1 00:00:05,885 --> 00:00:07,886 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:07,887 --> 00:00:08,987 Today's Bulletin... 3 00:00:09,180 --> 00:00:10,480 it's kind of going viral. 4 00:00:10,515 --> 00:00:12,382 RANDALL: Well, viral how? 5 00:00:12,416 --> 00:00:13,950 (GARBLED SPEECH) 6 00:00:13,985 --> 00:00:15,685 I'm doing this for William Hill. 7 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:18,388 Because you all were his family, 8 00:00:18,422 --> 00:00:20,590 which means you're my family, too. 9 00:00:20,625 --> 00:00:22,792 It's twins, Kevin. 10 00:00:22,827 --> 00:00:25,195 I'm all in, Madison. 11 00:00:25,229 --> 00:00:27,297 Whatever you need, I am all in. 12 00:00:27,331 --> 00:00:29,032 I think I just got the part. 13 00:00:29,066 --> 00:00:30,844 I mean, pending a-a good meeting with the director. 14 00:00:30,868 --> 00:00:33,303 (LAUGHING): I-I got the part. 15 00:00:33,337 --> 00:00:34,748 KATE: Um, my talk with Ellie today 16 00:00:34,772 --> 00:00:36,172 brought up some stuff for me. 17 00:00:36,207 --> 00:00:39,809 When I was 18, I was in 18 00:00:39,844 --> 00:00:42,646 a really, really bad relationship. 19 00:00:42,680 --> 00:00:44,781 And when it ended... 20 00:00:57,728 --> 00:01:02,766 So you're telling me, that this boyfriend of yours... 21 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:05,101 Got me pregnant, yeah. 22 00:01:06,504 --> 00:01:09,906 And I was nowhere near ready to be a mom. 23 00:01:09,941 --> 00:01:12,275 And I could not... 24 00:01:12,310 --> 00:01:16,513 Ooh, I could not be tied to that guy for the rest of my life. 25 00:01:16,547 --> 00:01:18,815 You know, so... 26 00:01:18,850 --> 00:01:21,251 I had an abortion. 27 00:01:23,721 --> 00:01:26,056 And it was, I mean, the toughest decision 28 00:01:26,090 --> 00:01:28,158 I've ever made in my life. 29 00:01:28,192 --> 00:01:31,227 But I don't regret it. 30 00:01:31,262 --> 00:01:36,900 But I made it alone, and you know, I've lived with it alone. 31 00:01:38,135 --> 00:01:40,637 Wait. What are your eyes doing? Are you judging me? 32 00:01:40,671 --> 00:01:42,806 No. 33 00:01:42,840 --> 00:01:45,709 No, of course not. 34 00:01:47,345 --> 00:01:51,214 I'm just trying to wrap my head around the... 35 00:01:52,383 --> 00:01:55,452 Uh, why did it take you so long to tell me this? 36 00:01:56,387 --> 00:01:58,355 Well, it's not exactly something 37 00:01:58,389 --> 00:02:01,358 that comes up naturally in a conversation. 38 00:02:01,392 --> 00:02:03,493 Actually, it is. 39 00:02:05,296 --> 00:02:07,931 It took us two years to have Jack. 40 00:02:07,965 --> 00:02:12,268 That's two years of talking about pregnancy all the time. 41 00:02:12,303 --> 00:02:15,305 Toby, you don't understand. 42 00:02:15,339 --> 00:02:17,340 I was 18 years old, 43 00:02:17,375 --> 00:02:21,011 and that decision was wrapped up in the darkest, 44 00:02:21,045 --> 00:02:26,349 lowest, most painful... time of my life. 45 00:02:26,384 --> 00:02:29,185 It was, like, the most painful relationship of my life. 46 00:02:29,220 --> 00:02:32,022 And all I wanted to do, I wanted to lock it up, 47 00:02:32,056 --> 00:02:33,934 you know, and I didn't want to think about it. 48 00:02:33,958 --> 00:02:36,926 I didn't want to think about him. 49 00:02:36,961 --> 00:02:40,730 He was so cruel... to me. 50 00:02:42,700 --> 00:02:45,402 I would like you to tell me his name, 51 00:02:45,436 --> 00:02:48,505 and then, I would like to find him, 52 00:02:48,539 --> 00:02:50,640 and I would like to kill him. 53 00:02:50,675 --> 00:02:52,308 - Babe. - I want to kill him. 54 00:02:52,343 --> 00:02:53,676 (LAUGHING): You're... 55 00:02:53,711 --> 00:02:55,712 Thank you. That's very sweet. 56 00:02:55,746 --> 00:02:57,313 You know what? 57 00:02:57,348 --> 00:02:58,959 He's in the past, it's all in the past. 58 00:02:58,983 --> 00:03:01,718 - It's... - Is it, though? If it was 59 00:03:01,752 --> 00:03:04,587 truly in the past, then why would it take you four years 60 00:03:04,622 --> 00:03:07,090 to tell me about it? 61 00:03:15,099 --> 00:03:17,534 (TOBY EXHALES) 62 00:03:33,818 --> 00:03:35,952 ♪ 63 00:03:40,191 --> 00:03:44,094 Look at that. Changing table is built. 64 00:03:44,128 --> 00:03:45,962 The bunny tapestry is hung. I'm telling you. 65 00:03:45,997 --> 00:03:49,232 Natasha is going to plotz when she sees our nursery. 66 00:03:49,266 --> 00:03:51,668 You are obsessed with impressing this nanny. 67 00:03:51,702 --> 00:03:53,981 I thought we were interviewing her, not the other way around. 68 00:03:54,005 --> 00:03:55,738 Yeah, no, babe, you don't understand. 69 00:03:55,773 --> 00:03:57,851 Natasha is, like, um... She's, like, nanny royalty. 70 00:03:57,875 --> 00:04:00,944 Okay? Timberlake said that he and Jess... 71 00:04:00,978 --> 00:04:03,213 they wept when she left to go to another family. 72 00:04:03,247 --> 00:04:05,648 Now that's what my family deserves, does it not? 73 00:04:05,683 --> 00:04:07,350 A nanny that makes Timberlake weep? 74 00:04:07,385 --> 00:04:09,519 - (PHONE VIBRATING) - Like a little baby. 75 00:04:09,553 --> 00:04:11,855 Yeah, what's up? 76 00:04:14,158 --> 00:04:16,693 Yeah, okay. 77 00:04:16,727 --> 00:04:18,628 No. Hold on, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. 78 00:04:18,662 --> 00:04:20,096 That is not what I committed to. 79 00:04:20,131 --> 00:04:21,731 Then I'm out. 80 00:04:21,766 --> 00:04:24,501 Yeah, you know why. 81 00:04:24,535 --> 00:04:26,503 I'm not having this conversation. 82 00:04:26,537 --> 00:04:28,671 Goodbye. 83 00:04:33,310 --> 00:04:35,812 Read about these, uh... What were they? 84 00:04:35,846 --> 00:04:38,882 These, uh... these, uh... these baby monitor socks 85 00:04:38,916 --> 00:04:40,817 - that they have. They... - Kevin. 86 00:04:40,851 --> 00:04:42,496 What the hell just happened on the phone? 87 00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:46,689 Uh, th-that was, uh, just my agent. 88 00:04:46,724 --> 00:04:48,558 They, uh, they're moving 89 00:04:48,592 --> 00:04:51,127 the filming of the movie to Vancouver, 'cause it's safer. 90 00:04:51,162 --> 00:04:53,129 I guess there's less COVID, so... 91 00:04:53,164 --> 00:04:55,131 And that's bad because...? 92 00:04:55,166 --> 00:04:57,767 Because it's two weeks of filming, right? 93 00:04:57,802 --> 00:04:59,736 Plus, two weeks quarantine, 94 00:04:59,770 --> 00:05:02,272 which means I'd have to leave L.A. tomorrow. 95 00:05:03,240 --> 00:05:04,841 Oh. 96 00:05:04,875 --> 00:05:08,111 Yeah, so, I-I, you know, I can't do it. 97 00:05:12,016 --> 00:05:13,950 Wait. Put that down. 98 00:05:13,984 --> 00:05:15,585 Let's do the math for a second. 99 00:05:15,619 --> 00:05:18,254 Four weeks away puts you back here... 100 00:05:18,289 --> 00:05:21,691 a solid five weeks before the babies are due. 101 00:05:25,262 --> 00:05:28,131 You have worked so hard on this movie. 102 00:05:28,165 --> 00:05:32,168 You have put up with so much crap from that director. 103 00:05:32,203 --> 00:05:34,737 This can't all be for nothing. 104 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:38,741 I don't know. I don't know. 105 00:05:45,816 --> 00:05:48,017 Go on and pack. 106 00:05:49,920 --> 00:05:52,121 Yeah. 107 00:06:01,098 --> 00:06:04,634 No, Mom, I didn't realize the camera was still on. 108 00:06:04,668 --> 00:06:06,813 - (LIZZO'S "JUICE" PLAYING) - I can give Miguel my abs routine. 109 00:06:06,837 --> 00:06:08,938 - ♪ Got to blame it on the Goose ♪ - Oh, my. 110 00:06:08,973 --> 00:06:10,984 - ♪ Got to blame it on my juice, baby... ♪ - Oh, boy. 111 00:06:11,008 --> 00:06:14,844 Uh, I'm at the office now, Ma. Uh, love you. 112 00:06:14,879 --> 00:06:16,957 - ♪ I'm the pudding in the proof... ♪ - Morning, boss. 113 00:06:16,981 --> 00:06:18,948 - (MUSIC STOPS) - (LAUGHTER, APPLAUSE) 114 00:06:18,983 --> 00:06:20,817 All right, Jae-won. 115 00:06:20,851 --> 00:06:23,253 You can put your tiny pecs back on now. 116 00:06:23,287 --> 00:06:25,021 (LAUGHTER) 117 00:06:26,891 --> 00:06:28,992 Uh, there's something I need to show you. 118 00:06:29,026 --> 00:06:31,204 I don't know if I would have said that while closing a door, 119 00:06:31,228 --> 00:06:32,862 wearing a naked-man shirt. 120 00:06:32,897 --> 00:06:35,198 Yeah. Uh, you know the, um... 121 00:06:35,232 --> 00:06:37,634 the form we set up on our website for cons... 122 00:06:37,668 --> 00:06:40,103 for, uh, constituents to reach out? 123 00:06:40,137 --> 00:06:41,638 (GROANS) 124 00:06:41,672 --> 00:06:43,106 Aah. Uh, watch the hair. 125 00:06:43,140 --> 00:06:45,141 - Yeah. - (SIGHS) 126 00:06:45,176 --> 00:06:46,843 - Thank you. - Yeah. 127 00:06:46,877 --> 00:06:49,178 The, um... the form on our website 128 00:06:49,213 --> 00:06:50,780 for constituents to reach out. 129 00:06:50,814 --> 00:06:52,615 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 130 00:06:52,650 --> 00:06:54,150 This came in. 131 00:07:00,024 --> 00:07:01,858 You want privacy? 132 00:07:01,892 --> 00:07:03,993 I'll give you privacy. 133 00:07:05,462 --> 00:07:07,597 (DOOR OPENS) 134 00:07:07,631 --> 00:07:09,899 (DOOR CLOSES) 135 00:07:09,934 --> 00:07:12,035 (TURNS PAGE) 136 00:07:18,966 --> 00:07:22,343 - (KNOCKING, DOOR OPENS) - Kate Pearson? 137 00:07:22,344 --> 00:07:24,445 - (DOOR CLOSES) - I'm Dr. Wolfe. 138 00:07:24,479 --> 00:07:26,013 I'm one of the clinicians here. 139 00:07:26,047 --> 00:07:27,982 - Hi. - Hi. 140 00:07:28,016 --> 00:07:30,818 So, let me tell you how this is gonna go. 141 00:07:30,852 --> 00:07:32,386 Uh, by Pennsylvania law, 142 00:07:32,420 --> 00:07:34,321 I'm required to ask you this list of questions 143 00:07:34,356 --> 00:07:36,023 before we can proceed any further. 144 00:07:36,057 --> 00:07:38,592 - Okay. - Okay. 145 00:07:38,627 --> 00:07:40,694 Are you absolutely sure 146 00:07:40,729 --> 00:07:43,264 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy? 147 00:07:43,298 --> 00:07:45,399 Yes. 148 00:07:45,433 --> 00:07:48,269 Can you tell me what led to your decision? 149 00:07:49,604 --> 00:07:51,805 Um... I'm 18, 150 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:54,275 and I'm not with the guy anymore, so... 151 00:07:55,310 --> 00:07:58,078 Are you taking any medications or other drugs? 152 00:07:59,181 --> 00:08:02,449 Kate? 153 00:08:03,885 --> 00:08:05,853 Um, so where do they actually do it? 154 00:08:05,887 --> 00:08:07,655 Will it be in here? 155 00:08:07,689 --> 00:08:10,424 No. The procedure would happen in the room next door. 156 00:08:10,458 --> 00:08:13,694 And that happens today, right? 157 00:08:13,728 --> 00:08:15,963 Mm. No, honey. We're legally required 158 00:08:15,997 --> 00:08:18,632 to wait 24 hours after meeting the patient 159 00:08:18,667 --> 00:08:20,634 and giving the questions and information. 160 00:08:20,669 --> 00:08:24,271 (FADING): If after 24 hours, you feel you want the procedure... 161 00:08:26,608 --> 00:08:29,109 - Babe? - Hi. 162 00:08:30,445 --> 00:08:31,979 Where's Jackie? 163 00:08:32,013 --> 00:08:34,281 Ugh. Conked out in his sleep chair. 164 00:08:34,316 --> 00:08:35,749 - Yeah? - Yeah. 165 00:08:35,784 --> 00:08:37,751 You look pretty tired yourself. 166 00:08:39,354 --> 00:08:42,723 Well, that's because I spent the entire night 167 00:08:42,757 --> 00:08:46,226 cyber-stalking my awful ex-boyfriend Marc. 168 00:08:46,261 --> 00:08:48,929 I don't know. I just... 169 00:08:48,964 --> 00:08:51,598 I just felt like... 170 00:08:51,633 --> 00:08:53,133 I don't know... you were right. 171 00:08:53,168 --> 00:08:54,979 Right, like, I was clearly not past the past. 172 00:08:55,003 --> 00:08:58,505 And that's why I took out my laptop, I went for a dive, 173 00:08:58,540 --> 00:09:01,809 and I found out that he's in San Diego. 174 00:09:01,843 --> 00:09:03,544 So I was thinking. 175 00:09:03,578 --> 00:09:05,846 I don't know what I'm gonna say or what I'm gonna do, 176 00:09:05,880 --> 00:09:07,715 but I-I feel like I have to see him. 177 00:09:08,650 --> 00:09:11,352 I was hoping you would come with. 178 00:09:11,386 --> 00:09:15,356 I know it's a lot to ask, but I could really use your support. 179 00:09:16,758 --> 00:09:19,927 Are you sure you can handle seeing him again? 180 00:09:19,961 --> 00:09:22,229 Yeah. 181 00:09:23,131 --> 00:09:25,099 Okay. I'm in. 182 00:09:25,133 --> 00:09:28,168 - Okay. - Okay. 183 00:09:28,203 --> 00:09:29,636 (PHONE RINGING) 184 00:09:29,671 --> 00:09:31,071 (DROPS KEYS) 185 00:09:39,547 --> 00:09:41,425 REBECCA (ON MACHINE): Hi. You've reached the Pearsons. 186 00:09:41,449 --> 00:09:43,484 - Leave us a message. - (BEEP) 187 00:09:43,518 --> 00:09:44,985 REBECCA: Hey, sweetheart. It's me. 188 00:09:45,020 --> 00:09:46,987 Just calling to check in. 189 00:09:47,022 --> 00:09:50,858 Um... Kevin did really great at his showcase last night. 190 00:09:50,892 --> 00:09:54,261 And then he tried to set me up with his acting teacher. 191 00:09:54,296 --> 00:09:56,530 (REBECCA CHUCKLES) 192 00:09:56,564 --> 00:09:59,166 Is everything okay? 193 00:09:59,200 --> 00:10:01,602 I thought you said you'd be home. 194 00:10:01,636 --> 00:10:04,304 Well, I'm at Kevin's if you need me, all right? 195 00:10:04,339 --> 00:10:06,273 I love you. Bye, Bug. 196 00:10:06,308 --> 00:10:08,442 (DIAL TONE) 197 00:10:11,279 --> 00:10:13,414 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 198 00:10:14,516 --> 00:10:18,051 (LAUGHTER, INDISTINCT CHATTER) 199 00:10:18,086 --> 00:10:19,520 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 200 00:10:19,554 --> 00:10:22,322 This is so lovely. 201 00:10:22,357 --> 00:10:24,258 Are we celebrating something? 202 00:10:24,292 --> 00:10:26,460 - SOPHIE: Kevin's got great news. - KEVIN: Mm-hmm. 203 00:10:26,494 --> 00:10:28,634 - REBECCA: Oh. - I got a call from a talent manager. 204 00:10:28,663 --> 00:10:30,474 - (GASPS) - She was at my showcase last night. 205 00:10:30,498 --> 00:10:33,801 And she said that I have the right look for TV. 206 00:10:33,835 --> 00:10:35,569 Oh, so, she's more of a looks manager. 207 00:10:35,637 --> 00:10:39,139 - Okay, let him talk. - That's great, sweetheart. 208 00:10:39,174 --> 00:10:41,308 And she says it's pilot season, 209 00:10:41,343 --> 00:10:43,110 and she wants me to go to L.A. 210 00:10:43,144 --> 00:10:44,955 for a few months so she can send me on auditions. 211 00:10:44,979 --> 00:10:46,780 - L.A.? - Uh-huh. 212 00:10:46,815 --> 00:10:49,516 (SCOFFS) But you just got to New York. 213 00:10:49,551 --> 00:10:50,951 Yeah. 214 00:10:51,853 --> 00:10:54,488 Well, what about you? Will you be going with him? 215 00:10:54,522 --> 00:10:56,356 Oh, um, I have school, so... 216 00:10:56,391 --> 00:10:57,891 Yeah, and I'll be back 217 00:10:57,926 --> 00:10:59,826 - before she can even miss me. - SOPHIE: Yeah. 218 00:11:00,295 --> 00:11:01,662 Mm. 219 00:11:04,366 --> 00:11:05,599 To Kevin. 220 00:11:05,633 --> 00:11:07,768 - To your career. - (SOPHIE CHUCKLES) 221 00:11:07,802 --> 00:11:09,837 - KEVIN: Thanks, Mom. - BETH: To your career. 222 00:11:09,871 --> 00:11:12,072 - To your career. - To my career. (CHUCKLES) 223 00:11:12,107 --> 00:11:13,774 And because of my profession, 224 00:11:13,808 --> 00:11:15,219 I get tested multiple times a week. 225 00:11:15,243 --> 00:11:17,010 I quarantine strictly. 226 00:11:17,045 --> 00:11:20,447 I'm basically the loneliest, safest person on the planet. 227 00:11:20,482 --> 00:11:21,592 - (ALL LAUGH) - KEVIN: You're funny. 228 00:11:21,616 --> 00:11:23,517 That's funny. She is funny, 229 00:11:23,551 --> 00:11:25,419 - right? - She is. (CHUCKLES) 230 00:11:25,453 --> 00:11:27,421 Um, and do you know CPR? 231 00:11:27,455 --> 00:11:29,189 NATASHA: And pediatric first aid. 232 00:11:29,224 --> 00:11:31,035 - Recertified every year. - MADISON: That is 233 00:11:31,059 --> 00:11:33,227 - so reassuring, I can't tell you. - Unbelievable. 234 00:11:33,261 --> 00:11:34,372 And you're good with extended travel, 235 00:11:34,396 --> 00:11:36,029 right? Because nowadays, 236 00:11:36,064 --> 00:11:37,608 you never know where these movies are gonna shoot. 237 00:11:37,632 --> 00:11:39,399 - So... - My passport's always up-to-date. 238 00:11:39,434 --> 00:11:41,178 Oh, that's great. That's great, because we want someone 239 00:11:41,202 --> 00:11:42,847 who travels with us to keep things consistent for the twins. 240 00:11:42,871 --> 00:11:44,248 - NATASHA: Mm-hmm. - MADISON: I mean, 241 00:11:44,272 --> 00:11:46,173 sure, there'll be occasional travel, 242 00:11:46,207 --> 00:11:49,009 but most of the time, we'll be here in L.A. 243 00:11:49,043 --> 00:11:50,277 KEVIN: Mm. 244 00:11:50,311 --> 00:11:51,778 Yeah. I mean, that's the hope. 245 00:11:51,813 --> 00:11:53,680 Yeah, you hope for that, but, you know, 246 00:11:53,715 --> 00:11:55,249 as we just found out, these movies, 247 00:11:55,283 --> 00:11:57,417 they'll shoot 'em anywhere, so... 248 00:11:58,686 --> 00:12:01,372 I've gone all over the world with my families. 249 00:12:01,373 --> 00:12:02,415 KEVIN: Mm. 250 00:12:02,416 --> 00:12:03,457 I know how to help them adjust 251 00:12:03,458 --> 00:12:05,125 to constantly changing locations. 252 00:12:05,160 --> 00:12:08,128 Starting new schools, you know, making new friends. 253 00:12:10,031 --> 00:12:11,532 BETH: Hey. 254 00:12:11,566 --> 00:12:14,068 You're home early. 255 00:12:16,238 --> 00:12:18,205 What's wrong? 256 00:12:22,043 --> 00:12:24,211 So, a man named Hai Lang 257 00:12:24,246 --> 00:12:26,610 submitted a city complaint form on the website. 258 00:12:26,634 --> 00:12:27,815 Mm-hmm. 259 00:12:27,816 --> 00:12:30,885 He used it as a way to get in touch with me personally. 260 00:12:30,919 --> 00:12:33,854 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans. 261 00:12:33,889 --> 00:12:36,857 "I recognized the name William Hill from a video 262 00:12:36,892 --> 00:12:39,860 "I saw of you on the Internet. 263 00:12:39,895 --> 00:12:43,764 Not 100% certain, but I believe I knew your mother, Laurel." 264 00:12:43,799 --> 00:12:46,567 - What? - "We were close friends. 265 00:12:46,601 --> 00:12:51,005 I was by her side when she died in May of 2015." 266 00:12:53,275 --> 00:12:55,052 Doesn't exactly jive with the whole "she died 267 00:12:55,076 --> 00:12:56,443 after I was born" story, huh? 268 00:12:56,478 --> 00:12:58,122 - Randall, what the hell? - I don't know. 269 00:12:58,146 --> 00:12:59,947 - I'm gonna go, um... - Wait. 270 00:13:00,849 --> 00:13:02,182 Oh, my God. 271 00:13:02,217 --> 00:13:05,152 He sent a picture. 272 00:13:06,354 --> 00:13:08,656 Randall, is this her? 273 00:13:08,690 --> 00:13:11,292 How would I know, Beth? 274 00:13:11,326 --> 00:13:13,861 I've never seen the woman before. 275 00:13:29,767 --> 00:13:31,768 (SIGHS) 276 00:13:31,802 --> 00:13:33,770 (SNIFFLES) 277 00:13:47,084 --> 00:13:48,685 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 278 00:13:48,719 --> 00:13:52,121 - Hey. - Hey. 279 00:13:52,156 --> 00:13:53,967 I was thinking about bringing in Monk's for dinner. 280 00:13:53,991 --> 00:13:56,259 Been craving those crab legs. 281 00:13:56,293 --> 00:13:58,494 I will see you in a bit. 282 00:13:59,430 --> 00:14:01,531 Did you really just peck and go? 283 00:14:01,565 --> 00:14:02,832 Uh, Randall, 284 00:14:02,867 --> 00:14:04,534 this is not a peck and go situation. 285 00:14:04,568 --> 00:14:06,669 Okay? We need to talk about this. 286 00:14:06,704 --> 00:14:09,739 I was wondering for 36 years. 287 00:14:09,773 --> 00:14:11,708 I got my answers. 288 00:14:11,742 --> 00:14:13,910 I'm not going down this road. 289 00:14:14,845 --> 00:14:17,413 I understand that. But why? 290 00:14:17,448 --> 00:14:19,115 - Beth, come on. - Okay, Randall... 291 00:14:19,149 --> 00:14:21,284 'Cause it would mean he lied to me. 292 00:14:25,289 --> 00:14:27,023 How did you meet my mother? 293 00:14:27,925 --> 00:14:31,094 On a bus, of all places. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 294 00:14:31,128 --> 00:14:34,297 My God, she was so beautiful. 295 00:14:34,331 --> 00:14:37,133 I got to tell you something. One look at that face, 296 00:14:37,167 --> 00:14:41,104 and my world spun on every axis. 297 00:14:41,138 --> 00:14:43,640 Fallen as we were back then, 298 00:14:43,674 --> 00:14:47,176 when she found out about you, she was so excited. 299 00:14:47,211 --> 00:14:50,346 I'd never seen a woman so determined to get clean, 300 00:14:50,381 --> 00:14:51,881 to stay clean, 301 00:14:51,916 --> 00:14:54,884 to do right by this baby. 302 00:14:54,919 --> 00:14:57,620 To do right by you. 303 00:14:59,123 --> 00:15:00,590 And she did. 304 00:15:00,624 --> 00:15:02,859 For nine months. 305 00:15:05,129 --> 00:15:08,297 But then, after the birth, 306 00:15:08,332 --> 00:15:11,868 the pain took hold of her like a demon. 307 00:15:12,770 --> 00:15:15,304 I lost her the next day. 308 00:15:20,077 --> 00:15:22,378 If, um... 309 00:15:22,413 --> 00:15:25,048 If she really did die just a few years ago, 310 00:15:25,082 --> 00:15:27,817 it would mean that William lied to me, Beth. 311 00:15:31,121 --> 00:15:33,556 Think you should, um... 312 00:15:33,591 --> 00:15:35,925 call your therapist on this one? 313 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:37,170 I don't need to call my therapist. 314 00:15:37,194 --> 00:15:39,362 I need... I need to go for a run. 315 00:15:44,201 --> 00:15:47,537 He needs to call his therapist. 316 00:15:52,409 --> 00:15:54,577 KEVIN: You hated her, right? 317 00:15:54,612 --> 00:15:57,213 Well, you know what? Screw her 318 00:15:57,247 --> 00:16:00,116 and that glorious Range Rover that she rode in on. 319 00:16:00,150 --> 00:16:04,754 Jet-setting all over the world with our kids and their nannies? 320 00:16:04,788 --> 00:16:08,725 That's not exactly the life I pictured for our family. 321 00:16:08,759 --> 00:16:10,727 Well, uh, you know, 322 00:16:10,761 --> 00:16:13,329 what about private jet-setting all over the world 323 00:16:13,364 --> 00:16:15,798 with our kids and their nannies? 324 00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:21,537 Okay. Look, Madison, I am lost here. 325 00:16:21,572 --> 00:16:23,673 Uh, you know, just a bit ago, 326 00:16:23,707 --> 00:16:26,209 you were pushing me out the door to go to Vancouver, right? 327 00:16:26,243 --> 00:16:30,213 And now you're upset that we're traveling for my work? 328 00:16:30,247 --> 00:16:32,215 I pushed you to go to Vancouver 329 00:16:32,249 --> 00:16:34,016 because the babies aren't here yet 330 00:16:34,051 --> 00:16:37,420 and because I know how much this movie means to you. 331 00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:42,258 And you made a commitment to a lot of people, but... 332 00:16:42,292 --> 00:16:46,696 you also made a commitment to me and these kids. 333 00:16:47,598 --> 00:16:49,665 I didn't realize that where we lived 334 00:16:49,700 --> 00:16:51,834 was as important as being a family. 335 00:16:51,869 --> 00:16:53,870 And how did you think this would work? 336 00:16:53,904 --> 00:16:57,406 Did you just assume that me and the kids 337 00:16:57,441 --> 00:17:00,042 would become your international roadies? 338 00:17:00,077 --> 00:17:03,079 No, I didn't... I wouldn't say that phrase. 339 00:17:03,113 --> 00:17:06,048 What... You know, I thought we would stick together. 340 00:17:06,083 --> 00:17:07,383 Me, too. 341 00:17:07,418 --> 00:17:09,652 In our home. 342 00:17:12,756 --> 00:17:14,857 What do you want me to do? 343 00:17:16,560 --> 00:17:18,961 What do you want me to do? Do you want me to quit acting, 344 00:17:18,996 --> 00:17:21,764 Madison? It took me 20 years to get here. 345 00:17:23,667 --> 00:17:25,868 But I'm not exactly in a position where I can dictate 346 00:17:25,903 --> 00:17:27,436 where they shoot things, okay? 347 00:17:27,471 --> 00:17:30,506 And quite frankly, I'm... 348 00:17:30,541 --> 00:17:33,676 I'm struggling to figure out 349 00:17:33,711 --> 00:17:36,579 how this is all of a sudden news to you. 350 00:17:38,449 --> 00:17:40,483 It's not. 351 00:17:41,351 --> 00:17:43,853 Look, I have been growing 352 00:17:43,887 --> 00:17:46,823 two humans inside my body, living with you 353 00:17:46,857 --> 00:17:48,591 in this bubble. I mean, I'm sorry 354 00:17:48,625 --> 00:17:49,903 if the realities of your career 355 00:17:49,927 --> 00:17:51,861 haven't exactly been top of mind. 356 00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:56,532 I'm not trying to give you a hard time, but... 357 00:17:56,567 --> 00:17:59,335 I was willing to do this on my own. 358 00:17:59,369 --> 00:18:01,671 Remember? 359 00:18:01,705 --> 00:18:03,873 I was never gonna ask you for anything, 360 00:18:03,907 --> 00:18:06,375 but you insisted on being 361 00:18:06,410 --> 00:18:08,054 a part of our lives, and now I have gone 362 00:18:08,078 --> 00:18:11,180 and fallen in love with this idea of our family. 363 00:18:19,056 --> 00:18:22,158 (KEVIN GRUNTS) 364 00:18:22,192 --> 00:18:24,660 Well, I have gone and fallen in love 365 00:18:24,695 --> 00:18:27,864 with the idea of our family, too. 366 00:18:35,529 --> 00:18:37,697 KATE: Here we are. This is where Marc works 367 00:18:37,698 --> 00:18:40,183 according to his Myspace page. 368 00:18:40,184 --> 00:18:42,018 TOBY: This guy has a Myspace page? 369 00:18:42,052 --> 00:18:46,122 Of all the things that you have told me about this guy, 370 00:18:46,157 --> 00:18:49,292 him having a Myspace page is the creepiest. 371 00:18:54,498 --> 00:18:56,733 Hey. You all right? 372 00:18:56,767 --> 00:18:58,902 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 373 00:18:58,936 --> 00:19:01,571 TOBY: Maybe I should go in with you. 374 00:19:02,506 --> 00:19:05,241 No, you don't need to go in with me. 375 00:19:09,346 --> 00:19:11,481 (SIGHS) 376 00:19:23,961 --> 00:19:25,962 Kate Pearson. 377 00:19:25,996 --> 00:19:28,531 I knew you couldn't stay away. 378 00:19:39,777 --> 00:19:43,146 Um, Marc? 379 00:19:50,876 --> 00:19:53,711 MARC: Well, it, uh, takes a little while to make a lady 380 00:19:53,712 --> 00:19:56,214 all of her favorite breakfast foods for lunch. 381 00:19:56,248 --> 00:19:57,748 We got one bagel, 382 00:19:57,783 --> 00:19:59,884 which is scooped, lightly toasted, 383 00:19:59,918 --> 00:20:01,085 butter on the side. 384 00:20:01,120 --> 00:20:02,353 And then we have 385 00:20:02,387 --> 00:20:04,789 an egg, very, very runny. 386 00:20:04,823 --> 00:20:06,624 (CHUCKLES): Which is still, to me, 387 00:20:06,658 --> 00:20:08,603 like eating an oyster from the ass of a chicken. 388 00:20:08,627 --> 00:20:10,271 (CHUCKLES) But it's the way you like it. 389 00:20:10,295 --> 00:20:11,729 I don't judge. And then we got 390 00:20:11,764 --> 00:20:13,397 one coffee, nonfat milk. 391 00:20:13,432 --> 00:20:15,143 No Sweet'N Low, though, because I didn't have any, 392 00:20:15,167 --> 00:20:17,702 and for that, I am very sorry. 393 00:20:17,736 --> 00:20:19,770 You remembered everything. 394 00:20:19,805 --> 00:20:21,906 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Course I did. 395 00:20:24,076 --> 00:20:26,510 I really did miss you. 396 00:20:31,016 --> 00:20:34,151 You're still upset about the cabin. 397 00:20:35,454 --> 00:20:37,388 I am so sorry, Kate. 398 00:20:37,422 --> 00:20:39,056 I was such a dick. 399 00:20:39,091 --> 00:20:42,460 I-I don't know. I-I don't know what happens to me. 400 00:20:42,494 --> 00:20:44,595 It's, um... 401 00:20:44,630 --> 00:20:46,998 It's like a switch flips inside me, 402 00:20:47,032 --> 00:20:49,267 um, which... That's so not an excuse. 403 00:20:49,301 --> 00:20:51,135 - Marc. - And I should've apologized to you 404 00:20:51,170 --> 00:20:53,604 the second I saw you today, but I just... 405 00:20:53,639 --> 00:20:55,473 I thought that you showing up here 406 00:20:55,507 --> 00:20:57,241 was you saying you forgive me. 407 00:20:57,276 --> 00:20:59,810 Well, that's not what I'm saying. 408 00:20:59,845 --> 00:21:01,345 I mean... 409 00:21:01,380 --> 00:21:04,282 I mean, that's not what I came here to say. 410 00:21:05,584 --> 00:21:07,985 Well, what'd you come here to say? 411 00:21:11,857 --> 00:21:13,457 (SIGHS) Okay. 412 00:21:14,326 --> 00:21:16,093 Uh-oh. This sounds heavy. 413 00:21:16,128 --> 00:21:18,329 Well, it is. 414 00:21:23,202 --> 00:21:25,870 (SIGHS DEEPLY) 415 00:21:26,772 --> 00:21:29,140 (CHUCKLES) You're annoyed now? 416 00:21:30,008 --> 00:21:32,543 Um... 417 00:21:32,578 --> 00:21:34,178 I'm just a little whiplashed, 418 00:21:34,213 --> 00:21:37,381 'cause I was, like, really, really happy to see you. 419 00:21:37,416 --> 00:21:39,750 And then now it's just like... 420 00:21:39,785 --> 00:21:41,285 ugh. 421 00:21:42,254 --> 00:21:43,988 (SIGHS) 422 00:21:45,524 --> 00:21:47,491 You know what, 423 00:21:47,526 --> 00:21:50,328 let's just chill and let's just watch some TV, huh? 424 00:21:50,362 --> 00:21:52,430 Let's just, like, be here with each other. 425 00:21:52,464 --> 00:21:54,632 Huh? 426 00:21:54,666 --> 00:21:56,534 Come on. 427 00:21:56,568 --> 00:21:58,769 (TURNS TV ON) 428 00:21:58,804 --> 00:22:00,604 (CHANNELS CHANGING) 429 00:22:00,639 --> 00:22:02,540 (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) 430 00:22:02,574 --> 00:22:04,075 Oh, wait, that's Airplane! 431 00:22:04,109 --> 00:22:06,877 (CHUCKLES) Could you actually not change it? 432 00:22:06,912 --> 00:22:08,412 We regret any inconvenience... 433 00:22:08,447 --> 00:22:10,648 Um, okay. 434 00:22:10,682 --> 00:22:13,514 This is due to periodic air pockets we encounter. 435 00:22:13,538 --> 00:22:14,752 (KATE CHUCKLING) 436 00:22:14,786 --> 00:22:16,954 There's no reason to become alarmed, 437 00:22:16,989 --> 00:22:20,224 and we hope you enjoy the rest of your flight. 438 00:22:20,259 --> 00:22:22,460 By the way, is there anyone on board 439 00:22:22,494 --> 00:22:24,295 who knows how to fly a plane? 440 00:22:24,329 --> 00:22:26,330 (PASSENGERS SCREAMING) 441 00:22:26,365 --> 00:22:28,766 (SIGHS SOFTLY) 442 00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:30,167 I need a drink. 443 00:22:30,202 --> 00:22:31,836 (CLEARS THROAT) 444 00:22:31,870 --> 00:22:33,971 (PASSENGERS SCREAMING, SHOUTING) 445 00:22:37,409 --> 00:22:39,577 (EXHALES) 446 00:22:39,611 --> 00:22:41,212 (SCREAMING) 447 00:22:41,246 --> 00:22:43,848 (REBECCA AND JACK LAUGHING) 448 00:22:48,220 --> 00:22:50,354 ♪ 449 00:22:57,796 --> 00:22:59,430 (EXHALES) 450 00:22:59,464 --> 00:23:01,432 (SMACKS LIPS) 451 00:23:01,466 --> 00:23:03,000 Hey, yo, I got, uh, the DVD 452 00:23:03,035 --> 00:23:04,635 of Michel Gondry's music videos. 453 00:23:04,670 --> 00:23:06,570 Uh... 454 00:23:11,343 --> 00:23:13,077 Can I help you? 455 00:23:15,714 --> 00:23:17,615 It's Kate. 456 00:23:18,517 --> 00:23:20,317 Pearson. 457 00:23:21,219 --> 00:23:23,287 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Wow. 458 00:23:23,322 --> 00:23:24,555 Kate Pearson. 459 00:23:24,589 --> 00:23:27,124 What are the odds? 460 00:23:27,159 --> 00:23:28,592 Do you live in SD? 461 00:23:29,561 --> 00:23:31,962 Vacationing? 462 00:23:31,997 --> 00:23:34,065 No. 463 00:23:34,099 --> 00:23:35,933 We share a friend on Facebook. 464 00:23:35,968 --> 00:23:40,938 I actually figured out where you work because I wanted to, uh... 465 00:23:41,974 --> 00:23:43,374 ...come and see you. 466 00:23:43,408 --> 00:23:45,910 Oh, okay. 467 00:23:48,213 --> 00:23:49,880 So... 468 00:23:49,915 --> 00:23:52,450 S... Um, I was just wondering if I could... 469 00:23:52,484 --> 00:23:54,752 I-I wanted to talk to you about some things. 470 00:23:54,786 --> 00:23:56,020 MANAGER: Marc! 471 00:23:57,255 --> 00:23:58,989 Now. 472 00:24:00,659 --> 00:24:03,260 (GRUNTS) Hang tight. Be right back. 473 00:24:03,295 --> 00:24:05,162 MANAGER: Three smoke breaks in one hour? 474 00:24:05,197 --> 00:24:06,931 - Really? - I'm sorry, man. 475 00:24:06,965 --> 00:24:08,599 MANAGER: We've talked about this. 476 00:24:08,633 --> 00:24:10,445 If you're gonna work here, you got to work here. 477 00:24:10,469 --> 00:24:12,870 - Yeah. - You got five minutes. 478 00:24:12,904 --> 00:24:14,105 (SNIFFS) 479 00:24:14,139 --> 00:24:16,273 It's not a long-term job. (INHALES) 480 00:24:16,308 --> 00:24:17,808 I got this band I've been managing 481 00:24:17,843 --> 00:24:20,044 and we're getting a residency at this club, 482 00:24:20,078 --> 00:24:21,846 so... 483 00:24:24,383 --> 00:24:27,184 Okay, can I ask you a question? 484 00:24:28,086 --> 00:24:30,721 Okay. Sure. 485 00:24:34,059 --> 00:24:35,893 What do you remember about our relationship? 486 00:24:35,927 --> 00:24:37,587 Like, when you look back on it, I mean. 487 00:24:38,230 --> 00:24:40,264 Really? (CHUCKLES) 488 00:24:40,298 --> 00:24:42,266 That's why you're here? 489 00:24:42,300 --> 00:24:45,169 To rehash our six-month relationship from... 490 00:24:45,203 --> 00:24:47,638 20 years ago? 491 00:24:47,672 --> 00:24:48,756 (SCOFFS) 492 00:24:48,757 --> 00:24:50,274 You know what, forget it. 493 00:24:50,308 --> 00:24:52,743 Forget about it. Goodbye, Marc. 494 00:24:52,778 --> 00:24:54,411 Sorry. Uh, hold on. 495 00:24:54,446 --> 00:24:55,813 Sorry. I'm sorry. 496 00:24:58,016 --> 00:25:01,619 When I look back on it, I think... 497 00:25:02,454 --> 00:25:04,588 ...we were in love? 498 00:25:04,623 --> 00:25:06,023 Um... 499 00:25:06,058 --> 00:25:08,058 I mean, you had great taste in music. 500 00:25:08,093 --> 00:25:09,493 And... 501 00:25:10,395 --> 00:25:12,496 ...you were broken, you know, 502 00:25:12,531 --> 00:25:14,231 in all the right places. 503 00:25:15,133 --> 00:25:18,702 And, yeah, things got intense at times, but, like, 504 00:25:18,737 --> 00:25:21,572 we were kids. 505 00:25:22,474 --> 00:25:24,208 No. 506 00:25:24,242 --> 00:25:25,809 I was a kid. 507 00:25:25,844 --> 00:25:28,245 You were a 24-year-old man. 508 00:25:28,280 --> 00:25:31,582 And I wasn't broken. I was grieving. 509 00:25:31,616 --> 00:25:33,617 My dad just died. 510 00:25:33,652 --> 00:25:35,719 And I was destroyed 511 00:25:35,754 --> 00:25:38,122 and so vulnerable and you knew it. 512 00:25:38,156 --> 00:25:40,224 You liked it. 513 00:25:40,258 --> 00:25:41,502 - (CHUCKLES): Okay... - W... No, no, no. 514 00:25:41,526 --> 00:25:43,394 I'm not finished. 515 00:25:44,262 --> 00:25:46,096 (SCOFFS) 516 00:25:46,131 --> 00:25:48,532 What you did to me... 517 00:25:49,835 --> 00:25:52,836 ...how you held my self-esteem in your hand 518 00:25:52,871 --> 00:25:55,940 and then you decided to crush it, 519 00:25:55,974 --> 00:25:58,409 God, that damaged me, Marc. 520 00:25:58,443 --> 00:26:00,244 For years, 521 00:26:00,278 --> 00:26:02,179 I swallowed my dreams, 522 00:26:02,214 --> 00:26:04,181 my feelings... 523 00:26:04,216 --> 00:26:06,350 and a lot of food. 524 00:26:06,384 --> 00:26:08,352 No, no, look at me. 525 00:26:08,386 --> 00:26:09,887 Look at me. 526 00:26:09,921 --> 00:26:12,189 You need to get this. 527 00:26:12,224 --> 00:26:15,593 The time that it took for me to heal from you 528 00:26:15,627 --> 00:26:18,162 stole years of my life. 529 00:26:18,196 --> 00:26:19,530 And I can't get them back. 530 00:26:21,099 --> 00:26:23,267 (CHUCKLES) Took me a while, 531 00:26:23,301 --> 00:26:25,002 yeah, but I, um... 532 00:26:25,036 --> 00:26:27,271 I found someone who... 533 00:26:27,305 --> 00:26:30,507 loves me the way that I deserve to be loved. 534 00:26:30,542 --> 00:26:32,843 I have a beautiful son 535 00:26:32,878 --> 00:26:34,845 and an incredible husband, 536 00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,480 who's actually in that car 537 00:26:36,515 --> 00:26:38,315 and who was just, like, seconds away 538 00:26:38,350 --> 00:26:42,519 from wanting to just pulverize you with his bare hands. 539 00:26:44,623 --> 00:26:47,992 I'm not broken. You're the one that's broken, Marc. 540 00:26:48,927 --> 00:26:51,395 You're the disease. 541 00:26:52,430 --> 00:26:56,267 And I'm not carrying it a moment longer. 542 00:26:56,301 --> 00:26:58,135 So... 543 00:26:58,170 --> 00:27:01,138 I give it back to you. 544 00:27:01,173 --> 00:27:03,474 Good luck with it, Marc. 545 00:27:15,741 --> 00:27:17,686 WOMAN (ON TV): Sally, I took this man home with me, 546 00:27:17,710 --> 00:27:21,287 and my parents asked me, "What cave did you pull this out of?" 547 00:27:21,288 --> 00:27:22,889 (LAUGHTER) 548 00:27:22,923 --> 00:27:24,357 Kate. 549 00:27:32,166 --> 00:27:34,534 It's gonna be fine. 550 00:27:34,568 --> 00:27:37,670 I'm gonna put this sheet over your knees. 551 00:27:41,851 --> 00:27:43,684 Remember to breath, honey. 552 00:27:47,548 --> 00:27:50,216 ♪ 553 00:28:09,703 --> 00:28:13,005 Ah! God, I feel good. 554 00:28:15,209 --> 00:28:17,844 You know, he looked so small to me. 555 00:28:17,878 --> 00:28:21,514 In his stupid-ass T-shirt and just all... 556 00:28:21,548 --> 00:28:25,117 talking about his empty dreams. It's like a joke. 557 00:28:25,152 --> 00:28:27,019 (SIGHS) I just cannot believe 558 00:28:27,054 --> 00:28:29,322 I let him have that much power over me. 559 00:28:29,356 --> 00:28:31,057 Hmm. I'm proud of you, babe. 560 00:28:31,091 --> 00:28:33,392 - You did good. - Thank you. 561 00:28:40,334 --> 00:28:43,102 I wanted to tell you about it. 562 00:28:43,137 --> 00:28:47,573 About all of it, about Marc, so many times, 563 00:28:47,608 --> 00:28:50,409 but... 564 00:28:50,444 --> 00:28:53,412 I didn't want you to-to look at me like a victim. 565 00:28:53,447 --> 00:28:55,514 Oh, Kate, come on. 566 00:28:55,549 --> 00:28:59,452 No. And today, you... you just sat patiently in the car 567 00:28:59,486 --> 00:29:02,455 when I know that you wanted to rip out his jugular, 568 00:29:02,489 --> 00:29:05,892 and you let me be my own white knight. 569 00:29:05,926 --> 00:29:09,795 And... you never looked at me 570 00:29:09,830 --> 00:29:13,532 like I was a victim. Ever. 571 00:29:13,567 --> 00:29:15,935 And I could have just told you everything from day one. 572 00:29:17,905 --> 00:29:19,538 Day one would have been a lot, 573 00:29:19,573 --> 00:29:21,874 - but... - Okay. 574 00:29:21,909 --> 00:29:24,644 - (TOBY LAUGHS) - I know. 575 00:29:24,678 --> 00:29:26,412 VANCE: So, what would this mean to you 576 00:29:26,446 --> 00:29:29,415 if this Hai person was actually telling the truth? 577 00:29:29,449 --> 00:29:32,752 Beyond William's betrayal, I mean. 578 00:29:32,786 --> 00:29:35,388 Beyond William's? 579 00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:43,429 You know, I put a... an ad in the paper 580 00:29:43,463 --> 00:29:45,965 looking for my mom when I was 16? 581 00:29:45,999 --> 00:29:48,534 Some scam artist showed up at the park. 582 00:29:48,569 --> 00:29:50,703 She wanted money. 583 00:29:50,737 --> 00:29:52,505 That must have hurt. 584 00:29:52,539 --> 00:29:55,908 So much so that I stopped looking 585 00:29:55,943 --> 00:29:58,945 for another 20 years. 586 00:30:02,082 --> 00:30:06,752 She had 35 years to find me, and she never even looked for me. 587 00:30:06,787 --> 00:30:09,055 You don't know if that's what happened. 588 00:30:09,089 --> 00:30:10,623 I... (SIGHS) 589 00:30:10,657 --> 00:30:12,491 Let's look at it this way. 590 00:30:14,127 --> 00:30:16,595 At nine years old, you were curling your tongue 591 00:30:16,630 --> 00:30:19,098 at Black folks in supermarkets. 592 00:30:19,132 --> 00:30:21,600 At 16, you put ads in the paper. 593 00:30:21,635 --> 00:30:25,204 And at 35, you hired a P.I. 594 00:30:25,239 --> 00:30:27,173 Your whole life, 595 00:30:27,207 --> 00:30:29,408 your instincts have been telling you 596 00:30:29,443 --> 00:30:32,011 you need to know your history. 597 00:30:32,045 --> 00:30:36,082 Why do you think you needed that? 598 00:30:36,116 --> 00:30:38,117 To know where I came from. 599 00:30:38,151 --> 00:30:40,886 To... to know who I was. 600 00:30:40,921 --> 00:30:43,990 I don't know, to... 601 00:30:44,024 --> 00:30:47,927 to feel connected or rooted 602 00:30:47,961 --> 00:30:50,696 to something bigger than myself. 603 00:30:50,731 --> 00:30:54,100 Did knowing William help you do that? 604 00:30:55,869 --> 00:30:57,903 In a lot of ways it did. 605 00:30:57,938 --> 00:31:02,241 Is there a chance that knowing Laurel's story 606 00:31:02,276 --> 00:31:04,377 could help you, too? 607 00:31:04,411 --> 00:31:06,612 You're already in the journey, Randall. 608 00:31:06,647 --> 00:31:10,282 Why not be in in it? 609 00:31:14,421 --> 00:31:15,788 (SIGHS) 610 00:31:15,822 --> 00:31:19,058 Um, I made you a little to-go breakfast. 611 00:31:19,092 --> 00:31:21,293 This is so nice. You didn't have to do that. 612 00:31:21,328 --> 00:31:22,595 This-this... 613 00:31:23,830 --> 00:31:25,931 Thank you. Thank you. 614 00:31:25,966 --> 00:31:30,469 You know, the car's gonna be here... any second. 615 00:31:30,504 --> 00:31:32,605 Yeah, I just... I'm... 616 00:31:35,242 --> 00:31:39,011 I know I'm leaving at the worst possible time. 617 00:31:39,046 --> 00:31:41,447 But when I come back, 618 00:31:41,481 --> 00:31:44,517 it will be with a heart that is committed... 619 00:31:44,551 --> 00:31:47,787 Kevin. I am deeply aware 620 00:31:47,821 --> 00:31:51,057 that you come from a family of great speech-givers. 621 00:31:52,559 --> 00:31:57,163 I think you should use this time away to be real with yourself. 622 00:31:57,197 --> 00:32:01,000 To figure out how this relationship and family 623 00:32:01,034 --> 00:32:04,537 is actually gonna work, and how these babies and I 624 00:32:04,571 --> 00:32:07,740 are actually gonna fit in your life. 625 00:32:10,410 --> 00:32:14,046 You said you were all in, and I bought that. 626 00:32:15,916 --> 00:32:18,651 Take this moment to decide if you really are. 627 00:32:22,122 --> 00:32:23,422 I am. 628 00:32:24,391 --> 00:32:26,358 (WHISPERS): Take the moment. 629 00:32:29,529 --> 00:32:31,297 Kiss the bubbalas goodbye. 630 00:32:32,599 --> 00:32:36,368 - Oh, yeah. (MOANS) - (LAUGHS) 631 00:32:36,403 --> 00:32:38,971 Oh, man. Okay. 632 00:32:39,006 --> 00:32:41,474 Mwah. Mwah. 633 00:32:41,508 --> 00:32:44,643 You listen to your mom, okay, babies? 634 00:32:44,678 --> 00:32:47,613 Oh, okay. This is hard. 635 00:32:50,017 --> 00:32:52,184 And, uh... 636 00:32:53,220 --> 00:32:54,553 Okay. 637 00:32:56,490 --> 00:32:58,057 Okay. 638 00:33:06,506 --> 00:33:08,174 Nothing went wrong. People change. 639 00:33:08,208 --> 00:33:11,444 - GEORGE: People change? - Yeah. People change. 640 00:33:12,011 --> 00:33:13,344 GEORGE: Can they change back? 641 00:33:15,314 --> 00:33:16,781 I don't know. 642 00:33:16,816 --> 00:33:19,117 - I think it's harder. - (DOOR OPENS) 643 00:33:19,151 --> 00:33:21,653 Hey, Bug. 644 00:33:21,687 --> 00:33:24,222 - How was your weekend? - It was fine. 645 00:33:24,256 --> 00:33:26,524 Yeah? You had a good time with Molly? 646 00:33:26,559 --> 00:33:28,393 Mm-hmm. 647 00:33:28,427 --> 00:33:30,028 Is everything all right? 648 00:33:30,062 --> 00:33:31,440 You know, I did call a couple times to check in. 649 00:33:31,464 --> 00:33:33,631 I didn't hear back. 650 00:33:36,769 --> 00:33:38,403 Oh, sweetheart. 651 00:33:38,437 --> 00:33:40,538 Is everything okay? What's wrong? 652 00:33:40,573 --> 00:33:42,707 I was watching a sappy movie. 653 00:33:42,742 --> 00:33:44,642 It made me cry. 654 00:33:44,677 --> 00:33:46,644 - Oh. - (CHUCKLES) 655 00:33:46,679 --> 00:33:49,547 (LAUGHS): I'm sorry. 656 00:33:50,850 --> 00:33:53,852 Do you want some dinner? 657 00:33:53,886 --> 00:33:55,520 I'll take some ice cream. 658 00:33:55,554 --> 00:33:56,921 You got it. 659 00:34:04,897 --> 00:34:07,899 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 660 00:34:07,933 --> 00:34:09,901 - (LAUGHTER) - ♪ Would you know ♪ 661 00:34:09,935 --> 00:34:13,271 ♪ Which way that I went ♪ 662 00:34:13,305 --> 00:34:14,772 ♪ Without you? ♪ 663 00:34:14,807 --> 00:34:17,909 ♪ In days, I would be lost ♪ 664 00:34:17,943 --> 00:34:19,811 ♪ And afloat ♪ 665 00:34:19,845 --> 00:34:22,814 ♪ Thrown into the waves ♪ 666 00:34:22,848 --> 00:34:25,016 ♪ Tossed ashore ♪ 667 00:34:25,051 --> 00:34:27,652 ♪ Throw me now your arms ♪ 668 00:34:29,522 --> 00:34:32,724 - ♪ We're not meant to be ♪ - (PICKS UP PHONE) 669 00:34:32,758 --> 00:34:34,559 ♪ On our own ♪ 670 00:34:34,593 --> 00:34:36,194 ♪ And is this now the time ♪ 671 00:34:36,228 --> 00:34:37,729 (PHONE RINGING) 672 00:34:37,763 --> 00:34:39,330 ♪ We let go ♪ 673 00:34:39,365 --> 00:34:41,599 ♪ And cling to one another... ♪ 674 00:34:41,634 --> 00:34:43,134 Yo, yo, this is Kevin. 675 00:34:43,169 --> 00:34:45,603 You really answer the phone like that, dude? 676 00:34:45,638 --> 00:34:47,405 Randall, what's up? 677 00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:52,577 So I've been thinking about you going to L.A. 678 00:34:52,611 --> 00:34:54,179 I don't think you should do it. 679 00:34:54,213 --> 00:34:56,948 Right, 'cause you don't think I'm talented. 680 00:34:56,982 --> 00:34:58,783 No, no, it's not that. 681 00:34:58,818 --> 00:35:00,118 You just got married. 682 00:35:01,220 --> 00:35:02,560 Sophie's one of the best things 683 00:35:02,588 --> 00:35:04,155 that's ever happened to you, 684 00:35:04,190 --> 00:35:06,391 and this could really stress your relationship. 685 00:35:06,425 --> 00:35:08,893 Sophie and I have been together since we were ten, Randall. 686 00:35:08,928 --> 00:35:10,879 We can hack a few months apart. 687 00:35:10,880 --> 00:35:12,597 Are you sure? 688 00:35:12,631 --> 00:35:14,242 You know, because when I think of anything 689 00:35:14,266 --> 00:35:15,686 getting in between me and Beth... 690 00:35:17,069 --> 00:35:18,870 ...it makes my stomach hurt. 691 00:35:18,904 --> 00:35:21,506 (LAUGHS) That's 'cause you're whipped. 692 00:35:24,310 --> 00:35:26,177 Sorry I called. 693 00:35:26,212 --> 00:35:31,783 No, look, I, uh... I appreciate the concern. 694 00:35:31,817 --> 00:35:34,118 But Sophie and I are solid. 695 00:35:34,153 --> 00:35:35,887 We're gonna be okay. 696 00:35:35,921 --> 00:35:37,322 And look, when I'm a big star, 697 00:35:37,356 --> 00:35:38,567 and we're living in some mansion, 698 00:35:38,591 --> 00:35:41,593 it'll all be worth it. 699 00:35:41,627 --> 00:35:43,494 Okay, Kev. 700 00:35:43,529 --> 00:35:45,697 Whatever you say. 701 00:35:47,566 --> 00:35:48,933 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 702 00:35:52,304 --> 00:35:56,541 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 703 00:35:56,575 --> 00:35:59,577 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 704 00:36:01,847 --> 00:36:07,352 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer ♪ 705 00:36:07,386 --> 00:36:09,654 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ 706 00:36:20,766 --> 00:36:22,533 (PHONE RINGING) 707 00:36:27,072 --> 00:36:29,207 (SIGHS) 708 00:36:32,077 --> 00:36:34,145 Hey. Everything all right with Mom? 709 00:36:34,180 --> 00:36:35,980 Uh, with the babies? 710 00:36:36,015 --> 00:36:37,515 Yeah. 711 00:36:37,550 --> 00:36:40,551 Mom's good, um, and Madison's... 712 00:36:40,586 --> 00:36:42,887 She's fine. Yeah. 713 00:36:46,392 --> 00:36:49,427 I-I saw your, uh, your-your strip clip 714 00:36:49,461 --> 00:36:51,062 on Hoda's Twitter feed. 715 00:36:51,096 --> 00:36:53,264 - (CHUCKLES) It's hilarious, man. - -Ah... 716 00:36:53,299 --> 00:36:55,010 It's good... And not, like, in an embarrassing way at all. 717 00:36:55,034 --> 00:36:56,701 I mean, it comes off really charming. 718 00:36:56,735 --> 00:36:59,904 - It's great. - Yeah. It's been a trip. 719 00:37:02,241 --> 00:37:05,276 Uh, h-how is everybody there? How are the girls? 720 00:37:05,311 --> 00:37:07,779 Good. They're good. 721 00:37:07,813 --> 00:37:11,916 Uh, Zoom schooling is a unique version of hell, 722 00:37:11,951 --> 00:37:14,185 - but, um... - (CHUCKLES) I bet. 723 00:37:14,220 --> 00:37:16,154 (QUIETLY): Yeah. 724 00:37:21,427 --> 00:37:23,928 - So... - Anyway, uh... 725 00:37:23,963 --> 00:37:26,664 Oh, no, I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry, no, g-go ahead. 726 00:37:26,699 --> 00:37:29,434 No, I wasn't, uh, n... Go ahead. 727 00:37:29,468 --> 00:37:33,938 Well, l-look, the reason I was calling is I'm-I'm, um... 728 00:37:33,973 --> 00:37:36,474 S... Um... 729 00:37:36,508 --> 00:37:39,344 I'm finding myself in a really, um... 730 00:37:41,180 --> 00:37:46,150 ...complicated place with Madison, 731 00:37:46,185 --> 00:37:48,219 and I'm a little bit lost on how to deal with it, 732 00:37:48,254 --> 00:37:51,723 and I-I, uh... the first thought that I had... 733 00:37:52,725 --> 00:37:55,193 ...was, uh, 734 00:37:55,227 --> 00:37:59,163 well, it was "What would Randall do?" 735 00:38:02,901 --> 00:38:06,304 I, uh, I have that thought a lot, actually. 736 00:38:06,338 --> 00:38:09,640 That's a nice thing to say. 737 00:38:09,675 --> 00:38:12,110 It's a... 738 00:38:12,144 --> 00:38:14,345 nice thing to know. 739 00:38:15,848 --> 00:38:17,682 I know it seems ironic, too, 740 00:38:17,716 --> 00:38:20,651 uh, because of all of the... 741 00:38:20,686 --> 00:38:23,388 horrible things that I said to you 742 00:38:23,422 --> 00:38:24,856 that day when we were, uh... 743 00:38:24,890 --> 00:38:26,958 Ah, we said a lot of things, Kev. 744 00:38:28,093 --> 00:38:30,161 Yeah, but, uh... 745 00:38:30,195 --> 00:38:31,929 S... 746 00:38:37,036 --> 00:38:40,605 Randall, Kate was telling me about some of the things, uh, 747 00:38:40,639 --> 00:38:42,240 that you felt 748 00:38:42,274 --> 00:38:44,776 during our childhood, some of... 749 00:38:47,346 --> 00:38:49,514 Is that really how you felt? 750 00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:57,722 Yeah, Kev, it is. 751 00:38:59,458 --> 00:39:02,293 Well, that is horrible. 752 00:39:05,364 --> 00:39:07,832 Uh... 753 00:39:07,866 --> 00:39:11,502 I can't imagine having to keep all that to yourself. 754 00:39:20,012 --> 00:39:22,513 Hey, Kev, I'm sorry to cut you off, 755 00:39:22,548 --> 00:39:25,683 but, um, now's not a great time. 756 00:39:25,718 --> 00:39:27,715 I-I have a really important phone call 757 00:39:27,753 --> 00:39:30,555 that I have to make right now. 758 00:39:31,523 --> 00:39:34,692 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 759 00:39:34,727 --> 00:39:36,194 ♪ Would you know... ♪ 760 00:39:36,228 --> 00:39:38,073 Yeah, no, I get it. Yeah, no, you-you do you. 761 00:39:38,097 --> 00:39:41,265 - I-I get it. - But we'll talk soon, all right? 762 00:39:41,300 --> 00:39:44,268 ♪ In days, I would be lost... ♪ 763 00:39:44,303 --> 00:39:45,903 We're really about to do this? 764 00:39:45,938 --> 00:39:49,440 I'm already in it, so... let's get in it. 765 00:39:49,475 --> 00:39:53,578 ♪ Tossed ashore, throw me now your arms... ♪ 766 00:39:53,612 --> 00:39:56,447 (EXHALES) Oh, boy. 767 00:39:56,482 --> 00:39:58,516 - I'm so nervous. - I'm gonna boot. 768 00:39:58,550 --> 00:39:59,884 (LINE RINGING) 769 00:40:02,788 --> 00:40:05,790 HAI (OVER PHONE): Hello? 770 00:40:05,824 --> 00:40:07,658 Hi, Hai. 771 00:40:07,693 --> 00:40:11,028 Um, sorry. Uh, what I meant to say was hello. 772 00:40:11,063 --> 00:40:13,231 Um, is this Hai? 773 00:40:13,265 --> 00:40:15,600 Uh, yes, this is he. 774 00:40:16,902 --> 00:40:19,036 This is Randall Pearson. 775 00:40:20,372 --> 00:40:22,273 Oh, Randall. 776 00:40:22,307 --> 00:40:23,687 I'm so pleased to hear from you. 777 00:40:26,678 --> 00:40:29,280 Uh, Hai? 778 00:40:29,314 --> 00:40:31,148 Do you mind if I just jump into asking you 779 00:40:31,183 --> 00:40:33,284 a really blunt question? 780 00:40:33,318 --> 00:40:35,052 Go ahead. 781 00:40:35,087 --> 00:40:40,658 You mentioned in your e-mail that Laurel died in May of 2015. 782 00:40:40,692 --> 00:40:42,593 Of breast cancer, yes. 783 00:40:42,628 --> 00:40:45,329 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 784 00:40:45,364 --> 00:40:49,267 Um, my father told me that Laurel overdosed 785 00:40:49,301 --> 00:40:52,303 and died shortly after I was born. 786 00:40:52,337 --> 00:40:54,972 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 787 00:40:55,007 --> 00:40:58,376 So are you saying that he was lying? 788 00:41:00,012 --> 00:41:03,848 From what I know of the story, I believe he was telling you 789 00:41:03,882 --> 00:41:05,983 what he thought was the truth. 790 00:41:06,018 --> 00:41:10,821 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 791 00:41:10,856 --> 00:41:15,393 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 792 00:41:15,427 --> 00:41:19,830 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer... ♪ 793 00:41:19,865 --> 00:41:22,700 BETH: Um, this is Beth, Randall's wife. 794 00:41:22,734 --> 00:41:25,970 How exactly did you know Laurel? 795 00:41:26,004 --> 00:41:30,741 We met in our early 20s, here in Orleans Parish. 796 00:41:34,079 --> 00:41:36,013 Sorry, I didn't expect to feel so strange 797 00:41:36,048 --> 00:41:38,282 talking about her on the phone. 798 00:41:38,317 --> 00:41:42,119 I've thought of telling you about her for so many years. 799 00:41:42,154 --> 00:41:44,989 I just wish I could see your face. 800 00:41:45,023 --> 00:41:51,028 I wish I could show you the places she lived, 801 00:41:51,063 --> 00:41:53,064 the things she loved. 802 00:41:53,098 --> 00:41:54,332 ♪ At day's end ♪ 803 00:41:54,366 --> 00:41:57,368 ♪ Who you can depend on ♪ 804 00:41:57,402 --> 00:41:59,570 ♪ Hand in hand ♪ 805 00:41:59,605 --> 00:42:02,607 ♪ Safely on the shore ♪ 806 00:42:02,641 --> 00:42:04,241 ♪ Where we stand... ♪ 807 00:42:04,276 --> 00:42:07,211 Hey, what if we were to come out there? 808 00:42:08,981 --> 00:42:10,815 If that's what you could do... 809 00:42:10,849 --> 00:42:12,950 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you... ♪ 810 00:42:12,985 --> 00:42:15,052 To see where my mother lived, 811 00:42:15,087 --> 00:42:17,955 and the things she loved? 812 00:42:17,990 --> 00:42:19,957 I would like that very much. 813 00:42:19,992 --> 00:42:23,160 ♪ Every day as the tides ♪ 814 00:42:23,195 --> 00:42:25,029 ♪ Grow closer ♪ 815 00:42:25,063 --> 00:42:28,132 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ 816 00:42:52,132 --> 00:42:58,232 Subtitle sync and corrections by awaqeded for www.addic7ed.com.