1 00:00:01,180 --> 00:00:03,181 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:03,182 --> 00:00:04,282 Today's Bulletin... 3 00:00:04,475 --> 00:00:05,775 it's kind of going viral. 4 00:00:05,810 --> 00:00:07,677 Well, viral how? 5 00:00:09,280 --> 00:00:10,980 I'm doing this for William Hill. 6 00:00:11,015 --> 00:00:13,683 Because you all were his family, 7 00:00:13,717 --> 00:00:15,885 which means you're my family, too. 8 00:00:15,920 --> 00:00:18,087 It's twins, Kevin. 9 00:00:18,122 --> 00:00:20,490 I'm all in, Madison. 10 00:00:20,524 --> 00:00:22,592 Whatever you need, I am all in. 11 00:00:22,626 --> 00:00:24,327 I think I just got the part. 12 00:00:24,361 --> 00:00:26,139 I mean, pending a-a good meeting with the director. 13 00:00:26,163 --> 00:00:28,598 I-I got the part. 14 00:00:28,632 --> 00:00:30,043 Um, my talk with Ellie today 15 00:00:30,067 --> 00:00:31,467 brought up some stuff for me. 16 00:00:31,502 --> 00:00:35,104 When I was 18, I was in 17 00:00:35,139 --> 00:00:37,941 a really, really bad relationship. 18 00:00:37,975 --> 00:00:40,076 And when it ended... 19 00:00:53,023 --> 00:00:58,061 So you're telling me, that this boyfriend of yours... 20 00:00:58,095 --> 00:01:00,396 Got me pregnant, yeah. 21 00:01:01,799 --> 00:01:05,201 And I was nowhere near ready to be a mom. 22 00:01:05,236 --> 00:01:07,570 And I could not... 23 00:01:07,605 --> 00:01:11,808 Ooh, I could not be tied to that guy for the rest of my life. 24 00:01:11,842 --> 00:01:14,110 You know, so... 25 00:01:14,145 --> 00:01:16,546 I had an abortion. 26 00:01:19,016 --> 00:01:21,351 And it was, I mean, the toughest decision 27 00:01:21,385 --> 00:01:23,453 I've ever made in my life. 28 00:01:23,487 --> 00:01:26,522 But I don't regret it. 29 00:01:26,557 --> 00:01:32,195 But I made it alone, and you know, I've lived with it alone. 30 00:01:33,430 --> 00:01:35,932 Wait. What are your eyes doing? Are you judging me? 31 00:01:35,966 --> 00:01:38,101 No. 32 00:01:38,135 --> 00:01:41,004 No, of course not. 33 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:46,509 I'm just trying to wrap my head around the... 34 00:01:47,678 --> 00:01:50,747 Uh, why did it take you so long to tell me this? 35 00:01:51,682 --> 00:01:53,650 Well, it's not exactly something 36 00:01:53,684 --> 00:01:56,653 that comes up naturally in a conversation. 37 00:01:56,687 --> 00:01:58,788 Actually, it is. 38 00:02:00,591 --> 00:02:03,226 It took us two years to have Jack. 39 00:02:03,260 --> 00:02:07,563 That's two years of talking about pregnancy all the time. 40 00:02:07,598 --> 00:02:10,600 Toby, you don't understand. 41 00:02:10,634 --> 00:02:12,635 I was 18 years old, 42 00:02:12,670 --> 00:02:16,306 and that decision was wrapped up in the darkest, 43 00:02:16,340 --> 00:02:21,644 lowest, most painful... time of my life. 44 00:02:21,679 --> 00:02:24,480 It was, like, the most painful relationship of my life. 45 00:02:24,515 --> 00:02:27,317 And all I wanted to do, I wanted to lock it up, 46 00:02:27,351 --> 00:02:29,229 you know, and I didn't want to think about it. 47 00:02:29,253 --> 00:02:32,221 I didn't want to think about him. 48 00:02:32,256 --> 00:02:36,025 He was so cruel... to me. 49 00:02:37,995 --> 00:02:40,697 I would like you to tell me his name, 50 00:02:40,731 --> 00:02:43,800 and then, I would like to find him, 51 00:02:43,834 --> 00:02:45,935 and I would like to kill him. 52 00:02:45,970 --> 00:02:47,603 - Babe. - I want to kill him. 53 00:02:47,638 --> 00:02:48,971 You're... 54 00:02:49,006 --> 00:02:51,007 Thank you. That's very sweet. 55 00:02:51,041 --> 00:02:52,608 You know what? 56 00:02:52,643 --> 00:02:54,254 He's in the past, it's all in the past. 57 00:02:54,278 --> 00:02:57,013 - It's... - Is it, though? If it was 58 00:02:57,047 --> 00:02:59,882 truly in the past, then why would it take you four years 59 00:02:59,917 --> 00:03:02,385 to tell me about it? 60 00:03:35,486 --> 00:03:39,389 Look at that. Changing table is built. 61 00:03:39,423 --> 00:03:41,257 The bunny tapestry is hung. I'm telling you. 62 00:03:41,292 --> 00:03:44,527 Natasha is going to plotz when she sees our nursery. 63 00:03:44,561 --> 00:03:46,963 You are obsessed with impressing this nanny. 64 00:03:46,997 --> 00:03:49,276 I thought we were interviewing her, not the other way around. 65 00:03:49,300 --> 00:03:51,033 Yeah, no, babe, you don't understand. 66 00:03:51,068 --> 00:03:53,146 Natasha is, like, um... She's, like, nanny royalty. 67 00:03:53,170 --> 00:03:56,239 Okay? Timberlake said that he and Jess... 68 00:03:56,273 --> 00:03:58,508 they wept when she left to go to another family. 69 00:03:58,542 --> 00:04:00,943 Now that's what my family deserves, does it not? 70 00:04:00,978 --> 00:04:02,645 A nanny that makes Timberlake weep? 71 00:04:02,680 --> 00:04:04,814 Like a little baby. 72 00:04:04,848 --> 00:04:07,150 Yeah, what's up? 73 00:04:09,453 --> 00:04:11,988 Yeah, okay. 74 00:04:12,022 --> 00:04:13,923 No. Hold on, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. 75 00:04:13,957 --> 00:04:15,391 That is not what I committed to. 76 00:04:15,426 --> 00:04:17,026 Then I'm out. 77 00:04:17,061 --> 00:04:19,796 Yeah, you know why. 78 00:04:19,830 --> 00:04:21,798 I'm not having this conversation. 79 00:04:21,832 --> 00:04:23,966 Goodbye. 80 00:04:28,605 --> 00:04:31,107 Read about these, uh... What were they? 81 00:04:31,141 --> 00:04:34,177 These, uh... these, uh... these baby monitor socks 82 00:04:34,211 --> 00:04:36,112 - that they have. They... - Kevin. 83 00:04:36,146 --> 00:04:37,791 What the hell just happened on the phone? 84 00:04:37,815 --> 00:04:41,984 Uh, th-that was, uh, just my agent. 85 00:04:42,019 --> 00:04:43,853 They, uh, they're moving 86 00:04:43,887 --> 00:04:46,422 the filming of the movie to Vancouver, 'cause it's safer. 87 00:04:46,457 --> 00:04:48,424 I guess there's less COVID, so... 88 00:04:48,459 --> 00:04:50,426 And that's bad because...? 89 00:04:50,461 --> 00:04:53,062 Because it's two weeks of filming, right? 90 00:04:53,097 --> 00:04:55,031 Plus, two weeks quarantine, 91 00:04:55,065 --> 00:04:57,567 which means I'd have to leave L.A. tomorrow. 92 00:04:58,535 --> 00:05:00,136 Oh. 93 00:05:00,170 --> 00:05:03,406 Yeah, so, I-I, you know, I can't do it. 94 00:05:07,311 --> 00:05:09,245 Wait. Put that down. 95 00:05:09,279 --> 00:05:10,880 Let's do the math for a second. 96 00:05:10,914 --> 00:05:13,549 Four weeks away puts you back here... 97 00:05:13,584 --> 00:05:16,986 a solid five weeks before the babies are due. 98 00:05:20,557 --> 00:05:23,426 You have worked so hard on this movie. 99 00:05:23,460 --> 00:05:27,463 You have put up with so much crap from that director. 100 00:05:27,498 --> 00:05:30,032 This can't all be for nothing. 101 00:05:31,935 --> 00:05:34,036 I don't know. I don't know. 102 00:05:41,111 --> 00:05:43,312 Go on and pack. 103 00:05:45,215 --> 00:05:47,416 Yeah. 104 00:05:56,393 --> 00:05:59,929 No, Mom, I didn't realize the camera was still on. 105 00:05:59,963 --> 00:06:02,108 I can give Miguel my abs routine. 106 00:06:06,303 --> 00:06:10,139 Uh, I'm at the office now, Ma. Uh, love you. 107 00:06:14,278 --> 00:06:16,112 All right, Jae-won. 108 00:06:16,146 --> 00:06:18,548 You can put your tiny pecs back on now. 109 00:06:22,186 --> 00:06:24,287 Uh, there's something I need to show you. 110 00:06:24,321 --> 00:06:26,499 I don't know if I would have said that while closing a door, 111 00:06:26,523 --> 00:06:28,157 wearing a naked-man shirt. 112 00:06:28,192 --> 00:06:30,493 Yeah. Uh, you know the, um... 113 00:06:30,527 --> 00:06:32,929 the form we set up on our website for cons... 114 00:06:32,963 --> 00:06:35,398 for, uh, constituents to reach out? 115 00:06:36,967 --> 00:06:38,401 Aah. Uh, watch the hair. 116 00:06:38,435 --> 00:06:40,436 Yeah. 117 00:06:40,471 --> 00:06:42,138 - Thank you. - Yeah. 118 00:06:42,172 --> 00:06:44,473 The, um... the form on our website 119 00:06:44,508 --> 00:06:46,075 for constituents to reach out. 120 00:06:47,945 --> 00:06:49,445 This came in. 121 00:06:55,319 --> 00:06:57,153 You want privacy? 122 00:06:57,187 --> 00:06:59,288 I'll give you privacy. 123 00:07:13,772 --> 00:07:17,149 Kate Pearson? 124 00:07:17,150 --> 00:07:19,251 I'm Dr. Wolfe. 125 00:07:19,285 --> 00:07:20,819 I'm one of the clinicians here. 126 00:07:20,853 --> 00:07:22,788 - Hi. - Hi. 127 00:07:22,822 --> 00:07:25,624 So, let me tell you how this is gonna go. 128 00:07:25,658 --> 00:07:27,192 Uh, by Pennsylvania law, 129 00:07:27,226 --> 00:07:29,127 I'm required to ask you this list of questions 130 00:07:29,162 --> 00:07:30,829 before we can proceed any further. 131 00:07:30,863 --> 00:07:33,398 - Okay. - Okay. 132 00:07:33,433 --> 00:07:35,500 Are you absolutely sure 133 00:07:35,535 --> 00:07:38,070 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy? 134 00:07:38,104 --> 00:07:40,205 Yes. 135 00:07:40,239 --> 00:07:43,075 Can you tell me what led to your decision? 136 00:07:44,410 --> 00:07:46,611 Um... I'm 18, 137 00:07:46,646 --> 00:07:49,081 and I'm not with the guy anymore, so... 138 00:07:50,116 --> 00:07:52,884 Are you taking any medications or other drugs? 139 00:07:53,987 --> 00:07:57,255 Kate? 140 00:07:58,691 --> 00:08:00,659 Um, so where do they actually do it? 141 00:08:00,693 --> 00:08:02,461 Will it be in here? 142 00:08:02,495 --> 00:08:05,230 No. The procedure would happen in the room next door. 143 00:08:05,264 --> 00:08:08,500 And that happens today, right? 144 00:08:08,534 --> 00:08:10,769 Mm. No, honey. We're legally required 145 00:08:10,803 --> 00:08:13,438 to wait 24 hours after meeting the patient 146 00:08:13,473 --> 00:08:15,440 and giving the questions and information. 147 00:08:15,475 --> 00:08:19,077 If after 24 hours, you feel you want the procedure... 148 00:08:21,414 --> 00:08:23,915 - Babe? - Hi. 149 00:08:25,251 --> 00:08:26,785 Where's Jackie? 150 00:08:26,819 --> 00:08:29,087 Ugh. Conked out in his sleep chair. 151 00:08:29,122 --> 00:08:30,555 - Yeah? - Yeah. 152 00:08:30,590 --> 00:08:32,557 You look pretty tired yourself. 153 00:08:34,160 --> 00:08:37,529 Well, that's because I spent the entire night 154 00:08:37,563 --> 00:08:41,032 cyber-stalking my awful ex-boyfriend Marc. 155 00:08:41,067 --> 00:08:43,735 I don't know. I just... 156 00:08:43,770 --> 00:08:46,404 I just felt like... 157 00:08:46,439 --> 00:08:47,939 I don't know... you were right. 158 00:08:47,974 --> 00:08:49,785 Right, like, I was clearly not past the past. 159 00:08:49,809 --> 00:08:53,311 And that's why I took out my laptop, I went for a dive, 160 00:08:53,346 --> 00:08:56,615 and I found out that he's in San Diego. 161 00:08:56,649 --> 00:08:58,350 So I was thinking. 162 00:08:58,384 --> 00:09:00,652 I don't know what I'm gonna say or what I'm gonna do, 163 00:09:00,686 --> 00:09:02,521 but I-I feel like I have to see him. 164 00:09:03,456 --> 00:09:06,158 I was hoping you would come with. 165 00:09:06,192 --> 00:09:10,162 I know it's a lot to ask, but I could really use your support. 166 00:09:11,564 --> 00:09:14,733 Are you sure you can handle seeing him again? 167 00:09:14,767 --> 00:09:17,035 Yeah. 168 00:09:17,937 --> 00:09:19,905 Okay. I'm in. 169 00:09:19,939 --> 00:09:22,974 - Okay. - Okay. 170 00:09:34,353 --> 00:09:36,231 Hi. You've reached the Pearsons. 171 00:09:36,255 --> 00:09:38,290 Leave us a message. 172 00:09:38,324 --> 00:09:39,791 Hey, sweetheart. It's me. 173 00:09:39,826 --> 00:09:41,793 Just calling to check in. 174 00:09:41,828 --> 00:09:45,664 Um... Kevin did really great at his showcase last night. 175 00:09:45,698 --> 00:09:49,067 And then he tried to set me up with his acting teacher. 176 00:09:51,370 --> 00:09:53,972 Is everything okay? 177 00:09:54,006 --> 00:09:56,408 I thought you said you'd be home. 178 00:09:56,442 --> 00:09:59,110 Well, I'm at Kevin's if you need me, all right? 179 00:09:59,145 --> 00:10:01,079 I love you. Bye, Bug. 180 00:10:14,360 --> 00:10:17,128 This is so lovely. 181 00:10:17,163 --> 00:10:19,064 Are we celebrating something? 182 00:10:19,098 --> 00:10:21,266 - Kevin's got great news. - Mm-hmm. 183 00:10:21,300 --> 00:10:23,440 - Oh. - I got a call from a talent manager. 184 00:10:23,469 --> 00:10:25,280 She was at my showcase last night. 185 00:10:25,304 --> 00:10:28,607 And she said that I have the right look for TV. 186 00:10:28,641 --> 00:10:30,375 Oh, so, she's more of a looks manager. 187 00:10:30,443 --> 00:10:33,945 - Okay, let him talk. - That's great, sweetheart. 188 00:10:33,980 --> 00:10:36,114 And she says it's pilot season, 189 00:10:36,149 --> 00:10:37,916 and she wants me to go to L.A. 190 00:10:37,950 --> 00:10:39,761 for a few months so she can send me on auditions. 191 00:10:39,785 --> 00:10:41,586 - L.A.? - Uh-huh. 192 00:10:41,621 --> 00:10:44,322 But you just got to New York. 193 00:10:44,357 --> 00:10:45,757 Yeah. 194 00:10:46,659 --> 00:10:49,294 Well, what about you? Will you be going with him? 195 00:10:49,328 --> 00:10:51,162 Oh, um, I have school, so... 196 00:10:51,197 --> 00:10:52,697 Yeah, and I'll be back 197 00:10:52,732 --> 00:10:54,632 - before she can even miss me. - Yeah. 198 00:10:55,101 --> 00:10:56,468 Mm. 199 00:10:59,172 --> 00:11:00,405 To Kevin. 200 00:11:00,439 --> 00:11:02,574 To your career. 201 00:11:02,608 --> 00:11:04,643 - Thanks, Mom. - To your career. 202 00:11:04,677 --> 00:11:06,878 - To your career. - To my career. 203 00:11:06,913 --> 00:11:08,580 And because of my profession, 204 00:11:08,614 --> 00:11:10,025 I get tested multiple times a week. 205 00:11:10,049 --> 00:11:11,816 I quarantine strictly. 206 00:11:11,851 --> 00:11:15,253 I'm basically the loneliest, safest person on the planet. 207 00:11:15,288 --> 00:11:16,398 You're funny. 208 00:11:16,422 --> 00:11:18,323 That's funny. She is funny, 209 00:11:18,357 --> 00:11:20,225 - right? - She is. 210 00:11:20,259 --> 00:11:22,227 Um, and do you know CPR? 211 00:11:22,261 --> 00:11:23,995 And pediatric first aid. 212 00:11:24,030 --> 00:11:25,841 - Recertified every year. - That is 213 00:11:25,865 --> 00:11:28,033 - so reassuring, I can't tell you. - Unbelievable. 214 00:11:28,067 --> 00:11:29,178 And you're good with extended travel, 215 00:11:29,202 --> 00:11:30,835 right? Because nowadays, 216 00:11:30,870 --> 00:11:32,414 you never know where these movies are gonna shoot. 217 00:11:32,438 --> 00:11:34,205 - So... - My passport's always up-to-date. 218 00:11:34,240 --> 00:11:35,984 Oh, that's great. That's great, because we want someone 219 00:11:36,008 --> 00:11:37,653 who travels with us to keep things consistent for the twins. 220 00:11:37,677 --> 00:11:39,054 - Mm-hmm. - I mean, 221 00:11:39,078 --> 00:11:40,979 sure, there'll be occasional travel, 222 00:11:41,013 --> 00:11:43,815 but most of the time, we'll be here in L.A. 223 00:11:43,849 --> 00:11:45,083 Mm. 224 00:11:45,117 --> 00:11:46,584 Yeah. I mean, that's the hope. 225 00:11:46,619 --> 00:11:48,486 Yeah, you hope for that, but, you know, 226 00:11:48,521 --> 00:11:50,055 as we just found out, these movies, 227 00:11:50,089 --> 00:11:52,223 they'll shoot 'em anywhere, so... 228 00:11:53,492 --> 00:11:56,178 I've gone all over the world with my families. 229 00:11:56,179 --> 00:11:57,221 Mm. 230 00:11:57,222 --> 00:11:58,263 I know how to help them adjust 231 00:11:58,264 --> 00:11:59,931 to constantly changing locations. 232 00:11:59,966 --> 00:12:02,934 Starting new schools, you know, making new friends. 233 00:12:04,837 --> 00:12:06,338 Hey. 234 00:12:06,372 --> 00:12:08,874 You're home early. 235 00:12:11,044 --> 00:12:13,011 What's wrong? 236 00:12:16,849 --> 00:12:19,017 So, a man named Hai Lang 237 00:12:19,052 --> 00:12:21,416 submitted a city complaint form on the website. 238 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:22,621 Mm-hmm. 239 00:12:22,622 --> 00:12:25,691 He used it as a way to get in touch with me personally. 240 00:12:25,725 --> 00:12:28,660 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans. 241 00:12:28,695 --> 00:12:31,663 "I recognized the name William Hill from a video 242 00:12:31,698 --> 00:12:34,666 "I saw of you on the Internet. 243 00:12:34,701 --> 00:12:38,570 Not 100% certain, but I believe I knew your mother, Laurel." 244 00:12:38,605 --> 00:12:41,373 - What? - "We were close friends. 245 00:12:41,407 --> 00:12:45,811 I was by her side when she died in May of 2015." 246 00:12:48,081 --> 00:12:49,858 Doesn't exactly jive with the whole "she died 247 00:12:49,882 --> 00:12:51,249 after I was born" story, huh? 248 00:12:51,284 --> 00:12:52,928 - Randall, what the hell? - I don't know. 249 00:12:52,952 --> 00:12:54,753 - I'm gonna go, um... - Wait. 250 00:12:55,655 --> 00:12:56,988 Oh, my God. 251 00:12:57,023 --> 00:12:59,958 He sent a picture. 252 00:13:01,160 --> 00:13:03,462 Randall, is this her? 253 00:13:03,496 --> 00:13:06,098 How would I know, Beth? 254 00:13:06,132 --> 00:13:08,667 I've never seen the woman before. 255 00:13:43,170 --> 00:13:46,572 - Hey. - Hey. 256 00:13:46,607 --> 00:13:48,418 I was thinking about bringing in Monk's for dinner. 257 00:13:48,442 --> 00:13:50,710 Been craving those crab legs. 258 00:13:50,744 --> 00:13:52,945 I will see you in a bit. 259 00:13:53,881 --> 00:13:55,982 Did you really just peck and go? 260 00:13:56,016 --> 00:13:57,283 Uh, Randall, 261 00:13:57,318 --> 00:13:58,985 this is not a peck and go situation. 262 00:13:59,019 --> 00:14:01,120 Okay? We need to talk about this. 263 00:14:01,155 --> 00:14:04,190 I was wondering for 36 years. 264 00:14:04,224 --> 00:14:06,159 I got my answers. 265 00:14:06,193 --> 00:14:08,361 I'm not going down this road. 266 00:14:09,296 --> 00:14:11,864 I understand that. But why? 267 00:14:11,899 --> 00:14:13,566 - Beth, come on. - Okay, Randall... 268 00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:15,735 'Cause it would mean he lied to me. 269 00:14:19,740 --> 00:14:21,474 How did you meet my mother? 270 00:14:22,376 --> 00:14:25,545 On a bus, of all places. 271 00:14:25,579 --> 00:14:28,748 My God, she was so beautiful. 272 00:14:28,782 --> 00:14:31,584 I got to tell you something. One look at that face, 273 00:14:31,618 --> 00:14:35,555 and my world spun on every axis. 274 00:14:35,589 --> 00:14:38,091 Fallen as we were back then, 275 00:14:38,125 --> 00:14:41,627 when she found out about you, she was so excited. 276 00:14:41,662 --> 00:14:44,797 I'd never seen a woman so determined to get clean, 277 00:14:44,832 --> 00:14:46,332 to stay clean, 278 00:14:46,367 --> 00:14:49,335 to do right by this baby. 279 00:14:49,370 --> 00:14:52,071 To do right by you. 280 00:14:53,574 --> 00:14:55,041 And she did. 281 00:14:55,075 --> 00:14:57,310 For nine months. 282 00:14:59,580 --> 00:15:02,748 But then, after the birth, 283 00:15:02,783 --> 00:15:06,319 the pain took hold of her like a demon. 284 00:15:07,221 --> 00:15:09,755 I lost her the next day. 285 00:15:14,528 --> 00:15:16,829 If, um... 286 00:15:16,864 --> 00:15:19,499 If she really did die just a few years ago, 287 00:15:19,533 --> 00:15:22,268 it would mean that William lied to me, Beth. 288 00:15:25,572 --> 00:15:28,007 Think you should, um... 289 00:15:28,042 --> 00:15:30,376 call your therapist on this one? 290 00:15:30,411 --> 00:15:31,621 I don't need to call my therapist. 291 00:15:31,645 --> 00:15:33,813 I need... I need to go for a run. 292 00:15:38,652 --> 00:15:41,988 He needs to call his therapist. 293 00:15:46,860 --> 00:15:49,028 You hated her, right? 294 00:15:49,063 --> 00:15:51,664 Well, you know what? Screw her 295 00:15:51,698 --> 00:15:54,567 and that glorious Range Rover that she rode in on. 296 00:15:54,601 --> 00:15:59,205 Jet-setting all over the world with our kids and their nannies? 297 00:15:59,239 --> 00:16:03,176 That's not exactly the life I pictured for our family. 298 00:16:03,210 --> 00:16:05,178 Well, uh, you know, 299 00:16:05,212 --> 00:16:07,780 what about private jet-setting all over the world 300 00:16:07,815 --> 00:16:10,249 with our kids and their nannies? 301 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,988 Okay. Look, Madison, I am lost here. 302 00:16:16,023 --> 00:16:18,124 Uh, you know, just a bit ago, 303 00:16:18,158 --> 00:16:20,660 you were pushing me out the door to go to Vancouver, right? 304 00:16:20,694 --> 00:16:24,664 And now you're upset that we're traveling for my work? 305 00:16:24,698 --> 00:16:26,666 I pushed you to go to Vancouver 306 00:16:26,700 --> 00:16:28,467 because the babies aren't here yet 307 00:16:28,502 --> 00:16:31,871 and because I know how much this movie means to you. 308 00:16:31,905 --> 00:16:36,709 And you made a commitment to a lot of people, but... 309 00:16:36,743 --> 00:16:41,147 you also made a commitment to me and these kids. 310 00:16:42,049 --> 00:16:44,116 I didn't realize that where we lived 311 00:16:44,151 --> 00:16:46,285 was as important as being a family. 312 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:48,321 And how did you think this would work? 313 00:16:48,355 --> 00:16:51,857 Did you just assume that me and the kids 314 00:16:51,892 --> 00:16:54,493 would become your international roadies? 315 00:16:54,528 --> 00:16:57,530 No, I didn't... I wouldn't say that phrase. 316 00:16:57,564 --> 00:17:00,499 What... You know, I thought we would stick together. 317 00:17:00,534 --> 00:17:01,834 Me, too. 318 00:17:01,869 --> 00:17:04,103 In our home. 319 00:17:07,207 --> 00:17:09,308 What do you want me to do? 320 00:17:11,011 --> 00:17:13,412 What do you want me to do? Do you want me to quit acting, 321 00:17:13,447 --> 00:17:16,215 Madison? It took me 20 years to get here. 322 00:17:18,118 --> 00:17:20,319 But I'm not exactly in a position where I can dictate 323 00:17:20,354 --> 00:17:21,887 where they shoot things, okay? 324 00:17:21,922 --> 00:17:24,957 And quite frankly, I'm... 325 00:17:24,992 --> 00:17:28,127 I'm struggling to figure out 326 00:17:28,162 --> 00:17:31,030 how this is all of a sudden news to you. 327 00:17:32,900 --> 00:17:34,934 It's not. 328 00:17:35,802 --> 00:17:38,304 Look, I have been growing 329 00:17:38,338 --> 00:17:41,274 two humans inside my body, living with you 330 00:17:41,308 --> 00:17:43,042 in this bubble. I mean, I'm sorry 331 00:17:43,076 --> 00:17:44,354 if the realities of your career 332 00:17:44,378 --> 00:17:46,312 haven't exactly been top of mind. 333 00:17:47,147 --> 00:17:50,983 I'm not trying to give you a hard time, but... 334 00:17:51,018 --> 00:17:53,786 I was willing to do this on my own. 335 00:17:53,820 --> 00:17:56,122 Remember? 336 00:17:56,156 --> 00:17:58,324 I was never gonna ask you for anything, 337 00:17:58,358 --> 00:18:00,826 but you insisted on being 338 00:18:00,861 --> 00:18:02,505 a part of our lives, and now I have gone 339 00:18:02,529 --> 00:18:05,631 and fallen in love with this idea of our family. 340 00:18:16,643 --> 00:18:19,111 Well, I have gone and fallen in love 341 00:18:19,146 --> 00:18:22,315 with the idea of our family, too. 342 00:18:29,980 --> 00:18:32,148 Here we are. This is where Marc works 343 00:18:32,149 --> 00:18:34,634 according to his Myspace page. 344 00:18:34,635 --> 00:18:36,469 This guy has a Myspace page? 345 00:18:36,503 --> 00:18:40,573 Of all the things that you have told me about this guy, 346 00:18:40,608 --> 00:18:43,743 him having a Myspace page is the creepiest. 347 00:18:48,949 --> 00:18:51,184 Hey. You all right? 348 00:18:51,218 --> 00:18:53,353 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 349 00:18:53,387 --> 00:18:56,022 Maybe I should go in with you. 350 00:18:56,957 --> 00:18:59,692 No, you don't need to go in with me. 351 00:19:18,412 --> 00:19:20,413 Kate Pearson. 352 00:19:20,447 --> 00:19:22,982 I knew you couldn't stay away. 353 00:19:34,228 --> 00:19:37,597 Um, Marc? 354 00:19:45,798 --> 00:19:48,633 Well, it, uh, takes a little while to make a lady 355 00:19:48,634 --> 00:19:51,136 all of her favorite breakfast foods for lunch. 356 00:19:51,170 --> 00:19:52,670 We got one bagel, 357 00:19:52,705 --> 00:19:54,806 which is scooped, lightly toasted, 358 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:56,007 butter on the side. 359 00:19:56,042 --> 00:19:57,275 And then we have 360 00:19:57,309 --> 00:19:59,711 an egg, very, very runny. 361 00:19:59,745 --> 00:20:01,546 Which is still, to me, 362 00:20:01,580 --> 00:20:03,525 like eating an oyster from the ass of a chicken. 363 00:20:03,549 --> 00:20:05,193 But it's the way you like it. 364 00:20:05,217 --> 00:20:06,651 I don't judge. And then we got 365 00:20:06,686 --> 00:20:08,319 one coffee, nonfat milk. 366 00:20:08,354 --> 00:20:10,065 No Sweet'N Low, though, because I didn't have any, 367 00:20:10,089 --> 00:20:12,624 and for that, I am very sorry. 368 00:20:12,658 --> 00:20:14,692 You remembered everything. 369 00:20:14,727 --> 00:20:16,828 Course I did. 370 00:20:18,998 --> 00:20:21,432 I really did miss you. 371 00:20:25,938 --> 00:20:29,073 You're still upset about the cabin. 372 00:20:30,376 --> 00:20:32,310 I am so sorry, Kate. 373 00:20:32,344 --> 00:20:33,978 I was such a dick. 374 00:20:34,013 --> 00:20:37,382 I-I don't know. I-I don't know what happens to me. 375 00:20:37,416 --> 00:20:39,517 It's, um... 376 00:20:39,552 --> 00:20:41,920 It's like a switch flips inside me, 377 00:20:41,954 --> 00:20:44,189 um, which... That's so not an excuse. 378 00:20:44,223 --> 00:20:46,057 - Marc. - And I should've apologized to you 379 00:20:46,092 --> 00:20:48,526 the second I saw you today, but I just... 380 00:20:48,561 --> 00:20:50,395 I thought that you showing up here 381 00:20:50,429 --> 00:20:52,163 was you saying you forgive me. 382 00:20:52,198 --> 00:20:54,732 Well, that's not what I'm saying. 383 00:20:54,767 --> 00:20:56,267 I mean... 384 00:20:56,302 --> 00:20:59,204 I mean, that's not what I came here to say. 385 00:21:00,506 --> 00:21:02,907 Well, what'd you come here to say? 386 00:21:06,779 --> 00:21:08,379 Okay. 387 00:21:09,248 --> 00:21:11,015 Uh-oh. This sounds heavy. 388 00:21:11,050 --> 00:21:13,251 Well, it is. 389 00:21:21,694 --> 00:21:24,062 You're annoyed now? 390 00:21:24,930 --> 00:21:27,465 Um... 391 00:21:27,500 --> 00:21:29,100 I'm just a little whiplashed, 392 00:21:29,135 --> 00:21:32,303 'cause I was, like, really, really happy to see you. 393 00:21:32,338 --> 00:21:34,672 And then now it's just like... 394 00:21:34,707 --> 00:21:36,207 ugh. 395 00:21:40,446 --> 00:21:42,413 You know what, 396 00:21:42,448 --> 00:21:45,250 let's just chill and let's just watch some TV, huh? 397 00:21:45,284 --> 00:21:47,352 Let's just, like, be here with each other. 398 00:21:47,386 --> 00:21:49,554 Huh? 399 00:21:49,588 --> 00:21:51,456 Come on. 400 00:21:57,496 --> 00:21:58,997 Oh, wait, that's Airplane! 401 00:21:59,031 --> 00:22:01,799 Could you actually not change it? 402 00:22:01,834 --> 00:22:03,334 We regret any inconvenience... 403 00:22:03,369 --> 00:22:05,570 Um, okay. 404 00:22:05,604 --> 00:22:08,436 This is due to periodic air pockets we encounter. 405 00:22:09,708 --> 00:22:11,876 There's no reason to become alarmed, 406 00:22:11,911 --> 00:22:15,146 and we hope you enjoy the rest of your flight. 407 00:22:15,181 --> 00:22:17,382 By the way, is there anyone on board 408 00:22:17,416 --> 00:22:19,217 who knows how to fly a plane? 409 00:22:23,722 --> 00:22:25,089 I need a drink. 410 00:22:56,388 --> 00:22:57,922 Hey, yo, I got, uh, the DVD 411 00:22:57,957 --> 00:22:59,557 of Michel Gondry's music videos. 412 00:22:59,592 --> 00:23:01,492 Uh... 413 00:23:06,265 --> 00:23:07,999 Can I help you? 414 00:23:10,636 --> 00:23:12,537 It's Kate. 415 00:23:13,439 --> 00:23:15,239 Pearson. 416 00:23:16,141 --> 00:23:18,209 Wow. 417 00:23:18,244 --> 00:23:19,477 Kate Pearson. 418 00:23:19,511 --> 00:23:22,046 What are the odds? 419 00:23:22,081 --> 00:23:23,514 Do you live in SD? 420 00:23:24,483 --> 00:23:26,884 Vacationing? 421 00:23:26,919 --> 00:23:28,987 No. 422 00:23:29,021 --> 00:23:30,855 We share a friend on Facebook. 423 00:23:30,890 --> 00:23:35,860 I actually figured out where you work because I wanted to, uh... 424 00:23:36,896 --> 00:23:38,296 ...come and see you. 425 00:23:38,330 --> 00:23:40,832 Oh, okay. 426 00:23:43,135 --> 00:23:44,802 So... 427 00:23:44,837 --> 00:23:47,372 S... Um, I was just wondering if I could... 428 00:23:47,406 --> 00:23:49,674 I-I wanted to talk to you about some things. 429 00:23:49,708 --> 00:23:50,942 Marc! 430 00:23:52,177 --> 00:23:53,911 Now. 431 00:23:55,581 --> 00:23:58,182 Hang tight. Be right back. 432 00:23:58,217 --> 00:24:00,084 Three smoke breaks in one hour? 433 00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:01,853 - Really? - I'm sorry, man. 434 00:24:01,887 --> 00:24:03,521 We've talked about this. 435 00:24:03,555 --> 00:24:05,367 If you're gonna work here, you got to work here. 436 00:24:05,391 --> 00:24:07,792 - Yeah. - You got five minutes. 437 00:24:09,061 --> 00:24:11,195 It's not a long-term job. 438 00:24:11,230 --> 00:24:12,730 I got this band I've been managing 439 00:24:12,765 --> 00:24:14,966 and we're getting a residency at this club, 440 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:16,768 so... 441 00:24:19,305 --> 00:24:22,106 Okay, can I ask you a question? 442 00:24:23,008 --> 00:24:25,643 Okay. Sure. 443 00:24:28,981 --> 00:24:30,815 What do you remember about our relationship? 444 00:24:30,849 --> 00:24:32,509 Like, when you look back on it, I mean. 445 00:24:33,152 --> 00:24:35,186 Really? 446 00:24:35,220 --> 00:24:37,188 That's why you're here? 447 00:24:37,222 --> 00:24:40,091 To rehash our six-month relationship from... 448 00:24:40,125 --> 00:24:42,560 20 years ago? 449 00:24:43,679 --> 00:24:45,196 You know what, forget it. 450 00:24:45,230 --> 00:24:47,665 Forget about it. Goodbye, Marc. 451 00:24:47,700 --> 00:24:49,333 Sorry. Uh, hold on. 452 00:24:49,368 --> 00:24:50,735 Sorry. I'm sorry. 453 00:24:52,938 --> 00:24:56,541 When I look back on it, I think... 454 00:24:57,376 --> 00:24:59,510 ...we were in love? 455 00:24:59,545 --> 00:25:00,945 Um... 456 00:25:00,980 --> 00:25:02,980 I mean, you had great taste in music. 457 00:25:03,015 --> 00:25:04,415 And... 458 00:25:05,317 --> 00:25:07,418 ...you were broken, you know, 459 00:25:07,453 --> 00:25:09,153 in all the right places. 460 00:25:10,055 --> 00:25:13,624 And, yeah, things got intense at times, but, like, 461 00:25:13,659 --> 00:25:16,494 we were kids. 462 00:25:17,396 --> 00:25:19,130 No. 463 00:25:19,164 --> 00:25:20,731 I was a kid. 464 00:25:20,766 --> 00:25:23,167 You were a 24-year-old man. 465 00:25:23,202 --> 00:25:26,504 And I wasn't broken. I was grieving. 466 00:25:26,538 --> 00:25:28,539 My dad just died. 467 00:25:28,574 --> 00:25:30,641 And I was destroyed 468 00:25:30,676 --> 00:25:33,044 and so vulnerable and you knew it. 469 00:25:33,078 --> 00:25:35,146 You liked it. 470 00:25:35,180 --> 00:25:36,424 - Okay... - W... No, no, no. 471 00:25:36,448 --> 00:25:38,316 I'm not finished. 472 00:25:41,053 --> 00:25:43,454 What you did to me... 473 00:25:44,757 --> 00:25:47,758 ...how you held my self-esteem in your hand 474 00:25:47,793 --> 00:25:50,862 and then you decided to crush it, 475 00:25:50,896 --> 00:25:53,331 God, that damaged me, Marc. 476 00:25:53,365 --> 00:25:55,166 For years, 477 00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:57,101 I swallowed my dreams, 478 00:25:57,136 --> 00:25:59,103 my feelings... 479 00:25:59,138 --> 00:26:01,272 and a lot of food. 480 00:26:01,306 --> 00:26:03,274 No, no, look at me. 481 00:26:03,308 --> 00:26:04,809 Look at me. 482 00:26:04,843 --> 00:26:07,111 You need to get this. 483 00:26:07,146 --> 00:26:10,515 The time that it took for me to heal from you 484 00:26:10,549 --> 00:26:13,084 stole years of my life. 485 00:26:13,118 --> 00:26:14,452 And I can't get them back. 486 00:26:16,021 --> 00:26:18,189 Took me a while, 487 00:26:18,223 --> 00:26:19,924 yeah, but I, um... 488 00:26:19,958 --> 00:26:22,193 I found someone who... 489 00:26:22,227 --> 00:26:25,429 loves me the way that I deserve to be loved. 490 00:26:25,464 --> 00:26:27,765 I have a beautiful son 491 00:26:27,800 --> 00:26:29,767 and an incredible husband, 492 00:26:29,802 --> 00:26:31,402 who's actually in that car 493 00:26:31,437 --> 00:26:33,237 and who was just, like, seconds away 494 00:26:33,272 --> 00:26:37,441 from wanting to just pulverize you with his bare hands. 495 00:26:39,545 --> 00:26:42,914 I'm not broken. You're the one that's broken, Marc. 496 00:26:43,849 --> 00:26:46,317 You're the disease. 497 00:26:47,352 --> 00:26:51,189 And I'm not carrying it a moment longer. 498 00:26:51,223 --> 00:26:53,057 So... 499 00:26:53,092 --> 00:26:56,060 I give it back to you. 500 00:26:56,095 --> 00:26:58,396 Good luck with it, Marc. 501 00:27:10,071 --> 00:27:12,016 Sally, I took this man home with me, 502 00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:15,617 and my parents asked me, "What cave did you pull this out of?" 503 00:27:17,253 --> 00:27:18,687 Kate. 504 00:27:26,496 --> 00:27:28,864 It's gonna be fine. 505 00:27:28,898 --> 00:27:32,000 I'm gonna put this sheet over your knees. 506 00:27:36,181 --> 00:27:38,014 Remember to breath, honey. 507 00:28:04,033 --> 00:28:07,335 Ah! God, I feel good. 508 00:28:09,539 --> 00:28:12,174 You know, he looked so small to me. 509 00:28:12,208 --> 00:28:15,844 In his stupid-ass T-shirt and just all... 510 00:28:15,878 --> 00:28:19,447 talking about his empty dreams. It's like a joke. 511 00:28:19,482 --> 00:28:21,349 I just cannot believe 512 00:28:21,384 --> 00:28:23,652 I let him have that much power over me. 513 00:28:23,686 --> 00:28:25,387 Hmm. I'm proud of you, babe. 514 00:28:25,421 --> 00:28:27,722 - You did good. - Thank you. 515 00:28:34,664 --> 00:28:37,432 I wanted to tell you about it. 516 00:28:37,467 --> 00:28:41,903 About all of it, about Marc, so many times, 517 00:28:41,938 --> 00:28:44,739 but... 518 00:28:44,774 --> 00:28:47,742 I didn't want you to-to look at me like a victim. 519 00:28:47,777 --> 00:28:49,844 Oh, Kate, come on. 520 00:28:49,879 --> 00:28:53,782 No. And today, you... you just sat patiently in the car 521 00:28:53,816 --> 00:28:56,785 when I know that you wanted to rip out his jugular, 522 00:28:56,819 --> 00:29:00,222 and you let me be my own white knight. 523 00:29:00,256 --> 00:29:04,125 And... you never looked at me 524 00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:07,862 like I was a victim. Ever. 525 00:29:07,897 --> 00:29:10,265 And I could have just told you everything from day one. 526 00:29:12,235 --> 00:29:13,868 Day one would have been a lot, 527 00:29:13,903 --> 00:29:16,204 - but... - Okay. 528 00:29:16,239 --> 00:29:18,974 I know. 529 00:29:19,008 --> 00:29:20,742 So, what would this mean to you 530 00:29:20,776 --> 00:29:23,745 if this Hai person was actually telling the truth? 531 00:29:23,779 --> 00:29:27,082 Beyond William's betrayal, I mean. 532 00:29:27,116 --> 00:29:29,718 Beyond William's? 533 00:29:34,490 --> 00:29:37,759 You know, I put a... an ad in the paper 534 00:29:37,793 --> 00:29:40,295 looking for my mom when I was 16? 535 00:29:40,329 --> 00:29:42,864 Some scam artist showed up at the park. 536 00:29:42,899 --> 00:29:45,033 She wanted money. 537 00:29:45,067 --> 00:29:46,835 That must have hurt. 538 00:29:46,869 --> 00:29:50,238 So much so that I stopped looking 539 00:29:50,273 --> 00:29:53,275 for another 20 years. 540 00:29:56,412 --> 00:30:01,082 She had 35 years to find me, and she never even looked for me. 541 00:30:01,117 --> 00:30:03,385 You don't know if that's what happened. 542 00:30:03,419 --> 00:30:04,953 I... 543 00:30:04,987 --> 00:30:06,821 Let's look at it this way. 544 00:30:08,457 --> 00:30:10,925 At nine years old, you were curling your tongue 545 00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:13,428 at Black folks in supermarkets. 546 00:30:13,462 --> 00:30:15,930 At 16, you put ads in the paper. 547 00:30:15,965 --> 00:30:19,534 And at 35, you hired a P.I. 548 00:30:19,569 --> 00:30:21,503 Your whole life, 549 00:30:21,537 --> 00:30:23,738 your instincts have been telling you 550 00:30:23,773 --> 00:30:26,341 you need to know your history. 551 00:30:26,375 --> 00:30:30,412 Why do you think you needed that? 552 00:30:30,446 --> 00:30:32,447 To know where I came from. 553 00:30:32,481 --> 00:30:35,216 To... to know who I was. 554 00:30:35,251 --> 00:30:38,320 I don't know, to... 555 00:30:38,354 --> 00:30:42,257 to feel connected or rooted 556 00:30:42,291 --> 00:30:45,026 to something bigger than myself. 557 00:30:45,061 --> 00:30:48,430 Did knowing William help you do that? 558 00:30:50,199 --> 00:30:52,233 In a lot of ways it did. 559 00:30:52,268 --> 00:30:56,571 Is there a chance that knowing Laurel's story 560 00:30:56,606 --> 00:30:58,707 could help you, too? 561 00:30:58,741 --> 00:31:00,942 You're already in the journey, Randall. 562 00:31:00,977 --> 00:31:04,612 Why not be in in it? 563 00:31:10,152 --> 00:31:13,388 Um, I made you a little to-go breakfast. 564 00:31:13,422 --> 00:31:15,623 This is so nice. You didn't have to do that. 565 00:31:15,658 --> 00:31:16,925 This-this... 566 00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:20,261 Thank you. Thank you. 567 00:31:20,296 --> 00:31:24,799 You know, the car's gonna be here... any second. 568 00:31:24,834 --> 00:31:26,935 Yeah, I just... I'm... 569 00:31:29,572 --> 00:31:33,341 I know I'm leaving at the worst possible time. 570 00:31:33,376 --> 00:31:35,777 But when I come back, 571 00:31:35,811 --> 00:31:38,847 it will be with a heart that is committed... 572 00:31:38,881 --> 00:31:42,117 Kevin. I am deeply aware 573 00:31:42,151 --> 00:31:45,387 that you come from a family of great speech-givers. 574 00:31:46,889 --> 00:31:51,493 I think you should use this time away to be real with yourself. 575 00:31:51,527 --> 00:31:55,330 To figure out how this relationship and family 576 00:31:55,364 --> 00:31:58,867 is actually gonna work, and how these babies and I 577 00:31:58,901 --> 00:32:02,070 are actually gonna fit in your life. 578 00:32:04,740 --> 00:32:08,376 You said you were all in, and I bought that. 579 00:32:10,246 --> 00:32:12,981 Take this moment to decide if you really are. 580 00:32:16,452 --> 00:32:17,752 I am. 581 00:32:18,721 --> 00:32:20,688 Take the moment. 582 00:32:23,859 --> 00:32:25,627 Kiss the bubbalas goodbye. 583 00:32:26,929 --> 00:32:30,698 Oh, yeah. 584 00:32:30,733 --> 00:32:33,301 Oh, man. Okay. 585 00:32:33,336 --> 00:32:35,804 Mwah. Mwah. 586 00:32:35,838 --> 00:32:38,973 You listen to your mom, okay, babies? 587 00:32:39,008 --> 00:32:41,943 Oh, okay. This is hard. 588 00:32:44,347 --> 00:32:46,514 And, uh... 589 00:32:47,550 --> 00:32:48,883 Okay. 590 00:32:50,820 --> 00:32:52,387 Okay. 591 00:33:01,116 --> 00:33:02,784 Nothing went wrong. People change. 592 00:33:02,818 --> 00:33:06,054 - People change? - Yeah. People change. 593 00:33:06,621 --> 00:33:07,954 Can they change back? 594 00:33:09,924 --> 00:33:11,391 I don't know. 595 00:33:11,426 --> 00:33:13,727 I think it's harder. 596 00:33:13,761 --> 00:33:16,263 Hey, Bug. 597 00:33:16,297 --> 00:33:18,832 - How was your weekend? - It was fine. 598 00:33:18,866 --> 00:33:21,134 Yeah? You had a good time with Molly? 599 00:33:21,169 --> 00:33:23,003 Mm-hmm. 600 00:33:23,037 --> 00:33:24,638 Is everything all right? 601 00:33:24,672 --> 00:33:26,050 You know, I did call a couple times to check in. 602 00:33:26,074 --> 00:33:28,241 I didn't hear back. 603 00:33:31,379 --> 00:33:33,013 Oh, sweetheart. 604 00:33:33,047 --> 00:33:35,148 Is everything okay? What's wrong? 605 00:33:35,183 --> 00:33:37,317 I was watching a sappy movie. 606 00:33:37,352 --> 00:33:39,252 It made me cry. 607 00:33:39,287 --> 00:33:41,254 Oh. 608 00:33:41,289 --> 00:33:44,157 I'm sorry. 609 00:33:45,460 --> 00:33:48,462 Do you want some dinner? 610 00:33:48,496 --> 00:33:50,130 I'll take some ice cream. 611 00:33:50,164 --> 00:33:51,531 You got it. 612 00:34:36,244 --> 00:34:37,744 Yo, yo, this is Kevin. 613 00:34:37,779 --> 00:34:40,213 You really answer the phone like that, dude? 614 00:34:40,248 --> 00:34:42,015 Randall, what's up? 615 00:34:42,050 --> 00:34:47,187 So I've been thinking about you going to L.A. 616 00:34:47,221 --> 00:34:48,789 I don't think you should do it. 617 00:34:48,823 --> 00:34:51,558 Right, 'cause you don't think I'm talented. 618 00:34:51,592 --> 00:34:53,393 No, no, it's not that. 619 00:34:53,428 --> 00:34:54,728 You just got married. 620 00:34:55,830 --> 00:34:57,170 Sophie's one of the best things 621 00:34:57,198 --> 00:34:58,765 that's ever happened to you, 622 00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:01,001 and this could really stress your relationship. 623 00:35:01,035 --> 00:35:03,503 Sophie and I have been together since we were ten, Randall. 624 00:35:03,538 --> 00:35:05,489 We can hack a few months apart. 625 00:35:05,490 --> 00:35:07,207 Are you sure? 626 00:35:07,241 --> 00:35:08,852 You know, because when I think of anything 627 00:35:08,876 --> 00:35:10,296 getting in between me and Beth... 628 00:35:11,679 --> 00:35:13,480 ...it makes my stomach hurt. 629 00:35:13,514 --> 00:35:16,116 That's 'cause you're whipped. 630 00:35:18,920 --> 00:35:20,787 Sorry I called. 631 00:35:20,822 --> 00:35:26,393 No, look, I, uh... I appreciate the concern. 632 00:35:26,427 --> 00:35:28,728 But Sophie and I are solid. 633 00:35:28,763 --> 00:35:30,497 We're gonna be okay. 634 00:35:30,531 --> 00:35:31,932 And look, when I'm a big star, 635 00:35:31,966 --> 00:35:33,177 and we're living in some mansion, 636 00:35:33,201 --> 00:35:36,203 it'll all be worth it. 637 00:35:36,237 --> 00:35:38,104 Okay, Kev. 638 00:35:38,139 --> 00:35:40,307 Whatever you say. 639 00:36:26,687 --> 00:36:28,755 Hey. Everything all right with Mom? 640 00:36:28,790 --> 00:36:30,590 Uh, with the babies? 641 00:36:30,625 --> 00:36:32,125 Yeah. 642 00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:35,161 Mom's good, um, and Madison's... 643 00:36:35,196 --> 00:36:37,497 She's fine. Yeah. 644 00:36:41,002 --> 00:36:44,037 I-I saw your, uh, your-your strip clip 645 00:36:44,071 --> 00:36:45,672 on Hoda's Twitter feed. 646 00:36:45,706 --> 00:36:47,874 - It's hilarious, man. - -Ah... 647 00:36:47,909 --> 00:36:49,620 It's good... And not, like, in an embarrassing way at all. 648 00:36:49,644 --> 00:36:51,311 I mean, it comes off really charming. 649 00:36:51,345 --> 00:36:54,514 - It's great. - Yeah. It's been a trip. 650 00:36:56,851 --> 00:36:59,886 Uh, h-how is everybody there? How are the girls? 651 00:36:59,921 --> 00:37:02,389 Good. They're good. 652 00:37:02,423 --> 00:37:06,526 Uh, Zoom schooling is a unique version of hell, 653 00:37:06,561 --> 00:37:08,795 - but, um... - I bet. 654 00:37:08,830 --> 00:37:10,764 Yeah. 655 00:37:16,037 --> 00:37:18,538 - So... - Anyway, uh... 656 00:37:18,573 --> 00:37:21,274 Oh, no, I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry, no, g-go ahead. 657 00:37:21,309 --> 00:37:24,044 No, I wasn't, uh, n... Go ahead. 658 00:37:24,078 --> 00:37:28,548 Well, l-look, the reason I was calling is I'm-I'm, um... 659 00:37:28,583 --> 00:37:31,084 S... Um... 660 00:37:31,118 --> 00:37:33,954 I'm finding myself in a really, um... 661 00:37:35,790 --> 00:37:40,760 ...complicated place with Madison, 662 00:37:40,795 --> 00:37:42,829 and I'm a little bit lost on how to deal with it, 663 00:37:42,864 --> 00:37:46,333 and I-I, uh... the first thought that I had... 664 00:37:47,335 --> 00:37:49,803 ...was, uh, 665 00:37:49,837 --> 00:37:53,773 well, it was "What would Randall do?" 666 00:37:57,511 --> 00:38:00,914 I, uh, I have that thought a lot, actually. 667 00:38:00,948 --> 00:38:04,250 That's a nice thing to say. 668 00:38:04,285 --> 00:38:06,720 It's a... 669 00:38:06,754 --> 00:38:08,955 nice thing to know. 670 00:38:10,458 --> 00:38:12,292 I know it seems ironic, too, 671 00:38:12,326 --> 00:38:15,261 uh, because of all of the... 672 00:38:15,296 --> 00:38:17,998 horrible things that I said to you 673 00:38:18,032 --> 00:38:19,466 that day when we were, uh... 674 00:38:19,500 --> 00:38:21,568 Ah, we said a lot of things, Kev. 675 00:38:22,703 --> 00:38:24,771 Yeah, but, uh... 676 00:38:24,805 --> 00:38:26,539 S... 677 00:38:31,646 --> 00:38:35,215 Randall, Kate was telling me about some of the things, uh, 678 00:38:35,249 --> 00:38:36,850 that you felt 679 00:38:36,884 --> 00:38:39,386 during our childhood, some of... 680 00:38:41,956 --> 00:38:44,124 Is that really how you felt? 681 00:38:49,130 --> 00:38:52,332 Yeah, Kev, it is. 682 00:38:54,068 --> 00:38:56,903 Well, that is horrible. 683 00:38:59,974 --> 00:39:02,442 Uh... 684 00:39:02,476 --> 00:39:06,112 I can't imagine having to keep all that to yourself. 685 00:39:14,622 --> 00:39:17,123 Hey, Kev, I'm sorry to cut you off, 686 00:39:17,158 --> 00:39:20,293 but, um, now's not a great time. 687 00:39:20,328 --> 00:39:22,325 I-I have a really important phone call 688 00:39:22,363 --> 00:39:25,165 that I have to make right now. 689 00:39:30,838 --> 00:39:32,683 Yeah, no, I get it. Yeah, no, you-you do you. 690 00:39:32,707 --> 00:39:35,875 - I-I get it. - But we'll talk soon, all right? 691 00:39:38,913 --> 00:39:40,513 We're really about to do this? 692 00:39:40,548 --> 00:39:44,050 I'm already in it, so... let's get in it. 693 00:39:48,222 --> 00:39:51,057 Oh, boy. 694 00:39:51,092 --> 00:39:53,126 - I'm so nervous. - I'm gonna boot. 695 00:39:57,398 --> 00:40:00,400 Hello? 696 00:40:00,434 --> 00:40:02,268 Hi, Hai. 697 00:40:02,303 --> 00:40:05,638 Um, sorry. Uh, what I meant to say was hello. 698 00:40:05,673 --> 00:40:07,841 Um, is this Hai? 699 00:40:07,875 --> 00:40:10,210 Uh, yes, this is he. 700 00:40:11,512 --> 00:40:13,646 This is Randall Pearson. 701 00:40:14,982 --> 00:40:16,883 Oh, Randall. 702 00:40:16,917 --> 00:40:18,297 I'm so pleased to hear from you. 703 00:40:21,288 --> 00:40:23,890 Uh, Hai? 704 00:40:23,924 --> 00:40:25,758 Do you mind if I just jump into asking you 705 00:40:25,793 --> 00:40:27,894 a really blunt question? 706 00:40:27,928 --> 00:40:29,662 Go ahead. 707 00:40:29,697 --> 00:40:35,268 You mentioned in your e-mail that Laurel died in May of 2015. 708 00:40:35,302 --> 00:40:37,203 Of breast cancer, yes. 709 00:40:39,974 --> 00:40:43,877 Um, my father told me that Laurel overdosed 710 00:40:43,911 --> 00:40:46,913 and died shortly after I was born. 711 00:40:49,617 --> 00:40:52,986 So are you saying that he was lying? 712 00:40:54,622 --> 00:40:58,458 From what I know of the story, I believe he was telling you 713 00:40:58,492 --> 00:41:00,593 what he thought was the truth. 714 00:41:14,475 --> 00:41:17,310 Um, this is Beth, Randall's wife. 715 00:41:17,344 --> 00:41:20,580 How exactly did you know Laurel? 716 00:41:20,614 --> 00:41:25,351 We met in our early 20s, here in Orleans Parish. 717 00:41:28,689 --> 00:41:30,623 Sorry, I didn't expect to feel so strange 718 00:41:30,658 --> 00:41:32,892 talking about her on the phone. 719 00:41:32,927 --> 00:41:36,729 I've thought of telling you about her for so many years. 720 00:41:36,764 --> 00:41:39,599 I just wish I could see your face. 721 00:41:39,633 --> 00:41:45,638 I wish I could show you the places she lived, 722 00:41:45,673 --> 00:41:47,674 the things she loved. 723 00:41:58,886 --> 00:42:01,821 Hey, what if we were to come out there? 724 00:42:03,591 --> 00:42:05,425 If that's what you could do... 725 00:42:07,595 --> 00:42:09,662 To see where my mother lived, 726 00:42:09,697 --> 00:42:12,565 and the things she loved? 727 00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:14,567 I would like that very much. 728 00:42:46,742 --> 00:42:52,842 Subtitle sync and corrections by awaqeded for www.addic7ed.com.