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At least I didn't drink.
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Good for you.
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Bowden, what the fuck?
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Okay, I mean, that's... that's
my red glove with dead bodies,
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but that psych evaluation?
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Those are not my answers.
I didn't say any of that.
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- It makes me sound insane.
- Wow. Yeah, oh my God.
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The double, the frame job,
this file... you look guilty.
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This is Bangkok déjà vu.
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It's like the good-old-days shit.
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God, was I really like you?
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And by the way,
I don't know what's in the file,
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which means neither do you.
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Well, I know you fucked
your handler last night.
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Look, it's a better distraction
than Feliks.
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Oh, sorry... Buckley.
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Why would you bring
that name up to me, okay?
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He's a fucking psychopath
that lied and used me.
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He's not some sort of bullshit,
quippy anecdote.
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Easy, okay? I'm saying Benjamin
is a classier distraction.
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Plus, I'm not the one bringing
stuff up in here, am I?
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♪ Here you come again ♪
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♪ Just when I've begun
to get myself together ♪
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♪ Da, da, da, da, da, da, da! ♪
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Okay.
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Dot. Oh!
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What are you doing here?
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It's the CIA. I work here.
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What are you doing here?
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I owe... I owed Benjamin
a debrief on Berlin
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and he said to just
stop by the office any time
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I was in the neighborhood
and I was in the neighborhood
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- but he wasn't in his office.
- Oh, wow.
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It's Westwood. I feel like no
one's ever in the neighborhood.
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Um, Cassie, I realize
what happened in Berlin
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and us not being able
to tell you everything,
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that must be hard.
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And I know you don't want
to see a counselor,
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but you seem a little on edge.
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Oh.
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So if you need to talk to someone,
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you've got my number.
That's what it's for.
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Oh, my God, thank you so much.
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I... I really am fine.
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All this stuff that you're seeing,
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there is an explanation,
but that's for another time
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'cause I have to go meet somebody now.
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So I'm just going to make sure
I get in here.
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So, thank you. It's very kind of you.
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I'll probably use it. Thank you so much.
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Oh, Jesus.
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Why didn't you just show her
the fucking file,
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you stupid fucking idiot?
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Fucking stupid. I can't...
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Oh, my God.
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Fuck.
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Hi. Shane. Okay, you told me to call you
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when I need help and I need help.
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I'm calling you from my very small car
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that is feeling more
claustrophobic by the moment.
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Why did I get such a tiny car?
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I don't understand. I need your help.
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Okay, Cassie, okay. I'm listening.
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I'm just going to say it.
I'm just gonna fucking say it.
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Someone is impersonating me.
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I know it. They... they are
doing very bad things.
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They stole my identity.
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I am telling you and I think,
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I think they're with the CIA
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or they know someone at the CIA
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or there's something going on there.
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I literally don't know what to say.
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Did you hear about the two CIA analysts
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that got killed at Echo Park?
You heard about that, right?
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I didn't know they were CIA analysts
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and you shouldn't know that, either.
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I have proof that those killings
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are connected to the Berlin bombing,
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and they're linked by these slides
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in this View-Master
that was left in my suitcase.
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It's like this toy
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and there's these slides
on there, and...
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Yeah.
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- Hello?
- Okay. That last part?
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Look, just lay low until I can see
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what I can dig up before training today.
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What... what training?
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What do you mean? What do you mean?
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The mandatory Imperial Atlantic
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continuing qualification training.
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Cassie, we are still flight attendants.
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Oh, fuck. That's today? Ugh!
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Look, just lay low and...
And... and let me see
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what I can dig up and bring...
Bring that View-Master thing.
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It might contain trace evidence,
of what I do not know.
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You sound crazy,
but doesn't mean you're wrong.
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I don't want you having
another panic attack, so...
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bring it.
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Okay. One more thing...
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Okay, just so I'm crystal clear.
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You photographed
a classified CIA document
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after you fucked your boss
in his office.
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Okay, so everything you're gonna say,
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I've thought like 7,000 times,
so we're good.
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In fact, I actually would like
to grab a Brillo pad
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and scrub my body
until there is just bone left.
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I don't know why I did it.
I don't know why I did it!
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Okay, okay. You know what?
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Just chill. We're gonna breathe.
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If you didn't sleep
with your handler, Benjamin,
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we wouldn't have these files.
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So it's not that bad,
if you look at it like that.
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- That's very true.
- Right?
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God, I just want one drink.
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Cass, don't say that.
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I said it 'cause I mean it.
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I mean it. I will always mean it, okay?
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- Okay.
- Sorry.
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That is the reality
of my life right now.
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Okay? Do you under... I'm sorry.
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You guy... You guys are... amazing.
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This stuff makes me look insane, okay?
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This is... this is nuts.
"Narcissistic delusions,
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"borderline sociopathic
tendencies?" Come on.
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"Needs constant praise."
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That's probably... That's probably true.
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But that's not me.
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Maybe that's how the CIA
wants you to be seen,
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like in a "Manchurian Candidate" way.
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You know what?
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The most that these files
can do is paint the picture
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that you could be a killer.
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- That is a very big difference.
- Yeah, right.
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And these security stills
are totally grainy, so.
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Exactly. Also they're time-coded
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and they were taken
when you were in Iceland.
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No, the CIA can pretty
much scrub anything...
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Timecodes, CCTV footage,
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any alibi statements from Iceland.
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Okay, another little fun fact, um,
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that is my missing red glove from Berlin
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at the Echo Park crime scene.
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I hate to say this,
but whoever is doing this to you
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is, um, killing it.
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So my friend at the CIA
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said there still could be trace
evidence on the View-Master,
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and that is what I'm literally
living for right now, so...
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Um...
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- What, what, what, what?
- Yeah.
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That couple that broke in,
they went through everything.
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They went through a lot of stuff
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and they took the View-Master.
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Oh, my God. Okay.
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I have to go to training.
Can't wait. Gotta go.
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Marco.
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Hi, you're here. Hey.
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Why aren't you answering my calls?
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Um, I... Babe, I have
a really good reason.
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I just... um,
can we talk about it later?
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I have a work thing
that I have to get to, so...
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There's a lot of work things lately.
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Yeah, I know. That's right.
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I love you.
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There's clearly something
going on with us.
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We were talking about you
meeting my daughter...
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Okay. Listen, um,
there is something going on,
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but with me, with me,
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and I want to tell you things
and I... and I feel like I can,
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but I actually feel like
I can't tell you this thing.
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- So I really do have to go.
- Look, you're right.
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You can absolutely tell me anything.
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Okay. Annie, did you say
that you needed...
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She didn't say anything, Cassie.
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How can we start a life
together if you don't...
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Oh, no, no, no. No, no,
you don't... you don't want to...
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Marco, you do not want
to start a life with me.
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Trust me.
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You're not doing a very good job
at evading me with excuses.
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Okay, I, honestly...
I do have a work thing.
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That's... that's it.
And if I don't go now...
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I try very hard to be optimistic.
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It's an important part of my recovery.
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Marco, I understand that you
don't get what's going on here.
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You really have to do
better than "a work thing now"
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because I don't believe you.
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I slept with someone else. Okay?
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Oh, my God.
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Um, I didn't mean for it
to come out like that.
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I didn't mean to say
that out loud. I'm so...
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Huh. Another work thing?
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No, this is my sponsor, and I need to...
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Oh, you don't get to play
the AA card, not with me!
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Just...
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Fuck.
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Just tell me what happened.
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I don't know, I guess I, um...
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I guess I...
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I guess I forgot about you.
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Wow.
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Okay.
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Wow.
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I could get over the cheating.
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Adults fuck up, but that last part...
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Yeah, that's, um, that's too much.
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Um, my life is completely
spinning out of control right now,
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and I do love you
and I'm really trying...
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So am I.
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Okay? I'm trying so hard,
Cassie, but you're...
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My daughter would have
absolutely loved you.
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I know I did.
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Bye, Cassie.
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- Synced and corrected by synk -
- www.addic7ed.com -
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Okay.
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I see you pulled an all-nighter.
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- How are you holding up?
- Yeah, losing anyone
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is brutal for everyone.
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- So, I'm fine.
- So, any theories
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spring to mind during your all-nighter?
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Nothing that I'm ready to discuss.
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Well, I've been doing my own homework
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and it's starting to feel to me
like an inside job.
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Oh, how so?
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Let me dig a little deeper first.
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I came in here for a reason.
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What was it? Oh, I know.
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Why did I see Cassie Bowden
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sneaking out of your office
this morning, disheveled?
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Well, I don't know.
I must have missed her.
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Well, she was in the hallway, so I guess
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she could have been
coming out of any office.
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My mistake.
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Oh. Carol!
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Did you just body check me?
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Oh, no! I didn't even see you there.
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You didn't even register to me.
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And today's a safety day.
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Shame on me. Isn't that terrible?
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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You look like you've been crying.
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Well, let's see.
Um, Marco just dumped me
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and there is a crazy human
in the world imitating me.
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It's not great. Thank you in advance.
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Did you find anything out
since we talked?
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Well, as much as I love telling you
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that you are a crazy person,
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a friend at the agency gave me these.
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Security stills from too many places.
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Oh, my God. That's her.
I've been telling you.
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Yeah, but it's nothing without context.
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- You brought the View-Master?
- Oh, I couldn't get it.
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It's... Don't look at me like that.
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It's a real thing, I promise,
and I'll work on it,
253
00:11:56,424 --> 00:11:57,925
but I do want
to show you something. Look.
254
00:11:58,008 --> 00:11:59,802
That's my psych evaluation.
255
00:11:59,885 --> 00:12:01,554
None of these answers...
I didn't say any of this stuff.
256
00:12:01,637 --> 00:12:04,140
Wow. Okay. How do you even have this?
257
00:12:04,223 --> 00:12:06,517
I just... I saw it on Benjamin's desk.
258
00:12:09,103 --> 00:12:11,105
We slept together.
259
00:12:11,188 --> 00:12:12,440
I know.
260
00:12:12,465 --> 00:12:14,258
Well, now the tears make sense.
261
00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,861
My instincts are to say,
"Hey friend, how you doing?
262
00:12:16,944 --> 00:12:18,946
You good?" My brain is telling me
263
00:12:19,029 --> 00:12:20,948
that stealing CIA files is a felony.
264
00:12:21,031 --> 00:12:22,450
They will take you away.
They will put you in cuffs.
265
00:12:22,533 --> 00:12:23,701
They will cut the bangs off.
266
00:12:23,784 --> 00:12:26,203
I didn't steal anything, okay?
I just documented
267
00:12:26,287 --> 00:12:27,746
a picture in an envelope on a desk.
268
00:12:27,830 --> 00:12:29,415
That is not better.
269
00:12:29,498 --> 00:12:31,625
There are very few people
that have access to your file
270
00:12:31,709 --> 00:12:34,128
that could fabricate a psych eval.
271
00:12:34,211 --> 00:12:35,463
Wait, if Benjamin...
272
00:12:35,546 --> 00:12:37,006
No, it's not Benjamin, okay?
Listen, he's my handler.
273
00:12:37,089 --> 00:12:38,257
He takes care of me. It's not him.
274
00:12:38,340 --> 00:12:39,592
- It's someone else at the CIA.
- Da-da-da-da.
275
00:12:39,675 --> 00:12:42,011
Hi. Hi, Jada! Hey. This just got fun.
276
00:12:42,094 --> 00:12:44,430
- Mm-hmm. How is Justin?
- No, no. I'm talking to Shane
277
00:12:44,455 --> 00:12:45,614
for five minutes.
Can you just please, like...
278
00:12:45,639 --> 00:12:47,099
Mm-hmm, mm-mm.
279
00:12:47,183 --> 00:12:48,893
Do you three feel comfortable
working together in a group?
280
00:12:48,976 --> 00:12:50,936
- Great.
- What...
281
00:12:51,020 --> 00:12:52,313
Is she leading this shit?
282
00:12:52,396 --> 00:12:54,356
- Like, what is happening?
- She is Imperial Atlantic.
283
00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:55,483
- Look up.
- I'm so confused.
284
00:12:55,566 --> 00:12:57,026
It's a bird. It's a plane. It's Jada.
285
00:12:57,109 --> 00:12:58,944
Also, what is she talking
about, the three of us?
286
00:12:59,028 --> 00:13:01,197
- To whom is she referring?
- Okay, people,
287
00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:02,323
- Let's start.
- Fuck!
288
00:13:02,406 --> 00:13:04,366
Welcome to the mandatory
289
00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:05,868
- Imperial Atlantic continuing
- ♪ I... I... I... I need I need you ♪
290
00:13:05,951 --> 00:13:08,370
- qualification training...
- Brenda, hi. What's going on?
291
00:13:08,454 --> 00:13:09,622
- What's up?
- Cassie,
292
00:13:09,705 --> 00:13:12,583
I've been texting you for hours.
293
00:13:12,666 --> 00:13:14,793
Call me means call me.
294
00:13:14,877 --> 00:13:16,170
Hildegard left.
295
00:13:16,195 --> 00:13:17,530
Who?
296
00:13:17,555 --> 00:13:19,474
Wait, my f... Oh, my friend left?
297
00:13:19,499 --> 00:13:20,566
What do you mean? Where'd she go?
298
00:13:20,591 --> 00:13:22,218
We had a chat.
299
00:13:22,301 --> 00:13:26,514
I was extra careful not to say
anything dark or tragic.
300
00:13:26,597 --> 00:13:28,474
Then I went to make her some tea, but...
301
00:13:28,557 --> 00:13:30,309
Okay, listen, I'm sorry.
Brenda, I'm sorry.
302
00:13:30,392 --> 00:13:32,269
Thank you, Brenda. I'll call you later.
303
00:13:32,353 --> 00:13:34,897
For fuck's sake, Megan,
what the fuck is wrong with you?
304
00:13:34,980 --> 00:13:36,273
Cassie.
305
00:13:36,298 --> 00:13:38,167
Hi! Would you like to join the group
306
00:13:38,192 --> 00:13:40,402
for the group portion
of the group training today?
307
00:13:46,617 --> 00:13:49,495
♪ So you believe me ♪
308
00:13:49,578 --> 00:13:54,083
♪ When I tell you I can see
the future in your eyes ♪
309
00:13:54,166 --> 00:13:56,418
♪ It should come as no surprise ♪
310
00:13:56,502 --> 00:13:58,170
Oh, my God. Megan!
311
00:13:58,254 --> 00:14:00,047
- Cherri!
- Where have you been?
312
00:14:00,130 --> 00:14:02,258
Oh, it's a long story,
313
00:14:02,341 --> 00:14:03,592
but I'm so glad that you're still here.
314
00:14:03,676 --> 00:14:04,843
Oh, honey, I bought the joint.
315
00:14:04,927 --> 00:14:06,345
- You bought it?
- Yes.
316
00:14:06,428 --> 00:14:07,596
I've made more money stripping
317
00:14:07,680 --> 00:14:08,847
than I ever did as a flight attendant.
318
00:14:08,931 --> 00:14:10,975
- You're, like, the boss.
- Yeah.
319
00:14:11,058 --> 00:14:14,436
Oh, my God. That's... Listen, honey.
320
00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:15,604
I need my lockbox.
321
00:14:15,688 --> 00:14:17,314
- Oh, I don't have it anymore.
- What?
322
00:14:17,398 --> 00:14:19,775
I rented a room
to this bank teller, Wanda.
323
00:14:19,858 --> 00:14:21,610
She thought rent was optional.
324
00:14:21,694 --> 00:14:23,696
So when I kicked her out,
she took a ton of stuff,
325
00:14:23,779 --> 00:14:24,947
including your lockbox.
326
00:14:25,030 --> 00:14:27,324
Oh, no. Cherri, seriously?
327
00:14:27,408 --> 00:14:28,576
I tried calling.
328
00:14:28,659 --> 00:14:29,743
But your phone was, like, disconnected.
329
00:14:29,827 --> 00:14:31,036
- Yeah.
- And why on earth
330
00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:32,955
would you leave something
that important with me?
331
00:14:33,038 --> 00:14:34,707
Because who would think
of looking for it here?
332
00:14:34,790 --> 00:14:36,333
No offense. I thought...
333
00:14:39,253 --> 00:14:42,381
It was a good idea at the time,
but honestly, Cherri,
334
00:14:42,464 --> 00:14:43,882
I'm just making this up as I go along
335
00:14:43,966 --> 00:14:45,926
and I'm not doing the best job of it.
336
00:14:46,010 --> 00:14:47,678
I can't say I fully get it
337
00:14:47,761 --> 00:14:49,263
and it feels like for legal reasons,
338
00:14:49,346 --> 00:14:50,931
I don't want to fully get it,
339
00:14:51,015 --> 00:14:52,558
but you're getting your box back.
340
00:14:54,625 --> 00:14:56,288
I know where Wanda is now.
341
00:14:57,563 --> 00:14:59,231
She might shoot at us.
342
00:15:00,733 --> 00:15:02,192
Okay.
343
00:15:02,276 --> 00:15:03,402
Good to know, thank you.
344
00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:10,993
Thanks.
345
00:15:11,076 --> 00:15:12,828
Cass seemed okay when she left, right?
346
00:15:12,911 --> 00:15:14,496
I mean, like, not
great, but, you know...
347
00:15:14,580 --> 00:15:15,664
She was falling apart.
348
00:15:15,748 --> 00:15:18,417
She blew up that thing with Marco,
who was like the coolest guy,
349
00:15:18,500 --> 00:15:19,835
and then she rushed out
of here for a work thing.
350
00:15:19,918 --> 00:15:21,378
So no, she didn't seem okay.
351
00:15:21,462 --> 00:15:22,963
Okay, look, we can't just
sit around here.
352
00:15:23,047 --> 00:15:24,840
I mean, Cass needs that View-Master
353
00:15:24,923 --> 00:15:26,675
and her life is essentially on the line.
354
00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:28,177
If we call the cops, they can get it.
355
00:15:28,260 --> 00:15:29,678
If we call the cops,
they'll just put it in evidence
356
00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,055
and then we'll really be fucked.
357
00:15:31,138 --> 00:15:33,307
Okay, well, you got all
the answers then, don't you?
358
00:15:33,390 --> 00:15:35,017
Okay, okay. Look, look, look, look.
359
00:15:37,478 --> 00:15:41,106
The Diazes knew, like, really
specific shit about us, okay?
360
00:15:41,190 --> 00:15:42,941
You know, like stuff
that we had talked about.
361
00:15:43,025 --> 00:15:44,526
They must have bugged the apartment.
362
00:15:44,610 --> 00:15:47,029
Are you fucking kidding? Max, are you...
363
00:15:47,054 --> 00:15:48,213
They bugged the apartment?
364
00:15:48,238 --> 00:15:49,448
- Yeah.
- My God.
365
00:15:52,368 --> 00:15:53,577
Okay, okay, okay.
366
00:15:53,661 --> 00:15:56,413
This sounds kind of bananas,
but could you, like,
367
00:15:56,497 --> 00:15:59,375
could you, like, use the bugs
to find them?
368
00:15:59,458 --> 00:16:01,126
Potentially.
369
00:16:01,210 --> 00:16:04,046
But, "potentially," like... Like, yes?
370
00:16:04,129 --> 00:16:06,882
Then what?
371
00:16:06,965 --> 00:16:08,133
Confront them?
372
00:16:08,217 --> 00:16:10,844
You're acting like Cassie did last year
before I got hit by a car.
373
00:16:10,928 --> 00:16:12,221
I don't want to get hit by a car again.
374
00:16:12,304 --> 00:16:13,347
It's not unreasonable.
375
00:16:13,430 --> 00:16:15,650
Can you just... I found them.
376
00:16:16,558 --> 00:16:17,685
Can they still...
377
00:16:17,768 --> 00:16:19,144
No, they're disabled.
378
00:16:19,228 --> 00:16:21,105
Oh, okay.
379
00:16:21,188 --> 00:16:22,564
- Okay.
- Fuck.
380
00:16:22,648 --> 00:16:24,108
Yeah.
381
00:16:24,191 --> 00:16:26,068
Like, we can reverse
traceroute the bugs,
382
00:16:26,151 --> 00:16:27,486
use them to find the IP address,
383
00:16:27,569 --> 00:16:29,488
and then use that
to find the physical address.
384
00:16:34,702 --> 00:16:36,370
You have to do your Max thing.
385
00:16:39,164 --> 00:16:40,207
Okay.
386
00:16:41,625 --> 00:16:42,668
Okay.
387
00:16:46,171 --> 00:16:47,631
Um, so remember yesterday when we were,
388
00:16:47,715 --> 00:16:51,552
you know, tied up
and, um, scared for our lives
389
00:16:51,635 --> 00:16:54,638
and I said a bunch of shit
and I was coursing with adrenaline...
390
00:16:54,722 --> 00:16:56,098
I'm in their laptop.
391
00:16:56,181 --> 00:16:58,434
Wait, already? Seriously?
That was so fast.
392
00:16:58,517 --> 00:17:00,102
Whoa, shit!
393
00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:01,353
What? What, what? What is that face?
394
00:17:01,437 --> 00:17:03,105
When the Diazes
weren't punching me in the face,
395
00:17:03,188 --> 00:17:04,481
they were hacking into my laptop.
396
00:17:04,565 --> 00:17:05,774
They got everything.
397
00:17:05,858 --> 00:17:07,860
My client info, my full history...
398
00:17:07,943 --> 00:17:09,737
Oh, shit. Records of jobs I did for you
399
00:17:09,820 --> 00:17:11,447
when you were at Davis and Carlisle.
400
00:17:11,530 --> 00:17:15,033
Oh, my God. Okay.
Uh, can you delete that?
401
00:17:15,117 --> 00:17:16,452
No, it's in a crypto file.
402
00:17:16,535 --> 00:17:18,245
I can see everything, but
I can't do anything from here.
403
00:17:18,328 --> 00:17:19,580
Okay.
404
00:17:20,873 --> 00:17:22,666
What, okay?
405
00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:23,959
Okay, yeah, we're going to go
406
00:17:24,042 --> 00:17:26,545
and we're going to get their laptop
407
00:17:26,628 --> 00:17:28,005
and we're going to get the View-Master
408
00:17:28,088 --> 00:17:30,299
and we're just going to
bang it out in one trip.
409
00:17:44,897 --> 00:17:46,482
There you go. And we go down.
410
00:17:46,565 --> 00:17:48,275
Very good. And here we go.
411
00:17:48,358 --> 00:17:50,527
Thank you. Hey... Oh, God.
412
00:17:50,611 --> 00:17:52,905
Cassie, you've got to be careful!
You could hurt someone.
413
00:17:52,988 --> 00:17:54,490
You were supposed to grab my hand.
414
00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:56,450
Well, you could drown, my God.
415
00:17:56,533 --> 00:17:58,035
- Cassie!
- Yes.
416
00:17:58,118 --> 00:17:59,661
Your turn for some pop-up questions.
417
00:17:59,745 --> 00:18:01,288
There's a potential explosive device
418
00:18:01,371 --> 00:18:02,998
in one of the overhead compartments.
419
00:18:03,081 --> 00:18:06,126
- Go.
- We're doing rafts right now.
420
00:18:06,210 --> 00:18:07,961
Go.
421
00:18:08,045 --> 00:18:09,838
Okay. I put all the passengers
422
00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:11,089
on the opposite side of the plane.
423
00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:12,841
I cover the device with cushions
424
00:18:12,925 --> 00:18:14,343
and luggage and wet blankets.
425
00:18:14,426 --> 00:18:16,095
- Okay?
- Wow.
426
00:18:16,178 --> 00:18:17,346
Due to severe turbulence,
427
00:18:17,429 --> 00:18:19,181
passengers are having
a panic attack. Go.
428
00:18:19,264 --> 00:18:20,724
I look the passenger
in the eye, take their hand,
429
00:18:20,808 --> 00:18:22,184
I apply pressure, and tell them
to take a deep breaths
430
00:18:22,267 --> 00:18:23,477
and I tell them
everything is going to be fine
431
00:18:23,502 --> 00:18:25,033
and they're perfectly safe.
432
00:18:28,106 --> 00:18:29,233
Shane, what am I going to do?
433
00:18:29,316 --> 00:18:30,359
What am I gonna do? What am I gonna do?
434
00:18:30,442 --> 00:18:31,568
Okay, Cassie. Okay.
435
00:18:31,652 --> 00:18:34,780
I will look into it
for you, okay, Cassie?
436
00:18:34,863 --> 00:18:36,865
We need to save this person's life.
437
00:18:36,949 --> 00:18:38,909
- Put that thing over her mouth.
- This person is fine.
438
00:18:38,992 --> 00:18:41,119
I am the one that is not fine.
I am not fine.
439
00:18:41,144 --> 00:18:42,179
My life is not fine.
440
00:18:42,204 --> 00:18:43,413
- Okay.
- Okay? I need your help.
441
00:18:43,497 --> 00:18:45,332
Okay, good.
I'm glad that you realize that.
442
00:18:45,415 --> 00:18:48,126
So while I look into it,
you leave it alone.
443
00:18:49,333 --> 00:18:50,720
Look at me.
444
00:18:53,298 --> 00:18:54,466
What?
445
00:18:54,550 --> 00:18:55,884
Are you?
446
00:18:55,968 --> 00:18:57,177
Am I what?
447
00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:58,345
Are you...
448
00:18:58,428 --> 00:18:59,888
- No!
- Okay. Okay.
449
00:18:59,972 --> 00:19:02,474
I told you, I'm a year
sober, Shane, for fuck's sake.
450
00:19:02,558 --> 00:19:03,976
You know what?
451
00:19:04,059 --> 00:19:05,352
Just text me the photos from Berlin
452
00:19:05,435 --> 00:19:06,687
and from Echo Park Lake and if the CIA
453
00:19:06,770 --> 00:19:07,896
is doing this to me,
I will figure it out.
454
00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:09,523
- Stop, Cassie.
- What?
455
00:19:09,606 --> 00:19:10,983
Stop wishing for this to be true.
456
00:19:11,066 --> 00:19:13,193
The CIA can bend facts.
457
00:19:13,277 --> 00:19:15,737
They can make it so
that you never even existed.
458
00:19:15,821 --> 00:19:18,073
So if the shit is true,
then the shit is bad.
459
00:19:18,156 --> 00:19:19,825
Can we just finish this station, please?
460
00:19:19,908 --> 00:19:20,909
Because if you're not paying attention,
461
00:19:20,993 --> 00:19:22,578
you're putting people at risk.
462
00:19:22,661 --> 00:19:23,871
You need to listen.
463
00:19:23,954 --> 00:19:25,914
Just fuck off, Carol.
Just fuck off, Carol.
464
00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:27,499
What the fuck do you want
from me, Carol?
465
00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:35,090
We have lives to save. Let's calm down.
466
00:19:36,675 --> 00:19:37,676
Fuck this!
467
00:19:58,488 --> 00:20:00,365
Hey, come in here.
468
00:20:04,286 --> 00:20:05,996
Put this back in Essential Files,
469
00:20:06,079 --> 00:20:07,539
and I'd like for there
470
00:20:07,623 --> 00:20:09,958
not to be a record that I had it out.
471
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,335
Done.
472
00:20:15,839 --> 00:20:18,050
Vicky, can you pull the communications
473
00:20:18,133 --> 00:20:20,802
between Mr. Berry and an asset
named Cassandra Bowden?
474
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:22,262
Mm-hmm.
475
00:20:22,346 --> 00:20:23,972
During any specific time period?
476
00:20:24,056 --> 00:20:25,349
All of them.
477
00:20:54,711 --> 00:20:56,880
You just... You can sit there
as long as you want.
478
00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:02,719
Hey, um, Cassie, just to clarify,
479
00:21:02,803 --> 00:21:04,012
did you come here to talk
480
00:21:04,096 --> 00:21:06,014
or just, like, sit very, very quietly
481
00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:07,349
'cause I can do either, but...
482
00:21:07,432 --> 00:21:09,518
My life is just, like,
a lot right now, you know?
483
00:21:09,601 --> 00:21:12,187
I... I don't know. My time here in L.A.
484
00:21:12,270 --> 00:21:13,355
is completely up in the air
485
00:21:13,438 --> 00:21:15,107
and for reasons I can't really get into,
486
00:21:15,190 --> 00:21:16,608
all my friends are
dealing with their own shit.
487
00:21:16,692 --> 00:21:18,860
I just fucked up my relationship royally
488
00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:21,530
and, um, I cannot catch a fucking break
489
00:21:21,613 --> 00:21:23,699
and I am trying to hold on so tight
490
00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:27,828
and I'm literally losing my mind
and I... I... I feel so needy.
491
00:21:27,853 --> 00:21:29,509
I'm... I'm sorry.
492
00:21:31,289 --> 00:21:33,542
Wow. That... That was a lot of words.
493
00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:35,502
I'm sorry, I shouldn't
be putting all this on you,
494
00:21:35,585 --> 00:21:37,462
but honestly, I was kind of hoping
495
00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:39,172
you didn't know me
well enough to judge me,
496
00:21:39,256 --> 00:21:40,757
which I can't believe
497
00:21:40,841 --> 00:21:42,009
I just said it out loud.
498
00:21:42,092 --> 00:21:44,469
No, listen, I'm totally the exact person
499
00:21:44,553 --> 00:21:46,596
that you should come to,
if the world is falling apart.
500
00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:48,473
That's like game time for me.
501
00:21:48,557 --> 00:21:50,100
This is when I do my best work.
502
00:21:50,183 --> 00:21:51,435
Really? Is that right?
503
00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:54,229
Yes, I have a sword mounted on my wall.
504
00:21:54,312 --> 00:21:56,565
I'm ready for the end days, okay?
505
00:21:56,648 --> 00:21:57,774
Okay, cool.
506
00:21:57,799 --> 00:21:58,959
Do you have anything for
when you're being framed
507
00:21:58,984 --> 00:22:00,444
for international espionage or...
508
00:22:05,323 --> 00:22:07,534
So people usually say this about me,
509
00:22:07,617 --> 00:22:09,202
but I can't tell
if you're joking right now.
510
00:22:09,286 --> 00:22:10,412
No, no, I'm joking. Sorry, bad joke.
511
00:22:10,495 --> 00:22:12,205
Look,
512
00:22:12,289 --> 00:22:15,167
any time that you need
to hide from life,
513
00:22:15,250 --> 00:22:19,004
or if you just want to talk,
you're always welcome here.
514
00:22:19,087 --> 00:22:21,423
I like you.
I don't like a lot of people.
515
00:22:21,506 --> 00:22:23,592
Most people are sheep, and assholes.
516
00:22:23,675 --> 00:22:25,552
But I do need to...
517
00:22:25,635 --> 00:22:26,845
I need to go right now.
518
00:22:26,928 --> 00:22:29,347
You have to go, right. Drug deal, again.
519
00:22:29,431 --> 00:22:30,682
See, that's funny.
520
00:22:30,766 --> 00:22:31,850
I'm going to finish this before I leave.
521
00:22:31,933 --> 00:22:33,101
There's another one in the shaker.
522
00:22:33,185 --> 00:22:35,270
Are you sure you don't want one?
523
00:22:35,353 --> 00:22:37,147
Uh, no, no. I'm good.
524
00:22:55,874 --> 00:22:57,751
Wow, you're popular.
525
00:22:57,834 --> 00:22:59,294
Uh, No.
526
00:22:59,377 --> 00:23:02,172
I'm really not. I used to be.
527
00:23:02,255 --> 00:23:04,299
I used to be really fun.
528
00:23:04,382 --> 00:23:05,806
I used to be a lot of things,
529
00:23:05,831 --> 00:23:08,084
but now I'm just, um...
530
00:23:13,767 --> 00:23:15,894
Okay, what the fuck is this?
531
00:23:15,977 --> 00:23:17,312
Dry mouth? Oh.
532
00:23:17,337 --> 00:23:18,721
It would taste so good.
533
00:23:18,746 --> 00:23:20,707
Sweating? Are you nervous?
534
00:23:20,732 --> 00:23:24,069
The cold glass would feel great
in your hands and on your lips.
535
00:23:24,094 --> 00:23:25,170
Broken heart?
536
00:23:25,195 --> 00:23:26,488
You wouldn't even think about it.
537
00:23:26,513 --> 00:23:28,699
I mean, fuck, you wouldn't have
to think about anything.
538
00:23:28,782 --> 00:23:30,867
The anxiety, the fear.
539
00:23:30,951 --> 00:23:33,745
Fuck it all. Just have one drink.
540
00:23:33,829 --> 00:23:35,330
Just have the drink.
541
00:23:42,838 --> 00:23:44,673
You know what? I will have one.
542
00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:46,383
- If you have time.
- Yeah.
543
00:23:55,684 --> 00:23:56,810
Thanks.
544
00:24:23,753 --> 00:24:24,880
That's the bank teller?
545
00:24:24,963 --> 00:24:26,381
Do not get close to her.
546
00:24:26,464 --> 00:24:27,465
Like I said, she has a gun.
547
00:24:27,549 --> 00:24:28,758
Well, if it ain't the stripper
548
00:24:28,842 --> 00:24:31,970
who kicked me
out of her big fancy house.
549
00:24:32,053 --> 00:24:34,306
Wanda, we don't want any trouble.
550
00:24:34,389 --> 00:24:37,267
Just give my friend Megan
her lockbox back.
551
00:24:37,350 --> 00:24:39,186
Make me, bitch.
552
00:24:39,269 --> 00:24:41,271
You think 'cause
you got a six-jet jacuzzi
553
00:24:41,354 --> 00:24:43,064
and travertine counters,
you're better than me?
554
00:24:43,148 --> 00:24:45,400
You take your clothes off for money.
555
00:24:45,483 --> 00:24:47,944
Hey! Don't you speak to her like that!
556
00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:50,697
You have no idea how hard Cherri works.
557
00:24:50,780 --> 00:24:52,532
She is providing a time-honored service
558
00:24:52,616 --> 00:24:54,326
that makes people feel good,
559
00:24:54,409 --> 00:24:56,786
and she risks her own health
and personal safety.
560
00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:59,581
And I'm going to skip the part
about the difficult
561
00:24:59,664 --> 00:25:03,585
social, economic, upward
mobility for adult entertainers
562
00:25:03,668 --> 00:25:05,170
and the stigma that is attached to that
563
00:25:05,253 --> 00:25:07,756
and just call you a thief
and a freeloader.
564
00:25:07,839 --> 00:25:09,716
Now, give me my goddamn lockbox back!
565
00:25:14,846 --> 00:25:16,097
Go fuck yourself.
566
00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:23,939
- Megan, what did you do?
- Calm down.
567
00:25:24,022 --> 00:25:25,649
Let's just wait 30 minutes.
568
00:25:43,667 --> 00:25:45,502
Jenny. What are you doing here?
569
00:25:45,585 --> 00:25:46,878
Why are you here?
You know, I gotta tell you,
570
00:25:46,903 --> 00:25:48,017
it's starting to feel like you're
571
00:25:48,042 --> 00:25:49,494
following me. It's a
little fucking weird.
572
00:25:49,519 --> 00:25:51,216
I'm not going to do your podcast, okay?
573
00:25:51,299 --> 00:25:53,593
So please stop showing up
at places where I am.
574
00:25:53,677 --> 00:25:55,345
Stop stalking me, okay?
575
00:25:55,428 --> 00:25:57,055
What are you doing?
Why do you have that?
576
00:25:57,138 --> 00:25:58,807
Why are you... Why are you...
577
00:25:58,890 --> 00:26:00,308
- Why are you holding that?
- It's my boyfriend.
578
00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:03,061
He's still totally hung up
on his ex, like, crazy hung up.
579
00:26:03,144 --> 00:26:04,229
I don't know what he sees in her.
580
00:26:04,312 --> 00:26:06,064
She's a self-absorbed, stupid loser.
581
00:26:06,147 --> 00:26:07,482
Like, how is that better than me?
582
00:26:07,565 --> 00:26:08,858
- Like...
- Jenny, listen.
583
00:26:08,942 --> 00:26:11,319
Don't drink because of a man. All right?
584
00:26:11,403 --> 00:26:13,446
And then when you find out
that man is horrible,
585
00:26:13,530 --> 00:26:14,990
don't drink then, either. Okay?
586
00:26:15,015 --> 00:26:16,166
You got to get out of here.
You gotta go.
587
00:26:16,191 --> 00:26:17,384
But you're here.
588
00:26:17,409 --> 00:26:21,705
Yes, I am here because
I'm here for all this stuff, so.
589
00:26:21,788 --> 00:26:23,707
Oh, you're throwing a party?
590
00:26:23,790 --> 00:26:25,750
Yeah, yep.
591
00:26:25,834 --> 00:26:27,544
Throwing a big old party. Yep.
592
00:26:27,627 --> 00:26:29,004
- Do you need help?
- Nope, don't need help.
593
00:26:29,087 --> 00:26:30,213
Do you want to come back to my place
594
00:26:30,297 --> 00:26:31,798
and we could not drink together?
595
00:26:31,881 --> 00:26:33,008
Party's tonight, actually,
596
00:26:33,091 --> 00:26:35,468
so, yeah, I'm really busy doing this.
597
00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:36,678
Let me tell you something.
598
00:26:36,761 --> 00:26:38,680
I want you...
I want you to listen to me.
599
00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:42,976
Sobriety is about the journey,
not the destination.
600
00:26:43,059 --> 00:26:45,020
- Okay.
- All right? Now, put that away.
601
00:26:45,103 --> 00:26:46,563
Let's go. Put that down.
Get out of here.
602
00:26:46,646 --> 00:26:49,232
This is a bad place for you. Not good.
603
00:26:58,491 --> 00:27:00,452
♪ The moment I wake up ♪
604
00:27:02,287 --> 00:27:05,749
♪ Before I put on my makeup ♪
605
00:27:05,832 --> 00:27:08,293
♪ I say a little prayer for you ♪
606
00:27:09,794 --> 00:27:12,589
♪ And while I'm combing my hair, now ♪
607
00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:17,552
♪ And wondering what dress to wear now ♪
608
00:27:17,635 --> 00:27:20,889
♪ I say a little prayer for you ♪
609
00:27:20,972 --> 00:27:22,849
♪ Forever, and ever, ♪
610
00:27:22,932 --> 00:27:26,394
♪ You'll stay in my heart ♪
♪ And I will love you ♪
611
00:27:26,478 --> 00:27:27,812
♪ Forever, and ever, ♪
612
00:27:27,896 --> 00:27:29,564
♪ We never will part ♪
613
00:27:29,647 --> 00:27:31,232
♪ Oh, how I love you ♪
614
00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:33,526
♪ Together, together, ♪
♪ Together, together ♪
615
00:27:33,610 --> 00:27:35,904
♪ That's how it must be ♪
♪ To live without you ♪
616
00:27:35,987 --> 00:27:38,656
♪ Would only mean heartbreak for me ♪
617
00:27:40,784 --> 00:27:42,160
♪ Ooh ♪
618
00:27:42,243 --> 00:27:44,412
♪ I run for the bus, dear ♪
619
00:27:45,288 --> 00:27:49,626
♪ But while riding I think of us, dear ♪
620
00:27:49,709 --> 00:27:51,336
♪ I say a little prayer for you ♪
621
00:27:53,963 --> 00:27:57,300
♪ At work I just take time ♪
622
00:27:57,384 --> 00:28:01,304
♪ And all through my coffee break-time ♪
623
00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:03,431
♪ I say a little prayer for you ♪
624
00:28:59,863 --> 00:29:01,114
You are a such a piece of shit.
625
00:29:01,197 --> 00:29:02,198
You're a fucking loser.
626
00:29:02,282 --> 00:29:03,992
You're the worst fucking person ever.
627
00:29:04,075 --> 00:29:05,577
You're okay. It's okay.
628
00:29:07,954 --> 00:29:09,873
You're a fucking asshole.
He's not an asshole.
629
00:29:09,956 --> 00:29:12,959
You're an asshole. You're
the fucking asshole, actually.
630
00:29:13,042 --> 00:29:14,169
You're so stupid.
631
00:29:15,837 --> 00:29:17,547
Want to pack your shit up, Marco?
632
00:29:17,630 --> 00:29:19,424
Okay. Let's pack your shit.
633
00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:40,653
I'm gonna fix this...
634
00:29:40,737 --> 00:29:42,489
I'm gonna fix this right now.
635
00:29:42,572 --> 00:29:47,486
I'm going to call a friend
who's going to help me.
636
00:29:50,180 --> 00:29:52,432
Hi, Dot. It's Cassie.
637
00:29:52,457 --> 00:29:54,542
I just wanted to say thank you
638
00:29:54,626 --> 00:29:57,086
for allowing me the freedom
639
00:29:57,170 --> 00:29:58,421
to call you when I needed you.
640
00:29:59,589 --> 00:30:01,716
Hi, um, it's me again.
641
00:30:01,799 --> 00:30:03,051
Why aren't you answering
642
00:30:03,134 --> 00:30:04,552
your fucking phone, girl?
643
00:30:04,636 --> 00:30:05,887
- Motherfucker!
- To send your message...
644
00:30:05,912 --> 00:30:06,946
I'm sorry, I did not mean that.
645
00:30:06,971 --> 00:30:08,056
I did not mean that.
646
00:30:08,139 --> 00:30:10,683
Here I am, any time,
reaching out to you.
647
00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:13,895
Hey, Dot.
Um, pick up your fucking phone!
648
00:30:13,978 --> 00:30:15,396
Could you just, like, call me back
649
00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:17,690
'cause I really need to talk to you?
650
00:30:17,774 --> 00:30:19,359
Thank you so, so much.
651
00:30:19,442 --> 00:30:21,653
I really... Oh, fuck.
652
00:30:21,736 --> 00:30:23,210
Oh, God.
653
00:30:28,201 --> 00:30:30,286
Hey, Cassie. It's Justin.
654
00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:32,080
Um, Shane's just in the kitchen
655
00:30:32,163 --> 00:30:33,498
being too detailed with the meat.
656
00:30:33,581 --> 00:30:36,876
- I've heard so much about you.
- Hi. Hey.
657
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,920
Sorry, I just have to talk to Shane
658
00:30:39,003 --> 00:30:41,673
because he's the only other
person at the CIA I know
659
00:30:41,756 --> 00:30:43,591
aside from stupid Dot.
660
00:30:43,675 --> 00:30:45,134
Um, oh, sorry, but... Shh.
661
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:49,280
I have to talk about
the secret CIA stuff with Shane,
662
00:30:49,305 --> 00:30:52,600
so could you just, could you
grab him for me, please?
663
00:30:52,684 --> 00:30:53,935
Um, what?
664
00:30:54,018 --> 00:30:56,896
Central Intelligence Agency.
Why don't you know that?
665
00:30:56,980 --> 00:30:58,273
Everybody knows that.
666
00:30:58,356 --> 00:31:00,400
Babe, uh, Cassie's on the phone?
667
00:31:00,483 --> 00:31:02,655
Are you doing something with the CIA?
668
00:31:03,278 --> 00:31:05,446
What? She... she said that?
669
00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,323
She's a... she's a jokester.
She's a riot.
670
00:31:07,348 --> 00:31:08,609
Give me that fucking phone.
671
00:31:08,634 --> 00:31:10,177
Thanks. One second, bye.
672
00:31:13,204 --> 00:31:15,331
Do you want me to be happy?
673
00:31:15,415 --> 00:31:17,333
I maybe had a future with Justin,
674
00:31:17,417 --> 00:31:18,960
and you maybe just fucked that up.
675
00:31:19,043 --> 00:31:21,129
Do you have any idea
how hard I have worked
676
00:31:21,212 --> 00:31:22,880
to keep the people that I love
677
00:31:22,964 --> 00:31:24,799
from knowing exactly
what I do to protect them?
678
00:31:24,882 --> 00:31:26,384
I'm the one that needs protecting here.
679
00:31:26,467 --> 00:31:27,885
And also, I'm so sorry!
680
00:31:27,969 --> 00:31:30,930
I didn't mean to tell Justin
about our secret CIA stuff.
681
00:31:31,014 --> 00:31:32,307
I'm really, really sorry.
682
00:31:32,390 --> 00:31:34,809
But the thing is my life
is in actual danger right now,
683
00:31:34,892 --> 00:31:35,994
so I need you to listen to me.
684
00:31:36,019 --> 00:31:37,979
Oh, like the actual danger in the bar
685
00:31:38,062 --> 00:31:39,856
in Reykjavik when the North Korean agent
686
00:31:39,939 --> 00:31:42,692
got knifed in the back and bled
out all over the concrete floor?
687
00:31:42,775 --> 00:31:43,776
That danger?
688
00:31:46,446 --> 00:31:47,697
I don't... I don't...
689
00:31:47,780 --> 00:31:49,324
I don't know. I...
690
00:31:49,407 --> 00:31:50,658
You're my friend.
691
00:31:50,742 --> 00:31:52,660
I just... What happened to my friend?
692
00:31:52,744 --> 00:31:54,704
Shane, you know, that used to, like...
693
00:31:55,747 --> 00:31:57,999
take me out for oyster night
and laugh all night long?
694
00:31:58,024 --> 00:31:59,642
Like, where did... where... where is...
695
00:31:59,667 --> 00:32:02,170
He is working...
696
00:32:02,253 --> 00:32:04,589
and you are drunk.
697
00:32:05,757 --> 00:32:07,342
And that's so fucking sad.
698
00:32:07,367 --> 00:32:09,911
Whoa. Just, like...
699
00:32:09,936 --> 00:32:12,488
that... I am not drunk.
700
00:32:12,513 --> 00:32:14,599
No, no, no, no, no, no.
701
00:32:16,684 --> 00:32:18,686
You need to sober up
702
00:32:18,711 --> 00:32:20,121
and when I am done trying to salvage
703
00:32:20,146 --> 00:32:21,856
whatever relationship
that I have left with Justin,
704
00:32:21,939 --> 00:32:23,107
I will keep digging,
705
00:32:23,191 --> 00:32:26,235
but that has got to be
good enough for now.
706
00:32:28,196 --> 00:32:30,114
- Cassie...
- But, but, but... Hold on.
707
00:32:36,704 --> 00:32:39,832
I don't know what to... Help me.
708
00:32:39,916 --> 00:32:42,752
I try so hard to be good
and I'm only window dressing.
709
00:32:42,835 --> 00:32:44,462
I am here to make you feel bad
710
00:32:44,545 --> 00:32:46,297
about the woman
you're never going to be!
711
00:32:46,381 --> 00:32:48,383
Never! How fucking depressing is that?
712
00:32:48,466 --> 00:32:49,676
I mean, what's the point of it all?
713
00:32:49,759 --> 00:32:51,761
In fact, I shouldn't even exist.
714
00:32:51,844 --> 00:32:54,055
No, no, wait.
You shouldn't fucking exist!
715
00:32:54,138 --> 00:32:57,058
I shouldn't exist?
Well, I fucking exist!
716
00:32:57,141 --> 00:32:59,060
Fuck your help. I'm in control!
717
00:32:59,143 --> 00:33:00,395
You're the fuck up, not me!
718
00:33:03,481 --> 00:33:04,607
You think you can break things?
719
00:33:04,691 --> 00:33:05,983
Well, I can fucking break things too.
720
00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:08,361
♪ I'm ♪
721
00:33:08,444 --> 00:33:10,738
♪ Sorry that I'm getting chubby ♪
722
00:33:13,433 --> 00:33:14,467
Easy does it!
723
00:33:14,492 --> 00:33:15,576
Easy does it!
724
00:33:15,601 --> 00:33:18,020
Easy does it!
725
00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:23,710
Easy does it!
726
00:33:23,793 --> 00:33:26,713
Easy does it!
727
00:33:28,506 --> 00:33:30,633
You think you're so fucking smart?
728
00:33:30,717 --> 00:33:34,262
I will go where I can't hear anything.
729
00:33:34,345 --> 00:33:37,098
♪ You collect your trust funds, baby! ♪
730
00:33:37,181 --> 00:33:40,101
♪ And I'll be a whore! ♪
731
00:33:40,126 --> 00:33:41,705
♪ And we'll pre... ♪
732
00:33:42,061 --> 00:33:43,896
- So it's been an hour.
- I know.
733
00:33:45,060 --> 00:33:46,774
Okay, I have to say it, I really hope
734
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,943
I didn't use too much mushroom powder.
735
00:33:49,026 --> 00:33:50,570
What happens if you use too much?
736
00:33:51,821 --> 00:33:53,364
You kind of die?
737
00:33:53,448 --> 00:33:54,574
Oh, my God.
738
00:33:57,952 --> 00:34:00,621
No, no...
739
00:34:09,464 --> 00:34:11,466
Dear lord, she's a hoarder!
740
00:34:13,801 --> 00:34:15,178
Oh.
741
00:34:37,158 --> 00:34:38,576
What happened?
742
00:34:38,659 --> 00:34:41,662
Fucking A, I knew
that scam artist took my shit.
743
00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:43,247
This is, like,
my most prized possession.
744
00:34:43,331 --> 00:34:45,208
- Is that your thing?
- Yes.
745
00:34:45,291 --> 00:34:47,418
Let's go.
746
00:34:50,755 --> 00:34:52,381
Maybe I did use too much powder.
747
00:34:53,591 --> 00:34:56,302
- Do you care?
- Cherri!
748
00:34:56,385 --> 00:34:58,846
I'll just call 911 once
we hit the interstate.
749
00:34:58,930 --> 00:35:00,181
- Just to be safe, right?
- Yeah.
750
00:35:00,264 --> 00:35:02,141
Okay. Come on.
751
00:35:07,140 --> 00:35:08,517
Whoa.
752
00:35:08,542 --> 00:35:10,875
Okay, the Diazes are like
serious bounty hunters.
753
00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:12,527
Fugitive recovery,
intimidation, kidnapping...
754
00:35:12,610 --> 00:35:14,362
Okay, yeah, but this isn't
surprising, though.
755
00:35:14,445 --> 00:35:15,905
Like, remember when they drugged us
756
00:35:15,988 --> 00:35:17,782
and tied us up and shoved
a taser in your mouth?
757
00:35:18,810 --> 00:35:20,899
Yes, Annie.
My face remembers that incident.
758
00:35:22,370 --> 00:35:23,746
Okay. Um...
759
00:35:25,414 --> 00:35:26,958
Okay, look, Max, this is insane.
760
00:35:27,041 --> 00:35:28,543
Like, what do we do here?
761
00:35:28,626 --> 00:35:30,378
Ping sweep to determine
if the host is alive or dead
762
00:35:30,461 --> 00:35:33,172
then see if they're inside and online.
763
00:35:33,256 --> 00:35:35,174
Okay, yeah, no. Sure.
764
00:35:35,258 --> 00:35:36,634
That, um... Jesus, who knew
765
00:35:36,717 --> 00:35:39,387
Sid and Nancy had such
good taste in architecture?
766
00:35:39,470 --> 00:35:42,056
They're home. Let's do it.
767
00:35:42,139 --> 00:35:44,308
Let's do what?
768
00:35:44,392 --> 00:35:45,434
Max?
769
00:35:46,118 --> 00:35:47,453
Max.
770
00:36:03,244 --> 00:36:06,539
Easy does it! Easy does it!
771
00:36:06,564 --> 00:36:07,598
Easy does it!
772
00:36:07,623 --> 00:36:08,833
Fuck you, sand!
773
00:36:12,170 --> 00:36:14,005
Easy does it!
774
00:36:14,088 --> 00:36:16,841
Easy does it! Easy does it!
775
00:36:20,887 --> 00:36:25,057
Easy does it! Easy does it!
776
00:36:25,141 --> 00:36:29,180
Easy does it! Easy does it!
777
00:36:39,864 --> 00:36:40,907
Easy does it!
778
00:36:40,990 --> 00:36:45,036
Easy does it! Easy does it!
779
00:36:45,119 --> 00:36:49,040
Easy does it! Easy does it!
780
00:36:49,123 --> 00:36:50,416
Shut up.
781
00:36:51,709 --> 00:36:55,046
- Shut up! Shut up!
- Easy does it!
782
00:36:55,129 --> 00:36:57,256
Easy does it! Easy...
783
00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:04,597
Okay, this is fucking tragic.
What is this?
784
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:06,474
You wanted me to drink
and now I'm fucking drunk.
785
00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:08,768
- Isn't that great?
- No, I said sparkly and fun.
786
00:37:08,851 --> 00:37:10,436
I was very clear about sparkly and fun.
787
00:37:10,519 --> 00:37:13,064
You made me throw away
a year of sobriety.
788
00:37:13,147 --> 00:37:14,982
Oh, my God, I can't.
I honestly can't with you.
789
00:37:15,066 --> 00:37:16,317
You can't what? You did this.
790
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:18,778
No, I didn't.
And you lost a year of sobriety?
791
00:37:18,861 --> 00:37:20,905
How about, no, you didn't?
792
00:37:20,988 --> 00:37:22,239
You don't even...
793
00:37:22,264 --> 00:37:23,339
You don't even know
what you're talking about.
794
00:37:23,364 --> 00:37:24,383
So you know what? Fuck you!
795
00:37:24,408 --> 00:37:25,534
Okay, I am so sick of
796
00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:26,827
your holier than thou attitude,
all right?
797
00:37:26,911 --> 00:37:30,248
We both know about
March 21st and March 23rd.
798
00:37:30,331 --> 00:37:31,749
- So how about fuck you?
- What, you're just gonna,
799
00:37:31,774 --> 00:37:33,067
like, throw random dates at me?
800
00:37:33,092 --> 00:37:34,143
What is that, like, some sort of threat?
801
00:37:34,168 --> 00:37:36,253
A threat? Okay, fine.
802
00:37:36,337 --> 00:37:38,005
Let's do this.
803
00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:47,848
I don't want it. You. I don't want it.
804
00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:51,686
March 21st.
805
00:37:51,769 --> 00:37:54,397
Six months into your year of sobriety.
806
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:55,982
Oh, that... that's you.
807
00:37:57,274 --> 00:37:58,651
♪ I'll say good night ♪
808
00:37:58,734 --> 00:38:00,486
♪ I don't care
which bum we're spanking ♪
809
00:38:00,569 --> 00:38:02,613
♪ Knock your lights out ♪
♪ Say good night! ♪
810
00:38:16,293 --> 00:38:20,548
♪ Just when I've begun
to get myself together... ♪
811
00:38:22,174 --> 00:38:24,343
March 23rd, two days later.
812
00:38:24,427 --> 00:38:26,679
See, every time you tell
someone you're a year sober,
813
00:38:26,762 --> 00:38:28,639
it's a goddamn lie.
814
00:38:28,723 --> 00:38:30,641
No one knows, but you know.
815
00:38:30,666 --> 00:38:32,240
You're not better than me. Got it?
816
00:38:33,328 --> 00:38:34,412
Hey!
817
00:38:34,437 --> 00:38:36,313
You're flooding our place downstairs!
818
00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:39,400
Hey! Are you in there?
819
00:38:40,943 --> 00:38:43,612
Hey, want to know my issue
with this whole double thing?
820
00:38:43,696 --> 00:38:45,364
Who the fuck would want to be you?
821
00:39:27,698 --> 00:39:30,618
What in the ever-loving fuck?
822
00:39:30,701 --> 00:39:33,287
How many people do you
have to hunt and torture
823
00:39:33,370 --> 00:39:35,039
to afford a house like this?
824
00:39:35,122 --> 00:39:37,333
Right there, in the corner.
825
00:39:37,416 --> 00:39:38,793
Oh, my God.
826
00:39:38,876 --> 00:39:40,711
- Oh, shit.
- Oh, fuck.
827
00:39:45,549 --> 00:39:47,343
- Do you think they saw us?
- I don't think so.
828
00:39:48,385 --> 00:39:51,180
- Oh, I don't... Oh. Okay.
- My God.
829
00:39:52,056 --> 00:39:54,141
I don't understand
the attraction. Do you get it?
830
00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:55,476
- No.
- Okay.
831
00:40:03,651 --> 00:40:05,152
Max.
832
00:40:10,032 --> 00:40:11,367
What is he doing, what...
833
00:40:14,328 --> 00:40:15,454
What is he doing, what...
834
00:40:20,084 --> 00:40:22,086
Yeah, okay. Get the computer.
835
00:40:25,631 --> 00:40:26,841
One... What?
836
00:40:26,924 --> 00:40:28,592
Uh... One second, what?
837
00:40:30,052 --> 00:40:31,720
What the fuck is he doing?
838
00:40:33,514 --> 00:40:35,224
What the fuck!
839
00:40:53,951 --> 00:40:55,202
Join me in the shower.
840
00:40:56,287 --> 00:40:58,330
Ah! Fuck.
841
00:41:06,766 --> 00:41:09,300
Baby, come on, hurry up.
842
00:41:09,383 --> 00:41:10,801
Ay voy, mami.
843
00:41:10,885 --> 00:41:12,094
Here I come!
844
00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:45,586
Maxwell Montgomery Park,
are you fucking insane?
845
00:41:45,669 --> 00:41:47,379
You could have gotten yourself killed.
846
00:41:47,463 --> 00:41:48,464
It's just a fucking ring!
847
00:41:48,547 --> 00:41:49,924
Yeah, you're right. It's just a ring.
848
00:41:50,007 --> 00:41:52,301
It's a shiny rock overvalued
by capitalism.
849
00:41:52,384 --> 00:41:54,386
But I picked it out
after looking for months,
850
00:41:54,470 --> 00:41:56,388
and when you opened the box,
and I saw your face.
851
00:41:56,472 --> 00:42:00,100
I knew, I just knew I got it right.
852
00:42:00,184 --> 00:42:02,186
I got it fucking right.
853
00:42:02,485 --> 00:42:05,022
You made it super clear
you don't care about the ring,
854
00:42:05,047 --> 00:42:06,048
but I do.
855
00:42:10,527 --> 00:42:11,654
Annie.
856
00:42:20,204 --> 00:42:21,497
Um...
857
00:42:21,580 --> 00:42:25,459
I called in a domestic
disturbance complaint.
858
00:42:25,542 --> 00:42:27,753
That should keep them busy for a while.
859
00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:36,053
You've already done
so much for me, Cherri.
860
00:42:36,136 --> 00:42:39,098
But what I really need is your car.
861
00:42:39,181 --> 00:42:41,308
Oh, um...
862
00:42:41,392 --> 00:42:42,768
I'll think about it. I'll...
863
00:42:45,271 --> 00:42:47,648
Oh, um...
864
00:42:47,731 --> 00:42:50,234
Yeah, I'll... I'll take it
and I'll buy a better one.
865
00:42:50,317 --> 00:42:52,653
You are full of surprises.
866
00:42:53,988 --> 00:42:56,198
Maybe so, I don't know.
867
00:42:56,282 --> 00:42:57,574
But if I can get through this,
868
00:42:57,658 --> 00:42:59,868
I just want to get my life
together the way you did.
869
00:42:59,893 --> 00:43:01,269
Not for nothing,
870
00:43:01,294 --> 00:43:04,431
but you just drugged somebody,
stole your shit back,
871
00:43:04,456 --> 00:43:07,293
and bought a car with a brick of cash.
872
00:43:07,376 --> 00:43:08,502
Stay this Megan.
873
00:43:08,585 --> 00:43:10,004
It'll get you far.
874
00:43:14,550 --> 00:43:15,718
Okay.
875
00:43:17,386 --> 00:43:19,138
Drive safely.
876
00:43:19,221 --> 00:43:20,889
All right.
877
00:43:20,973 --> 00:43:23,475
- Bye!
- Bye.
878
00:43:47,333 --> 00:43:49,293
Lived my whole life here,
879
00:43:49,376 --> 00:43:50,836
I can count on one hand
880
00:43:50,919 --> 00:43:52,671
the times I've gone to the beach,
881
00:43:52,755 --> 00:43:55,174
so thanks for the text message.
882
00:43:59,803 --> 00:44:01,972
So, you slipped and fell.
883
00:44:03,223 --> 00:44:04,975
Now down here in the sand,
884
00:44:05,059 --> 00:44:07,936
I guess you get to choose
how far you want to fall.
885
00:44:08,020 --> 00:44:10,522
I didn't choose to be here.
886
00:44:10,606 --> 00:44:12,399
I just...
887
00:44:12,483 --> 00:44:16,070
I think I just wanted
to feel the way I used to feel,
888
00:44:16,153 --> 00:44:21,125
you know, like amazing
and shiny and invincible...
889
00:44:22,618 --> 00:44:24,244
This time just felt different.
890
00:44:24,328 --> 00:44:26,455
Even when you have a year,
891
00:44:26,538 --> 00:44:28,123
the disease waits for you
892
00:44:28,207 --> 00:44:30,751
and picks up right where you left off.
893
00:44:33,087 --> 00:44:34,546
I don't have a year.
894
00:44:36,006 --> 00:44:37,174
I'm a fucking liar.
895
00:44:38,759 --> 00:44:40,052
I don't have a year.
896
00:44:41,970 --> 00:44:43,722
I slipped twice in New York.
897
00:44:43,806 --> 00:44:45,724
That's why I left.
That's why I came here.
898
00:44:45,808 --> 00:44:47,601
I just wanted to start over
and have, like, a clean slate
899
00:44:47,684 --> 00:44:49,895
where no one really knew me and I...
900
00:44:50,961 --> 00:44:52,731
When I walked into
that first meeting here,
901
00:44:52,815 --> 00:44:56,068
I just... I didn't want
to be the new me again.
902
00:44:56,151 --> 00:44:57,694
I didn't want to be a fucking Jenny.
903
00:44:57,778 --> 00:45:00,781
I wanted... I wanted my time
in New York to count.
904
00:45:00,864 --> 00:45:02,366
I had six months.
905
00:45:03,659 --> 00:45:06,495
You know? And that was...
That wasn't nothing.
906
00:45:06,578 --> 00:45:08,122
Now I just threw it all away,
907
00:45:08,205 --> 00:45:10,457
and it felt like shit
while it was happening
908
00:45:10,541 --> 00:45:12,626
and I wasn't myself,
I was a whole different person.
909
00:45:12,709 --> 00:45:14,555
Like, what the hell is that?
910
00:45:16,004 --> 00:45:19,216
That next drink is like
having sex with a gorilla.
911
00:45:20,110 --> 00:45:22,719
You're not done until your gorilla is.
912
00:45:22,803 --> 00:45:25,305
But the anger, the violence...
913
00:45:26,181 --> 00:45:29,810
driving drunk to the beach,
for God's sakes?
914
00:45:29,893 --> 00:45:32,604
After everything you told me
you went through with your dad?
915
00:45:33,647 --> 00:45:35,190
I know, I know, I know.
916
00:45:35,274 --> 00:45:39,570
I don't know why I did that...
And I was doing so well.
917
00:45:39,653 --> 00:45:41,613
Oh, my God.
918
00:45:41,697 --> 00:45:44,158
No, you weren't!
919
00:45:44,241 --> 00:45:45,659
Look where we are.
920
00:45:45,742 --> 00:45:48,996
None of this works
without rigorous honesty,
921
00:45:49,079 --> 00:45:53,292
which means you tell the truth
even when it's easier to lie.
922
00:45:55,252 --> 00:45:56,879
So, now I'm just back at square one?
923
00:45:58,922 --> 00:46:00,924
Cassie,
924
00:46:01,008 --> 00:46:04,344
the point is you never left square one.
925
00:46:05,220 --> 00:46:08,307
You built your recovery
on a house of cards.
926
00:46:09,766 --> 00:46:10,809
And it fell over.
927
00:46:10,893 --> 00:46:13,020
That's what a house of cards does.
928
00:46:13,103 --> 00:46:16,523
And until you take that first step
929
00:46:16,607 --> 00:46:21,570
and admit that you're powerless
over the dark parts of yourself,
930
00:46:21,653 --> 00:46:24,072
you just keep knocking down cards.
931
00:46:25,032 --> 00:46:27,701
My God, starting over
makes me want to just walk
932
00:46:27,784 --> 00:46:30,788
right into that ocean
and never come out.
933
00:46:30,871 --> 00:46:32,748
I've tried that once.
934
00:46:32,831 --> 00:46:35,375
Really. Yes.
935
00:46:35,459 --> 00:46:38,045
After my second marriage ended,
936
00:46:38,128 --> 00:46:41,423
I got caught up in the drama
and forgot about the physics.
937
00:46:41,507 --> 00:46:42,841
Didn't use enough weight,
938
00:46:44,635 --> 00:46:48,805
so the waves just washed me
back up to the shore.
939
00:46:48,889 --> 00:46:50,180
Shoop.
940
00:46:51,642 --> 00:46:53,644
Like nothing at all.
941
00:46:56,688 --> 00:47:01,568
I was feeling nothing,
like I was nothing.
942
00:47:04,655 --> 00:47:07,783
Take it from the lady
who tried drowning herself.
943
00:47:09,201 --> 00:47:13,372
It's a hell of a lot easier
to just quit drinking.
944
00:47:35,599 --> 00:47:37,855
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
945
00:47:37,938 --> 00:47:40,524
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
946
00:47:40,607 --> 00:47:42,943
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
947
00:47:43,026 --> 00:47:47,614
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
948
00:47:47,698 --> 00:47:50,117
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
949
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:52,494
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
950
00:47:55,622 --> 00:47:58,292
Uh-uh-uh-easy does it!
951
00:47:58,358 --> 00:48:02,358
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