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Shaun, did you undress me?

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Except your underpants.

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How long have you been here?

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All night.

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You should be at work.

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I'm taking the day off.

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No, you should be at work.

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You're sick all the time,
not just after hours.

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Shaun, you shouldn't give up your life.

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You have my number. You check in with me.

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I have 15 paid vacation days
and 10 sick days per year,

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but I can only take sick days
when I'm sick,

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not when you are, so this is a vacation.

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[SIGHS]

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The plan is to align your eyes

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using what's called
distraction osteogenesis.

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We cut the bone and implant posts

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on either side of your eye orbits.

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Then we slowly expand that distance,

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allowing for new bone to grow
in the gaps.

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MOLLY: Will it hurt?

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Mm, for mere mortals it would,

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but with your pain tolerance,
it'll tickle.

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You up for this?

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So I'll have perfectly aligned eyes

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but still look like a wad of chewing gum.

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Molly...

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You lost an awful lot of bone and
soft tissue in the accident,

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and in terms of facial reconstruction,

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we've actually come a long way
in the past two years.

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CLAIRE: And after 12 surgeries,

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you get your own personalized coffee mug.

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Oh, I forgot about that.

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Okay, when can we get prepped?

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- Is now too soon?
- [CHUCKLES]

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Car accident. Karin Tindle, 14.

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She was sleeping in the back.

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Trucker in the oncoming lane fell asleep.

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She wasn't wearing a seatbelt.

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Head trauma, not responsive,

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GCS of 5 with decorticate posturing.

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MORGAN: Sounds like a bleed in the brain.

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And she has a 25-point
difference in blood pressures

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between her arms.

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- Possible aortic dissection.
- Head and heart.

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LIM: Page Dr. Melendez. Have
him meet us in the O.R.

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Have you contacted Karin's father?

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He passed away three years ago.

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Let's go.

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Why isn't she waking up?

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We're gonna take good care of her.

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♪

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♪

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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PARK: CT confirmed an aortic dissection.

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She needs a thoracotomy.

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Aorta hasn't ruptured yet...

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And she has a pseudoaneurysm.

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We need to get after
her head trauma first.

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I don't see any major brain bleeds

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and we can monitor pressures.

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In this case, the heart trumps the head.

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♪

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Okay.

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I have two major symptoms...

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nausea and boredom.

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I didn't know boredom was
a symptom of chemotherapy.

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It's a symptom of
sitting on my ass all day.

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I used to run a 700-bed hospital

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with a staff of thousands.

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Now all I have to think about
is how I keep my food down

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and how many bowel movements
I've had all week.

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Four.

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And I don't have to think about that.

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You know what I need?

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My meds.

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Will you do me a favor

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and run and pick these up?

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When I come back, we can do "Mad Libs."

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♪

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MELENDEZ: Unclamp.

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♪

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Graft is holding.

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LIM: That's one fire out. Drill.

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MORGAN: Pupils are blown.

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PARK: ICPs are spiking way up,

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brain perfusion CPP is down.

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She needs a hemicraniectomy.

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Let's sit her up.

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It's marijuana.

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Yes, it is.

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It's marijuana.

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Medicinal marijuana. Hold on.

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One... for the boredom.

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One for the nausea.

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Can I try one?

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I met someone who said cannabidiol

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improved his ASD symptoms.

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<i>A</i> person?

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You met a person once?

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Shaun, have you heard of
the scientific method?

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I'd like to perform a practical,

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albeit anecdotal, experiment.

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Since you're on vacation...

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and we can keep an eye out
on each other...

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♪

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One. One. Uh, whoa.

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One. Take one.

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♪

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♪

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LIM: Cruciate wide incision of the dura.

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- Brain edema.
- She's bradycardic.

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Push another 50 grams of Mannitol

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and ventilate down her CO2.

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- MORGAN: No corneal reflex.
- No overbreathing vent.

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No brain stem reflexes.

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She's brain-dead.

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♪

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[SIGHS]

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[MONITOR BEEPING, VENTILATOR HISSING]

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- [GLASS SHATTERS]
- GLASSMAN: Fore!

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[BOTH LAUGH]

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You broke my house.

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You got to club down. It's just 12 yards.

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It's a little dog leg.

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Here. Watch this.

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[THUDDING]

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[LAUGHING] It's in the cup.

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Nice shot, Glassy.

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You're gonna call me Glassy?

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All right. I'm gonna call you Smurf.

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Smurf. This... This is very interesting.

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I find that very funny.

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But it's not.

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It's not. Am I high?

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I think you're pretty high, yeah.

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Am I acting more... normal?

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- No, you're acting high.
- Smurf. Smurf.

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- Why is Smurf funny?
- I don't know.

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It's... It's, um...

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You take the first letter
of the first name

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and you attach it to the first
syllable of your last name, see?

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S-S-S-Murph. Smurf.

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We did it all the time in high school.

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So your name was A-Glass?

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Yeah, no, it didn't work for me.

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Okay, serious now.

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Where's the next hole?

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Right there. Careful of
the hazard right behind it.

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- Okay, Sam Snead.
- Dr. Glassman.

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See what you got.

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[CLUB HITS GOLF BALL]

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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How's Lea?

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Lee-Ya.

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[CHUCKLES]

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Lee-Ya!

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There should be a "Y" in her name.

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Lee-Ya.

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She still into Jack?

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No.

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She is into Jake.

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Who the hell is Jake?

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Jake is the guy

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Lea is into.

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You okay with that?

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I don't think you're okay with that.

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I think that's why you're here.

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I'm here to help you through chemo.

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When a guy is stoned,

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he can tell another guy
anything that's in his heart.

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You know, all the messy,
scary, embarrassing stuff

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that he would otherwise never,
ever, ever tell anyone.

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So what are you thinking?

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A dog pooped on your lawn.

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[CHUCKLES]

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[EXHALES SHARPLY]

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[DOOR OPENS]

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You were right to insist

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that we deal with the aorta
before the brain.

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I appreciate you saying that.

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Don't let guilt make you
second-guess yourself.

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Why would I have guilt?

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You shouldn't. That's my point.

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Good.

190
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I'm hungry. Are you hungry?

191
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I think I am.

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When a man's hungry,
you know what a man wants?

193
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There's an open can of chickpeas
in the fridge.

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- Mallomars.
- What are Mal...

195
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What are... what... what is the Mallomar?

196
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Pure chocolate, fluffy marshmallows

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on a crispy bed of graham goodness.

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Get us an Uber.

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♪

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The next few days are going to be filled

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with many difficult decisions.

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Decisions no parent
should ever have to make.

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We've kept your daughter on life support

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- because we...
- You...

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want to ask about organ donation.

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Yes.

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You want her what? Her heart?

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[SNIFFLES]

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Unfortunately, her heart
was injured by the trauma,

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as were several other organs.

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We have a 16-year-old girl

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who had a tragic accident
a couple of years ago

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that destroyed her face.

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And we were hoping that you might...

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You... want to take my daughter's face...

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and put it on someone else?

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This young girl's life
has been devastated,

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and you have a chance...

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No.

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I'm sorry, Dr. Andrews.

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No. [SNIFFLES]

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♪

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- Okay, how about this one?
- Mm-hmm.

224
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"The ugly can be beautiful.

225
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The pretty, never."

226
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[CHUCKLES] Seems a little judge-y.

227
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Yeah, well, it was Oscar Wilde.

228
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Hmm. Fair enough.

229
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So I'm guessing you didn't see
the Quakes last night.

230
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The San Jose Earthquakes?

231
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Your home team?

232
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Yeah, I know who the Quakes are.

233
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I recorded it.

234
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No, you didn't.

235
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Don't worry.

236
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I watch enough soccer for the both of us.

237
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[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]

238
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They won 3 to 2, by the way.

239
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Beautiful goal in extra time.

240
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They didn't have any either.

241
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Well, that's all the major chains.

242
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We're 0 for 4.

243
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Our next place is on Thornwood Drive,

244
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just west of Santa Teresa Boulevard.

245
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That's in Alamitos.

246
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Yes.

247
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There are still 28 stores

248
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in the greater San Jose area
that we can try

249
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and I've devised a route
starting in the south

250
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working counterclockwise around the city

251
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to best avoid traffic.

252
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We'll buy you a box, I promise.

253
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Okay, guys, I, uh, like a big fare

254
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as much as the next driver

255
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but racking up hundreds of
dollars on a munchie quest

256
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is starting to feel exploitative.

257
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What do you say I order ahead for pizza

258
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and then we just pick it up
on the way home?

259
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- I don't want pizza.
- I don't want pizza.

260
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What takeout food do you like?

261
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- I like pancakes.
- I don't want pancakes.

262
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I don't want to go home.

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[CLEARS THROAT]

264
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We're paying you to drive us.

265
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You want these cookies?

266
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What is the real reason?

267
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- You'll laugh.
- What's the funny reason?

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[SIGHS]

269
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I had a crush on a girl.

270
00:12:59,296 --> 00:13:01,464
Robin Demayne.

271
00:13:01,466 --> 00:13:03,632
Senior year in high school.

272
00:13:05,635 --> 00:13:07,403
Her favorite snack.

273
00:13:10,373 --> 00:13:11,740
[SIGHS]

274
00:13:14,611 --> 00:13:15,678
Okay.

275
00:13:15,680 --> 00:13:17,646
Are we going to get Mallomars?

276
00:13:17,648 --> 00:13:18,881
Nope.

277
00:13:18,883 --> 00:13:21,417
You have been harboring
feelings for this girl

278
00:13:21,419 --> 00:13:23,519
for over 40 years.

279
00:13:23,521 --> 00:13:26,055
<i>That</i> is a worthy quest.

280
00:13:26,057 --> 00:13:27,890
Now, how do you spell "Demayne"?

281
00:13:27,892 --> 00:13:30,059
D-E?

282
00:13:34,464 --> 00:13:38,134
You're the same sex, race,
approximate age,

283
00:13:38,136 --> 00:13:39,935
share compatible blood types
and antigens,

284
00:13:39,937 --> 00:13:41,470
and a whole bunch of other things

285
00:13:41,472 --> 00:13:44,140
that make you the perfect match.

286
00:13:44,642 --> 00:13:48,611
And we just received permission
from her next of kin.

287
00:13:48,613 --> 00:13:57,453
♪

288
00:13:57,455 --> 00:13:59,522
Yeah.

289
00:13:59,524 --> 00:14:06,896
♪

290
00:14:06,898 --> 00:14:14,270
♪

291
00:14:14,272 --> 00:14:18,374
Our donor's on life support
but her heart is compromised,

292
00:14:18,376 --> 00:14:20,743
so we are very much on the clock.

293
00:14:20,745 --> 00:14:23,913
Cancel all elective surgeries,
all personal plans,

294
00:14:23,915 --> 00:14:25,281
and all hopes of sleep.

295
00:14:25,283 --> 00:14:26,515
[LAUGHTER]

296
00:14:26,517 --> 00:14:28,984
This is your home for the next two days.

297
00:14:33,390 --> 00:14:35,324
Let's give Molly a new face.

298
00:14:35,326 --> 00:14:37,726
[APPLAUSE]

299
00:14:37,728 --> 00:14:41,230
♪

300
00:14:43,118 --> 00:14:47,668
There is another Robin Demayne
living in San Mateo.

301
00:14:47,669 --> 00:14:49,902
That's less than half an hour from here.

302
00:14:49,904 --> 00:14:52,705
Ooh, I found one in Los Gatos,
even closer.

303
00:14:52,707 --> 00:14:55,742
You realize how stupid this is, right?

304
00:14:55,744 --> 00:14:58,111
This is a quest. A quest is never stupid.

305
00:14:58,113 --> 00:15:00,646
A quest is, by definition,
almost always stupid.

306
00:15:00,648 --> 00:15:02,715
Why would I want to see Robin Demayne

307
00:15:02,717 --> 00:15:03,983
after all these years?

308
00:15:03,985 --> 00:15:05,752
To tell her you love her?

309
00:15:05,754 --> 00:15:07,515
I just want a cookie!

310
00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,211
I wasn't in love with her.

311
00:15:10,925 --> 00:15:12,520
I was a teenager.

312
00:15:14,028 --> 00:15:16,399
I was infatuated.

313
00:15:16,831 --> 00:15:19,098
And whenever you thought about her,

314
00:15:19,100 --> 00:15:20,533
it made you happy.

315
00:15:20,535 --> 00:15:23,102
And you thought about her all the time.

316
00:15:23,104 --> 00:15:27,618
And every time you saw her,
you felt a rush, light-headed...

317
00:15:28,810 --> 00:15:31,998
Is that how you know you're in love?

318
00:15:32,280 --> 00:15:34,280
That's how it starts.

319
00:15:34,282 --> 00:15:36,282
And when you're not with that person,

320
00:15:36,284 --> 00:15:40,319
you miss them so much you're
willing to drive to 32 stores

321
00:15:40,321 --> 00:15:42,488
to find a sensory reminder

322
00:15:42,490 --> 00:15:44,857
that might bring back those memories.

323
00:15:44,859 --> 00:15:48,461
[NATHANIEL RATELIFF & THE NIGHT
SWEATS' "YOU WORRY ME" PLAYS]

324
00:15:48,463 --> 00:15:55,968
♪

325
00:15:55,970 --> 00:16:03,476
♪

326
00:16:03,478 --> 00:16:05,778
♪ I'm all right today

327
00:16:05,780 --> 00:16:10,082
♪ You gonna find a way to cross
and you gonna get there ♪

328
00:16:13,020 --> 00:16:17,857
♪ I'm gonna leave it all
out there to dry ♪

329
00:16:17,859 --> 00:16:20,526
♪ I'm gonna leave it all out there ♪

330
00:16:22,596 --> 00:16:27,466
♪ I'm gonna leave it all
out there to dry up ♪

331
00:16:27,468 --> 00:16:30,136
♪ I'm gonna leave it all out there ♪

332
00:16:31,905 --> 00:16:34,841
♪ But you worry me

333
00:16:34,843 --> 00:16:37,343
♪ You worry me

334
00:16:37,345 --> 00:16:39,745
♪ You worry me

335
00:16:39,747 --> 00:16:42,114
♪ You worry me

336
00:16:42,116 --> 00:16:44,550
♪ You worry me

337
00:16:44,552 --> 00:16:47,153
♪ You worry me

338
00:16:47,155 --> 00:16:50,590
♪

339
00:16:50,592 --> 00:16:52,592
Ride home's on me.

340
00:16:55,654 --> 00:16:57,254
Flake.

341
00:16:57,256 --> 00:16:59,457
Flake's a guy from my high school.

342
00:16:59,459 --> 00:17:01,992
He knew everyone,
he kept track of everyone,

343
00:17:01,994 --> 00:17:04,228
and I guarantee you
he never left Livermore.

344
00:17:04,230 --> 00:17:08,032
We need to go to Livermore
and ask Flake about Robin.

345
00:17:09,401 --> 00:17:10,868
We're going to Livermore.

346
00:17:10,870 --> 00:17:12,470
[TURN SIGNAL CLICKING]

347
00:17:14,106 --> 00:17:15,339
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

348
00:17:16,108 --> 00:17:18,476
CLAIRE: Every lab and imaging
test that comes back

349
00:17:18,478 --> 00:17:20,511
just reinforces the fact
that this really is

350
00:17:20,513 --> 00:17:22,274
a one-in-a-million match.

351
00:17:22,782 --> 00:17:23,914
Nice.

352
00:17:25,417 --> 00:17:27,251
Yeah, it is.

353
00:17:28,086 --> 00:17:30,955
It's also very scary

354
00:17:30,957 --> 00:17:33,494
and natural to be having second thoughts.

355
00:17:34,794 --> 00:17:36,247
It's just...

356
00:17:37,998 --> 00:17:40,918
I-I don't know how to
accept a gift like this...

357
00:17:42,201 --> 00:17:46,737
Someone else's face,
someone else's identity...

358
00:17:46,739 --> 00:17:48,906
The face is just a mask.

359
00:17:48,908 --> 00:17:51,809
- It's what's... 
- Underneath that counts?

360
00:17:51,811 --> 00:17:53,744
[LAUGHS] Really?

361
00:17:53,746 --> 00:17:56,213
Those lame quotes we've been mocking,

362
00:17:56,215 --> 00:17:57,948
you're gonna use them on me?

363
00:18:00,685 --> 00:18:01,981
Yeah.

364
00:18:02,789 --> 00:18:04,388
[SIGHS]

365
00:18:04,390 --> 00:18:11,629
♪

366
00:18:11,631 --> 00:18:13,075
Molly.

367
00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:19,503
Right now, your face is
the only thing anyone sees.

368
00:18:19,505 --> 00:18:21,959
This operation will change that.

369
00:18:22,542 --> 00:18:25,838
It'll let the world see not your new face

370
00:18:26,846 --> 00:18:30,247
but what has always been behind it.

371
00:18:30,249 --> 00:18:35,419
♪

372
00:18:35,421 --> 00:18:40,624
♪

373
00:18:40,626 --> 00:18:42,459
Will it count towards the coffee mug?

374
00:18:44,429 --> 00:18:46,797
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

375
00:18:46,799 --> 00:18:49,700
SHAUN: Flake lives at
your old high school?

376
00:18:49,702 --> 00:18:51,869
GLASSMAN: He was the janitor back then.

377
00:18:51,871 --> 00:18:52,937
He's the janitor now.

378
00:18:52,939 --> 00:18:54,738
He'll probably be the janitor

379
00:18:54,740 --> 00:18:58,075
when this planet crashes into the sun.

380
00:18:58,077 --> 00:19:01,145
- Flake.
- Findlay Lake was his name.

381
00:19:06,117 --> 00:19:07,084
Hey, Flakey.

382
00:19:07,086 --> 00:19:09,186
Hey yourself, Glaaron Assman.

383
00:19:09,188 --> 00:19:12,593
[CHUCKLES] Your name was Glaaron Assman.

384
00:19:13,259 --> 00:19:15,926
[LAUGHS]

385
00:19:15,928 --> 00:19:18,295
His name was Glaaron Assman.

386
00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:25,002
1973 state championship.

387
00:19:25,004 --> 00:19:27,905
He threw for 460 yards.

388
00:19:27,907 --> 00:19:31,942
And if you squint hard enough,
you'll see who was named MVP.

389
00:19:32,344 --> 00:19:34,311
GLASSMAN: You said you had
something to show us?

390
00:19:34,313 --> 00:19:36,280
Oh, yeah. Wait right here.

391
00:19:36,282 --> 00:19:44,722
♪

392
00:19:44,724 --> 00:19:47,591
[VENTILATOR HISSING]

393
00:20:06,544 --> 00:20:07,856
Shannon?

394
00:20:08,981 --> 00:20:12,616
[VOICE BREAKING] I keep
thinking she's just sleeping.

395
00:20:12,618 --> 00:20:13,784
[SNIFFLES]

396
00:20:13,786 --> 00:20:16,120
How can I say goodbye?

397
00:20:17,489 --> 00:20:19,189
[SNIFFLES]

398
00:20:19,191 --> 00:20:27,464
♪

399
00:20:27,466 --> 00:20:35,773
♪

400
00:20:35,775 --> 00:20:44,048
♪

401
00:20:44,050 --> 00:20:46,350
We call it the Walk of Honor.

402
00:20:46,352 --> 00:20:48,986
To thank your daughter for her sacrifice.

403
00:20:48,988 --> 00:20:58,762
♪

404
00:20:58,764 --> 00:21:08,572
♪

405
00:21:08,574 --> 00:21:18,349
♪

406
00:21:18,351 --> 00:21:28,158
♪

407
00:21:28,160 --> 00:21:37,935
♪

408
00:21:37,937 --> 00:21:47,745
♪

409
00:21:47,747 --> 00:21:57,521
♪

410
00:21:57,523 --> 00:22:07,331
♪

411
00:22:07,333 --> 00:22:17,107
♪

412
00:22:17,109 --> 00:22:26,917
♪

413
00:22:26,919 --> 00:22:36,693
♪

414
00:22:40,014 --> 00:22:42,500
Do you remember a guy named Bobby Juarez?

415
00:22:42,500 --> 00:22:46,034
Tall kid but too clumsy to play hoops?

416
00:22:46,036 --> 00:22:49,638
He told me that Robin
married a dentist named Scaplin

417
00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:51,206
and moved out of state.

418
00:22:51,208 --> 00:22:53,442
You couldn't tell me that when I called?

419
00:22:53,444 --> 00:22:55,210
I wanted to see you.

420
00:22:55,212 --> 00:22:56,145
[CHUCKLES]

421
00:22:56,147 --> 00:22:57,679
SHAUN: I found her.

422
00:22:57,681 --> 00:23:02,184
Robin Scaplin is in Portland, Oregon.

423
00:23:02,186 --> 00:23:05,187
It's an 11 hour and 27 minute drive.

424
00:23:08,324 --> 00:23:10,659
Fill up the tank, I guess.

425
00:23:10,661 --> 00:23:12,416
We're going to Portland.

426
00:23:13,330 --> 00:23:14,563
[EXHALES SHARPLY]

427
00:23:14,565 --> 00:23:17,032
[MONITOR BEEPING]

428
00:23:17,034 --> 00:23:25,140
♪

429
00:23:25,142 --> 00:23:33,282
♪

430
00:23:33,284 --> 00:23:34,383
MELENDEZ: 10 blade.

431
00:23:34,385 --> 00:23:39,688
♪

432
00:23:39,690 --> 00:23:44,993
♪

433
00:23:44,995 --> 00:23:46,595
ANDREWS: 10 blade.

434
00:23:46,597 --> 00:23:53,835
♪

435
00:23:53,837 --> 00:24:01,109
♪

436
00:24:01,111 --> 00:24:04,079
Proximal facial nerve
isolated and dissected.

437
00:24:04,081 --> 00:24:06,715
Okay, let's start the heavy lifting.

438
00:24:09,485 --> 00:24:11,420
[TOOL WHIRS]

439
00:24:11,422 --> 00:24:17,593
♪

440
00:24:17,595 --> 00:24:23,732
♪

441
00:24:23,734 --> 00:24:26,401
[WATER SQUIRTING]

442
00:24:26,403 --> 00:24:29,338
♪

443
00:24:29,340 --> 00:24:30,772
[TOOL WHIRS]

444
00:24:30,774 --> 00:24:34,876
Clamping the left and right
common carotid arteries

445
00:24:34,878 --> 00:24:36,445
and jugular veins...

446
00:24:36,447 --> 00:24:39,581
Cutting the carotids and jugulars...

447
00:24:43,219 --> 00:24:44,820
Let's do it.

448
00:24:44,822 --> 00:24:53,195
♪

449
00:24:53,197 --> 00:25:01,570
♪

450
00:25:01,572 --> 00:25:09,911
♪

451
00:25:09,913 --> 00:25:18,287
♪

452
00:25:18,289 --> 00:25:21,957
[VENTILATOR HISSING, MONITOR BEEPING]

453
00:25:21,959 --> 00:25:29,364
♪

454
00:25:29,366 --> 00:25:36,772
♪

455
00:25:36,774 --> 00:25:39,107
[FLATLINE]

456
00:25:39,109 --> 00:25:48,717
♪

457
00:25:48,719 --> 00:25:58,327
♪

458
00:25:58,329 --> 00:25:59,895
[EXHALES SHARPLY]

459
00:25:59,897 --> 00:26:03,298
It's a long way to go
to visit a married woman

460
00:26:03,300 --> 00:26:04,933
you haven't seen since high school

461
00:26:04,935 --> 00:26:06,768
who may not even be home.

462
00:26:06,770 --> 00:26:09,938
She's home. I called at the last stop.

463
00:26:09,940 --> 00:26:11,306
What did she say?

464
00:26:11,308 --> 00:26:13,108
"Hello."

465
00:26:13,110 --> 00:26:14,576
What did you say?

466
00:26:14,578 --> 00:26:17,312
Nothing. He hung up.

467
00:26:17,314 --> 00:26:18,680
When you sober up,

468
00:26:18,682 --> 00:26:21,249
you are gonna want to
turn around and go home.

469
00:26:25,988 --> 00:26:27,456
Probably.

470
00:26:30,093 --> 00:26:32,461
[MONITOR BEEPING]

471
00:26:32,463 --> 00:26:39,634
♪

472
00:26:39,636 --> 00:26:46,808
♪

473
00:26:46,810 --> 00:26:53,982
♪

474
00:26:53,984 --> 00:26:55,250
ANDREWS: As rehearsed...

475
00:26:55,252 --> 00:26:57,919
veins, arteries, nerves,
in that order, from the chin up.

476
00:26:57,921 --> 00:26:59,354
Yes?

477
00:26:59,356 --> 00:27:05,527
♪

478
00:27:05,529 --> 00:27:11,666
♪

479
00:27:11,668 --> 00:27:14,569
Can I get the osteosynthetic
plates and screws, please?

480
00:27:16,372 --> 00:27:17,639
[SCOFFS] Damn it.

481
00:27:17,641 --> 00:27:19,674
I tore part of the donor's artery.

482
00:27:19,676 --> 00:27:21,243
I need more interrupted sutures.

483
00:27:21,245 --> 00:27:23,412
Let's keep our focus, people.

484
00:27:23,414 --> 00:27:24,646
NURSE PETRINGA: Dr. Browne,

485
00:27:24,648 --> 00:27:26,181
Molly's parents would like to see you

486
00:27:26,183 --> 00:27:27,783
on your next break.

487
00:27:27,785 --> 00:27:29,131
Take it now.

488
00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:30,757
You, too.

489
00:27:31,255 --> 00:27:32,187
Uh...

490
00:27:32,189 --> 00:27:33,655
Dr. Park?

491
00:27:33,657 --> 00:27:38,827
♪

492
00:27:38,829 --> 00:27:44,032
♪

493
00:27:50,373 --> 00:27:58,547
♪

494
00:27:58,549 --> 00:28:06,721
♪

495
00:28:06,723 --> 00:28:10,463
I had a huge crush on Robin Demayne.

496
00:28:10,994 --> 00:28:13,508
A thoroughly unrequited crush...

497
00:28:13,997 --> 00:28:17,065
that slowly turned into a grudge.

498
00:28:18,468 --> 00:28:19,868
Last day of school,

499
00:28:19,870 --> 00:28:21,670
kids were passing around their yearbooks,

500
00:28:21,672 --> 00:28:24,060
and I signed in hers

501
00:28:25,509 --> 00:28:27,476
something that was borne out of anger

502
00:28:27,478 --> 00:28:30,358
and resentment and pettiness.

503
00:28:30,814 --> 00:28:34,362
It was designed to be
somewhat humorous, but...

504
00:28:34,852 --> 00:28:37,586
was really just mostly hurtful.

505
00:28:37,588 --> 00:28:41,623
Later that day, at the award ceremony,

506
00:28:41,625 --> 00:28:44,459
I was skimming through my yearbook

507
00:28:44,461 --> 00:28:46,495
and saw what she wrote me...

508
00:28:47,730 --> 00:28:49,836
"I have only two regrets...

509
00:28:50,434 --> 00:28:53,298
my haircut in junior year

510
00:28:53,937 --> 00:28:56,204
and that you never asked me out."

511
00:28:59,008 --> 00:29:03,683
And just then, I looked out
in the crowd and saw her.

512
00:29:04,515 --> 00:29:06,181
Her eyes were red,

513
00:29:06,183 --> 00:29:08,650
obviously crying, obviously very hurt.

514
00:29:11,187 --> 00:29:14,356
And at that exact moment,
I was awarded my trophy.

515
00:29:15,958 --> 00:29:19,828
I looked for her after
but never saw her again.

516
00:29:21,764 --> 00:29:25,700
Is that all the scary,
messy, embarrassing stuff

517
00:29:25,702 --> 00:29:27,736
that guys never, ever tell anyone?

518
00:29:27,738 --> 00:29:31,306
♪

519
00:29:31,308 --> 00:29:32,921
Pretty much.

520
00:29:33,877 --> 00:29:36,411
[CAR DOOR OPENS]

521
00:29:36,413 --> 00:29:40,348
♪

522
00:29:40,350 --> 00:29:42,284
Dean and Lori?

523
00:29:42,286 --> 00:29:43,952
This is Shannon.

524
00:29:47,924 --> 00:29:49,980
LORI: Thank you for meeting with us.

525
00:29:50,561 --> 00:29:52,065
And for...

526
00:29:52,763 --> 00:29:54,362
everything.

527
00:29:54,364 --> 00:29:56,698
DEAN: If you don't mind, we have
so many questions for you,

528
00:29:56,700 --> 00:29:58,433
about your daughter.

529
00:29:58,435 --> 00:30:01,202
We'd like to know what she was like,

530
00:30:01,204 --> 00:30:03,705
what she liked to do.

531
00:30:03,707 --> 00:30:05,807
Molly wants to know, too.

532
00:30:12,815 --> 00:30:14,082
Uh...

533
00:30:15,251 --> 00:30:17,218
Her name was Karin.

534
00:30:18,955 --> 00:30:20,522
And I killed her.

535
00:30:20,524 --> 00:30:29,130
♪

536
00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:32,934
I'm supposed to tell you to get back in.

537
00:30:35,638 --> 00:30:37,205
Don't let him get to you.

538
00:30:37,207 --> 00:30:38,707
It's not him, it's you.

539
00:30:40,443 --> 00:30:42,811
Your advice that I shouldn't be
second-guessing myself

540
00:30:42,813 --> 00:30:45,547
is making me think you must be
second-guessing yourself.

541
00:30:45,549 --> 00:30:46,615
About what?

542
00:30:46,617 --> 00:30:49,150
You're the one who insisted we deal
with the heart before the brain.

543
00:30:49,152 --> 00:30:51,143
And you didn't fight me. Why not?

544
00:30:51,145 --> 00:30:53,154
- Because you were right.
- I was right.

545
00:30:53,156 --> 00:30:54,322
But you have never thought anyone

546
00:30:54,324 --> 00:30:55,991
other than yourself was right in an O.R.

547
00:30:55,993 --> 00:30:58,093
since you first stepped foot in one.

548
00:30:58,095 --> 00:31:00,428
You backed off 'cause
we're sleeping together.

549
00:31:00,430 --> 00:31:09,471
♪

550
00:31:12,575 --> 00:31:14,981
The car accident was my fault.

551
00:31:15,846 --> 00:31:18,913
It was my idea to leave so early.

552
00:31:18,915 --> 00:31:21,654
It was my idea
to let her sleep in the back.

553
00:31:22,819 --> 00:31:26,117
It was up to me to make sure
she was wearing her seatbelt.

554
00:31:27,624 --> 00:31:30,091
CLAIRE: None of which would've mattered

555
00:31:30,093 --> 00:31:32,427
if the truck driver hadn't fallen asleep.

556
00:31:33,763 --> 00:31:35,630
It's natural to feel guilt,

557
00:31:35,632 --> 00:31:38,667
but you have to understand
this wasn't your fault.

558
00:31:40,369 --> 00:31:42,804
It doesn't work that way, Dr. Browne.

559
00:31:44,740 --> 00:31:47,842
It was my handgun that hurt Molly.

560
00:31:47,844 --> 00:31:49,978
And you can say that
it was a freak accident

561
00:31:49,980 --> 00:31:53,148
or that Molly knew
she wasn't supposed to touch it

562
00:31:53,150 --> 00:31:55,188
or some other B.S., but...

563
00:31:56,119 --> 00:31:57,719
it was my fault.

564
00:31:59,488 --> 00:32:01,189
I had one job...

565
00:32:02,725 --> 00:32:05,156
...and that was to protect my family.

566
00:32:06,963 --> 00:32:08,563
I didn't do my job.

567
00:32:10,399 --> 00:32:12,267
And you could try to make sense of it,

568
00:32:12,269 --> 00:32:15,670
try to find something,
some pleasure somewhere,

569
00:32:15,672 --> 00:32:17,127
some meaning.

570
00:32:17,741 --> 00:32:19,240
But there just isn't.

571
00:32:19,242 --> 00:32:24,345
♪

572
00:32:24,347 --> 00:32:26,381
And then your daughter...

573
00:32:28,117 --> 00:32:30,251
...does this for us...

574
00:32:30,253 --> 00:32:39,127
♪

575
00:32:39,129 --> 00:32:41,062
[SIGHS]

576
00:32:50,339 --> 00:32:52,173
Hi, Robin.

577
00:32:53,676 --> 00:32:55,610
Aaron?

578
00:32:55,612 --> 00:33:00,982
♪

579
00:33:02,946 --> 00:33:05,314
[BIRDS CHIRPING]

580
00:33:09,207 --> 00:33:11,241
He had a huge crush on you.

581
00:33:14,445 --> 00:33:16,580
Yeah. Uh... [CHUCKLES]

582
00:33:16,582 --> 00:33:19,983
That's not why I'm here, though.

583
00:33:19,985 --> 00:33:22,319
I'm here to apologize.

584
00:33:24,822 --> 00:33:27,357
For what I wrote in your yearbook.

585
00:33:27,359 --> 00:33:28,658
Yearbook?

586
00:33:30,928 --> 00:33:32,529
Yeah. Uh...

587
00:33:34,131 --> 00:33:36,333
I wrote something, um...

588
00:33:38,669 --> 00:33:40,103
[CHUCKLES]

589
00:33:40,105 --> 00:33:45,256
...hurtful and untrue and really stupid.

590
00:33:45,944 --> 00:33:49,112
And then I read what you wrote in mine.

591
00:33:51,549 --> 00:33:53,139
What did I write?

592
00:33:56,426 --> 00:34:00,028
She had a bad haircut in junior year.

593
00:34:00,158 --> 00:34:02,859
Oh. [CHUCKLES] I certainly remember that.

594
00:34:05,029 --> 00:34:07,931
Yeah, well, it was a long time ago.

595
00:34:07,933 --> 00:34:11,535
Anyway, I just...
I wanted to say I'm sorry.

596
00:34:13,938 --> 00:34:15,238
Well...

597
00:34:15,240 --> 00:34:17,707
Apology accepted.

598
00:34:17,709 --> 00:34:19,743
Thank you.

599
00:34:24,282 --> 00:34:25,982
Mallomars.

600
00:34:29,253 --> 00:34:31,521
Robin's favorite snack.

601
00:34:31,523 --> 00:34:37,594
♪

602
00:34:37,596 --> 00:34:43,667
♪

603
00:34:43,669 --> 00:34:46,303
Right side donor to recipient
vessels are anastomosed.

604
00:34:46,305 --> 00:34:47,337
Ditto on the left.

605
00:34:47,339 --> 00:34:49,205
Let's see how our plumbing works.

606
00:34:49,207 --> 00:34:50,640
Unclamp them, please.

607
00:34:50,642 --> 00:34:54,010
[VENTILATOR HISSING, MONITOR BEEPING]

608
00:34:55,479 --> 00:34:57,029
PARK: She's pinking up.

609
00:34:57,031 --> 00:35:06,856
♪

610
00:35:06,858 --> 00:35:09,593
Moving on. Motor and sensory
neurorrhaphies...

611
00:35:09,595 --> 00:35:15,665
♪

612
00:35:31,983 --> 00:35:41,825
♪

613
00:35:41,827 --> 00:35:51,701
♪

614
00:35:54,271 --> 00:35:56,039
How's our girl doing?

615
00:35:56,041 --> 00:35:58,108
She's just waking up now.

616
00:36:00,645 --> 00:36:01,778
[CHUCKLES]

617
00:36:03,881 --> 00:36:05,521
Hi, Molly.

618
00:36:06,718 --> 00:36:07,851
How are you feeling?

619
00:36:07,853 --> 00:36:09,219
MOLLY: Terrible.

620
00:36:09,221 --> 00:36:12,322
Then we're right on target.

621
00:36:12,324 --> 00:36:13,757
You want to have a look?

622
00:36:15,059 --> 00:36:16,760
No.

623
00:36:16,762 --> 00:36:17,894
No rush.

624
00:36:20,398 --> 00:36:22,732
It is going to look...

625
00:36:24,001 --> 00:36:25,835
surreal.

626
00:36:25,837 --> 00:36:27,971
Like you're looking at a stranger.

627
00:36:29,974 --> 00:36:32,242
But it won't always.

628
00:36:32,244 --> 00:36:36,246
Because nobody laughs or holds their head

629
00:36:36,248 --> 00:36:40,183
or looks someone in the eye
exactly the way you do.

630
00:36:40,185 --> 00:36:47,557
♪

631
00:36:47,559 --> 00:36:48,858
[QUIETLY] Okay.

632
00:36:48,860 --> 00:36:58,134
♪

633
00:36:58,136 --> 00:37:07,410
♪

634
00:37:07,412 --> 00:37:16,720
♪

635
00:37:16,722 --> 00:37:26,029
♪

636
00:37:28,332 --> 00:37:30,066
[DOOR OPENS]

637
00:37:39,376 --> 00:37:41,211
I apologize

638
00:37:41,213 --> 00:37:44,814
for telling you how to react
to losing a patient.

639
00:37:45,683 --> 00:37:47,050
Thank you.

640
00:37:49,587 --> 00:37:52,088
When I accused you
of second-guessing yourself,

641
00:37:52,090 --> 00:37:54,924
that's because I'm doing it, too.

642
00:37:56,494 --> 00:37:58,795
Our relationship has me
questioning everything I do

643
00:37:58,797 --> 00:38:00,530
and everything you do.

644
00:38:00,532 --> 00:38:03,133
You're making this way more
complicated than it has to be.

645
00:38:03,135 --> 00:38:05,268
It is complicated.

646
00:38:05,270 --> 00:38:06,636
The fact that we're seeing each other

647
00:38:06,638 --> 00:38:09,539
changes the context
of all of our interactions.

648
00:38:11,809 --> 00:38:14,811
I guess that's why
there are rules against it.

649
00:38:18,883 --> 00:38:21,751
I think I can keep
being a jerk to you at work

650
00:38:21,753 --> 00:38:23,219
if that's what you want.

651
00:38:27,491 --> 00:38:29,359
You think we should end it?

652
00:38:33,931 --> 00:38:35,265
No.

653
00:38:35,267 --> 00:38:40,403
♪

654
00:38:40,405 --> 00:38:45,575
♪

655
00:38:45,577 --> 00:38:47,010
See you tomorrow.

656
00:38:47,012 --> 00:38:49,913
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

657
00:38:52,416 --> 00:38:54,450
[BAG ZIPS]

658
00:38:54,452 --> 00:38:57,787
CLAIRE: So, once you're feeling
a little less woozy,

659
00:38:57,789 --> 00:39:00,089
we'll set you up with
a whole bunch of therapists...

660
00:39:00,091 --> 00:39:03,426
speech, occupational, physical.

661
00:39:05,329 --> 00:39:06,830
LORI: Shannon.

662
00:39:06,832 --> 00:39:08,598
Please come in.

663
00:39:13,337 --> 00:39:15,211
SHANNON: I'm Karin's mom.

664
00:39:15,907 --> 00:39:17,006
Hi.

665
00:39:20,611 --> 00:39:22,812
I brought something for you.

666
00:39:22,814 --> 00:39:30,153
♪

667
00:39:30,155 --> 00:39:37,460
♪

668
00:39:37,462 --> 00:39:44,801
♪

669
00:39:44,803 --> 00:39:46,302
[SIGHS]

670
00:39:46,304 --> 00:39:55,712
♪

671
00:39:55,714 --> 00:39:56,980
She was beautiful.

672
00:39:56,982 --> 00:40:02,151
♪

673
00:40:02,153 --> 00:40:07,323
♪

674
00:40:07,325 --> 00:40:09,092
Thank you.

675
00:40:11,161 --> 00:40:14,697
And thank you for timing
that elevator ride so perfectly.

676
00:40:15,666 --> 00:40:17,300
[EXHALES]

677
00:40:19,536 --> 00:40:21,604
Can I ask you for a favor?

678
00:40:25,042 --> 00:40:27,176
I'd like to say goodbye.

679
00:40:27,178 --> 00:40:34,517
♪

680
00:40:34,519 --> 00:40:41,824
♪

681
00:40:41,826 --> 00:40:49,165
♪

682
00:40:49,167 --> 00:40:51,367
[DOOR OPENS]

683
00:40:55,806 --> 00:40:58,241
GLASSMAN: Eh, we'll clean up tomorrow.

684
00:40:58,243 --> 00:41:00,209
SHAUN: And buy a new vase.

685
00:41:00,211 --> 00:41:02,445
Yeah, buying a new vase is easy.

686
00:41:04,615 --> 00:41:07,717
Vacuuming up my grandmother's ashes,

687
00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:09,118
not so easy.

688
00:41:10,621 --> 00:41:13,287
Are you glad you apologized?

689
00:41:14,392 --> 00:41:15,831
Yeah.

690
00:41:16,461 --> 00:41:18,828
Do you still feel guilty?

691
00:41:21,799 --> 00:41:23,199
Yeah.

692
00:41:23,201 --> 00:41:27,203
Guilt must be a bad thing
if it makes people feel badly

693
00:41:27,205 --> 00:41:29,595
about something they can never fix.

694
00:41:30,875 --> 00:41:32,709
Or maybe it's a deterrent

695
00:41:32,711 --> 00:41:35,011
so we do the right thing the next time.

696
00:41:39,750 --> 00:41:41,649
You loved Robin

697
00:41:42,354 --> 00:41:44,887
but could never be with her.

698
00:41:44,889 --> 00:41:46,456
Do you wish you'd never met her?

699
00:41:46,458 --> 00:41:48,658
Not for one second.

700
00:41:51,762 --> 00:41:56,966
I'm not okay that Lea is into Jake.

701
00:41:56,968 --> 00:42:02,438
♪

702
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:07,944
♪

703
00:42:07,946 --> 00:42:09,969
Good night, Smurf.

704
00:42:11,049 --> 00:42:12,682
Night, Glassy.

705
00:42:12,684 --> 00:42:16,953
♪