1 00:00:14,663 --> 00:00:16,405 Mm. 2 00:00:32,681 --> 00:00:34,840 Kinda overcooked the eggs. 3 00:00:34,850 --> 00:00:37,634 Not used to a gas stove. Sorry. 4 00:00:38,979 --> 00:00:40,512 Last thing I want is food right now. 5 00:00:40,522 --> 00:00:43,307 Ah, lightweight. 6 00:00:43,317 --> 00:00:45,726 You know, I outdrank you at least two to one. 7 00:00:45,736 --> 00:00:47,603 Never mind I was rolling on Molly. 8 00:00:47,613 --> 00:00:50,522 I'm a cheap date. 9 00:00:50,532 --> 00:00:52,816 I'll take the coffee, though. 10 00:00:55,245 --> 00:00:57,112 You're a doctor? 11 00:01:01,418 --> 00:01:04,620 Well, Dr. Browne... 12 00:01:04,630 --> 00:01:07,091 I had fun last night. 13 00:01:08,717 --> 00:01:09,676 Me too. 14 00:01:11,303 --> 00:01:14,922 And that unenthusiastic response answers my question. 15 00:01:16,391 --> 00:01:17,800 "Wanna meet up again?" 16 00:01:23,065 --> 00:01:24,399 I'll get out of here. 17 00:01:42,084 --> 00:01:43,659 Hey, Shaun -- 18 00:01:43,669 --> 00:01:46,662 I have a question for Dr. Glassman. 19 00:01:46,672 --> 00:01:48,539 Uh, he's, uh, in the shower. 20 00:01:48,549 --> 00:01:50,999 - Do you want to come on -- - When did his shower begin? 21 00:01:51,009 --> 00:01:52,793 Just -- He just got in. 22 00:01:52,803 --> 00:01:55,337 His showers are at least nine minutes. 23 00:01:55,347 --> 00:01:57,256 I'd be late to work. 24 00:01:57,266 --> 00:01:59,800 I'll wait. This is important. 25 00:02:08,902 --> 00:02:11,019 Is there something I can help with? 26 00:02:11,029 --> 00:02:14,022 The florist told me the pink roses express passion 27 00:02:14,032 --> 00:02:16,567 and the purple Peruvian lilies convey devotion, 28 00:02:16,577 --> 00:02:19,736 but I feel both passion and devotion for Carly. 29 00:02:19,746 --> 00:02:20,956 You could give her both. 30 00:02:24,960 --> 00:02:27,369 Please ask Dr. Glassman to text me the answer 31 00:02:27,379 --> 00:02:29,329 as soon as he gets out of the shower. 32 00:02:29,339 --> 00:02:32,624 Well...what's Carly's favorite color? 33 00:02:32,634 --> 00:02:34,751 'Cause flowers don't really have meaning. 34 00:02:34,761 --> 00:02:36,513 That's just a tactic to boost sales. 35 00:02:38,223 --> 00:02:39,266 Purple. 36 00:02:40,517 --> 00:02:42,426 There you go. 37 00:03:06,668 --> 00:03:08,128 Hi, Shaun. 38 00:03:10,422 --> 00:03:12,164 I'd like to have sex tonight. 39 00:03:14,134 --> 00:03:15,375 Would you? 40 00:03:17,971 --> 00:03:19,213 Yes. 41 00:03:37,866 --> 00:03:39,483 39-year-old male, multi-car accident, 42 00:03:39,493 --> 00:03:40,943 blunt abdominal injuries, 43 00:03:40,953 --> 00:03:42,778 including ruptured spleen and lacerated liver. 44 00:03:42,788 --> 00:03:44,613 - What's his G. C. S.? - Nine. 45 00:03:44,623 --> 00:03:46,698 Intraperitoneal free fluid in the right upper quadrant. 46 00:03:46,708 --> 00:03:47,741 We need an O. R., stat. 47 00:03:47,751 --> 00:03:49,159 Page Melendez. 48 00:04:07,938 --> 00:04:09,805 We were at our engagement photoshoot. 49 00:04:09,815 --> 00:04:11,473 I thought it was just a migraine. 50 00:04:11,483 --> 00:04:13,725 I get them sometimes with the flashing lights. 51 00:04:13,735 --> 00:04:15,310 Then she started slurring her words. 52 00:04:15,320 --> 00:04:16,812 I was trying to tell him 53 00:04:16,822 --> 00:04:19,147 that I couldn't feel or move my left side. 54 00:04:19,157 --> 00:04:21,400 The only thing that got me through was Tony telling me, 55 00:04:21,410 --> 00:04:23,200 "Okay, it will be." 56 00:04:24,496 --> 00:04:27,155 How long before your symptoms began to subside? 57 00:04:27,165 --> 00:04:28,657 About half an hour. 58 00:04:28,667 --> 00:04:31,618 By the time we got here, all I had was a mild headache. 59 00:04:31,628 --> 00:04:35,122 I think you had a transient ischemic attack. 60 00:04:35,132 --> 00:04:36,581 A mini-stroke. 61 00:04:36,591 --> 00:04:38,208 - A stroke? - Mini. 62 00:04:38,218 --> 00:04:39,918 Jeanie's 25. 63 00:04:39,928 --> 00:04:42,587 Which is why we'll need an MRI, cardiac echo, and labs 64 00:04:42,597 --> 00:04:45,674 before... we know for sure. 65 00:04:45,684 --> 00:04:48,051 Cauterize that bleed. 66 00:04:49,771 --> 00:04:51,221 That's it for the liver. 67 00:04:51,231 --> 00:04:53,056 What's his mean arterial pressure? 68 00:04:53,066 --> 00:04:54,850 67. 69 00:04:54,860 --> 00:04:56,393 What was that place with the deviled oysters 70 00:04:56,403 --> 00:04:58,562 you took Dr. Lim to? 71 00:04:58,572 --> 00:05:00,022 Oh, Mia's in town. 72 00:05:00,032 --> 00:05:01,148 As some of you may be aware, 73 00:05:01,158 --> 00:05:03,102 Dr. Lim and I are no longer together. 74 00:05:04,703 --> 00:05:06,028 It's called Half Shell. 75 00:05:06,038 --> 00:05:07,779 Downtown, off Second. 76 00:05:07,789 --> 00:05:09,614 Remove the packing. 77 00:05:13,795 --> 00:05:15,787 Look at the aorta. 78 00:05:15,797 --> 00:05:18,332 Likely a laceration from the accident. 79 00:05:18,342 --> 00:05:20,334 We'll need to dissect further to determine the extent of the damage. 80 00:05:21,553 --> 00:05:22,919 B.P.'s skyrocketing. 81 00:05:22,929 --> 00:05:24,171 He's just suffered massive blood loss. 82 00:05:24,181 --> 00:05:26,006 He's under anesthesia. He should be hypotensive. 83 00:05:26,016 --> 00:05:27,174 Pulmonary embolism? 84 00:05:27,184 --> 00:05:28,216 Push beta-blockers. 85 00:05:28,226 --> 00:05:30,052 That-- That'd kill him. 86 00:05:30,062 --> 00:05:31,678 He's tachycardic and hyperthermic. 87 00:05:31,688 --> 00:05:33,700 I think he must be on something. 88 00:05:34,566 --> 00:05:36,711 MDMA mixed with anesthesia? 89 00:05:38,779 --> 00:05:40,562 Give him a low dose of nitroglycerin 90 00:05:40,572 --> 00:05:42,230 and calcium channel blockers. 91 00:05:51,124 --> 00:05:52,199 B.P.'s dropping. 92 00:05:52,209 --> 00:05:54,201 It's working. 93 00:05:54,211 --> 00:05:56,078 - Push the full dose. - Close him up. 94 00:05:56,088 --> 00:05:58,622 We're gonna have to wait for the MDMA to leave his bloodstream. 95 00:05:58,632 --> 00:06:01,500 We'll get a better look at the aorta via imaging. 96 00:06:01,510 --> 00:06:02,542 Good call. 97 00:06:08,517 --> 00:06:12,260 I need to use the restroom. 98 00:06:12,270 --> 00:06:14,523 Hang in there, Jeanie. Just a couple more minutes. 99 00:06:21,988 --> 00:06:24,731 You should ask me what I'm going to do tonight. 100 00:06:24,741 --> 00:06:26,900 Um...okay. 101 00:06:26,910 --> 00:06:29,194 But just to make it feel 102 00:06:29,204 --> 00:06:31,655 more like an actual conversation... 103 00:06:31,665 --> 00:06:33,115 Nothing much. 104 00:06:33,125 --> 00:06:35,738 I've got a yoga class and a date with Ben & Jerry tonight. 105 00:06:35,748 --> 00:06:36,855 How about you, Shaun? 106 00:06:36,865 --> 00:06:38,564 I'm having sex with Carly. 107 00:06:39,047 --> 00:06:40,038 Whoa. 108 00:06:40,048 --> 00:06:41,581 It's my first time. 109 00:06:41,591 --> 00:06:42,582 Mazel tov. 110 00:06:42,592 --> 00:06:44,251 It took us 22 days to kiss, 111 00:06:44,261 --> 00:06:45,710 nine more to hold hands -- 112 00:06:45,720 --> 00:06:48,171 although, we don't really hold hands when we hold hands -- 113 00:06:48,181 --> 00:06:52,217 and another six to touch more than one thing at a time. 114 00:06:52,227 --> 00:06:53,593 But now I'm ready. 115 00:06:53,603 --> 00:06:55,137 That's a lot of foreplay. 116 00:06:55,147 --> 00:06:57,389 I've been reading about the four stages of arousal -- 117 00:06:57,399 --> 00:06:59,724 Fair warning -- the first time for most people 118 00:06:59,734 --> 00:07:01,001 is kind of awful. 119 00:07:01,403 --> 00:07:03,295 Your first time was awful? 120 00:07:04,364 --> 00:07:07,007 Not an appropriate question to ask a colleague. 121 00:07:10,328 --> 00:07:12,622 Although, there's an exception to every rule. 122 00:07:14,082 --> 00:07:16,894 Which books did your lover read to prepare? 123 00:07:20,964 --> 00:07:24,708 No clots, no bleeds, no occlusions, no P. F. O. 124 00:07:24,718 --> 00:07:26,543 W-- 125 00:07:26,553 --> 00:07:27,794 She didn't have a stroke. 126 00:07:29,848 --> 00:07:31,423 She's having a seizure. 127 00:07:38,273 --> 00:07:39,931 Pushing diazepam. 128 00:07:44,321 --> 00:07:47,115 She had to use the restroom. 129 00:07:48,450 --> 00:07:51,943 Her bladder is distended. 130 00:07:51,953 --> 00:07:54,789 Whatever it's pressing against must be causing these attacks. 131 00:07:56,791 --> 00:07:59,492 CT shows she has two pelvic lesions, 132 00:07:59,502 --> 00:08:02,204 and labs show elevated levels of catecholamines. 133 00:08:02,214 --> 00:08:04,456 The pain meds we gave her could have distended her bladder, 134 00:08:04,466 --> 00:08:05,832 which is abutting one of the tumors, 135 00:08:05,842 --> 00:08:07,751 setting off her second attack. 136 00:08:07,761 --> 00:08:09,169 But what set off the first one? 137 00:08:09,179 --> 00:08:11,338 Sexual intercourse. 138 00:08:11,348 --> 00:08:14,466 The other tumor appears to be within her clitoris. 139 00:08:14,476 --> 00:08:18,011 Progressive impact may have destabilized it over time. 140 00:08:18,021 --> 00:08:21,139 And now she's at risk of having more seizures. 141 00:08:23,860 --> 00:08:25,570 Sex could kill this woman. 142 00:08:31,091 --> 00:08:33,520 He's stable, and the MDMA is out of his system. 143 00:08:33,900 --> 00:08:35,642 We're good to go back in and graft the aorta. 144 00:08:36,010 --> 00:08:38,060 We're just getting caught up with blood loss 145 00:08:38,070 --> 00:08:39,360 and fluid resuscitation. 146 00:08:39,550 --> 00:08:42,320 An endovascular stent is minimally invasive. 147 00:08:42,330 --> 00:08:43,790 It is a better option than a graft. 148 00:08:43,800 --> 00:08:46,280 But a stent could clot off because we won't be able to give blood thinners. 149 00:08:46,290 --> 00:08:48,080 His liver is still a bleeding risk. 150 00:08:48,090 --> 00:08:49,660 Let's take our chances with the stent. 151 00:08:50,695 --> 00:08:52,490 We can be in and out and have him back in the ICU, 152 00:08:52,500 --> 00:08:54,170 where we can focus on his recovery. 153 00:08:54,740 --> 00:08:56,820 I do not want to proceed without consent. 154 00:08:56,980 --> 00:08:59,931 He won't regain consciousness for another couple of hours. 155 00:08:59,941 --> 00:09:01,850 We shouldn't wait that long. 156 00:09:01,860 --> 00:09:04,269 Get it from his wife. She's on her way here now. 157 00:09:07,991 --> 00:09:10,191 We can remove the tumors, 158 00:09:10,201 --> 00:09:12,027 but it means we also have to remove 159 00:09:12,037 --> 00:09:13,862 most of your vagina and clitoris. 160 00:09:13,872 --> 00:09:16,948 You can still have children. 161 00:09:16,958 --> 00:09:19,920 Via C-section. It won't affect your uterus or ovaries. 162 00:09:22,422 --> 00:09:24,039 What about sex? 163 00:09:24,049 --> 00:09:26,625 You won't be able to have intercourse 164 00:09:26,635 --> 00:09:28,335 or experience an orgasm. 165 00:09:31,097 --> 00:09:32,464 I-It doesn't make sense. 166 00:09:32,474 --> 00:09:34,758 I've been sexually active for five years. 167 00:09:34,768 --> 00:09:36,259 Never had any attacks. 168 00:09:36,269 --> 00:09:39,105 We suspect the tumor's been dormant for some time. 169 00:09:42,275 --> 00:09:44,351 What if I don't have the surgery? 170 00:09:44,361 --> 00:09:45,977 What are the odds of another attack? 171 00:09:45,987 --> 00:09:48,563 There are many variables involved, 172 00:09:48,573 --> 00:09:51,399 including frequency, duration, sexual position, penis size -- 173 00:09:51,409 --> 00:09:52,943 About 2%. 174 00:09:52,953 --> 00:09:54,069 Each time? 175 00:09:54,079 --> 00:09:55,278 Each time. 176 00:09:55,288 --> 00:10:00,200 On average, couples have sex 52 times per year, 177 00:10:00,210 --> 00:10:02,077 which means in the next three years, 178 00:10:02,087 --> 00:10:04,037 your chance of having a life-threatening attack 179 00:10:04,047 --> 00:10:07,374 is well over 95%. 180 00:10:16,643 --> 00:10:18,311 I think we'll take our chances. 181 00:10:20,146 --> 00:10:22,639 You should talk it over between yourselves, 182 00:10:22,649 --> 00:10:23,848 perhaps with a counselor -- 183 00:10:23,858 --> 00:10:26,393 I understand the situation. 184 00:10:26,403 --> 00:10:28,395 I don't want the surgery. 185 00:10:41,292 --> 00:10:43,128 I'll catch up. 186 00:10:44,838 --> 00:10:46,246 Hey. 187 00:10:46,256 --> 00:10:47,247 Hey. 188 00:10:47,257 --> 00:10:49,541 Missed you at the research meeting. 189 00:10:49,551 --> 00:10:51,011 I was in surgery. Craniotomy. 190 00:10:52,429 --> 00:10:55,338 Now I have two consults, a meeting with a donor, 191 00:10:55,348 --> 00:10:57,048 and a hospital chair meeting. 192 00:10:57,058 --> 00:10:58,758 Well, don't forget to eat something. 193 00:10:58,768 --> 00:10:59,853 Ah, food is for the weak. 194 00:11:01,479 --> 00:11:03,773 So is waiting for this elevator. 195 00:11:05,567 --> 00:11:06,474 Are we okay? 196 00:11:06,484 --> 00:11:07,726 Yeah. 197 00:11:07,736 --> 00:11:08,518 Sorry, I'm just busy. 198 00:11:16,953 --> 00:11:18,486 We're recommending the stent. 199 00:11:18,496 --> 00:11:22,282 It risks clotting, but it's also less invasive than the graft. 200 00:11:22,292 --> 00:11:24,701 The graft would be a more permanent repair, 201 00:11:24,711 --> 00:11:27,380 but there's greater chance of surgical complications. 202 00:11:31,176 --> 00:11:32,584 I have to trust you, right? 203 00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:40,508 Is Dad gonna be okay? 204 00:11:40,518 --> 00:11:42,228 Oh, absolutely, darling. 205 00:11:44,647 --> 00:11:46,556 We're gonna take good care of your dad. 206 00:11:46,566 --> 00:11:48,475 He'll be home before you know it, okay? 207 00:11:48,485 --> 00:11:49,819 Okay. 208 00:11:52,572 --> 00:11:53,521 Thank you. 209 00:11:55,408 --> 00:11:57,901 If we send her home without the surgery, she'll die. 210 00:11:57,911 --> 00:11:59,486 We don't know that. 211 00:11:59,496 --> 00:12:02,916 And taking away sex from a young couple in love? 212 00:12:04,209 --> 00:12:05,450 That's devastating. 213 00:12:05,460 --> 00:12:07,327 So's death. 214 00:12:07,337 --> 00:12:09,829 How much time does a couple actually spend having sex? 215 00:12:09,839 --> 00:12:13,051 19 minutes per week, including foreplay. 216 00:12:15,345 --> 00:12:17,796 The rest -- that's the real relationship. 217 00:12:17,806 --> 00:12:20,298 Forget the act itself. 218 00:12:20,308 --> 00:12:21,966 Sex is crucial to the happiness 219 00:12:21,976 --> 00:12:23,885 and satisfaction of a relationship. 220 00:12:23,895 --> 00:12:25,887 Sex is destructive. 221 00:12:25,897 --> 00:12:29,140 It turns people into liars and cheaters and idiots. 222 00:12:29,150 --> 00:12:30,517 It might start relationships, 223 00:12:30,527 --> 00:12:32,811 but more often than not, it rips them apart. 224 00:12:32,821 --> 00:12:34,646 She got devastating news 225 00:12:34,656 --> 00:12:37,315 and made an emotional decision without thinking it through. 226 00:12:37,325 --> 00:12:39,609 The least we can do is get her counseling. 227 00:12:39,619 --> 00:12:42,112 Was she offered counseling when you gave her the diagnosis? 228 00:12:42,122 --> 00:12:43,613 Briefly, but she was still reeling from the -- 229 00:12:43,623 --> 00:12:44,948 Then it's over. 230 00:12:44,958 --> 00:12:46,491 When she's stable, discharge her. 231 00:12:46,501 --> 00:12:47,325 Thank you. 232 00:12:54,623 --> 00:12:58,700 Yeah, the pink heart and purple star... 233 00:12:58,710 --> 00:13:00,327 How are you feeling? 234 00:13:00,337 --> 00:13:02,538 Hi, Doctor. He's doing great. 235 00:13:02,548 --> 00:13:04,123 Hi. I'm Dr. Browne. 236 00:13:04,133 --> 00:13:06,500 You had a tear in your aorta, 237 00:13:06,510 --> 00:13:08,252 but we stabilized it with a stent. 238 00:13:10,139 --> 00:13:12,548 Until we can give you blood thinners, 239 00:13:12,558 --> 00:13:14,133 you'll be at risk of a clot, 240 00:13:14,143 --> 00:13:16,927 so we'll be monitoring you closely. 241 00:13:16,937 --> 00:13:20,264 But right now, everything is looking absolutely perfect. 242 00:13:20,274 --> 00:13:21,306 Oh! 243 00:13:21,316 --> 00:13:22,818 Gentle. 244 00:13:24,444 --> 00:13:25,894 See, Cupcake? 245 00:13:25,904 --> 00:13:27,896 It's all good. 246 00:13:27,906 --> 00:13:30,149 Why didn't you come home last night? 247 00:13:30,159 --> 00:13:32,401 Daddy had a sleepover at Uncle Jeff's. 248 00:13:32,411 --> 00:13:35,070 He got a new turtle. You can see it next time. 249 00:13:44,756 --> 00:13:46,331 Your blood pressure is responding well 250 00:13:46,341 --> 00:13:47,666 to the alpha-blockers. 251 00:13:47,676 --> 00:13:49,167 We'll run labs. 252 00:13:49,177 --> 00:13:50,627 If they're normal, you can be discharged in the morning. 253 00:13:50,637 --> 00:13:51,805 Thank you. 254 00:13:55,058 --> 00:13:56,967 You'll want to be aware at all times 255 00:13:56,977 --> 00:13:58,854 of where the closest hospital is. 256 00:14:01,148 --> 00:14:03,140 Every time you have intercourse, 257 00:14:03,150 --> 00:14:05,068 you'll be endangering your fiancée's life. 258 00:14:06,278 --> 00:14:08,020 I-I'm aware of that. 259 00:14:08,030 --> 00:14:10,063 We both are. 260 00:14:10,073 --> 00:14:12,107 But it's Jeanie's body. It's her decision. 261 00:14:12,117 --> 00:14:14,610 I'm just...trying to be supportive. 262 00:14:14,620 --> 00:14:15,944 I don't think you are. 263 00:14:15,954 --> 00:14:17,779 You're being selfish. 264 00:14:17,789 --> 00:14:18,864 She's risking her life, 265 00:14:18,874 --> 00:14:20,282 and you're keeping your mouth shut 266 00:14:20,292 --> 00:14:21,460 so you can keep getting laid. 267 00:14:23,253 --> 00:14:26,048 You do think I'm making the right decision? 268 00:14:28,216 --> 00:14:30,042 Yes. 269 00:14:30,052 --> 00:14:31,168 I do. 270 00:14:41,396 --> 00:14:42,930 Thanks. 271 00:14:49,571 --> 00:14:52,189 He really is gonna be fine. 272 00:14:52,199 --> 00:14:53,784 I know. Thank you. 273 00:14:55,452 --> 00:14:56,620 You okay? 274 00:15:00,749 --> 00:15:03,158 I think he's cheating on me. 275 00:15:03,168 --> 00:15:05,535 His brother lives in Willow Glen, 276 00:15:05,545 --> 00:15:09,039 the other side of the city from where he had his accident. 277 00:15:09,049 --> 00:15:11,458 What did he say about it? 278 00:15:11,468 --> 00:15:15,253 That he had a breakfast meeting with a client. 279 00:15:15,263 --> 00:15:18,100 Not unlike the excuse he used last time he cheated. 280 00:15:21,019 --> 00:15:23,095 Him denying it was the worst part. 281 00:15:23,105 --> 00:15:25,097 Made me doubt myself. 282 00:15:25,107 --> 00:15:28,684 You know, was I just a paranoid, jealous wife, 283 00:15:28,694 --> 00:15:30,320 throwing out wild accusations? 284 00:15:35,492 --> 00:15:40,112 Your husband has just had a serious car accident, 285 00:15:40,122 --> 00:15:42,332 and you're very stressed. 286 00:15:44,084 --> 00:15:46,868 Right now, all you should be thinking about is... 287 00:15:46,878 --> 00:15:48,171 getting him better. 288 00:15:51,299 --> 00:15:52,509 You're right. 289 00:15:55,345 --> 00:15:56,920 Thank you. 290 00:15:56,930 --> 00:15:58,348 Not at all. 291 00:16:04,312 --> 00:16:05,887 Would you like to take my top off? 292 00:16:05,897 --> 00:16:07,848 Yes. 293 00:16:21,246 --> 00:16:23,321 Would you like me to take your shirt off? 294 00:16:23,331 --> 00:16:25,365 No. 295 00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:28,243 I would like to do it myself. 296 00:16:28,253 --> 00:16:29,703 Even better. 297 00:16:43,810 --> 00:16:45,135 Okay. 298 00:16:46,813 --> 00:16:48,096 I've got it. 299 00:16:53,904 --> 00:16:54,895 I-I got it. Okay. 300 00:17:09,503 --> 00:17:11,495 Mm. 301 00:17:11,505 --> 00:17:12,631 Do you want to slow down? 302 00:17:14,758 --> 00:17:16,500 Do you want to stop? 303 00:17:22,349 --> 00:17:25,634 I'd like to go watch some TV. 304 00:17:48,752 --> 00:17:50,660 So, eh, you weren't feeling it? 305 00:17:50,670 --> 00:17:52,279 I was definitely feeling it. 306 00:17:52,289 --> 00:17:54,470 She -- Mm. 307 00:17:54,480 --> 00:17:55,460 I don't know. 308 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:57,295 I think you're confused. 309 00:17:57,313 --> 00:17:59,138 I think -- I think it's emotional 310 00:17:59,148 --> 00:18:00,931 and it's hormonal, and -- and -- and maybe -- 311 00:18:00,941 --> 00:18:02,610 I wasn't confused. 312 00:18:04,278 --> 00:18:05,561 She had a tattoo. 313 00:18:05,571 --> 00:18:07,521 It was half a heart. 314 00:18:07,531 --> 00:18:10,066 I don't understand why someone would get an incomplete tattoo. 315 00:18:10,076 --> 00:18:12,026 She shouldn't have something that's incomplete 316 00:18:12,036 --> 00:18:14,236 on her body that I can see. 317 00:18:19,877 --> 00:18:21,577 You sure it was the tattoo? 318 00:18:21,587 --> 00:18:22,328 Yes. 319 00:18:22,338 --> 00:18:24,121 It is a... 320 00:18:24,131 --> 00:18:28,667 very disturbing tattoo that makes no sense. 321 00:18:28,677 --> 00:18:31,504 Maybe it's not about the tattoo. 322 00:18:31,514 --> 00:18:33,089 I mean... 323 00:18:33,099 --> 00:18:35,883 maybe it's about intimacy? 324 00:18:35,893 --> 00:18:38,154 Letting another person into your life -- that's a big deal. 325 00:18:38,214 --> 00:18:40,414 I know. Trust me. 326 00:18:40,424 --> 00:18:42,875 There are gonna be things about her that you love 327 00:18:42,885 --> 00:18:47,380 and things about her that you don't. 328 00:18:47,390 --> 00:18:49,840 And there are certain things, like the tattoo, 329 00:18:49,850 --> 00:18:51,968 you -- you can't change. 330 00:18:51,978 --> 00:18:54,554 Because... 331 00:18:54,564 --> 00:18:56,931 because... 332 00:18:56,941 --> 00:18:58,442 well, it's worth it. 333 00:19:01,571 --> 00:19:04,272 She can get the tattoo removed. 334 00:19:04,282 --> 00:19:07,149 She can't get the tattoo removed, Shaun. 335 00:19:07,159 --> 00:19:09,610 I don't think it's about the tattoo. 336 00:19:10,830 --> 00:19:13,447 We are backed up. 337 00:19:13,457 --> 00:19:14,448 Sorry, Shaun. 338 00:19:20,965 --> 00:19:21,956 Okay. 339 00:19:25,177 --> 00:19:26,586 Everything looks good. 340 00:19:26,596 --> 00:19:29,005 Could've just checked them on the E. M. R. 341 00:19:29,015 --> 00:19:30,214 I know. 342 00:19:30,224 --> 00:19:31,434 How's it going with Shaun? 343 00:19:32,852 --> 00:19:35,344 He tends to overshare with coworkers. 344 00:19:35,354 --> 00:19:36,596 Yes, he does. 345 00:19:36,606 --> 00:19:38,931 And he was oversharing up until this morning, 346 00:19:38,941 --> 00:19:41,392 so I'm guessing the Night of a Thousand Stars 347 00:19:41,402 --> 00:19:43,060 didn't go as planned? 348 00:19:43,070 --> 00:19:45,021 We're fine, thanks. 349 00:19:45,031 --> 00:19:46,731 Of course. 350 00:19:46,741 --> 00:19:49,650 You waited three weeks for a kiss. You're a saint. 351 00:19:49,660 --> 00:19:51,370 That didn't sound like a compliment. 352 00:19:52,997 --> 00:19:55,823 I like Shaun, and I love that he's dating, 353 00:19:55,833 --> 00:19:57,408 but I can't help thinking 354 00:19:57,418 --> 00:19:59,201 that the kind of person who'd go out with Shaun 355 00:19:59,211 --> 00:20:01,954 might be seeing him more as a project than a person. 356 00:20:01,964 --> 00:20:04,216 And I'd rather not see him get his heart broken. 357 00:20:07,303 --> 00:20:10,421 Last week, two techs called in sick. 358 00:20:10,431 --> 00:20:13,841 I had to diagnose and file over 200 slides. 359 00:20:13,851 --> 00:20:15,301 But when I told Shaun, 360 00:20:15,311 --> 00:20:17,053 he came down and he helped me get through them 361 00:20:17,063 --> 00:20:18,272 until 3:00 in the morning. 362 00:20:19,815 --> 00:20:24,393 I am not going out with Shaun because I have a martyr complex. 363 00:20:24,403 --> 00:20:25,811 I'm going out with him 'cause he's a great guy 364 00:20:25,821 --> 00:20:27,897 who treats me well. 365 00:20:27,907 --> 00:20:29,940 And the condescending notion that someone needs 366 00:20:29,950 --> 00:20:33,194 an ulterior motive to be interested in him 367 00:20:33,204 --> 00:20:36,530 means you're the one who isn't seeing him as a person. 368 00:20:48,511 --> 00:20:51,796 Your craniotomy ended an hour before the research meeting. 369 00:20:51,806 --> 00:20:53,798 You didn't miss the meeting 'cause you were in surgery. 370 00:20:53,808 --> 00:20:55,716 I think you missed the meeting because I was gonna be there. 371 00:20:55,726 --> 00:20:58,844 I'm busy. I can show you my calendar if you'd like. 372 00:20:58,854 --> 00:21:01,055 You dumped me. I should be the one avoiding you. 373 00:21:01,065 --> 00:21:02,191 What's going on? 374 00:21:03,401 --> 00:21:05,476 Are you having second thoughts? 375 00:21:05,486 --> 00:21:07,488 No. I'm not. 376 00:21:14,328 --> 00:21:17,039 Why are you willing to die for sex? 377 00:21:21,502 --> 00:21:24,578 Sex creates... 378 00:21:24,588 --> 00:21:26,997 vulnerability, 379 00:21:27,007 --> 00:21:29,125 lets you be open, 380 00:21:29,135 --> 00:21:31,919 honest with each other, 381 00:21:31,929 --> 00:21:34,130 share your biggest fears. 382 00:21:34,140 --> 00:21:37,216 Sometimes, you shouldn't share. 383 00:21:37,226 --> 00:21:39,885 Sometimes, you have to just accept, right? 384 00:21:39,895 --> 00:21:41,971 Wrong. 385 00:21:41,981 --> 00:21:44,984 What you have to accept, that's not for anyone else to say. 386 00:21:46,318 --> 00:21:49,895 If you don't tell your partner everything that you're feeling, 387 00:21:49,905 --> 00:21:53,274 thinking, worrying about, 388 00:21:53,284 --> 00:21:57,319 then you aren't fully connected. 389 00:22:04,462 --> 00:22:06,662 Close your eyes. 390 00:22:06,672 --> 00:22:09,206 Yes, this is one of those dumb sensory exercises, 391 00:22:09,216 --> 00:22:10,426 but just go with it. 392 00:22:16,682 --> 00:22:19,226 Now tell me one of your favorite memories with your fiancée. 393 00:22:21,437 --> 00:22:25,181 Last summer, we went camping in Yosemite. 394 00:22:25,191 --> 00:22:26,849 We decided to rough it 395 00:22:26,859 --> 00:22:29,643 by only packing PB&J sandwiches. 396 00:22:29,653 --> 00:22:31,854 The first night, a bear rips into our tent 397 00:22:31,864 --> 00:22:33,522 and devours them. 398 00:22:33,532 --> 00:22:35,733 And the next night, of course, we had this hole in our tent, 399 00:22:35,743 --> 00:22:39,653 and the mosquitos just ate us alive. 400 00:22:41,290 --> 00:22:44,533 And the bug spray that we thought we packed? 401 00:22:44,543 --> 00:22:45,868 It was sunscreen. 402 00:22:45,878 --> 00:22:47,870 And then when it started pouring, 403 00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:51,582 we turned to each other at the same time and we said, 404 00:22:51,592 --> 00:22:53,209 "Denny's." 405 00:22:54,887 --> 00:22:56,837 And that's when I knew I wanted to marry her. 406 00:22:56,847 --> 00:22:57,723 Great. 407 00:23:00,559 --> 00:23:03,886 That was a memory of something you got through together, 408 00:23:03,896 --> 00:23:06,106 not about the time you had a threesome in Miami. 409 00:23:07,775 --> 00:23:08,859 It was New Orleans. 410 00:23:10,194 --> 00:23:12,394 The threesome was in New Orleans, not Miami. 411 00:23:12,404 --> 00:23:14,949 And it was way better than the bear trip. 412 00:23:16,492 --> 00:23:19,568 But I wasn't gonna tell my fiancée's doctor about it. 413 00:23:19,578 --> 00:23:22,863 Sex...makes you real with someone. 414 00:23:22,873 --> 00:23:23,999 Sex makes you stupid. 415 00:23:26,752 --> 00:23:29,119 I had the perfect man. 416 00:23:29,129 --> 00:23:33,499 He was...smart and funny. 417 00:23:33,509 --> 00:23:36,126 He squeezed the sponge after washing the dishes. 418 00:23:39,932 --> 00:23:43,592 Then one night, I-I met some guy and I had a few drinks, 419 00:23:43,602 --> 00:23:45,511 and, um... 420 00:23:45,521 --> 00:23:48,597 I got all tingly and got really stupid. 421 00:23:48,607 --> 00:23:50,276 Never saw him again. 422 00:23:52,319 --> 00:23:53,696 Or my boyfriend. 423 00:23:55,531 --> 00:24:00,150 Sex can make us feel incredibly close to someone -- 424 00:24:00,160 --> 00:24:02,361 honest, 425 00:24:02,371 --> 00:24:03,873 vulnerable. 426 00:24:06,333 --> 00:24:10,661 But sex is not the goal. 427 00:24:10,671 --> 00:24:13,706 All the rest of those things are. 428 00:24:17,970 --> 00:24:20,296 She's the love of my life. 429 00:24:20,306 --> 00:24:22,590 And I always thought that we were strong 430 00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:25,019 and that we can overcome anything together. 431 00:24:26,854 --> 00:24:28,981 But without sex... 432 00:24:31,233 --> 00:24:33,642 ...I don't know if... 433 00:24:33,652 --> 00:24:35,185 if we have enough. 434 00:24:38,616 --> 00:24:40,075 Okay. 435 00:24:43,996 --> 00:24:45,831 Then you need to lie to her. 436 00:24:50,044 --> 00:24:52,369 Nurse said you'd be here an hour ago. 437 00:24:52,379 --> 00:24:55,049 Yeah, well, you're not my only patient. 438 00:24:56,842 --> 00:24:58,292 Look, I get it. 439 00:24:58,302 --> 00:25:01,086 This is about as awkward as it gets. 440 00:25:02,389 --> 00:25:03,641 Yes, it is. 441 00:25:06,352 --> 00:25:08,145 You know, I almost died in that accident. 442 00:25:13,067 --> 00:25:16,268 When I woke up, all I could think about was my wife... 443 00:25:16,278 --> 00:25:18,687 and my little girl... 444 00:25:18,697 --> 00:25:21,533 and how much of an ass I'd been and how hurt they'd be. 445 00:25:24,119 --> 00:25:26,153 So, why is it that once I get out of here, 446 00:25:26,163 --> 00:25:29,073 I'm gonna keep cheating on them? 447 00:25:29,083 --> 00:25:31,492 I can't help it. 448 00:25:31,502 --> 00:25:35,704 No matter how much remorse or guilt... 449 00:25:35,714 --> 00:25:38,165 I feel like I always give in. 450 00:25:38,175 --> 00:25:39,416 Then you should leave them. 451 00:25:39,426 --> 00:25:41,210 I can't. 452 00:25:41,220 --> 00:25:42,294 I love them. 453 00:25:44,890 --> 00:25:46,924 How messed up is that, right? 454 00:25:51,897 --> 00:25:54,390 But I think you know. 455 00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:56,809 Yeah, well, I don't cheat. 456 00:25:56,819 --> 00:25:59,478 I saw you checking me out in the bar. 457 00:25:59,488 --> 00:26:01,063 My left hand, 458 00:26:01,073 --> 00:26:04,493 just making sure I was married. 459 00:26:09,331 --> 00:26:11,699 You're just as big a cheater as me, Dr. Browne. 460 00:26:16,672 --> 00:26:19,248 My, uh, leg... 461 00:26:19,258 --> 00:26:20,457 it's -- it's cold. 462 00:26:34,815 --> 00:26:36,515 No pulse. 463 00:26:36,525 --> 00:26:37,808 Your stent has formed a clot. 464 00:26:37,818 --> 00:26:39,110 We need an angio, stat! 465 00:26:43,690 --> 00:26:45,307 Everything okay? 466 00:26:45,317 --> 00:26:47,652 You haven't said a word since "Pass the salt." 467 00:26:49,862 --> 00:26:51,489 It's about Shaun, isn't it? 468 00:26:55,534 --> 00:26:57,234 Two weeks ago, 469 00:26:57,244 --> 00:26:59,987 you asked me to give him romantic advice, 470 00:26:59,997 --> 00:27:01,572 which I didn't want to do. 471 00:27:01,582 --> 00:27:04,325 And then he comes into my office for romantic advice, 472 00:27:04,335 --> 00:27:05,868 and you kick him right out. 473 00:27:05,878 --> 00:27:07,954 It's because you're helping him too much. 474 00:27:07,964 --> 00:27:09,705 He is completely dependent on you. 475 00:27:09,715 --> 00:27:11,040 For good reason. 476 00:27:11,050 --> 00:27:13,209 He hasn't spoken to his parents since he was 14. 477 00:27:13,219 --> 00:27:15,086 The only person he cared about... 478 00:27:15,096 --> 00:27:17,380 died right in front of his eyes. 479 00:27:17,390 --> 00:27:21,509 Aaron, I know how much you love him. 480 00:27:21,519 --> 00:27:25,356 How you hate to see him struggle, fail, get hurt. 481 00:27:26,899 --> 00:27:29,141 But you need to let him. 482 00:27:29,151 --> 00:27:31,602 And he'll be okay. 483 00:27:31,612 --> 00:27:34,897 Because he has someone else in his life now. 484 00:27:34,907 --> 00:27:36,649 Just like you do. 485 00:27:40,121 --> 00:27:44,532 Placing guide wire through the needle. 486 00:27:44,542 --> 00:27:45,668 Placing catheter. 487 00:27:47,837 --> 00:27:49,787 So, how do you know this guy? 488 00:27:49,797 --> 00:27:51,288 You knew he was on MDMA, 489 00:27:51,298 --> 00:27:52,957 you've been avoiding him since he arrived, 490 00:27:52,967 --> 00:27:55,584 and...I checked on his accident. 491 00:27:55,594 --> 00:27:57,138 It was a half mile from your place. 492 00:27:59,724 --> 00:28:01,465 I was with him the night before the accident, 493 00:28:01,475 --> 00:28:02,675 but it's not relevant. 494 00:28:02,685 --> 00:28:04,176 It hasn't affected my judgement. 495 00:28:04,186 --> 00:28:05,511 Yes, it has. 496 00:28:05,521 --> 00:28:07,054 If you hadn't been avoiding him, 497 00:28:07,064 --> 00:28:08,441 we could've caught the clot earlier. 498 00:28:12,069 --> 00:28:14,321 I figure you've been going through something lately. 499 00:28:15,781 --> 00:28:17,158 Something that's really hurt you. 500 00:28:19,493 --> 00:28:22,445 And maybe it's making you turn to things you normally wouldn't. 501 00:28:23,873 --> 00:28:25,614 But some of the guys you meet are gonna be trouble, 502 00:28:25,624 --> 00:28:27,116 some are gonna be married, some are gonna -- 503 00:28:27,126 --> 00:28:28,784 He took a vow, not me. 504 00:28:34,341 --> 00:28:35,791 That's the exact attitude someone had 505 00:28:35,801 --> 00:28:37,219 when they helped ruin my life. 506 00:28:38,721 --> 00:28:39,889 There's the clot. 507 00:28:43,184 --> 00:28:44,842 Activating angio jet. 508 00:28:47,980 --> 00:28:49,138 It's too big to bust. 509 00:28:49,148 --> 00:28:50,441 We have to open him up. 510 00:28:52,610 --> 00:28:55,186 You said to accept things I don't like, but Jeanie said 511 00:28:55,196 --> 00:28:57,229 I have to share everything, and I don't know -- - Shaun. Shaun. 512 00:28:57,239 --> 00:28:58,773 Shaun, stop, stop, stop. 513 00:29:00,284 --> 00:29:02,485 I have to go home. 514 00:29:02,495 --> 00:29:05,488 I can walk you to your car. Is it very far? 515 00:29:05,498 --> 00:29:07,740 I think this discussion will take at least 15 minutes, 516 00:29:07,750 --> 00:29:09,283 so maybe you can drive me? 517 00:29:09,293 --> 00:29:10,910 We have to set boundaries, okay? 518 00:29:10,920 --> 00:29:12,495 We have to set some limits. 519 00:29:12,505 --> 00:29:15,164 You can't just come over 6:30 in the morning, 520 00:29:15,174 --> 00:29:16,916 uh, uh, for flower advice. 521 00:29:16,926 --> 00:29:19,210 You can't just pop into my office anytime you want. 522 00:29:19,220 --> 00:29:20,544 Is this because of Debbie? 523 00:29:20,554 --> 00:29:21,295 No. 524 00:29:21,305 --> 00:29:22,097 Yes. 525 00:29:26,644 --> 00:29:29,845 And I agree with her. 526 00:29:29,855 --> 00:29:31,889 It was different when it was just the two of us, 527 00:29:31,899 --> 00:29:33,766 but now we have people in our lives -- 528 00:29:33,776 --> 00:29:35,518 both of us. 529 00:29:35,528 --> 00:29:37,196 We have to make them the priority. 530 00:29:38,989 --> 00:29:42,566 Does this mean we can't talk anymore? 531 00:29:42,576 --> 00:29:44,745 No, of course we can talk. Of -- 532 00:29:46,038 --> 00:29:48,364 It's just that there's a time and a place for everything. 533 00:29:48,374 --> 00:29:51,659 And this is the wrong time and place? 534 00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,291 Yeah. 535 00:30:07,142 --> 00:30:10,020 7:00 a. m. Tuesday. Pancakes. 536 00:30:13,649 --> 00:30:16,058 I liked it better 537 00:30:16,068 --> 00:30:18,727 when it was just the two of us. 538 00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:29,989 125 over 78. 539 00:30:29,999 --> 00:30:31,490 Looks good. 540 00:30:45,723 --> 00:30:47,631 Nice bug spray. 541 00:30:47,641 --> 00:30:50,092 SPF 50. 542 00:30:50,102 --> 00:30:51,645 Not much went right that trip. 543 00:30:54,356 --> 00:30:56,056 But... 544 00:30:56,066 --> 00:30:59,935 the more things went wrong, 545 00:30:59,945 --> 00:31:01,530 the closer I felt to you. 546 00:31:03,824 --> 00:31:05,534 We'll get through this, too. 547 00:31:10,205 --> 00:31:12,573 I don't know. 548 00:31:13,918 --> 00:31:17,453 Sex has always been... 549 00:31:17,463 --> 00:31:18,589 our language. 550 00:31:20,466 --> 00:31:24,168 Our way of sharing who we are with each other. 551 00:31:24,178 --> 00:31:25,846 And if we lose that... 552 00:31:28,307 --> 00:31:30,716 ...what if we don't have enough? 553 00:31:30,726 --> 00:31:34,094 We'll still have... 554 00:31:34,104 --> 00:31:36,221 honesty, 555 00:31:36,231 --> 00:31:37,890 intimacy, 556 00:31:37,900 --> 00:31:39,892 love, 557 00:31:39,902 --> 00:31:41,602 three kids. 558 00:31:41,612 --> 00:31:42,853 Two boys and a girl. 559 00:31:51,956 --> 00:31:53,123 I love you more than sex. 560 00:31:54,959 --> 00:31:56,784 I love you more than sex, too. 561 00:32:10,391 --> 00:32:14,561 Does...this mean you're getting the surgery? 562 00:32:16,772 --> 00:32:18,222 Yeah. 563 00:32:23,404 --> 00:32:25,062 90 minutes without a pulse in his leg. 564 00:32:25,072 --> 00:32:26,397 He's at high risk for necrosis. 565 00:32:26,407 --> 00:32:28,315 Prosthetic successfully sutured to aorta. 566 00:32:28,325 --> 00:32:30,317 Almost done with the distal right anastomosis. 567 00:32:30,327 --> 00:32:32,236 Careful not to narrow the artery during suturing. 568 00:32:32,246 --> 00:32:33,404 Mm-hmm. 569 00:32:52,516 --> 00:32:55,175 Blood flow restored. Good arterial pulse. 570 00:32:55,185 --> 00:32:57,052 Good job catching that clot, Dr. Browne. 571 00:32:57,062 --> 00:32:58,981 If we'd waited any longer, we'd have to amputate. 572 00:33:00,441 --> 00:33:01,640 Thank you. 573 00:33:01,650 --> 00:33:04,184 It...was a team effort. 574 00:33:07,448 --> 00:33:10,315 Making incision at the vaginal wall. 575 00:33:10,325 --> 00:33:12,151 Murphy, develop margins at the lesion. 576 00:33:12,161 --> 00:33:13,318 Forceps. 577 00:33:13,328 --> 00:33:15,112 Nicely done. 578 00:33:15,122 --> 00:33:17,322 How you turned your patient around. 579 00:33:17,332 --> 00:33:19,491 It was nice when Tony told Jeanie 580 00:33:19,501 --> 00:33:20,961 he loved her more than sex. 581 00:33:22,838 --> 00:33:24,006 He was lying. 582 00:33:25,507 --> 00:33:27,801 I told him that if he cared about her at all, he had to. 583 00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:30,888 Maybe it was the truth. 584 00:33:33,015 --> 00:33:37,009 It can be true without him knowing it's true. 585 00:33:55,900 --> 00:33:57,151 What's wrong? 586 00:33:58,778 --> 00:34:02,480 Dr. Glassman told me I have to accept things, 587 00:34:02,490 --> 00:34:04,982 but Jeanie said to be open and honest. 588 00:34:04,992 --> 00:34:06,942 I agree with Jeanie -- 589 00:34:06,952 --> 00:34:09,111 whoever she is. 590 00:34:09,121 --> 00:34:11,030 It's your tattoo. 591 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:12,406 Thank God. 592 00:34:12,416 --> 00:34:14,325 I thought you hated my boobs or something. 593 00:34:14,335 --> 00:34:15,461 It's incomplete. 594 00:34:17,213 --> 00:34:19,163 Didn't you have enough money to pay for a full heart? 595 00:34:20,966 --> 00:34:22,541 I got this in high school. 596 00:34:22,551 --> 00:34:23,751 It's incomplete. 597 00:34:37,066 --> 00:34:38,442 Not anymore. 598 00:34:40,736 --> 00:34:42,228 I got you. 599 00:35:05,469 --> 00:35:06,887 Shaun? 600 00:35:08,848 --> 00:35:11,507 Dr. Glassman was right. 601 00:35:11,517 --> 00:35:13,426 It's not the tattoo. 602 00:35:29,326 --> 00:35:31,777 We were able to restore blood flow to his legs. 603 00:35:31,787 --> 00:35:32,903 He's gonna be just fine. 604 00:35:34,331 --> 00:35:35,916 Thank you so much, Dr. Browne. 605 00:35:38,377 --> 00:35:40,870 Now that he's out of the woods, 606 00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:44,248 you don't need to feel guilty about questioning him. 607 00:35:44,258 --> 00:35:48,169 All the pain, paranoia, and self-doubt... 608 00:35:48,179 --> 00:35:50,796 you deserve to know the truth. 609 00:35:50,806 --> 00:35:52,266 He's just gonna deny it. 610 00:35:54,894 --> 00:35:56,771 Then you need to insist. 611 00:36:16,582 --> 00:36:19,492 Our relationship was a stupid idea. 612 00:36:19,502 --> 00:36:21,786 Which made ending it a smart idea. 613 00:36:21,796 --> 00:36:24,163 Simple, binary... 614 00:36:24,173 --> 00:36:25,341 and naive. 615 00:36:29,303 --> 00:36:31,796 I really underestimated how hard this would be. 616 00:36:36,435 --> 00:36:39,011 Yes, I've been having second thoughts. 617 00:36:39,021 --> 00:36:40,846 I'm not saying we should get back together -- 618 00:36:40,856 --> 00:36:42,233 What are you saying? 619 00:36:45,152 --> 00:36:46,779 I don't know. 620 00:36:48,405 --> 00:36:49,490 Good. 621 00:36:51,992 --> 00:36:56,121 It's...good to know that it's not easy. 622 00:36:58,499 --> 00:36:59,782 It's good to know that it mattered. 623 00:37:12,972 --> 00:37:16,465 Intimacy isn't about a tattoo. 624 00:37:16,475 --> 00:37:19,718 And it's not about touching or kissing 625 00:37:19,728 --> 00:37:22,565 or...even sex. 626 00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:28,988 It's about sharing your biggest fears. 627 00:37:30,948 --> 00:37:31,991 Yes. 628 00:37:34,493 --> 00:37:35,995 What are you scared of? 629 00:37:39,290 --> 00:37:41,876 I love being a pathologist. 630 00:37:44,503 --> 00:37:46,829 But every day I walk into the lab, 631 00:37:46,839 --> 00:37:49,373 I am filled with doubt. 632 00:37:49,383 --> 00:37:51,625 Am I smart enough? Am I capable enough? 633 00:37:51,635 --> 00:37:54,879 Do I really deserve to be here? 634 00:37:54,889 --> 00:37:59,133 How long until someone walks in and exposes my fraud 635 00:37:59,143 --> 00:38:01,395 and has me removed from the premises? 636 00:38:02,813 --> 00:38:06,348 Eventually, those thoughts retreat. 637 00:38:06,358 --> 00:38:07,683 Until the next morning, 638 00:38:07,693 --> 00:38:10,195 when they all come crashing back into my brain. 639 00:38:13,157 --> 00:38:15,900 That and pigeons. 640 00:38:15,910 --> 00:38:18,110 They freak me out. 641 00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:19,737 Hmm. 642 00:38:24,668 --> 00:38:26,378 My biggest fear... 643 00:38:29,214 --> 00:38:31,508 ...is that I'll be alone. 644 00:38:35,262 --> 00:38:38,505 If I don't get over this, you'll leave. 645 00:39:08,087 --> 00:39:09,213 We don't have to have sex. 646 00:39:12,591 --> 00:39:15,876 Can we just hold each other for a little bit? 647 00:39:20,182 --> 00:39:22,466 I think I'd like that. 648 00:40:01,849 --> 00:40:02,923 Shaun? 649 00:40:14,778 --> 00:40:15,978 Sash... 650 00:40:15,988 --> 00:40:17,031 Sash! 651 00:40:38,010 --> 00:40:39,303 You should go. 652 00:40:40,804 --> 00:40:42,421 I don't know. Maybe. 653 00:40:42,431 --> 00:40:45,174 It can wait till tomorrow morning. 654 00:40:45,184 --> 00:40:48,552 Eh, you were right. 655 00:40:48,562 --> 00:40:50,888 Everything you said was right. 656 00:40:50,898 --> 00:40:53,317 But this is different. 657 00:40:55,986 --> 00:40:57,436 Shaun needs you. 658 00:42:05,639 --> 00:42:06,672 Hey. 659 00:42:14,815 --> 00:42:16,775 Your mom called from Wyoming. 660 00:42:18,694 --> 00:42:22,354 Your dad's been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. 661 00:42:22,364 --> 00:42:24,523 He may only have a few days left.