46,457 --> 00:07:47,790 - (SNIFFLES) - (SIGHS) 156 00:07:47,891 --> 00:07:50,326 (WHISPERS): I'm very happy, Dej. 157 00:07:56,086 --> 00:07:57,109 Does he know? 158 00:07:57,134 --> 00:07:58,835 (EXHALES) 159 00:07:58,936 --> 00:08:00,413 I was gonna tell him after this weekend. 160 00:08:00,437 --> 00:08:01,838 He's working late. 161 00:08:01,939 --> 00:08:04,474 Because what else is new? (SCOFFS) 162 00:08:05,442 --> 00:08:07,477 (SOFT WHIRRING) 163 00:08:11,748 --> 00:08:13,049 (INHALES DEEPLY) 164 00:08:13,150 --> 00:08:14,817 (SIGHS) Look at me, Frank. 165 00:08:14,918 --> 00:08:17,453 I'm in the prime of my life, dude. 166 00:08:17,554 --> 00:08:19,689 And I'm here with you every night, 167 00:08:19,790 --> 00:08:21,150 trying to reduce cell inflammation 168 00:08:21,225 --> 00:08:22,925 in pancreatic tumors. 169 00:08:23,894 --> 00:08:25,761 Working our tails off. 170 00:08:26,997 --> 00:08:29,065 Well, I worked mine off. 171 00:08:29,166 --> 00:08:30,933 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) You still have yours. 172 00:08:31,034 --> 00:08:33,069 - (CHUCKLES) - (BEEP) 173 00:08:43,280 --> 00:08:44,981 Holy crap. 174 00:08:56,493 --> 00:08:58,094 Excuse me. 175 00:08:59,296 --> 00:09:01,330 I know we wanted her to rest, but... 176 00:09:01,431 --> 00:09:03,232 Rebecca's blood pressure's dropping 177 00:09:03,333 --> 00:09:05,535 and her legs are starting to go cold. 178 00:09:05,636 --> 00:09:08,371 Things are happening quickly now. 179 00:09:08,472 --> 00:09:11,207 I don't see her making it through the night. 180 00:09:11,308 --> 00:09:13,609 I think it's time to start saying goodbyes. 181 00:09:13,710 --> 00:09:15,745 ♪ ♪ 182 00:09:24,586 --> 00:09:26,670 - DOCTOR: What's the briefing? - EMS: Marcus Brooks. 183 00:09:26,695 --> 00:09:28,365 11-year-old male. Unrestrained passenger 184 00:09:28,366 --> 00:09:29,433 in a motor vehicle crash. 185 00:09:29,534 --> 00:09:30,711 Open fracture to the right lower leg. 186 00:09:30,735 --> 00:09:31,969 No pulse in foot. 187 00:09:32,070 --> 00:09:33,414 NURSE: Got two units of blood ready. 188 00:09:33,438 --> 00:09:34,598 Family's in the waiting room. 189 00:09:38,543 --> 00:09:40,578 (INSECTS TRILLING) 190 00:09:41,947 --> 00:09:43,981 (SIGHS DEEPLY) 191 00:09:44,082 --> 00:09:47,618 So, should we draw really... sad straws? 192 00:09:48,954 --> 00:09:51,755 Anybody want to go say goodbye first? 193 00:09:54,693 --> 00:09:56,327 I'll go. 194 00:10:06,771 --> 00:10:08,806 ♪ 195 00:10:23,388 --> 00:10:25,422 Beth. 196 00:10:25,523 --> 00:10:27,291 What are you doing here? 197 00:10:29,394 --> 00:10:31,495 I just wanted to see you. 198 00:10:33,298 --> 00:10:35,833 I just wanted to say... 199 00:10:35,934 --> 00:10:37,534 (OVER SPEAKER): ...so much of being a mom 200 00:10:37,602 --> 00:10:39,870 is about faking it, isn't it? 201 00:10:40,839 --> 00:10:43,874 We don't know what the hell we're doing. 202 00:10:44,943 --> 00:10:46,710 Not when they're young. 203 00:10:47,812 --> 00:10:49,680 Not when they're older. 204 00:10:52,183 --> 00:10:54,218 So we fake it. 205 00:10:56,187 --> 00:10:59,023 We imitate what we think a mom should be. 206 00:11:01,159 --> 00:11:02,993 I had a good mom. 207 00:11:03,094 --> 00:11:04,528 But, uh... 208 00:11:05,497 --> 00:11:07,464 ...we were complicated. 209 00:11:12,337 --> 00:11:13,871 I just want to say... 210 00:11:15,607 --> 00:11:17,841 ...all these years, 211 00:11:17,943 --> 00:11:21,545 so many times when I was faking it... 212 00:11:23,014 --> 00:11:27,017 ...I was doing my best impression of you, Rebecca. 213 00:11:30,255 --> 00:11:32,957 (WHISPERS): I'll take him the rest of the way, Mama. 214 00:11:36,328 --> 00:11:38,395 Thank you 215 00:11:38,496 --> 00:11:41,231 for helping me with that... 216 00:11:41,333 --> 00:11:43,267 complicated, incredible, 217 00:11:43,368 --> 00:11:46,904 beautiful boy that you raised. 218 00:11:51,876 --> 00:11:54,078 (WHISPERS): But I got him now. 219 00:11:56,047 --> 00:11:57,247 Rebecca? 220 00:11:58,216 --> 00:11:59,950 The train is moving fast. 221 00:12:00,051 --> 00:12:01,352 We have to keep going, dear. 222 00:12:07,692 --> 00:12:09,259 KATE: Well, I boarded. 223 00:12:09,361 --> 00:12:11,261 Should be there in less than 12 hours. 224 00:12:11,363 --> 00:12:13,097 Is everyone there? 225 00:12:15,533 --> 00:12:17,568 Kate, Mom's taken a turn. 226 00:12:18,536 --> 00:12:21,271 We don't think she's gonna make it through the night. 227 00:12:24,509 --> 00:12:26,744 Oh, my God. 228 00:12:26,845 --> 00:12:28,812 I should have never come on this trip. 229 00:12:28,913 --> 00:12:30,047 KEVIN: No. 230 00:12:30,148 --> 00:12:31,949 No, don't-don't say that. 231 00:12:32,050 --> 00:12:33,995 All right? You're doing exactly what Mom wanted you to do. 232 00:12:34,019 --> 00:12:36,212 - You're taking the big swings. - Yeah. 233 00:12:36,237 --> 00:12:38,255 Taking your curriculum international... 234 00:12:38,356 --> 00:12:40,124 there's nothing bigger than that. 235 00:12:41,693 --> 00:12:43,825 You tell her that I'm on my way. 236 00:12:43,826 --> 00:12:44,959 Do you hear me? 237 00:12:45,060 --> 00:12:47,395 You tell Mom that her daughter is on her way. 238 00:12:47,496 --> 00:12:50,131 Miss, I have to ask you to turn off your phone. 239 00:12:50,232 --> 00:12:51,632 Okay. 240 00:12:51,733 --> 00:12:53,734 I got to go. 241 00:12:53,836 --> 00:12:55,636 You tell her. You hear me? 242 00:12:55,737 --> 00:12:57,572 - RANDALL: We will. - KEVIN: Mm. 243 00:13:11,386 --> 00:13:13,287 DR. K: Rebecca. 244 00:13:13,388 --> 00:13:14,755 Welcome. 245 00:13:14,857 --> 00:13:17,592 What are you having? 246 00:13:23,081 --> 00:13:24,824 Marcus. Marcus, it's late. 247 00:13:24,825 --> 00:13:26,534 I want to go home to my wife. 248 00:13:26,535 --> 00:13:28,279 She's not much, but she's better than this place. 249 00:13:28,303 --> 00:13:29,804 Sir, look at this. 250 00:13:29,905 --> 00:13:32,139 We're seeing a small decrease in cell inflammation. 251 00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:33,407 The drug is working. 252 00:13:36,128 --> 00:13:37,194 No. 253 00:13:37,295 --> 00:13:38,863 Marcus, 254 00:13:38,964 --> 00:13:41,298 do you know how many cancer drugs are being tested? 255 00:13:41,400 --> 00:13:42,933 How many are ahead of ours? 256 00:13:43,034 --> 00:13:44,135 How many swings 257 00:13:44,236 --> 00:13:45,646 - and misses... - Sir, d-due respect, 258 00:13:45,670 --> 00:13:47,548 - this is very promising. - It's an interesting result, 259 00:13:47,572 --> 00:13:49,106 and I'll send it up the ladder. 260 00:13:49,207 --> 00:13:50,408 But... 261 00:13:50,509 --> 00:13:51,509 (SIGHS) 262 00:13:51,576 --> 00:13:53,277 ...our funding has run dry. 263 00:13:53,378 --> 00:13:54,812 We're shutting down. 264 00:13:56,882 --> 00:13:58,015 Go home, kid. 265 00:13:58,116 --> 00:13:59,583 You need to make a life for yourself 266 00:13:59,684 --> 00:14:01,118 outside of this place. 267 00:14:01,219 --> 00:14:03,587 Don't you have someone nice to be home with? 268 00:14:05,690 --> 00:14:07,725 (INSECTS TRILLING) 269 00:14:18,437 --> 00:14:19,737 (INHALES DEEPLY) 270 00:14:19,838 --> 00:14:21,939 (SIGHS) 271 00:14:22,040 --> 00:14:23,407 How you doing? 272 00:14:23,508 --> 00:14:25,109 (INHALES DEEPLY) 273 00:14:25,210 --> 00:14:26,610 I said what I needed to say. 274 00:14:28,280 --> 00:14:29,914 I'm at peace with it. 275 00:14:30,882 --> 00:14:33,217 Now I just want her to be. 276 00:14:34,719 --> 00:14:35,953 What'd you say to her? 277 00:14:36,054 --> 00:14:38,255 Uh-uh. I'm not tellin'. 278 00:14:38,356 --> 00:14:40,090 Was it about me? 279 00:14:40,192 --> 00:14:41,192 It's a secret. 280 00:14:41,293 --> 00:14:43,260 Ah. I got you. 281 00:14:48,133 --> 00:14:50,034 Well, I got a secret, too. 282 00:14:50,135 --> 00:14:51,135 Hmm. 283 00:14:51,236 --> 00:14:53,137 Mm-hmm. 284 00:14:53,238 --> 00:14:55,750 - And it's a whopper, if I do say so myself. - (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 285 00:14:55,774 --> 00:14:56,907 Deja's pregnant. 286 00:14:57,008 --> 00:14:58,008 How the hell did... 287 00:14:58,109 --> 00:14:59,844 Come on, man. She told you? 288 00:14:59,945 --> 00:15:02,480 I'm that girl's mother, Randall. 289 00:15:02,581 --> 00:15:03,958 I knew she was pregnant before she did. 290 00:15:03,982 --> 00:15:05,816 Oh... 291 00:15:07,786 --> 00:15:09,353 You're gonna be a grandpappy. 292 00:15:10,355 --> 00:15:11,689 You gonna be a meemaw. 293 00:15:11,790 --> 00:15:13,891 Hell no. Anybody call me Meemaw, 294 00:15:13,992 --> 00:15:16,361 - I'm stuffing that baby right back up inside of her. - (LAUGHING) 295 00:15:16,385 --> 00:15:17,437 Mm. 296 00:15:17,462 --> 00:15:19,930 (CHUCKLING) 297 00:15:26,771 --> 00:15:29,039 Kev and I are gonna go in there last. 298 00:15:30,775 --> 00:15:32,643 Stay with her. 299 00:15:34,446 --> 00:15:36,814 I don't know what I want to say to her. 300 00:15:38,950 --> 00:15:40,384 I want to tell her she can go, 301 00:15:40,485 --> 00:15:42,720 but I don't want to scare her, you know? 302 00:15:42,821 --> 00:15:45,289 - Just, um... - (DOOR OPENS) 303 00:15:45,390 --> 00:15:47,525 I want to get it right. 304 00:15:47,626 --> 00:15:50,361 - (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) - You will. 305 00:15:50,462 --> 00:15:52,496 You always do. 306 00:15:57,736 --> 00:15:59,803 Old life, 307 00:15:59,905 --> 00:16:01,438 new life. 308 00:16:02,407 --> 00:16:04,141 It's so strange. 309 00:16:04,242 --> 00:16:05,910 (INHALES DEEPLY) 310 00:16:06,011 --> 00:16:08,779 The dichotomy, you know? 311 00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:10,948 Not really. 312 00:16:11,049 --> 00:16:12,727 But I married you so I wouldn't have to learn 313 00:16:12,751 --> 00:16:13,918 - all the big words. - Mm. 314 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:16,554 Another bite. 315 00:16:20,625 --> 00:16:23,661 Be with you in just a second, dear. 316 00:16:25,897 --> 00:16:28,465 CURT GOWDY: Last chance for the Steelers. 317 00:16:28,567 --> 00:16:30,935 Bradshaw, trying to get away. 318 00:16:31,970 --> 00:16:34,271 And his pass is... 319 00:16:34,372 --> 00:16:36,206 broken up by Tatum. 320 00:16:36,308 --> 00:16:37,441 Picked off! 321 00:16:37,542 --> 00:16:39,944 Franco Harris has it! 322 00:16:40,045 --> 00:16:41,111 And he's over! 323 00:16:41,212 --> 00:16:42,112 Limoncello? 324 00:16:42,213 --> 00:16:44,181 Or is that too on the nose? 325 00:16:45,550 --> 00:16:48,118 Hey, if life gives you lemons... 326 00:16:48,219 --> 00:16:49,420 (CHUCKLES) 327 00:16:49,521 --> 00:16:50,961 (COMMENTATORS CONTINUE INDISTINCTLY) 328 00:16:51,022 --> 00:16:53,090 Actually... 329 00:16:53,191 --> 00:16:55,492 could you make me a Vesper? 330 00:16:55,594 --> 00:16:57,895 - Coming right up. - (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 331 00:17:04,402 --> 00:17:06,136 Your kids grew up beautifully. 332 00:17:06,161 --> 00:17:07,171 (RANDALL LAUGHS) 333 00:17:07,272 --> 00:17:08,339 RANDALL: Now you can see. 334 00:17:08,364 --> 00:17:09,450 You should've got your glasses earlier, 335 00:17:09,474 --> 00:17:10,507 you know that? 336 00:17:10,609 --> 00:17:12,509 Yeah, you're handsome. (LAUGHS) 337 00:17:12,611 --> 00:17:15,145 Check it out. Smile. 338 00:17:16,114 --> 00:17:18,115 Looking good. 339 00:17:18,216 --> 00:17:19,817 Kate's not here. 340 00:17:20,885 --> 00:17:23,153 Yeah. I know. 341 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:31,662 I've spent my whole life worrying about them. 342 00:17:33,231 --> 00:17:34,999 Wondering... 343 00:17:35,967 --> 00:17:38,035 ...what else I could do for them, and... 344 00:17:38,136 --> 00:17:39,269 and now... 345 00:17:39,371 --> 00:17:42,072 There's nothing left to do. 346 00:17:43,375 --> 00:17:46,377 You trust the process. 347 00:17:46,478 --> 00:17:48,178 And... 348 00:17:50,615 --> 00:17:52,082 ...you drink a Vesper. 349 00:17:52,183 --> 00:17:53,751 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 350 00:17:53,852 --> 00:17:54,885 Thank you. 351 00:18:00,258 --> 00:18:01,392 Mmm. 352 00:18:01,493 --> 00:18:03,093 And you thought I just delivered babies. 353 00:18:03,194 --> 00:18:04,495 (LAUGHS) 354 00:18:05,597 --> 00:18:07,031 Hmm. 355 00:18:10,301 --> 00:18:11,568 (REBECCA SIGHS) 356 00:18:15,540 --> 00:18:17,574 I made so many mistakes. 357 00:18:18,710 --> 00:18:20,244 Well, I hate to break it to you, kiddo, 358 00:18:20,345 --> 00:18:22,346 but I have yet to meet the parent who says 359 00:18:22,447 --> 00:18:24,915 - "I got it all right." - (SIGHS) 360 00:18:25,016 --> 00:18:27,017 No perfect games in parenting. 361 00:18:27,118 --> 00:18:28,485 Not even close. 362 00:18:30,121 --> 00:18:31,388 Hmm. 363 00:18:34,993 --> 00:18:36,527 Can I tell you something? 364 00:18:36,628 --> 00:18:38,729 Something I'm... 365 00:18:38,830 --> 00:18:40,531 not supposed to say? 366 00:18:45,937 --> 00:18:47,705 I, um... 367 00:18:50,341 --> 00:18:53,010 I thought I was gonna lose you that day. 368 00:18:54,479 --> 00:18:58,048 And I sense that you felt it, too. 369 00:18:58,149 --> 00:18:59,283 There was a moment, 370 00:18:59,384 --> 00:19:02,219 right after the first child came out, 371 00:19:02,320 --> 00:19:04,288 and you started crashing. 372 00:19:04,389 --> 00:19:08,225 And that little voice in my head kept saying, 373 00:19:08,326 --> 00:19:11,628 "You're gonna lose the mother. 374 00:19:11,730 --> 00:19:14,098 Save the children if you can." 375 00:19:16,835 --> 00:19:18,869 But you came through. 376 00:19:20,405 --> 00:19:22,439 You survived. 377 00:19:24,509 --> 00:19:28,879 You survived just to lose a child 378 00:19:28,980 --> 00:19:30,581 and then a husband. 379 00:19:34,319 --> 00:19:36,320 And, still... 380 00:19:37,355 --> 00:19:39,790 ...what a thing you made of it all. 381 00:19:42,761 --> 00:19:44,328 What a big, 382 00:19:44,429 --> 00:19:46,263 messy, 383 00:19:46,364 --> 00:19:48,265 gigantic... 384 00:19:49,901 --> 00:19:51,635 ...spectacular thing. 385 00:19:53,671 --> 00:19:56,807 I said it to you once. I say it again. 386 00:19:58,276 --> 00:20:00,778 You're as tough as they come, Rebecca Pearson. 387 00:20:02,313 --> 00:20:03,947 (SHUDDERS) 388 00:20:05,150 --> 00:20:07,284 And you, my dear, 389 00:20:07,385 --> 00:20:09,586 have earned a rest. 390 00:20:11,990 --> 00:20:13,791 William? 391 00:20:25,937 --> 00:20:27,504 Thank you. 392 00:20:27,605 --> 00:20:28,939 For being my doctor. 393 00:20:29,040 --> 00:20:30,107 DR. K: Eh. 394 00:20:30,208 --> 00:20:32,910 I was only your doctor that one time. 395 00:20:34,479 --> 00:20:37,147 It was a big one, though. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 396 00:20:38,149 --> 00:20:39,983 Yes, it was. 397 00:20:40,084 --> 00:20:42,119 ♪ ♪ 398 00:20:42,121 --> 00:20:45,649 (WHIMSICAL INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 399 00:20:49,782 --> 00:20:53,184 All right, now these were your grandmother's. Right? 400 00:20:53,285 --> 00:20:55,086 And, uh... 401 00:20:57,623 --> 00:21:01,393 ...she was her favorite. 402 00:21:01,494 --> 00:21:03,495 Yeah. 403 00:21:04,764 --> 00:21:08,366 And this... this right here... 404 00:21:08,467 --> 00:21:09,567 was my favorite. 405 00:21:09,668 --> 00:21:12,871 ("THE CIRCLE GAME" BY JONI MITCHELL BEGINS) 406 00:21:12,972 --> 00:21:15,673 ♪ ♪ 407 00:21:15,775 --> 00:21:17,709 Huh? That's the real stuff right there. 408 00:21:17,810 --> 00:21:20,345 Now, kids only, kids only. No adults. 409 00:21:20,446 --> 00:21:22,680 - Anybody know who this is? - Joni Mitchell. 410 00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:24,682 Joni Mitchell! Spot-on. 411 00:21:24,784 --> 00:21:26,351 Very, very nice, Jack. 412 00:21:26,452 --> 00:21:28,620 And, Nicholas, did you know that when your grandmother 413 00:21:28,721 --> 00:21:30,401 was first diagnosed, we actually broke into 414 00:21:30,456 --> 00:21:32,123 Joni Mitchell's house? Did you know that? 415 00:21:32,224 --> 00:21:33,568 It's a true story. Your grandmother loved 416 00:21:33,592 --> 00:21:34,959 a good B&E. 417 00:21:35,061 --> 00:21:36,104 - (SCATTERED LAUGHTER) - Uh, you know, for the record, 418 00:21:36,128 --> 00:21:37,128 from what I've been told, 419 00:21:37,229 --> 00:21:38,651 you pushed through an open gate 420 00:21:38,652 --> 00:21:40,052 and had a pleasant conversation 421 00:21:40,145 --> 00:21:41,846 in Joni Mitchell's driveway, but... 422 00:21:41,955 --> 00:21:43,800 I don't know who told you that, but you know, I'll tell you, 423 00:21:43,824 --> 00:21:46,492 - just let a tall tale be a tall tale. - RANDALL: That's my bad. 424 00:21:46,593 --> 00:21:49,995 Didn't, uh, Rebecca take a road trip to L.A. with Jack 425 00:21:50,097 --> 00:21:51,230 on their third date? 426 00:21:51,331 --> 00:21:53,799 A ballsy third date by my brother. 427 00:21:53,900 --> 00:21:57,470 - (LAUGHTER) - Now, your Uncle Nicky took me to Olive Garden 428 00:21:57,571 --> 00:22:00,673 - on our third date. - HAILEY: That's very impressive. 429 00:22:00,774 --> 00:22:01,918 NICKY: You said you loved Olive Garden, 430 00:22:01,942 --> 00:22:03,275 so I took you to Olive Garden. 431 00:22:03,376 --> 00:22:05,444 And I don't remember you complaining. 432 00:22:05,545 --> 00:22:08,481 You know, we were just talking about your road trip with Jack. 433 00:22:10,016 --> 00:22:12,618 You two really had 434 00:22:12,719 --> 00:22:16,288 a once-in-a-lifetime love story. 435 00:22:16,389 --> 00:22:17,857 Just like me and Kevin. 436 00:22:17,958 --> 00:22:21,360 ♪ And go 'round and 'round and 'round ♪ 437 00:22:21,461 --> 00:22:24,430 ♪ In the circle game ♪ 438 00:22:24,531 --> 00:22:28,033 Minus all the turbulence and psychotherapy, obviously. 439 00:22:28,135 --> 00:22:30,770 Even when your daughter and I were at our worst, 440 00:22:30,871 --> 00:22:33,139 you never stopped believing in me. 441 00:22:34,841 --> 00:22:36,185 I hope I turned out to be the father 442 00:22:36,209 --> 00:22:38,577 that you always knew I could be, 443 00:22:38,678 --> 00:22:40,579 even though things didn't work out 444 00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:41,924 the way that we thought they would. 445 00:22:41,948 --> 00:22:43,916 (CHUCKLES) 446 00:22:44,017 --> 00:22:47,419 Uh, Rebecca, you can tell me. 447 00:22:47,521 --> 00:22:50,556 You love me more than Philip, right? 448 00:22:50,657 --> 00:22:53,592 You know Rebecca was a low-key Pearson matchmaker? 449 00:22:53,693 --> 00:22:54,927 RANDALL: Mm. 450 00:22:55,028 --> 00:22:56,506 Even when I was unsure about marrying Randall... 451 00:22:56,530 --> 00:22:57,596 Now, hold on now. Wait. 452 00:22:57,697 --> 00:22:58,731 Unsure about marrying me? 453 00:22:58,832 --> 00:23:00,866 Oh, come on, it's R&B legend, Boo. 454 00:23:00,967 --> 00:23:02,501 Own it. Okay? 455 00:23:02,602 --> 00:23:05,437 - You're talking nonsense, woman. - (BETH LAUGHS) 456 00:23:05,539 --> 00:23:07,306 You know it's R&B for life. 457 00:23:07,407 --> 00:23:09,642 It is R&B for life. It is. 458 00:23:09,743 --> 00:23:10,843 Okay, okay. 459 00:23:10,944 --> 00:23:13,245 You guys are way too old for this much PDA. 460 00:23:13,346 --> 00:23:14,786 RANDALL: What are you talking about? 461 00:23:14,881 --> 00:23:17,149 - How do you think you got here? - HAILEY: Look away. 462 00:23:17,250 --> 00:23:18,851 ANNIE: Okay, I'm out of here. _ 463 00:23:18,952 --> 00:23:23,522 ♪ Behind from where we came, and go 'round... ♪ _ 464 00:23:23,623 --> 00:23:26,659 I always felt so small in this family. 465 00:23:26,760 --> 00:23:28,961 Everyone else was so big. 466 00:23:29,062 --> 00:23:31,630 So loud. 467 00:23:31,731 --> 00:23:33,899 Do you remember what you said to me? 468 00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:36,602 You told me that it's okay to be small, 469 00:23:36,703 --> 00:23:39,605 as long as I didn't think of myself as small. 470 00:23:39,706 --> 00:23:42,508 That quiet was okay. 471 00:23:42,609 --> 00:23:44,977 As long as I wasn't afraid to be loud. 472 00:23:45,078 --> 00:23:46,445 MADISON: Beth, 473 00:23:46,546 --> 00:23:50,583 do you remember my bachelorette... 474 00:23:50,684 --> 00:23:53,819 - the-the first one. - (LAUGHTER) 475 00:23:53,844 --> 00:23:54,832 MADISON: Sorry. 476 00:23:54,857 --> 00:23:56,065 ELIJAH: I don't think I've actually heard this story. 477 00:23:56,089 --> 00:23:58,157 - Please, no, no, no, go on. - Uh... 478 00:23:58,258 --> 00:24:00,593 So Kate hired a... What was it? 479 00:24:00,694 --> 00:24:02,595 - What was his official title? - Stripper. 480 00:24:02,696 --> 00:24:04,056 - MADISON: A stripper. - (LAUGHTER) 481 00:24:04,097 --> 00:24:05,197 A stripper that we painted. 482 00:24:05,298 --> 00:24:07,166 Oh, gosh, will you look at the time. 483 00:24:07,267 --> 00:24:08,978 I think it's time for the kids to go to bed. 484 00:24:09,002 --> 00:24:11,637 (INDISTINCT CHATTER, LAUGHTER) 485 00:24:11,738 --> 00:24:13,249 Madison, thank you for the stripper story. 486 00:24:13,273 --> 00:24:14,383 - Yeah. Yeah, sorry. - Appreciate that. 487 00:24:14,407 --> 00:24:15,651 - Sorry, kids. Kids... - RANDALL: No, no. 488 00:24:15,675 --> 00:24:17,376 - It's all good. - She was always there. 489 00:24:17,477 --> 00:24:18,711 She was always there. 490 00:24:18,812 --> 00:24:21,313 And I didn't know that, you know, at the time, 491 00:24:21,414 --> 00:24:22,758 his relationship with his mom. And I didn't realize... 492 00:24:22,782 --> 00:24:26,051 My mother and I are close. I won't be judged. 493 00:24:26,152 --> 00:24:28,087 Bye. 494 00:24:28,188 --> 00:24:29,665 - RANDALL: Have a good night. - Good night, everybody. 495 00:24:29,689 --> 00:24:30,923 - Good night. - ♪ And 'round ♪ 496 00:24:31,024 --> 00:24:32,424 ♪ In the circle game ♪ 497 00:24:32,525 --> 00:24:34,059 (RANDALL SIGHS) 498 00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:35,680 First of all, she said you're an idiot. 499 00:24:35,729 --> 00:24:36,862 And then she said... 500 00:24:36,963 --> 00:24:38,641 - Shat did she... - I told you, she's a low-key, 501 00:24:38,665 --> 00:24:40,109 - she's a low-key matchmaker. - KEVIN: No. 502 00:24:40,133 --> 00:24:43,202 - RANDALL: What did she say? - KEVIN: Okay, good night. 503 00:24:43,303 --> 00:24:44,870 RANDALL: Good night, Soph. 504 00:24:44,971 --> 00:24:47,139 - We'll make it. - Are you okay? 505 00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:50,409 ♪ Behind from where we came ♪ 506 00:24:50,510 --> 00:24:53,412 ♪ And go 'round and 'round and 'round... ♪ 507 00:24:53,513 --> 00:24:55,915 - Good night. - See you in the morning. 508 00:24:56,016 --> 00:24:58,651 ♪ Game ♪ 509 00:24:58,752 --> 00:25:02,388 ♪ And go 'round and 'round and 'round ♪ 510 00:25:02,489 --> 00:25:05,991 ♪ In the circle game. ♪ 511 00:25:05,993 --> 00:25:07,703 (POP MUSIC) 512 00:25:11,453 --> 00:25:13,787 (INSECTS TRILLING OUTSIDE) 513 00:25:20,061 --> 00:25:22,196 Hey, Mom. 514 00:25:22,297 --> 00:25:26,467 It's us. Kevin and Randall. 515 00:25:30,205 --> 00:25:31,949 Kate's on her way, but she wanted you to know 516 00:25:31,973 --> 00:25:33,841 that she's here in spirit. 517 00:25:33,942 --> 00:25:36,343 Yeah. 518 00:25:36,444 --> 00:25:39,513 So, um... 519 00:25:39,614 --> 00:25:42,082 she's with us here, too. 520 00:25:49,958 --> 00:25:51,425 - Oh. - (SIGHS HEAVILY) 521 00:26:06,608 --> 00:26:07,942 - (CHUCKLES) - Mm. 522 00:26:08,043 --> 00:26:10,010 (MUMBLES) 523 00:26:10,111 --> 00:26:13,414 Do you remember that time Kate got appendicitis, 524 00:26:13,515 --> 00:26:15,849 we had to take her to the hospital? Thanksgiving? 525 00:26:15,951 --> 00:26:19,086 No, it was Christmas. I got a snow globe. 526 00:26:19,187 --> 00:26:21,322 Mm... 527 00:26:21,423 --> 00:26:22,800 No, I'm sure of it. I wouldn't have bought 528 00:26:22,824 --> 00:26:24,692 a snow globe if it was Thanksgiving. 529 00:26:24,793 --> 00:26:27,027 Fair enough. 530 00:26:29,531 --> 00:26:30,998 - Question. - Hmm? 531 00:26:31,099 --> 00:26:33,500 Pilgrim Rick. A real-life person, 532 00:26:33,601 --> 00:26:34,735 or did we just make him up? 533 00:26:34,836 --> 00:26:37,071 (LAUGHS) 534 00:26:37,172 --> 00:26:38,339 I think Dad made him up. 535 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,474 See, I think he was a real-life person. 536 00:26:40,575 --> 00:26:42,910 'Cause Dad, he wasn't that creative a storyteller, right? 537 00:26:43,011 --> 00:26:45,980 I don't think he could just conjure up Pilgrim Rick. 538 00:26:46,081 --> 00:26:47,915 Fair enough. 539 00:26:48,016 --> 00:26:51,185 - Yeah. - (RANDALL CHUCKLES) 540 00:26:55,290 --> 00:26:57,234 Strangely ripped for a dad in the '90s, wasn't he? 541 00:26:57,258 --> 00:26:58,469 - Did a lot of pushups. - Loved 'em. 542 00:26:58,493 --> 00:26:59,927 - Yeah. - Couldn't get enough. 543 00:27:00,028 --> 00:27:01,072 Remember that thing he used to do with you? 544 00:27:01,096 --> 00:27:02,329 He would put you on his back 545 00:27:02,430 --> 00:27:03,530 at the karate place, the... 546 00:27:03,631 --> 00:27:06,567 - Dojo. - Dojo. Yeah. 547 00:27:11,673 --> 00:27:14,808 You know, Mom once drove me to go get my John Smiley 548 00:27:14,909 --> 00:27:17,811 - baseball card autographed. - Hmm. 549 00:27:17,912 --> 00:27:21,548 99% sure John Smiley had a crush on Mom. 550 00:27:23,651 --> 00:27:25,853 Everyone had a crush on Mom. 551 00:27:28,056 --> 00:27:29,556 Yeah. 552 00:27:35,063 --> 00:27:37,564 I like that she kept your painting up. 553 00:27:37,665 --> 00:27:40,567 (RANDALL CHUCKLES) 554 00:27:40,668 --> 00:27:43,037 It's actually not bad. 555 00:27:43,138 --> 00:27:44,872 No, it's not. 556 00:27:47,242 --> 00:27:49,877 Should I have been a professional painter? 557 00:27:49,978 --> 00:27:51,612 You should not have been. 558 00:27:51,713 --> 00:27:53,714 (BOTH LAUGH) 559 00:27:55,550 --> 00:27:58,185 I wonder if any of this is getting through to her. 560 00:28:19,140 --> 00:28:21,175 ♪ 561 00:28:31,419 --> 00:28:33,487 MIGUEL: Hey, you. 562 00:28:37,559 --> 00:28:39,159 Hey, you. 563 00:28:41,496 --> 00:28:44,098 Great nose, great legs. 564 00:28:44,199 --> 00:28:46,033 You like the wine. 565 00:28:46,134 --> 00:28:49,169 Oh, I wasn't talking about the wine. 566 00:28:51,639 --> 00:28:53,273 You know, I still... 567 00:28:53,374 --> 00:28:56,877 I still can't get over it after all of these years. 568 00:28:56,978 --> 00:28:58,345 It's still you. 569 00:28:58,446 --> 00:29:00,647 What? 570 00:29:00,748 --> 00:29:03,584 My favorite person. 571 00:29:06,087 --> 00:29:08,088 Rebecca? 572 00:29:25,540 --> 00:29:27,374 Dej. 573 00:29:32,847 --> 00:29:34,715 Hey. 574 00:29:36,684 --> 00:29:38,252 Malik. 575 00:29:38,353 --> 00:29:39,953 The nurse let me in. 576 00:29:40,054 --> 00:29:42,389 I ran out of the restaurant when I got your text. 577 00:29:42,490 --> 00:29:44,691 Oh... 578 00:29:47,595 --> 00:29:50,664 I know we weren't expecting this, 579 00:29:50,765 --> 00:29:52,666 and I know it's complicated. 580 00:29:52,767 --> 00:29:54,735 It really isn't, Dej. 581 00:29:55,970 --> 00:29:58,839 I've loved you since I was 16. 582 00:29:58,940 --> 00:30:01,942 ♪ ♪ 583 00:30:02,043 --> 00:30:04,878 I want to marry you. 584 00:30:04,979 --> 00:30:06,747 I want to have this baby with you. 585 00:30:08,316 --> 00:30:10,184 (CHUCKLES) 586 00:30:10,285 --> 00:30:12,753 (BOTH LAUGH) 587 00:30:18,226 --> 00:30:21,128 Oh, Lord, someone's in a mood. 588 00:30:21,229 --> 00:30:23,530 Oh, another long night with the rats? 589 00:30:24,732 --> 00:30:26,300 Our funding got shut down. 590 00:30:26,401 --> 00:30:28,168 The drug didn't work. 591 00:30:28,269 --> 00:30:30,671 Not enough, anyway. 592 00:30:30,772 --> 00:30:32,406 I just spent years chasing something 593 00:30:32,507 --> 00:30:34,808 that led to nothing, so... 594 00:30:35,777 --> 00:30:38,845 Bro, are you seriously mad 'cause you didn't cure cancer 595 00:30:38,947 --> 00:30:40,147 on the first try? 596 00:30:40,248 --> 00:30:41,982 (SCOFFS) 597 00:30:42,083 --> 00:30:43,450 Yeah, I know. 598 00:30:43,551 --> 00:30:46,286 I don't know, I'm just... I'm just down. 599 00:30:46,387 --> 00:30:49,056 I just thought this was the big thing I was meant to do. 600 00:30:51,092 --> 00:30:53,760 (MONITOR BEEPING) 601 00:30:55,430 --> 00:30:58,398 (WOMAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A.) 602 00:30:58,499 --> 00:31:00,100 The nurse said he's still in the OR. 603 00:31:00,201 --> 00:31:03,170 They're waiting for a trauma surgeon. 604 00:31:03,271 --> 00:31:07,975 They're concerned about blood circulation to his foot. 605 00:31:09,577 --> 00:31:11,578 GABRIEL: It's my fault. 606 00:31:11,679 --> 00:31:14,648 I shouldn't have smacked the ball away from him. 607 00:31:14,749 --> 00:31:19,019 Hey. Hey. Look at me. 608 00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:20,854 It was an accident. 609 00:31:20,955 --> 00:31:25,525 It's no one's fault. It's no one's fault. 610 00:31:26,761 --> 00:31:28,328 Marcus is gonna be fine. 611 00:31:30,431 --> 00:31:33,166 Listen to me. 612 00:31:33,268 --> 00:31:37,504 It's gonna be a long night, but he's gonna be fine. 613 00:31:41,576 --> 00:31:44,378 Um, I'm gonna go get us some coffee. 614 00:32:06,116 --> 00:32:08,151 (COFFEE RUNNING) 615 00:32:10,094 --> 00:32:13,496 Vending machines are next door, if you're looking for those. 616 00:32:14,798 --> 00:32:16,966 Oh, no. 617 00:32:17,067 --> 00:32:18,501 Just coffee. 618 00:32:20,237 --> 00:32:22,438 Well, you're in the right spot for that, 619 00:32:22,539 --> 00:32:26,008 if you can legally call this stuff coffee. 620 00:32:39,223 --> 00:32:40,623 Long night? 621 00:32:40,724 --> 00:32:42,859 (SIGHS) 622 00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:44,694 Yeah. 623 00:32:44,795 --> 00:32:46,028 JACK: Yeah. 624 00:32:49,133 --> 00:32:51,567 Yeah, my house burned down. 625 00:32:51,668 --> 00:32:54,904 Whole thing. Middle of the night. 626 00:32:55,005 --> 00:32:57,106 Just, poof! 627 00:32:57,207 --> 00:32:59,542 Barely got the family out. 628 00:33:01,712 --> 00:33:03,546 - Jesus. - Yeah. 629 00:33:06,283 --> 00:33:07,950 Everyone okay? 630 00:33:08,051 --> 00:33:10,119 Yeah. 631 00:33:10,220 --> 00:33:13,789 I got a little dinged up, so I'll just 632 00:33:13,891 --> 00:33:16,692 wait for 'em to take me in, check my hands out 633 00:33:16,793 --> 00:33:19,495 and run a few tests. 634 00:33:22,733 --> 00:33:25,234 My family was in a car accident. 635 00:33:25,335 --> 00:33:28,237 Everyone all right? 636 00:33:30,874 --> 00:33:33,376 No, actually. 637 00:33:35,078 --> 00:33:39,282 My son Marcus, he's in surgery. 638 00:33:43,754 --> 00:33:45,988 Sorry. 639 00:33:46,089 --> 00:33:49,492 You're pretty much catching me on the worst night of my life. 640 00:33:49,593 --> 00:33:51,527 TIFFANY: Hey, come on now. 641 00:33:51,628 --> 00:33:53,663 What did Dad always say? 642 00:33:53,764 --> 00:33:56,299 Oh, no. Please, no. I can't... 643 00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:58,834 I can't listen to some greeting card platitude 644 00:33:58,936 --> 00:34:01,470 about lemons right now, no. 645 00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:05,741 You know what? 646 00:34:05,842 --> 00:34:07,510 I was here 18 years ago, 647 00:34:07,611 --> 00:34:11,447 a night not too different than tonight. 648 00:34:11,548 --> 00:34:14,917 One of those nights that changes everything. 649 00:34:15,018 --> 00:34:17,086 And, uh, 650 00:34:17,187 --> 00:34:20,756 a pretty smart guy, 651 00:34:20,857 --> 00:34:22,558 he said a pretty smart thing to me. 652 00:34:24,628 --> 00:34:26,796 - What does it even mean?! - No, look, look. 653 00:34:26,897 --> 00:34:29,699 He was saying that even the darkest moment 654 00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:31,400 can turn into something sweet. 655 00:34:31,501 --> 00:34:33,002 With lemonade? 656 00:34:33,103 --> 00:34:36,172 With something resembling lemonade. 657 00:34:36,273 --> 00:34:38,407 - How is this our family motto?! - (LAUGHTER) 658 00:34:38,508 --> 00:34:40,543 What is wrong with you? 659 00:34:40,644 --> 00:34:43,346 GABRIEL: You know Dad! (LAUGHS) 660 00:34:43,447 --> 00:34:44,814 NURSE: O2 sat is dropping. 661 00:34:44,915 --> 00:34:46,649 Heart rate is dropping. 662 00:34:47,985 --> 00:34:49,752 - Loss of pulse. - Starting CPR. 663 00:34:49,853 --> 00:34:52,321 Call Dr. Spencer, now. 664 00:34:52,422 --> 00:34:55,191 SPENCER: I want you applying the cream every 12 hours, okay? 665 00:34:55,292 --> 00:34:57,772 - You took in a tremendous amount of smoke. - (CLEARING THROAT) 666 00:35:01,164 --> 00:35:02,798 (ALARM BEEPING) 667 00:35:04,968 --> 00:35:07,903 - Okay, talk to me. - I think it's a fat embolism. 668 00:35:08,005 --> 00:35:10,006 Recommending anti-coagulation now. 669 00:35:10,107 --> 00:35:11,641 Hold it, stop. He could bleed out. 670 00:35:11,742 --> 00:35:15,845 - Continue CPR. - (RAPID BEEPING CONTINUES) 671 00:35:15,946 --> 00:35:18,147 ♪ ♪ 672 00:35:18,248 --> 00:35:21,851 Okay, I am gonna go make us hotel reservations. 673 00:35:21,952 --> 00:35:23,486 Gonna call the kids. 674 00:35:23,587 --> 00:35:25,554 (ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY) 675 00:35:28,425 --> 00:35:30,760 Stop CPR. I've got a pulse. 676 00:35:30,861 --> 00:35:31,861 (BEEPING STEADIES) 677 00:35:31,962 --> 00:35:33,162 Good save. 678 00:35:34,831 --> 00:35:36,632 Dr. Spencer, you're needed back downstairs 679 00:35:36,733 --> 00:35:38,734 - in the ER stat. - SPENCER: Thank you. 680 00:35:43,540 --> 00:35:46,475 We lost Pearson in 107. 681 00:35:46,576 --> 00:35:49,945 Cardiac arrest. Lifesaving measures did not work. 682 00:35:50,047 --> 00:35:52,048 What? 683 00:35:56,253 --> 00:35:59,288 He was presenting normal not 20 minutes ago. 684 00:36:02,292 --> 00:36:05,528 I had a kid coding upstairs, 685 00:36:05,629 --> 00:36:07,229 and this was just smoke inhalation. 686 00:36:07,331 --> 00:36:09,432 (EXHALES) 687 00:36:10,667 --> 00:36:13,069 I've got to find his wife. 688 00:36:17,574 --> 00:36:19,608 SPENCER: Mrs. Pearson? 689 00:36:19,710 --> 00:36:20,876 Oh. 690 00:36:27,818 --> 00:36:31,087 Mrs. Pearson, your husband has died. 691 00:36:32,222 --> 00:36:34,523 Your son is gonna be okay. 692 00:36:34,624 --> 00:36:37,827 He has a long recovery ahead of him. 693 00:36:37,928 --> 00:36:39,962 ♪ ♪ 694 00:36:55,545 --> 00:36:57,580 ♪ 695 00:37:15,031 --> 00:37:16,899 No. 696 00:37:19,536 --> 00:37:22,605 I told you I'm waiting for someone. 697 00:37:22,706 --> 00:37:24,740 (BIRDS SINGING) 698 00:37:26,643 --> 00:37:29,412 She's a fighter, your mother. 699 00:37:32,549 --> 00:37:35,017 - I'm here if you need me. - Thank you. 700 00:37:41,258 --> 00:37:43,325 (EXHALES LOUDLY) 701 00:37:45,829 --> 00:37:49,398 Hey, look at that. The kids are playing four square. 702 00:37:50,934 --> 00:37:52,768 Would you look at that? 703 00:37:52,869 --> 00:37:55,371 (INDISTINCT CHATTER OUTSIDE) 704 00:37:59,643 --> 00:38:01,744 So strange. 705 00:38:03,146 --> 00:38:04,814 The dichotomy, you know? 706 00:38:17,527 --> 00:38:18,961 JACK: Mom! 707 00:38:30,841 --> 00:38:32,208 RANDALL: It's okay. 708 00:38:33,944 --> 00:38:35,911 (KATE PANTING) 709 00:38:39,249 --> 00:38:41,484 Hey, Mom. 710 00:38:41,585 --> 00:38:44,386 It's me. It's Bug. 711 00:38:44,488 --> 00:38:49,091 (OVER SPEAKERS): I'm here. I'm here. 712 00:38:52,028 --> 00:38:55,064 KATE (SNIFFLES): I love you, Mom. 713 00:38:56,600 --> 00:38:59,101 I love you so much. 714 00:39:04,007 --> 00:39:05,274 (SOFTLY): Okay. 715 00:39:15,085 --> 00:39:17,686 ♪ 716 00:39:42,112 --> 00:39:44,813 I want to say the perfect thing to you, Mom, 717 00:39:44,915 --> 00:39:46,949 but, uh... 718 00:39:47,050 --> 00:39:49,852 I'm not sure what that is. 719 00:39:51,621 --> 00:39:53,856 I don't even know if you can hear me, 720 00:39:53,957 --> 00:39:56,091 but, uh... 721 00:39:59,095 --> 00:40:01,363 ...I love you, Mom. 722 00:40:03,833 --> 00:40:07,202 Uh, we're good now. 723 00:40:09,406 --> 00:40:11,807 You made us good. 724 00:40:17,414 --> 00:40:20,516 So, uh... 725 00:40:20,617 --> 00:40:23,252 thanks for all the meals. 726 00:40:25,989 --> 00:40:28,023 Thank you for always making us feel loved. 727 00:40:30,627 --> 00:40:33,629 Thank you for that one time you beat down David Adams 728 00:40:33,730 --> 00:40:35,598 for hitting me in the head with a baseball bat. 729 00:40:35,699 --> 00:40:37,733 (STIFLED LAUGHTER, SOBS) 730 00:40:43,974 --> 00:40:46,508 I love you, Ma. 731 00:40:49,746 --> 00:40:52,648 This is quite sad, isn't it? 732 00:40:54,818 --> 00:40:56,919 The end? 733 00:40:57,020 --> 00:40:59,521 Oh, I don't know. 734 00:40:59,623 --> 00:41:01,590 The way I see it, 735 00:41:01,691 --> 00:41:04,159 if something makes you sad when it ends, 736 00:41:04,260 --> 00:41:07,496 it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening. 737 00:41:08,965 --> 00:41:11,033 Truth be told, 738 00:41:11,134 --> 00:41:12,568 I've always felt it a bit lazy 739 00:41:12,669 --> 00:41:16,538 to just think of the world as sad, 740 00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:19,074 because so much of it is. 741 00:41:19,175 --> 00:41:21,710 Because everything ends. 742 00:41:21,811 --> 00:41:24,146 Everything dies. 743 00:41:30,153 --> 00:41:32,488 But if you step back... 744 00:41:34,157 --> 00:41:38,661 If you step back and look at the whole picture... 745 00:41:40,597 --> 00:41:42,398 If you're brave enough to allow yourself 746 00:41:42,499 --> 00:41:46,669 the gift of a really wide perspective... 747 00:41:47,871 --> 00:41:49,805 PRESENTER: And so, for his pioneering role 748 00:41:49,906 --> 00:41:51,273 in the development of drugs 749 00:41:51,374 --> 00:41:53,609 targeting Alzheimer's disease, 750 00:41:53,710 --> 00:41:56,311 we're proud to honor Dr. Marcus Brooks. 751 00:41:56,413 --> 00:41:59,214 (APPLAUSE) 752 00:42:02,374 --> 00:42:06,844 You know, this all started from a number of cancer drugs 753 00:42:06,868 --> 00:42:08,548 that didn't work. Uh... 754 00:42:08,844 --> 00:42:10,524 WILLIAM: If you do that... 755 00:42:11,681 --> 00:42:14,883 ...you'll see that the end is not sad, Rebecca. 756 00:42:16,931 --> 00:42:18,997 It's just the start of the next 757 00:42:19,704 --> 00:42:21,758 incredibly beautiful thing. 758 00:42:26,181 --> 00:42:29,090 It's like that dopey painting your son made that time. 759 00:42:29,129 --> 00:42:30,129 (LAUGHS) 760 00:42:30,629 --> 00:42:33,449 Hey, I really love that painting. 761 00:42:37,497 --> 00:42:38,937 (REBECCA SNIFFLES) 762 00:42:44,450 --> 00:42:45,450 Okay. 763 00:42:49,364 --> 00:42:50,484 (KISSES CHEEK) 764 00:43:05,317 --> 00:43:07,465 (SNIFFLING) 765 00:43:18,567 --> 00:43:19,927 You tell him hey. 766 00:44:18,776 --> 00:44:19,924 Hey. 767 00:44:21,253 --> 00:44:22,463 Hey. 768 00:44:25,392 --> 00:44:31,417 sync and corrections by awaqeded www.addic7ed.com.