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<i>(STAND BY ME PLAYING)</i>

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(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)

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THERIOT: <i>You were as blind to Him
as your footprints in the ashes,</i>

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<i>but He saw you.</i>

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He saw you in those dark corners.

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He heard you... Oh, my brothers.
He heard those thoughts.

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(CONGREGATION AGREEING)

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MAN 1: Amen!

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MAN 2: Yes. Glory.

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You are a stranger to yourself,
and yet He knows you.

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MAN 3: Amen.
WOMAN: Yes. He does, sir.

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And when your hard heart
made you like unto the stone

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and broke you from His body,

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which is the stars,
and the wind between the stars,

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He knew you!

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He knew you, again and forever.

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This world is a veil.

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And the face you wear is not your own.

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HART: <i>Parish FD said the church
burned down four months earlier.</i>

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<i>No prints.</i>

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Put out an APB on Friends of Christ.

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A week later, they were in Franklin.

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Um...

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Revival Ministry.

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Old-time religion.

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You can imagine what
Mr. Charisma thought of that.

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THERIOT:
<i>It is merely the limitation of your senses.</i>

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What do you think the average IQ
of this group is, huh?

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Can you see Texas up there
on your high horse?

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What do you know about these people?

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Just observation and deduction.

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I see a propensity for obesity, poverty,
a yen for fairy tales.

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Folks putting what few bucks they do have

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into little wicker baskets
being passed around.

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I think it's safe to say

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that nobody here's gonna be
splitting the atom, Marty.

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HART: You see that?

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Your fucking attitude.

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Not everybody wants
to sit alone in an empty room

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beating off to murder manuals.

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Some folks enjoy community,
a common good.

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Yeah, but if the common good's
got to make up fairy tales,

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then ifs not good for anybody.

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Your sorrows pin you to this place.

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They divide you from what your heart knows.

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And there are a lot of good hearts out there.
I'm looking out there.

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I'm seeing a lot of good hearts out there.

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I see a lot of joy out there.

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I mean, can you imagine
if people didn't believe?

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What things they'd get up to?

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The exact same thing they do now,
just out in the open.

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Bullshit.

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It'd be a fucking freak show
of murder and debauchery, and you know it.

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If the only thing keeping a person decent

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is the expectation of divine reward,

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then, brother, that person is a piece of shit.

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And I'd like to get as many of them
out in the open as possible.

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I guess your judgment
is infallible, piece-of-shit-wise.

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You think that notebook is a stone tablet?

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What's it say about life? Hmm?

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You got to get together,

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tell yourselves stories

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that violate every law of the universe,

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just to get through the goddamn day? No.

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What's that say about your reality, Marty?

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When you get to talking like this,
you sound panicked.

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<i>PAPANIA: You figure it's all</i> a <i>scam, huh?
All them folks.</i>

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- COHLE: Mmm-hmm.
- They're just wrong?

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Oh, yeah. Been that way since

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one monkey looked at the sun
and told the other monkey,

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"He said for you to give me
your fucking share."

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People are so goddamn frail,

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they'd rather put a coin in a wishing well
than buy dinner.

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Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ!
Your arms opened and close.

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The echoes of my life could never contain
a single truth about you!

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You move the feather in the ash.

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You touch the leaf with its flame.

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COHLE: Transference of fear and self-loathing
to an authoritarian vessel.

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It's catharsis.

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He absorbs their dread with his narrative.

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Because of this, he's effective

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in proportion to the amount of certainty
he can project.

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Certain linguistic anthropologists think
that religion is a language virus

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that rewrites pathways in the brain,

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dulls critical thinking.

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Well, I don't use $10 words as much <i>as</i> you,

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but for a guy who sees no point in existence,

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you sure fret about it an awful lot.

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And you still sound panicked.

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At least I'm not racing to a red light.

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<i>COHLE: See, we all got what I call a life trap.</i>

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A gene-deep certainty
that things will be different.

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That you'll move to another city
and meet the people

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that'll be the friends for the rest of your life,

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that you'll fall in love and be fulfilled.

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Fucking fulfillment.

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(SCOFFS)

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And closure.

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Whatever the fuck those two...

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Fucking need empty jars
to hold this shit storm.

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Nothing's ever fulfilled.

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Not until the very end.

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And closure.

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No. No, no. Nothing is ever over.

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HART: <i>Minister Theriot,
do you recognize this girl?</i>

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I don't know for sure.

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Wonderful service.
- Thank you for coming.

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- Thank you.
- Thank you.

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I want to say it's...

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Thank you.

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I don't remember the name.

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Came pretty regularly
when we was in Eunice.

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I can! be sure. We get around since then.

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- You'? Oh, hello.
-(WOMAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY)

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No, you're right. We saw her in Eunice.

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- Tina might know her.
- Mmm-hmm.

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HART: How long were you in Eunice?

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THERIOT: About six months.

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Widow in Opelouses leased us cheap.

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We left when it caught fire.

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Any idea how that happened?

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Your people said "criminal mischief."

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If I was to lay odds,

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maybe one of the widows sons
wanted us off the land.

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But we move on.
We seek no title. No retribution.

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- I'm gonna go find Tina.
- Okay.

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Yeah. Great preaching.

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How long you been doing this?

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Been a preacher almost 20 years.

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We've had the Friends of Christ
for the last eight.

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You with the church before that?

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Independent evangelical.

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I came up under Billy Lee Tuttle,

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went to his college
in Baton Rouge a couple years.

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HART: So back in Eunice,

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uh, who painted the mural
on the church wall?

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Children from our congregation painted it.

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I'm sorry.

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Something happen
to this girl you're looking for'?

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Mr. Theriot, can we see the identification
of your staff members?

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<i>HART: You ever see her with anybody?</i>

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WOMAN: Wasn't she with someone
the one clay? You remember?

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The tall man?

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Yeah, but I don't know
if she was with him, with him.

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Well, can you describe him?

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I just saw them talking.
I didn't get close or anything.

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He was hunched forwvard, talking to her.

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Kind of a strange face, I think.

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Skin shiny around his jaw.

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Ah. What, like burned?

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Uh-huh.

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So did she leave with him?

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Yeah. Maybe like that.

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FEMALE <i>DISPATCHER ON RADIO:
Arrested 10-8-89 on a 314.</i>

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<i>Spent his last year in solitary
after a gang alternation.</i>

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- Print and hold. Thank you.
- Copy that.

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(HORN BLOWING)

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(CHILDREN LAUGHING AND SHOUTING)

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THERIOT: Everything checkout?

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For the most part.

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Burt, you spent two years in Angola.

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Indecency, public exposure.

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Whacking off outside a school.

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They gave me bad medicine. I didn't know.

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I paid for that.

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I paid for that.

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Can you account for his whereabouts
December 25th through January 3rd?

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Yeah, Christmas to New Years
we was in New Roads.

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It shouldn't be a problem to find people
who'll vouch for Burt's whereabouts.

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We had a good turnout there.

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Good turnout.

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Detective, what is it you think happened?

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Someone killed this girl,
made a big show of it.

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Left a painting of the crime scene
on one of your old churches.

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(SCOFFS)

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"I am the resurrection and the life
for those who believe in me.“

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Was she raped, Detective?

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Why would you ask that?

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If you speak to Bun alone,

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I believe you'll be adequately convinced
of his innocence, Detective.

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Okay, let's do that.

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Burt, go with the detective.

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<i>COHLE: The ontological fallacy of expecting
a light at the end of the tunnel,</i>

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well, that's what the preacher sells.

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Same as a shrink.

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See, the preacher, he encourages
your capacity for illusion.

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Then he tells you it's a fucking virtue.

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Always a buck to be had doing that.

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And it's such a desperate sense
of entitlement, isn't it?

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"Surely this is all for me.

193
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"Me.

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"Me, me... I...

195
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"I'm so fucking important.

196
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"I'm so fucking important.“ Right?

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- Fuck you.
- GILBOUGH: Excuse us for a second.

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(DOOR CLOSES)

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<i>BURT: I said no!</i>

200
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<i>COHLE: Easy. I'm not gonna hurt you.</i>

201
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- I'm not gonna hurt you.
-(BURT SOBBING)

202
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BURT: Oh.

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(SIGHS)

204
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Compassion is ethics, Detective.

205
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Yes. It is.

206
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<i>COHLE: Iran checks on all of them.</i>

207
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<i>Everyone's got a clean record except for Burt.</i>

208
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Yeah, I could see this
being some kind of retard job.

209
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He pays for it. Gets ashamed.

210
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Overreacts.

211
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Tries to redeem the act, you know'?

212
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That's not bad, Marty.

213
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Yeah, I got all the way there
without your help.

214
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But it's not him.

215
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He did a deuce at the Farm for dick wagging.

216
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Should've been in a mental ward
to begin with.

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- Give me the second half.
- Angola.

218
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Some Bloods caught him in the shower.

219
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Took his balls off with a razor.

220
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They were sloppy about it.

221
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Oh, Jesus!

222
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Still“.

223
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I braced him.

224
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He shit himself. Literally.

225
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We can put some troopers on this place,
have them surveil it,

226
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but I think we should move on.

227
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The tall man.

228
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Well, that could be bullshit.

229
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One threw it out
and the other one picked up on it.

230
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No, Burt knew.

231
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He saw the tall man, too.

232
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This. That Marie Fontenot thing.

233
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There's no way Lange was his first.

234
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No fucking way.

235
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THERIOT: Rosie,
can you help them get out, please?

236
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(ENGINE REVVING)

237
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<i>HART: We haven't matched any signatures.</i>

238
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One guy in the Fed database used crowns,
another, a set of antlers.

239
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Michigan lifer.

240
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- COHLE: Then we called the signature wrong.
-(ZIPPING)

241
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We don't know if there's any connection
to Marie Fontenot.

242
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Yeah, but the lattices, the symbology.

243
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There's some kind of culture to it, Marty.

244
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He wanted us to find this one,
like he was showing off.

245
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The cane fields are his stage.

246
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Make a suggestion, then.

247
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We could start at zero,
they're going to hand it to the task force.

248
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Well, somebody missed something.

249
00:16:14,974 --> 00:16:16,976
We need to go back, check all files.

250
00:16:17,076 --> 00:16:20,250
Any DBs in state the last five years,
we start there.

251
00:16:21,781 --> 00:16:23,260
We don't have the hours.

252
00:16:24,617 --> 00:16:26,096
Shit, man. Look...

253
00:16:27,153 --> 00:16:29,360
I've noticed you have
a tendency toward myopia.

254
00:16:29,922 --> 00:16:32,664
Tunnel vision. Blows investigations.

255
00:16:32,959 --> 00:16:35,769
Vision skews, twists evidence.

256
00:16:37,797 --> 00:16:39,276
You're obsessive.

257
00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:43,337
You're obsessive, too. Just not about the job.

258
00:16:44,804 --> 00:16:46,010
Not me, brother.

259
00:16:46,772 --> 00:16:49,776
I keep things even. Separate.

260
00:16:50,510 --> 00:16:53,616
Like the way I can have this one beer
without needing 20.

261
00:16:53,679 --> 00:16:57,024
People incapable of guilt
usually do have a good time.

262
00:16:59,385 --> 00:17:00,625
(HART SIGHS)

263
00:17:02,388 --> 00:17:04,732
I try not to be too hard on myself.

264
00:17:06,225 --> 00:17:07,704
Well, that's real big of you.

265
00:17:08,461 --> 00:17:10,702
You know the real difference
between you and me?

266
00:17:10,796 --> 00:17:11,797
Yeah.

267
00:17:12,131 --> 00:17:13,132
Denial.

268
00:17:14,567 --> 00:17:17,343
The difference is that I know the difference

269
00:17:17,403 --> 00:17:19,405
between an idea and a fact.

270
00:17:19,505 --> 00:17:23,385
You are incapable of admitting doubt.

271
00:17:23,476 --> 00:17:25,387
Now that sounds like denial to me.

272
00:17:27,246 --> 00:17:28,589
I doubt that.

273
00:17:32,351 --> 00:17:33,386
(HART CLEARS THROAT)

274
00:17:33,486 --> 00:17:37,491
We'll put out an APB
on any tall man with facial scarring.

275
00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:39,331
Okay

276
00:17:39,492 --> 00:17:42,564
Telex the hospitals for patients that fit.

277
00:17:42,662 --> 00:17:43,834
Good.

278
00:17:47,867 --> 00:17:49,039
(ENGINE STARTS)

279
00:17:58,511 --> 00:18:01,185
<i>PAPANIA: So Cohle was trying
to keep it from the task force.</i>

280
00:18:02,381 --> 00:18:03,621
Looking back,

281
00:18:04,450 --> 00:18:06,020
you ever think maybe

282
00:18:06,352 --> 00:18:09,128
he tried to push things
where he wanted them to go?

283
00:18:11,190 --> 00:18:15,036
No. We went where the case led us.

284
00:18:15,728 --> 00:18:17,207
But you took it up, though?

285
00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:18,738
His serial theory?

286
00:18:19,532 --> 00:18:22,877
Well, <i>as</i> arrogant <i>as</i> he could be, he was right.

287
00:18:23,069 --> 00:18:26,141
I mean, that's how we got our man.

288
00:18:29,775 --> 00:18:31,448
COHLE: Uh-huh, but I like it this way.

289
00:18:31,877 --> 00:18:33,288
It's steady.

290
00:18:33,379 --> 00:18:34,881
MAGGIE: Bullshit. Really.

291
00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:37,826
Look, I did all the counseling and stuff,
you know.

292
00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:40,454
This is just the way things are.

293
00:18:40,553 --> 00:18:42,226
No, things don't stay the same.

294
00:18:42,288 --> 00:18:44,791
Pick up what you keep
and you leave the rest behind.

295
00:18:44,890 --> 00:18:46,164
People get better.

296
00:18:46,325 --> 00:18:47,429
That's the thing.

297
00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:49,606
I think I am better.

298
00:18:50,396 --> 00:18:52,967
- You really think so?
- Uh, trust me.

299
00:18:54,266 --> 00:18:57,440
Maybe you just think you prefer it this way
'cause it's what you're used to.

300
00:18:58,070 --> 00:18:59,777
Your life accommodates you.

301
00:19:00,606 --> 00:19:02,677
You don't have to be afraid of loss.

302
00:19:05,244 --> 00:19:07,246
Those other guys I was telling you about,

303
00:19:07,313 --> 00:19:10,760
they get a dog, a fish, what have you.

304
00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:13,092
You start with that, you live with it.

305
00:19:15,955 --> 00:19:17,298
(CAR DOOR CLOSES)

306
00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:35,111
Hell, I suppose you could
set me up with a nurse.

307
00:19:36,042 --> 00:19:37,988
- Give me some of the good drugs.
- Mmm-hmm.

308
00:19:39,845 --> 00:19:41,119
- Would be a start
-(DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES)

309
00:19:42,381 --> 00:19:43,451
(KEYS CLATTER)

310
00:19:43,516 --> 00:19:45,052
GIRLS: Daddy!
HART: Hey, kids.

311
00:19:45,851 --> 00:19:46,955
Hey, honey.

312
00:19:47,219 --> 00:19:48,493
Hi, there, Marty.

313
00:19:54,827 --> 00:19:57,171
- What's going on, Rust?
Brought the mower back.

314
00:19:59,165 --> 00:20:02,908
- You mowed my yard?
- Yeah, I saw it needed mowing.

315
00:20:03,002 --> 00:20:05,380
Return the favor. Borrowing.

316
00:20:05,805 --> 00:20:07,250
We got étouffée.

317
00:20:07,807 --> 00:20:10,151
Trying to get Rust to stay for dinner.

318
00:20:10,743 --> 00:20:13,986
Oh, yeah? Stay for dinner, Rust.

319
00:20:15,715 --> 00:20:17,888
No, I think I got to get.

320
00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:21,395
Maggie, thank you for the tea.

321
00:20:22,655 --> 00:20:24,362
I'm sorry to hear that.

322
00:20:26,025 --> 00:20:27,504
See you Monday.

323
00:20:28,828 --> 00:20:30,330
I'll walk you out.

324
00:20:32,498 --> 00:20:33,499
Hey!

325
00:20:34,667 --> 00:20:35,771
Hey!

326
00:20:39,338 --> 00:20:40,339
What?

327
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:46,087
What the hell do you think you're doing, man,
at my house when I'm not here?

328
00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:49,182
Returning the mower.

329
00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:50,591
You know what I mean.

330
00:20:51,183 --> 00:20:54,187
You mow my lawn? Hmm?

331
00:20:55,354 --> 00:20:58,392
Just what do you think I'd be doing over here
when you're not around, Marty?

332
00:20:59,225 --> 00:21:01,364
- What's our problem?
-(BREATHING HEAVILY)

333
00:21:01,794 --> 00:21:03,205
You and me.

334
00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:04,536
No problem.

335
00:21:04,864 --> 00:21:07,970
I just don't ever want you mowing my lawn.
All right?

336
00:21:08,067 --> 00:21:10,911
I like mowing my lawn.

337
00:21:32,725 --> 00:21:33,726
(CAR ENGINE STARTS)

338
00:21:42,401 --> 00:21:43,573
HART: Oh.

339
00:21:44,503 --> 00:21:45,675
That's your team, Daddy?

340
00:21:45,771 --> 00:21:48,615
Yeah, baby. We want them to win.

341
00:21:50,142 --> 00:21:51,519
(CLEARING THROAT)

342
00:22:01,353 --> 00:22:04,027
Uh, hey, Audrey,

343
00:22:04,523 --> 00:22:09,438
your mom and I want to talk to you a minute
about those drawings you did in school.

344
00:22:09,929 --> 00:22:10,930
Yeah?

345
00:22:11,297 --> 00:22:13,436
- Mace, run to your room.
- Why?

346
00:22:13,666 --> 00:22:16,044
Because I said so. Run to.“ Go.

347
00:22:17,036 --> 00:22:18,037
Go on.

348
00:22:19,772 --> 00:22:20,773
Go.

349
00:22:24,510 --> 00:22:25,955
Go. Run.

350
00:22:31,483 --> 00:22:32,655
LOOK,

351
00:22:35,721 --> 00:22:37,632
you don't have to get upset, honey, okay?

352
00:22:38,958 --> 00:22:40,164
We just wanna talk to you.

353
00:22:40,226 --> 00:22:43,469
Where'd you see that before? Hmm?

354
00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:45,967
Why'd you draw that?

355
00:22:47,032 --> 00:22:49,535
'Cause the other girls liked it.

356
00:22:49,735 --> 00:22:52,579
And they thought it was funny, is all.

357
00:22:54,340 --> 00:22:56,752
HART: Yeah, but where did you get that idea?

358
00:22:57,309 --> 00:22:58,481
Hmm?

359
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:03,357
The girls dared me to do it.

360
00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:04,817
MAGGIE: Oh, God.

361
00:23:05,251 --> 00:23:06,889
That upsets people' Audrey.

362
00:23:08,687 --> 00:23:10,064
It's ugly-

363
00:23:11,323 --> 00:23:15,499
It makes something that should be nice ugly.

364
00:23:16,662 --> 00:23:18,107
I'm sorry.

365
00:23:19,031 --> 00:23:20,567
On... (SOBBING)

366
00:23:20,666 --> 00:23:23,112
- Shh. It's okay. It's okay.
-(WHIMPERS)

367
00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:26,512
It's okay, sweetie.

368
00:23:28,173 --> 00:23:31,177
Well, you know,
I'm not saying that I got any room to talk,

369
00:23:31,243 --> 00:23:34,383
but you know what it means to be a father?

370
00:23:35,014 --> 00:23:38,689
It means you are accountable
for other people.

371
00:23:39,418 --> 00:23:42,092
You are responsible for their lives.

372
00:23:42,221 --> 00:23:48,399
Now, past a certain point,
there's a futility in responsibility.

373
00:24:06,879 --> 00:24:09,416
- That's the extent of your concern?
-(SIGHS)

374
00:24:10,049 --> 00:24:14,259
No. I just don't know what
looking at it any more is gonna do.

375
00:24:15,154 --> 00:24:17,395
It's her. I'm concerned.

376
00:24:18,557 --> 00:24:21,003
Well, she's just trying to get attention.

377
00:24:21,093 --> 00:24:22,470
The other girls...

378
00:24:23,896 --> 00:24:26,570
Jesus, how do they even know
about that stuff yet?

379
00:24:26,899 --> 00:24:29,004
Girls always know before boys.

380
00:24:29,401 --> 00:24:30,402
Why is that?

381
00:24:30,669 --> 00:24:32,114
Because they have to.

382
00:24:33,405 --> 00:24:34,679
Listen to me.

383
00:24:35,274 --> 00:24:36,582
She's withdrawn.

384
00:24:36,742 --> 00:24:37,846
She asks about you

385
00:24:37,943 --> 00:24:40,753
and she wants to know
why you're working so much now.

386
00:24:40,846 --> 00:24:43,452
Well, I should be working less.

387
00:24:43,916 --> 00:24:46,123
Task force is gonna take that case.

388
00:24:46,618 --> 00:24:49,792
And I'll be around more.

389
00:24:52,858 --> 00:24:53,962
Last week?

390
00:24:56,128 --> 00:24:59,769
(CLEARS THROAT) I'm sorry about that.
I should have begged off.

391
00:24:59,832 --> 00:25:01,641
We were having a good night.

392
00:25:02,101 --> 00:25:03,876
Don't stop me.

393
00:25:04,870 --> 00:25:05,871
Talk.

394
00:25:09,708 --> 00:25:11,381
I'm close, Marty.

395
00:25:11,710 --> 00:25:13,018
Do you hear me?

396
00:25:13,712 --> 00:25:14,816
I'm close.

397
00:25:14,947 --> 00:25:18,690
(STUTTERS)
Um, they're gonna pull that case from us.

398
00:25:19,785 --> 00:25:22,959
And I'll be around more and we'll do things.

399
00:25:23,789 --> 00:25:26,167
Why is there all this space
between us, Marty'?

400
00:25:27,292 --> 00:25:28,794
I don't know what you mean.

401
00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:32,399
You do know what I mean
and you won't say, and that's it.

402
00:25:32,798 --> 00:25:34,471
That's what I'm talking about.

403
00:25:35,134 --> 00:25:38,672
This last year' you've been a sulky teenager,
and you know it.

404
00:25:39,638 --> 00:25:41,549
I'm trying to be your friend, Marty.

405
00:25:42,341 --> 00:25:43,513
(HART SIGHS)

406
00:25:45,177 --> 00:25:50,752
I'm just...
I'm not good at, you know, expressing.

407
00:25:51,150 --> 00:25:55,155
We change, don't we'?
And sometimes not for long.

408
00:25:56,221 --> 00:25:59,225
And here I'm thinking people
don't really change at all.

409
00:25:59,858 --> 00:26:01,599
Not who they are at heart.

410
00:26:02,027 --> 00:26:04,564
You know, I try to remember things
because I feel like I should.

411
00:26:04,663 --> 00:26:06,506
Like it's my job or something.

412
00:26:07,533 --> 00:26:08,944
Your early days.

413
00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:13,247
And I'm tired of trying to remember.

414
00:26:13,405 --> 00:26:15,078
A part of this,

415
00:26:15,841 --> 00:26:20,256
and I'm not talking about
the part that's all my fault,

416
00:26:20,345 --> 00:26:21,790
but pan of it,

417
00:26:22,514 --> 00:26:24,084
it's just life.

418
00:26:24,950 --> 00:26:28,625
We used to spend weekends
without leaving my room.

419
00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:30,893
- That's not what I mean.
- You remember that? But it's life...

420
00:26:30,956 --> 00:26:33,027
Of course we don't screw like we're 19.

421
00:26:33,692 --> 00:26:36,866
God, you want low expectations.

422
00:26:37,529 --> 00:26:42,274
You put a ceiling on your life, on everything,
because you won't change.

423
00:26:44,269 --> 00:26:46,442
You were so much smarter when I met you.

424
00:26:46,972 --> 00:26:48,144
You know'?

425
00:26:53,212 --> 00:26:55,214
I'm sorry, Maggie.

426
00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:58,891
I'm sorry for everything.

427
00:27:01,220 --> 00:27:03,325
For not being here.

428
00:27:04,423 --> 00:27:06,767
For taking all this for granted.

429
00:27:10,462 --> 00:27:12,669
What have you been doing, Marty?

430
00:27:15,267 --> 00:27:16,268
I...

431
00:27:19,938 --> 00:27:20,939
Work.

432
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:22,641
Home.

433
00:27:24,076 --> 00:27:25,077
<i>Cases.</i>

434
00:27:26,979 --> 00:27:27,980
Just...

435
00:27:28,514 --> 00:27:29,686
(SIGHS)

436
00:27:30,782 --> 00:27:33,126
I get the feeling like...

437
00:27:35,587 --> 00:27:37,624
Look, loan see 40,

438
00:27:41,994 --> 00:27:45,965
and it's like I'm that coyote in the cartoons.

439
00:27:47,466 --> 00:27:50,777
Like I'm running off a cliff,
and if I don't look down

440
00:27:51,470 --> 00:27:53,541
and keep running,

441
00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:57,017
I might be fine.

442
00:27:57,109 --> 00:27:59,453
But I'm...

443
00:28:02,614 --> 00:28:04,651
I think I'm all fucked up.

444
00:28:08,820 --> 00:28:10,060
You are.

445
00:28:12,024 --> 00:28:13,503
Yes, you are.

446
00:28:22,334 --> 00:28:23,574
(KISSES)

447
00:28:27,239 --> 00:28:28,513
(EXHALES)

448
00:29:27,232 --> 00:29:28,404
PAPANIA; Marty?

449
00:29:29,534 --> 00:29:31,036
(GILBOUGH CLEARS THROAT)

450
00:29:33,639 --> 00:29:34,982
Anyway...

451
00:29:35,641 --> 00:29:38,053
Well, we pulled a few hospital patients.

452
00:29:38,210 --> 00:29:40,554
Tall, scarred.

453
00:29:41,113 --> 00:29:42,421
Sex offenders.

454
00:29:42,481 --> 00:29:45,155
One kid did B and Es.

455
00:29:46,285 --> 00:29:49,459
He had to tug one out
before he could leave a scene.

456
00:29:50,455 --> 00:29:51,456
Phew.

457
00:29:51,556 --> 00:29:54,059
Yeah. And a lot of room work then.

458
00:29:56,728 --> 00:29:58,765
Which one of you guys is the box man?

459
00:30:00,599 --> 00:30:01,600
You.

460
00:30:01,667 --> 00:30:02,737
Yeah?

461
00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:06,180
I used to be pretty good in there myself.

462
00:30:07,606 --> 00:30:09,244
Not as good as Rust.

463
00:30:09,741 --> 00:30:10,742
<i>COHLE: I know, son.</i>

464
00:30:11,510 --> 00:30:13,114
I can read this off you.

465
00:30:17,282 --> 00:30:18,761
- You're not bad.
-(SOBBING)

466
00:30:19,251 --> 00:30:20,787
It's not you.

467
00:30:20,919 --> 00:30:24,867
There's a weight, and it's got its fish hooks
in your heart and your soul.

468
00:30:24,956 --> 00:30:25,957
(sesame)

469
00:30:36,601 --> 00:30:41,175
What you did is not your fault.

470
00:30:41,773 --> 00:30:43,116
It's not.

471
00:30:44,509 --> 00:30:47,888
You was drug to the bottom
by that same weight.

472
00:30:47,979 --> 00:30:50,550
The same weight that won't
let you get along in a job,

473
00:30:50,649 --> 00:30:53,721
the same weight that wouldn't
let you get along at school.

474
00:30:59,624 --> 00:31:02,798
The same weight that
wouldn't let you have a mom.

475
00:31:06,131 --> 00:31:08,407
I know these things, Chris.

476
00:31:10,635 --> 00:31:11,875
I'm weak.

477
00:31:13,138 --> 00:31:14,742
I'm sick.

478
00:31:15,073 --> 00:31:19,317
I get into the houses and I can't leave

479
00:31:19,378 --> 00:31:21,722
until I go all over their drawers.

480
00:31:22,147 --> 00:31:23,558
Listen to me, son.

481
00:31:25,484 --> 00:31:26,929
You got one way out.

482
00:31:27,819 --> 00:31:29,696
And it's through the grace of God.

483
00:31:30,489 --> 00:31:32,935
You're only how the Lord made you.

484
00:31:35,327 --> 00:31:37,068
You are not flawed.

485
00:31:38,330 --> 00:31:42,244
We, you, me, people,
we don't choose our feelings.

486
00:31:43,034 --> 00:31:44,672
(CHRIS SOBBING)

487
00:31:44,736 --> 00:31:48,115
There's grace in this world,
and there is forgiveness for all,

488
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:51,244
but you have to ask for it.

489
00:31:51,376 --> 00:31:53,185
I do. I do. I want it.

490
00:31:53,512 --> 00:31:55,185
I want it.

491
00:31:56,014 --> 00:31:57,425
I'm asking.

492
00:31:58,016 --> 00:32:00,257
I'm asking. Tell me. Tell me.

493
00:32:00,352 --> 00:32:01,956
Please just tell me what to say.

494
00:32:02,053 --> 00:32:04,260
I want to confess.

495
00:32:05,357 --> 00:32:06,859
I want to confess.

496
00:32:08,226 --> 00:32:09,762
(CHRIS SOBBING)

497
00:32:15,434 --> 00:32:16,811
GILBOUGH: Sorry about that.

498
00:32:17,702 --> 00:32:18,703
(DOOR CLOSES)

499
00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:20,875
Your assist record, man.

500
00:32:22,207 --> 00:32:23,584
That's something else.

501
00:32:23,642 --> 00:32:24,814
PAPANIA: Any pointers?

502
00:32:26,878 --> 00:32:29,154
Oh, I never really found it that hard.

503
00:32:29,247 --> 00:32:33,787
You just look at somebody
and think like they think.

504
00:32:35,253 --> 00:32:37,494
Negative capability.

505
00:32:39,591 --> 00:32:41,593
I mean, I guess it's a skill.

506
00:32:42,561 --> 00:32:44,472
But most times, you don't even need that.

507
00:32:44,563 --> 00:32:47,840
You just look them in the eyes,
the whole story's right there.

508
00:32:49,601 --> 00:32:53,242
Everybody wears their hunger
and their haunt, you know?

509
00:32:54,806 --> 00:32:57,787
You just gotta be honest about
what can go on up here,

510
00:32:58,577 --> 00:33:00,318
a locked room.

511
00:33:01,913 --> 00:33:03,256
(CUTS CAN)

512
00:33:03,915 --> 00:33:06,259
But then again, I'm terrible with cards.

513
00:33:07,085 --> 00:33:08,291
(CHUCKLES)

514
00:33:10,422 --> 00:33:13,960
<i>Yeah. So while we were grilling B and E
jerk-offs and bum victims,</i>

515
00:33:14,025 --> 00:33:16,835
<i>I decided to put insomnia to good use.</i>

516
00:33:45,357 --> 00:33:46,495
COHLE: People...

517
00:33:47,826 --> 00:33:51,000
<i>We seen the finale
of thousands of lives, man.</i>

518
00:33:51,997 --> 00:33:53,635
<i>Young, old.</i>

519
00:33:54,299 --> 00:33:56,973
<i>Each one so sure of their realness,</i>

520
00:33:58,336 --> 00:34:01,806
<i>that their sensory experience constituted</i>

521
00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:04,047
<i>a unique individual,</i>

522
00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,886
with purpose, meaning.

523
00:34:09,881 --> 00:34:13,886
So certain that they were
more than a biological puppet.

524
00:34:16,187 --> 00:34:19,999
Well, yeah, the truth wills out,

525
00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:22,732
and everybody sees once the strings are cut,

526
00:34:22,827 --> 00:34:24,431
all fall down.

527
00:34:32,571 --> 00:34:33,845
(BEEPING)

528
00:34:47,419 --> 00:34:48,864
JENNIFER: <i>Maggie says he's shy.</i>

529
00:34:50,388 --> 00:34:52,390
Uh, I wouldn't say that.

530
00:34:52,457 --> 00:34:55,404
Definitely not shy about speaking his mind.

531
00:34:55,460 --> 00:34:58,441
Well, that's not what I mean. His personality.

532
00:34:58,530 --> 00:34:59,873
He's edgy.

533
00:35:01,266 --> 00:35:03,303
Yeah, intense, more like...

534
00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:05,137
introvert.

535
00:35:05,403 --> 00:35:06,973
JENNIFER: I don't want another drunk.

536
00:35:07,072 --> 00:35:08,449
The last cop you showed me...

537
00:35:08,540 --> 00:35:10,781
HART: No, wait.
Steve was going through a tough time.

538
00:35:10,875 --> 00:35:11,945
JENNIFER: He threw up in my lap.

539
00:35:12,043 --> 00:35:13,249
Don't worry about that.

540
00:35:13,311 --> 00:35:16,258
Getting him near your lap
is going to be the challenge.

541
00:35:17,382 --> 00:35:19,885
(CHUCKLES) Oh, hey. Speak of the devil.

542
00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:22,255
- Hey, Rust.
- Martin.

543
00:35:23,054 --> 00:35:24,590
- Hey, Maggie.
- Hi, Rust.

544
00:35:24,656 --> 00:35:25,930
- Jennifer.
- Rustin.

545
00:35:26,224 --> 00:35:27,635
Nice to meet you.

546
00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:30,234
HART: Well...

547
00:35:31,429 --> 00:35:32,999
You walk over here?

548
00:35:36,568 --> 00:35:37,808
(CLEARS THROAT)

549
00:35:38,837 --> 00:35:40,145
No?

550
00:35:41,673 --> 00:35:42,913
Okay

551
00:35:50,015 --> 00:35:51,323
(COUNTRY MUSIC PLAYING)

552
00:35:51,416 --> 00:35:53,623
HART: Just when I thought
he couldn't get any stranger.

553
00:35:53,752 --> 00:35:55,026
MAGGIE: Are you serious?

554
00:35:55,120 --> 00:35:56,622
He tastes colors.

555
00:35:57,989 --> 00:36:00,162
So what is synesthesia?

556
00:36:00,258 --> 00:36:03,330
Synesthesia, it's a misalignment

557
00:36:03,628 --> 00:36:06,438
of synaptic receptors and triggers.

558
00:36:08,266 --> 00:36:10,769
Alkalis, colors, certain metallics.

559
00:36:11,870 --> 00:36:14,214
It's a type of hypersensitivity.

560
00:36:14,305 --> 00:36:17,775
One sense triggers another sense.

561
00:36:18,610 --> 00:36:22,786
Sometimes <i>I'll</i> see a color
and it'll put a taste in my mouth.

562
00:36:23,615 --> 00:36:26,687
A touch, a texture, a scent
may put a note in my head.

563
00:36:27,218 --> 00:36:28,356
MAGGIE: I've heard of that.

564
00:36:28,453 --> 00:36:30,797
It can be a side effect of a statin.

565
00:36:30,955 --> 00:36:32,127
It's not a side effect.

566
00:36:32,190 --> 00:36:36,400
So when something feels good,
does that mean it feels twice as good?

567
00:36:36,961 --> 00:36:38,531
Like, from two different ways?

568
00:36:41,332 --> 00:36:42,640
COHLE: It could.

569
00:36:44,369 --> 00:36:45,370
Yeah.

570
00:36:45,470 --> 00:36:46,972
MAGGIE: The waitress will bring them, babe.

571
00:36:47,639 --> 00:36:49,641
Why wait? I'll be right back.

572
00:37:00,652 --> 00:37:02,222
Refill, and two rums.

573
00:37:14,899 --> 00:37:17,675
Hi, can I have another beer? Thank you.

574
00:37:19,738 --> 00:37:21,012
What're you doing?

575
00:37:21,673 --> 00:37:22,845
What's it look like?

576
00:37:23,408 --> 00:37:25,012
I'm on a date. Aren't you?

577
00:37:25,877 --> 00:37:27,185
(SCOFFS)

578
00:37:27,245 --> 00:37:28,519
So, you...

579
00:37:29,114 --> 00:37:32,618
You're gonna go home with this guy? Huh?

580
00:37:32,851 --> 00:37:35,422
It's really none of your business.

581
00:37:35,787 --> 00:37:37,698
Do you fuck your wife?

582
00:37:39,190 --> 00:37:40,760
What do you want me to do?

583
00:37:41,860 --> 00:37:44,466
Look, is this your way of
trying to talk divorce?

584
00:37:44,863 --> 00:37:46,308
My God, Mart?-

585
00:37:46,397 --> 00:37:48,900
I don't wanna marry you.
That's my whole point.

586
00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:51,544
It's just run its course.

587
00:37:52,704 --> 00:37:55,412
No, it hasn't. Come here. Have a shot.

588
00:38:06,551 --> 00:38:07,621
Hey.

589
00:38:08,620 --> 00:38:10,429
I didn't just come here to drink, you know.

590
00:38:13,224 --> 00:38:14,897
Why don't we just set this down.

591
00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:17,299
It'll be fun.

592
00:38:18,763 --> 00:38:19,901
Yeah.

593
00:38:22,734 --> 00:38:24,736
<i>(THE HEART THAT YOU OWN PLAYING)</i>

594
00:38:37,248 --> 00:38:38,420
What?

595
00:38:39,651 --> 00:38:40,823
Oh, nothing.

596
00:38:40,919 --> 00:38:43,422
Thought I saw a guy
supposed to be in Paris.

597
00:38:51,596 --> 00:38:53,200
So, what's Alaska like?

598
00:38:54,966 --> 00:38:56,206
It's beautiful.

599
00:38:56,701 --> 00:38:58,203
It's not Paris.

600
00:38:58,303 --> 00:39:00,943
But it's clean and it's clear.

601
00:39:01,673 --> 00:39:03,016
You've been to Paris?

602
00:39:03,708 --> 00:39:05,016
For a month.

603
00:39:06,477 --> 00:39:07,956
What'd you do in Paris?

604
00:39:09,447 --> 00:39:12,724
<i>Mam gum gm drunk "m (tom at None Dame.</i>

605
00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:14,794
(LIVELY MUSIC PLAYING)

606
00:39:21,526 --> 00:39:24,234
<i>COHLE: Each still body so certain</i>

607
00:39:24,796 --> 00:39:27,037
<i>that they were more than
the sum of their urges.</i>

608
00:39:29,968 --> 00:39:31,675
<i>Ail the useless spinning;.</i>

609
00:39:32,737 --> 00:39:36,549
Tired mind, collision, desire, and ignorance.

610
00:39:38,142 --> 00:39:39,314
(SIGHS DEEPLY)

611
00:39:40,979 --> 00:39:42,822
You asked about the interrogations.

612
00:39:42,881 --> 00:39:44,258
You wanna know the truth?

613
00:39:48,653 --> 00:39:52,601
I never been in a room more than 10 minutes
I didn't know whether the guy did it or not.

614
00:39:52,690 --> 00:39:53,998
(COHLE SNIFFLES)

615
00:39:55,526 --> 00:39:57,597
How long does it take you?

616
00:39:58,196 --> 00:40:01,905
Rust spent a lot of off-duty running DBs.

617
00:40:02,367 --> 00:40:03,710
Weeks of it.

618
00:40:04,235 --> 00:40:05,839
Coonhound in another life.

619
00:40:05,904 --> 00:40:07,042
Coonhound?

620
00:40:08,006 --> 00:40:10,748
(SCOFFS) I meant raccoon hound.

621
00:40:11,542 --> 00:40:14,284
Everybody's a fucking
drama queen nowadays.

622
00:40:14,612 --> 00:40:15,716
Jesus.

623
00:40:17,115 --> 00:40:19,595
Look, if working his theories,

624
00:40:19,684 --> 00:40:23,860
if his job was his idea of himself, fine.

625
00:40:24,355 --> 00:40:29,930
I mean, the rest of us had families,
people in our lives. Good things.

626
00:40:30,028 --> 00:40:31,029
People

627
00:40:31,462 --> 00:40:32,440
<i>give you rules.</i>

628
00:40:32,530 --> 00:40:35,033
<i>Rules describe the shape of things.</i>

629
00:40:42,907 --> 00:40:44,147
MAN: Shut up!

630
00:40:44,409 --> 00:40:45,717
Fuck you!

631
00:40:52,050 --> 00:40:53,654
Fuck, Marty. Get out of here.

632
00:40:53,751 --> 00:40:55,662
"Fuck, Marty." Is that all you got for me?

633
00:40:55,753 --> 00:40:57,664
Stop it. Go home. I don't want this anymore.

634
00:40:57,755 --> 00:40:59,632
You got that little shit-bird in here?

635
00:40:59,724 --> 00:41:01,328
Go away. I'll call the cops.

636
00:41:01,426 --> 00:41:03,133
Let's see how that works out for you.

637
00:41:03,227 --> 00:41:04,638
- I know other cops.
- Okay.

638
00:41:05,430 --> 00:41:06,807
LISA: Get out!

639
00:41:07,231 --> 00:41:08,301
Marty. get out!

640
00:41:08,399 --> 00:41:09,969
- She said she was single.
- Marty!

641
00:41:10,668 --> 00:41:11,976
Stop!

642
00:41:12,470 --> 00:41:14,609
- She suck your dick, huh?
- Stop it.

643
00:41:14,672 --> 00:41:16,674
She suck your fucking dick?

644
00:41:16,774 --> 00:41:18,276
Stop it! Get out!

645
00:41:18,409 --> 00:41:19,911
Get off!

646
00:41:19,978 --> 00:41:21,855
- Get off!
- Yeah, that's right.

647
00:41:22,180 --> 00:41:23,488
- Get off!
- You tell me,

648
00:41:23,581 --> 00:41:26,494
or I'll have some Ninth Ward prison queen

649
00:41:26,584 --> 00:41:28,291
wearing your face for a condom.

650
00:41:28,353 --> 00:41:32,426
Did she suck your dick?

651
00:41:32,490 --> 00:41:34,333
Just for a little bit.

652
00:41:34,993 --> 00:41:35,994
Get off.

653
00:41:37,695 --> 00:41:39,834
Please. Stop it.

654
00:41:43,134 --> 00:41:45,114
HART: Sorry I got in your face, guy.

655
00:41:46,437 --> 00:41:48,940
I wouldn't have really done
something like that.

656
00:41:49,941 --> 00:41:51,352
I'm not a psycho.

657
00:41:58,182 --> 00:42:00,128
<i>HART: That's why I always said,</i>

658
00:42:00,785 --> 00:42:02,822
<i>I think Rust needed a family.</i>

659
00:42:04,889 --> 00:42:08,132
It's boundaries. Boundaries are good.

660
00:42:15,199 --> 00:42:17,406
(TRAFFIC PASSING IN DISTANCE)

661
00:42:28,146 --> 00:42:29,648
(PHONE RINGING)

662
00:42:38,689 --> 00:42:39,895
This is Cohle.

663
00:42:39,991 --> 00:42:41,265
MAGGIE: Rust.

664
00:42:41,526 --> 00:42:42,664
<i>You're home. H's me.</i>

665
00:42:43,194 --> 00:42:44,605
<i>What's wrong?</i>

666
00:42:44,896 --> 00:42:47,399
I'm sorry.
Steve Geraci said he caught something.

667
00:42:47,498 --> 00:42:48,602
He needed help.

668
00:42:50,435 --> 00:42:53,575
I almost called the station,
but what's the point, you know. They lie.

669
00:42:57,275 --> 00:42:58,948
I gotta put you on the spot.

670
00:43:00,678 --> 00:43:01,884
You know if it's true?

671
00:43:04,549 --> 00:43:06,187
I didn't hear anything.

672
00:43:07,218 --> 00:43:09,027
But then again, I wouldn't.

673
00:43:09,087 --> 00:43:13,058
I mean, Geraci wouldn't pull me. He hates me.

674
00:43:19,864 --> 00:43:22,470
(CLEARS THROAT) You drop Jen at home?

675
00:43:23,634 --> 00:43:26,080
<i>Yeah. I walked her to the door.</i>

676
00:43:28,539 --> 00:43:29,882
<i>You didn't go in?</i>

677
00:43:29,941 --> 00:43:32,114
<i>You don't have to fall in love at firs! sight,
you know.</i>

678
00:43:32,210 --> 00:43:36,090
No. I know. Look, she's nice, pretty.

679
00:43:36,747 --> 00:43:38,055
<i>There's comfort there, Rust.</i>

680
00:43:39,217 --> 00:43:42,323
I think you guys would be good together
if you gave it a chance.

681
00:43:43,654 --> 00:43:48,467
<i>You guys don't give things chances.
I don't know why that is.</i>

682
00:43:48,559 --> 00:43:51,062
That's because we know what we want.

683
00:43:51,762 --> 00:43:53,400
And we don't mind being alone.

684
00:43:56,734 --> 00:43:58,111
<i>Go to bed, Maggie.</i>

685
00:43:59,670 --> 00:44:01,741
Marty'll be home. Take care.

686
00:44:08,146 --> 00:44:10,023
-(DISCONNECTS CALL)
-(CLEARS THROAT)

687
00:44:10,948 --> 00:44:13,451
FAVRE: Holy shit. Three days in a row.

688
00:44:13,518 --> 00:44:15,293
Is that a new personal record?

689
00:44:15,419 --> 00:44:16,363
HART; Fuck Off.

690
00:44:16,454 --> 00:44:18,934
I'll take my first shit through your sunroof.

691
00:44:19,190 --> 00:44:20,464
Hey.

692
00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:22,494
I found one, I think.

693
00:44:22,593 --> 00:44:24,834
Another girl from earlier. Come here.

694
00:44:29,300 --> 00:44:33,544
Three years ago. Flood in Abbeville.
They pulled this girl out of the river.

695
00:44:33,704 --> 00:44:36,776
HART:
It says here that her death was accidental.

696
00:44:36,841 --> 00:44:39,549
Drowned, water in the lungs.
How's that him?

697
00:44:40,611 --> 00:44:43,956
Coroner says that branches and debris
from the flood caused these injuries.

698
00:44:44,015 --> 00:44:46,791
I understand the ribs and the arms.

699
00:44:46,851 --> 00:44:48,057
- But the hyoid?
- Still, that's not...

700
00:44:48,152 --> 00:44:51,361
No fucking way. Look at this.
Lacerations through the abdomen.

701
00:44:51,455 --> 00:44:54,299
Plus, she was positive for meth and LSD.

702
00:44:54,559 --> 00:44:56,732
They said she was high. Fell in.

703
00:44:58,529 --> 00:44:59,633
Hmm.

704
00:45:00,798 --> 00:45:02,300
Look at the posterior.

705
00:45:04,969 --> 00:45:06,710
HART: Holy shit.
COHLE: Yeah.

706
00:45:07,038 --> 00:45:09,541
ID'd as Rianne Olivier, 22,

707
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:12,644
lives in Pelican Island, population, 300.

708
00:45:12,977 --> 00:45:14,513
Grandpa's still there.

709
00:45:14,579 --> 00:45:16,058
Got a phone at the dock.

710
00:45:17,915 --> 00:45:19,917
I don't know if I can sell this shit.

711
00:45:20,017 --> 00:45:21,997
COHLE: Two days. We dig in this direction.

712
00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:25,326
If this is his, it's some kind of archetype.

713
00:45:26,023 --> 00:45:28,902
DB, Ville Platte. Machinist. You're up.

714
00:45:28,993 --> 00:45:30,870
COHLE: We caught a break in the case, boss.

715
00:45:31,729 --> 00:45:33,709
I thought you were handing that off.

716
00:45:33,764 --> 00:45:35,869
- What break?
- KA of the victim.

717
00:45:35,933 --> 00:45:38,243
Might've known the killer, boss.
Might've seen him.

718
00:45:38,336 --> 00:45:41,545
We follow up. We still got a few days.

719
00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:45,184
Two days, then it goes to task force.

720
00:45:45,243 --> 00:45:46,449
You two catch again.

721
00:45:48,946 --> 00:45:53,417
You try that serial theory on him,
he will pull you just for spite.

722
00:45:53,517 --> 00:45:55,428
Pelican Island's two hours away.

723
00:45:58,923 --> 00:46:00,561
(SWITCHING RADIO CHANNELS)

724
00:46:01,292 --> 00:46:02,930
(MAN SPEAKING OVER RADIO)

725
00:46:03,861 --> 00:46:05,204
<i>MAN ON RADIO:
What church teaches that?</i>

726
00:46:05,263 --> 00:46:07,300
<i>The Christian Church does not leach that.</i>

727
00:46:07,398 --> 00:46:09,275
<i>The Catholic Church does not...</i>

728
00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:11,773
(WOMAN SPEAKS
INDISTINCTLY OVER RADIO)

729
00:46:12,203 --> 00:46:13,477
(SWITCHES OFF RADIO)

730
00:46:16,741 --> 00:46:17,776
HART: Hey.

731
00:46:18,109 --> 00:46:19,315
COHLE: Mmm-hmm?

732
00:46:19,410 --> 00:46:24,291
You think a man can love
two women at once?

733
00:46:25,116 --> 00:46:28,461
I mean, be in love with them?

734
00:46:29,053 --> 00:46:31,260
I don't think that man can love.

735
00:46:32,423 --> 00:46:34,403
At least not the way that he means.

736
00:46:35,559 --> 00:46:38,733
The inadequacies of reality always set in.

737
00:46:41,065 --> 00:46:44,444
This pipeline's carved up
this coast like a jigsaw.

738
00:46:44,502 --> 00:46:47,415
The place is gonna be underwvater in 30 years.

739
00:46:50,908 --> 00:46:54,253
(SIGHS) Do you think...

740
00:46:54,312 --> 00:46:55,791
Do you wonder ever

741
00:46:57,782 --> 00:46:59,659
if you're a bad man?

742
00:47:00,351 --> 00:47:02,353
No, I don't wonder, Marty.

743
00:47:04,155 --> 00:47:06,101
The world needs bad men.

744
00:47:09,927 --> 00:47:12,999
We keep the other bad men from the door.

745
00:47:49,967 --> 00:47:51,344
That's him.

746
00:47:55,840 --> 00:47:58,821
<i>HART: When was the fast time
you saw your granddaughter?</i>

747
00:48:00,010 --> 00:48:01,990
She left four years ago.

748
00:48:02,046 --> 00:48:03,423
Like her ma.

749
00:48:04,014 --> 00:48:06,153
I wasn't surprised they found her like that.

750
00:48:06,817 --> 00:48:09,889
Everybody think they're gonna be
something they're not.

751
00:48:09,987 --> 00:48:13,525
Everybody think they got these big plans.

752
00:48:13,924 --> 00:48:17,428
She had a boyfriend you know about? A man'?

753
00:48:17,928 --> 00:48:20,738
She took up with that Ledoux fellow.

754
00:48:20,831 --> 00:48:21,832
Older boy.

755
00:48:21,899 --> 00:48:23,071
Shit family.

756
00:48:23,601 --> 00:48:25,012
Run off with him.

757
00:48:26,103 --> 00:48:29,050
I ain't never had nobody ask me
about him before.

758
00:48:29,273 --> 00:48:32,277
They just tell me she died in the flood.

759
00:48:32,676 --> 00:48:35,179
That Ledoux family,
they still live around here?

760
00:48:35,546 --> 00:48:37,457
Oh, maybe a cousin or two.

761
00:48:38,349 --> 00:48:39,726
Been shrinking every year.

762
00:48:40,084 --> 00:48:43,361
Hurricane Andrew wiped most
of the folks out around here.

763
00:48:44,388 --> 00:48:47,267
So you got a full name on that Ledoux boy?

764
00:48:48,793 --> 00:48:50,033
Reggie.

765
00:48:50,628 --> 00:48:51,971
Reggie Ledoux.

766
00:48:52,763 --> 00:48:54,936
Fathers Ban Ledoux.

767
00:48:55,032 --> 00:48:57,706
Works offshore. Drunkard.

768
00:48:57,968 --> 00:48:59,879
I heard he died. Heh.

769
00:49:00,704 --> 00:49:02,377
So, where'd Rianne go 10 school?

770
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:04,943
Light of Way, when it was open.

771
00:49:05,276 --> 00:49:08,223
Kids either went there
or they were bused to Abbeville.

772
00:49:08,279 --> 00:49:11,954
State said a kid got to be bused
two hours away to school.

773
00:49:12,716 --> 00:49:15,162
I ain't too big on them God-botherers.

774
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:17,221
Between them and the government.

775
00:49:18,055 --> 00:49:20,558
How about her parents? Other relatives?

776
00:49:21,625 --> 00:49:23,571
Fathers a merchant seaman.

777
00:49:24,061 --> 00:49:26,302
Mother's in California, last I heard.

778
00:49:26,397 --> 00:49:29,173
Do you have anything of hers?

779
00:49:29,266 --> 00:49:34,739
Possessions, anything that'd give us
an idea of what she might've been like?

780
00:49:36,507 --> 00:49:38,509
What you boys looking all this up for?

781
00:49:39,343 --> 00:49:41,584
I was told she drowned in the flood.

782
00:49:42,580 --> 00:49:44,150
Now, I ain't no idiot.

783
00:49:44,248 --> 00:49:46,785
You telling me she ain't done drown?

784
00:49:47,284 --> 00:49:48,490
We don't know that, sir.

785
00:49:48,586 --> 00:49:51,192
We're just looking for a man
that might've known her.

786
00:49:51,956 --> 00:49:52,991
Who?

787
00:49:53,691 --> 00:49:55,762
COHLE: That's what we're trying to figure out.

788
00:49:56,760 --> 00:49:59,673
HART:
<i>He ended up having</i> a <i>little box of her stuff,</i>

789
00:49:59,763 --> 00:50:02,209
had her last yearbook, 10th grade.

790
00:50:03,667 --> 00:50:05,772
Not a hint of feeling from the old man.

791
00:50:06,937 --> 00:50:08,041
Kind of guy...

792
00:50:08,539 --> 00:50:09,540
Blinders.

793
00:50:10,941 --> 00:50:13,615
But Why'd he keep the box, huh?

794
00:50:14,278 --> 00:50:15,723
Did he ask himself?

795
00:50:18,449 --> 00:50:21,328
Anyway, I guess that's one way to do it.

796
00:50:21,385 --> 00:50:23,797
Keep your eyes on the crab traps.

797
00:50:25,456 --> 00:50:27,959
He kind of reminded me of Rust a little bit.

798
00:50:32,963 --> 00:50:34,465
This school is small.

799
00:50:35,666 --> 00:50:37,077
Grades 1 through 12.

800
00:50:39,837 --> 00:50:41,976
Rianne Olivier, here she is.

801
00:50:43,240 --> 00:50:44,810
- Tenth grade'
- HART: Hmm.

802
00:50:51,916 --> 00:50:55,056
COHLE:
This school was part of Tuttle's foundation.

803
00:50:55,152 --> 00:50:56,654
(MOWER RUNNING)

804
00:51:16,006 --> 00:51:17,246
Good afternoon.

805
00:51:17,341 --> 00:51:18,911
Afternoon.
-(MOWER STOPS)

806
00:51:19,009 --> 00:51:21,114
This place shut down in '92, right?

807
00:51:22,079 --> 00:51:24,753
- Yeah, way I heard it.
- What'd you hear?

808
00:51:24,848 --> 00:51:27,021
Well, Andrew blew it out.

809
00:51:27,685 --> 00:51:31,098
Guess they didn't think
it was worth cleaning up.

810
00:51:32,389 --> 00:51:33,595
Do you work here, then?

811
00:51:34,425 --> 00:51:36,302
No, sir. I work for the parish.

812
00:51:36,393 --> 00:51:37,872
Cover several properties.

813
00:51:39,363 --> 00:51:40,706
FEMALE DISPATCHER ON RADIO: <i>I-23?</i>

814
00:51:44,201 --> 00:51:45,612
I-23, go.

815
00:51:45,703 --> 00:51:47,705
<i>I got comeback on your R and L.</i>

816
00:51:47,771 --> 00:51:51,719
<i>Reginald Ledoux. DOB 11-13-60.</i>

817
00:51:52,042 --> 00:51:55,888
You know anybody who went here
or worked here back then?

818
00:51:56,246 --> 00:51:57,384
<i>Mmm.</i>

819
00:51:57,948 --> 00:51:58,949
No, sir.

820
00:51:59,049 --> 00:52:01,393
I only been coming here the last few months.

821
00:52:01,819 --> 00:52:03,890
Parish added it to my work order.

822
00:52:04,054 --> 00:52:05,397
(CAR HORN HONKING)

823
00:52:12,429 --> 00:52:13,840
Thank you for your time.

824
00:52:18,102 --> 00:52:20,173
Who walks that fucking slum

825
00:52:23,073 --> 00:52:24,416
What do you got?

826
00:52:24,942 --> 00:52:26,615
R and I just came back.

827
00:52:26,677 --> 00:52:29,157
Reggie Ledoux skipped parole
eight months ago.

828
00:52:29,847 --> 00:52:32,327
He's got a statch rape complaint.
Charges dropped.

829
00:52:32,416 --> 00:52:38,924
But '93, he's busted in connection to
a narcotics lab used to make meth and LSD,

830
00:52:38,989 --> 00:52:41,492
which Dora Lange and Rianne were full of.

831
00:52:41,592 --> 00:52:42,764
Right.

832
00:52:43,093 --> 00:52:44,868
Ledoux did two years at Avoyelles,

833
00:52:44,962 --> 00:52:48,000
and guess who his cellmate was
the last four months?

834
00:52:48,098 --> 00:52:49,543
Charlie Lange.

835
00:52:50,167 --> 00:52:51,805
I gotta give you this one.

836
00:52:53,837 --> 00:52:56,716
<i>I started to believe you were
going a tittle off your nut,.</i>

837
00:52:56,807 --> 00:52:59,515
I mean, you're bonkers, just not on this.

838
00:52:59,610 --> 00:53:01,317
All right. Well, where's Ledoux?

839
00:53:01,378 --> 00:53:03,688
Getting a list of relatives, KAs.

840
00:53:03,781 --> 00:53:06,057
Been out of pocket since jumping parole.

841
00:53:06,150 --> 00:53:07,356
We'll find him.

842
00:53:07,451 --> 00:53:08,452
This makes sense.

843
00:53:08,519 --> 00:53:09,691
It looks good, baby.

844
00:53:09,787 --> 00:53:11,289
All right. We are on our way.

845
00:53:11,355 --> 00:53:13,301
- To Avoyelles.
- Fuck, yeah, Martin. Let's go.

846
00:53:13,457 --> 00:53:17,200
I'm calling the interstate APB
and the U.S. Marshals on this.

847
00:53:17,361 --> 00:53:18,965
-(SIREN WAILING)
-l-23, dispatch.

848
00:53:19,196 --> 00:53:20,368
FEMALE DISPATCHER ON RADIO:
Come in, 1-23.

849
00:53:20,464 --> 00:53:21,568
HART: What can I say?

850
00:53:21,665 --> 00:53:24,373
I thought for a minute you just liked looking
at pictures of dead people.

851
00:53:24,468 --> 00:53:27,210
I need an all-state APB
on one Reginald Ledoux.

852
00:53:27,304 --> 00:53:28,874
R and I came back with info.

853
00:53:28,972 --> 00:53:31,316
All U.S. Marshals
and highway patrol, be advised.

854
00:53:31,375 --> 00:53:32,854
Detain on sight. Over.

855
00:53:32,910 --> 00:53:35,322
FEMALE DISPATCHER:
Roger that, De festive. We 'I! process that now.

856
00:53:37,047 --> 00:53:38,492
Mmm-mmm-mmm!

857
00:53:39,483 --> 00:53:45,661
And finally, we arrive at Reginald Ledoux.
Heh.

858
00:53:50,994 --> 00:53:51,938
HART: Come on, man.

859
00:53:52,029 --> 00:53:54,908
You wanna ask me, ask, God damn it.

860
00:53:55,833 --> 00:53:57,574
You ever been in a gun fight?

861
00:53:59,069 --> 00:54:00,070
No.

862
00:54:01,572 --> 00:54:04,348
Well, then how the fuck you gonna know
what I'm talking about?

863
00:54:07,177 --> 00:54:09,020
<i>COHLE: Man, that place...</i>

864
00:54:10,180 --> 00:54:11,625
<i>I never...</i>

865
00:54:12,883 --> 00:54:16,194
<i>It reminded me of my pop talking about 'Nam.</i>

866
00:54:17,688 --> 00:54:19,133
<i>And the jungle thing.</i>

867
00:54:21,225 --> 00:54:24,365
Look, me talking about
what happened back then,

868
00:54:24,762 --> 00:54:27,038
that ain't gonna do you any good now.

869
00:54:30,434 --> 00:54:31,811
This.

870
00:54:32,035 --> 00:54:33,139
(THUMPS TABLE)

871
00:54:33,537 --> 00:54:35,414
This is what I'm talking about.

872
00:54:37,374 --> 00:54:40,617
This is what I mean
when I'm talking about time

873
00:54:41,311 --> 00:54:44,053
and death, and futility.

874
00:54:45,883 --> 00:54:47,954
There are broader ideas at work.

875
00:54:48,051 --> 00:54:52,932
Mainly, what is owed between us,
as a society, for our mutual illusions.

876
00:54:52,990 --> 00:54:56,904
Fourteen straight hours of staring at DBs,

877
00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,600
these are the things you think of.

878
00:55:00,764 --> 00:55:02,072
You ever done that?

879
00:55:04,835 --> 00:55:08,806
<i>You look in their eyes, even in</i> a <i>picture.</i>

880
00:55:08,906 --> 00:55:11,910
<i>Doesn't matter if they're dead or alive,
you can still read them.</i>

881
00:55:12,843 --> 00:55:14,288
<i>And you know what you see?</i>

882
00:55:16,747 --> 00:55:18,192
They welcomed it.

883
00:55:19,983 --> 00:55:21,326
Mmm-hmm.

884
00:55:22,085 --> 00:55:28,366
Not at first, but right there in the last instant,
it's an unmistakable relief.

885
00:55:28,625 --> 00:55:33,267
See, 'cause they were afraid
and now they saw for the very first time

886
00:55:33,931 --> 00:55:37,105
<i>how easy it was to just let go.</i>

887
00:55:38,168 --> 00:55:41,672
<i>And they saw...
tn that fast nanosecond, they saw</i>

888
00:55:42,773 --> 00:55:44,446
<i>what they were.</i>

889
00:55:44,875 --> 00:55:47,685
<i>That you, yourself, this whole, big drama,</i>

890
00:55:47,778 --> 00:55:52,386
<i>it was never anything
but a jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will.</i>

891
00:55:53,183 --> 00:55:54,787
<i>And you could just let go.</i>

892
00:55:55,452 --> 00:55:58,296
<i>Finally know that you
didn't have to hold on so tight.</i>

893
00:56:00,457 --> 00:56:02,027
To realize that

894
00:56:03,393 --> 00:56:04,804
in all your life,

895
00:56:05,295 --> 00:56:08,367
all your love, all your hale,
all your memory, all your pain,

896
00:56:08,465 --> 00:56:10,069
it was all the same thing.

897
00:56:10,834 --> 00:56:12,472
It was all the same dream,

898
00:56:12,536 --> 00:56:15,483
a dream that you had inside a locked room.

899
00:56:18,041 --> 00:56:22,854
A dream about being a person.

900
00:56:31,021 --> 00:56:32,694
<i>And like a lot m' dreams,</i>

901
00:56:38,996 --> 00:56:41,101
there's a monster at the end of it.

902
00:57:12,429 --> 00:57:14,636
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