1 00:00:09,264 --> 00:00:11,683 [NARRATOR] Previously on Star Trek: Discovery: 2 00:00:11,724 --> 00:00:15,966 - _ - _ 3 00:00:15,991 --> 00:00:19,344 _ 4 00:00:19,369 --> 00:00:20,871 _ 5 00:00:20,954 --> 00:00:24,118 [GEORGIOU] Ambassador Sarek, it's good to see you again. 6 00:00:24,143 --> 00:00:26,370 As discussed, this is my ward. 7 00:00:26,395 --> 00:00:28,286 The only female Michael I ever heard of 8 00:00:28,311 --> 00:00:30,395 was Michael Burnham, the mutineer. 9 00:00:30,420 --> 00:00:31,916 You're not her, are you? 10 00:00:31,941 --> 00:00:34,376 Captain Gabriel Lorca. Welcome to Discovery. 11 00:00:34,401 --> 00:00:36,197 Captain what am I doing on this ship? 12 00:00:36,222 --> 00:00:38,558 Question is, what am I gonna do with you? 13 00:00:38,583 --> 00:00:41,307 We are creating a new way to fly. 14 00:00:41,332 --> 00:00:44,689 If the Discovery can be anywhere and gone in an instant, 15 00:00:44,714 --> 00:00:46,135 that's how you beat the Klingons. 16 00:00:46,160 --> 00:00:48,760 We believe the enemy may have identified Discovery 17 00:00:48,785 --> 00:00:50,278 as our secret weapon. 18 00:00:50,402 --> 00:00:53,698 - [GROWLING] - [GRUNTING] 19 00:00:53,723 --> 00:00:55,864 [LORCA] Didn't realize there were more of us here. 20 00:00:55,889 --> 00:00:58,122 - What's your name, soldier? - Lieutenant Ash Tyler. 21 00:00:58,808 --> 00:01:00,601 [TYLER] Getting out of here was always a two-man job. 22 00:01:00,626 --> 00:01:02,714 I just waited till I found the right man. 23 00:01:06,319 --> 00:01:09,830 Your eyes. That happened when you destroyed the Buran, didn't it? 24 00:01:09,855 --> 00:01:11,459 We choose our own pain. 25 00:01:12,486 --> 00:01:14,113 Mine helps me remember. 26 00:01:14,138 --> 00:01:17,599 [OVER COMM] This is Captain Lorca. Two to beam out, now. 27 00:01:27,712 --> 00:01:30,578 [MAN] Live long and prosper, Ambassador Sarek. 28 00:01:30,975 --> 00:01:34,547 And you, Adjunct V'Latak. 29 00:01:45,720 --> 00:01:48,317 Our mission requires that we leave at once. 30 00:01:48,476 --> 00:01:50,664 Plot a course for the Cancri system. 31 00:01:50,689 --> 00:01:54,205 May I inquire as to the nature of our diplomatic mission? 32 00:01:54,255 --> 00:01:58,327 Allow me to be diplomatic and ask that you do not. 33 00:01:59,278 --> 00:02:01,165 In times of crisis... 34 00:02:01,994 --> 00:02:04,667 ignorance can be beneficial. 35 00:02:06,039 --> 00:02:08,097 [V'LATAK] We are set to launch. 36 00:02:24,308 --> 00:02:26,386 [BURNHAM] Two more laps before breakfast. 37 00:02:26,411 --> 00:02:27,432 [TILLY] We've done ten. 38 00:02:27,457 --> 00:02:30,277 You still need to shave 6.5 seconds off of your time. 39 00:02:30,384 --> 00:02:33,371 - Does six seconds really matter? - Six-point-five. 40 00:02:33,428 --> 00:02:35,906 And yes, they matter, if you're ever gonna make captain. 41 00:02:35,931 --> 00:02:39,200 It's been my experience that what I lack in athletic ability 42 00:02:39,225 --> 00:02:42,562 I more than make up for in intelligence and personality. 43 00:02:42,587 --> 00:02:44,889 We may wanna focus on those attributes. 44 00:02:44,914 --> 00:02:47,879 Everyone applying to the Command Training Program will be smart. 45 00:02:47,904 --> 00:02:49,460 Personality doesn't count. 46 00:02:49,485 --> 00:02:51,852 That's just something people with no personality say. 47 00:02:51,927 --> 00:02:55,992 Wait, which in no way means you. You absolutely have a personality. 48 00:02:56,046 --> 00:02:58,344 [BURNHAM] Six-point-five seconds is not an arbitrary number. 49 00:02:58,369 --> 00:03:00,833 Your time will earn you a physical endurance commendation. 50 00:03:00,858 --> 00:03:03,284 Today, your goal is 6.5 seconds. 51 00:03:03,355 --> 00:03:05,668 Then, getting a transfer on a Constitution-class, 52 00:03:05,693 --> 00:03:06,984 like the Enterprise. 53 00:03:07,009 --> 00:03:08,732 After that, first officer track. 54 00:03:08,994 --> 00:03:11,872 See your path, stay on it. Reach your destination. 55 00:03:11,897 --> 00:03:13,280 Cadet to captain. 56 00:03:13,485 --> 00:03:14,987 Just like that. 57 00:03:15,316 --> 00:03:17,115 What's it gonna be, Tilly? 58 00:03:17,140 --> 00:03:19,716 [TILLY PANTING] 59 00:03:21,275 --> 00:03:25,169 - [ALARM WAILING] - [KLINGONS YELLING AND GRUNTING] 60 00:03:33,316 --> 00:03:34,946 How you holding up? 61 00:03:34,971 --> 00:03:38,387 I waited seven months to do this. Don't worry about me Captain. Clear. 62 00:03:38,412 --> 00:03:40,514 Door right, stack right. Go. 63 00:03:43,285 --> 00:03:46,145 - Where do you hail from, soldier? - Seattle. 64 00:03:50,043 --> 00:03:51,360 - Clear. - Clear. 65 00:03:51,385 --> 00:03:53,899 [DOOR CLOSES] 66 00:03:53,925 --> 00:03:55,109 What about your family? 67 00:03:55,134 --> 00:03:57,674 Never knew my father. Mom said I didn't miss much there. 68 00:03:57,699 --> 00:03:59,387 She died while I was at the Academy, 69 00:03:59,412 --> 00:04:00,855 on her way to the moons of Grazer. 70 00:04:00,879 --> 00:04:02,638 A rogue comet. 71 00:04:03,209 --> 00:04:05,361 First vacation in 12 years. 72 00:04:14,709 --> 00:04:16,295 High, low. 73 00:04:22,902 --> 00:04:24,638 [GRUNTING] 74 00:04:24,663 --> 00:04:26,183 [LORCA GRUNTS] 75 00:04:30,246 --> 00:04:31,790 [COMPUTER] Two survivors. 76 00:04:31,815 --> 00:04:32,910 One injury. 77 00:04:32,935 --> 00:04:34,353 Mission success. 78 00:04:34,378 --> 00:04:37,278 Hologram battle simulation complete. 79 00:04:38,190 --> 00:04:40,155 Your mother was a teacher, right? 80 00:04:40,275 --> 00:04:41,972 Yeah, third grade. 81 00:04:43,115 --> 00:04:44,641 Issaquah Elementary. 82 00:04:45,712 --> 00:04:47,787 Twenty-four kilometers outside Seattle, 83 00:04:47,812 --> 00:04:50,669 which makes you not exactly from Seattle. 84 00:04:52,996 --> 00:04:54,582 I like to split hairs. 85 00:04:54,644 --> 00:04:57,647 I do my homework. Think I let just anyone walk on my ship? 86 00:04:57,672 --> 00:04:59,924 No, sir. Assuming I checked out? 87 00:04:59,949 --> 00:05:02,669 We wouldn't be playing with these toys if you didn't. 88 00:05:05,594 --> 00:05:07,468 Twenty-four kills. You? 89 00:05:07,493 --> 00:05:08,926 Twenty-two, sir. 90 00:05:08,951 --> 00:05:11,278 Looks like I'm the one who needs to get his eyes fixed. 91 00:05:11,303 --> 00:05:13,129 Mh. 92 00:05:13,333 --> 00:05:16,130 _ 93 00:05:16,574 --> 00:05:19,786 - Captain, out of respect... - Don't apologize for excellence. 94 00:05:20,083 --> 00:05:22,868 I want my chief of security to shoot better than I do. 95 00:05:24,186 --> 00:05:27,441 [MAN ON COMM] Ensign Rause, please report to the shuttle bay. 96 00:05:27,466 --> 00:05:28,884 You offering me a slot, Captain? 97 00:05:28,909 --> 00:05:31,878 Well, I figure I've seen you fly, shoot... 98 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:33,514 fight like a Klingon. 99 00:05:33,539 --> 00:05:35,415 Klingon guards beat on me for months. 100 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:36,674 I was bound to pick something up. 101 00:05:36,699 --> 00:05:38,217 No, most people would've given up. 102 00:05:38,242 --> 00:05:39,656 You learned. 103 00:05:39,896 --> 00:05:42,982 My last chief of security and I went through a lot together. 104 00:05:43,746 --> 00:05:45,744 I need someone I can trust. 105 00:05:46,304 --> 00:05:48,361 Someone that understands war. 106 00:05:48,465 --> 00:05:51,371 What it takes to survive, what it takes to win. 107 00:05:51,548 --> 00:05:53,074 I think that's you. 108 00:05:53,099 --> 00:05:54,457 Is it? 109 00:05:54,815 --> 00:05:57,418 I'd be honored to serve on the Discovery. 110 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:00,601 I won't let you down, sir. 111 00:06:00,626 --> 00:06:02,240 Good. 112 00:06:08,401 --> 00:06:10,628 [SAREK] According to our flight plan, 113 00:06:10,653 --> 00:06:12,944 we should be arriving momentarily. 114 00:06:16,296 --> 00:06:18,780 Why have we not yet dropped out of warp? 115 00:06:19,417 --> 00:06:22,091 Our course has changed. 116 00:06:25,834 --> 00:06:29,106 You know the actual nature of my mission. 117 00:06:29,131 --> 00:06:32,718 This mission does not reflect true Vulcan ideology. 118 00:06:32,743 --> 00:06:34,289 You are one of them. 119 00:06:34,314 --> 00:06:37,672 - A fanatic. - Your fascination with humans 120 00:06:37,697 --> 00:06:39,532 can no longer be tolerated. 121 00:06:39,557 --> 00:06:43,322 Your obsession has blinded you to the truth. 122 00:06:43,706 --> 00:06:46,509 Humans are inferior. 123 00:06:46,534 --> 00:06:48,333 My sacrifice... 124 00:06:48,674 --> 00:06:54,417 will be a rallying cry to those who value logic above all. 125 00:06:54,442 --> 00:06:56,319 Vulcans will soon recognize 126 00:06:56,344 --> 00:07:01,801 and withdraw from the failed experiment known as "the Federation." 127 00:07:06,288 --> 00:07:10,784 [THEME MUSIC PLAYING] 128 00:08:17,485 --> 00:08:27,423 - Synced and corrected by martythecrazy - - www.addic7ed.com - 129 00:08:36,859 --> 00:08:39,612 Computer, green juice. Extra green. 130 00:08:39,637 --> 00:08:41,447 Computer, cancel that order. 131 00:08:41,472 --> 00:08:45,086 That's hardly the correct ratio of protein, carbohydrates, and fat. 132 00:08:45,111 --> 00:08:48,392 Computer, three-egg-white breakfast burrito with black beans. 133 00:08:48,612 --> 00:08:50,290 - Computer... - Make it two. 134 00:08:50,567 --> 00:08:52,409 Computer, add salsa. 135 00:08:52,827 --> 00:08:55,371 Computer, add roasted-tomato salsa. 136 00:08:55,396 --> 00:08:57,713 Cooked tomatoes are a great source of lycopene. 137 00:08:57,738 --> 00:09:00,498 - Remember that. - Oh, my God. You are so scary. 138 00:09:00,523 --> 00:09:04,126 [COMPUTER] Two appetizing and nutrient-filled burritos. 139 00:09:04,419 --> 00:09:06,758 New guy, 3 o'clock. 140 00:09:06,783 --> 00:09:09,093 Lieutenant Ash Tyler. 141 00:09:09,648 --> 00:09:12,043 Scuttlebutt is he took out six Klingon warriors 142 00:09:12,068 --> 00:09:14,320 in hand-to-hand combat when he and the captain escaped 143 00:09:14,345 --> 00:09:15,361 that Bird-of-Prey. 144 00:09:15,386 --> 00:09:17,771 Six? I've fought Klingons. I doubt it. 145 00:09:17,796 --> 00:09:19,903 Now the captain practically wants to adopt him. As a result. 146 00:09:19,928 --> 00:09:22,428 I can't imagine Captain Lorca feeling that way about anyone. 147 00:09:22,489 --> 00:09:24,655 Why? He practically adopted you. 148 00:09:24,680 --> 00:09:28,592 I believe every word of it. Kind of feel like it makes him hotter. 149 00:09:28,873 --> 00:09:32,620 [MAN ON COMM] Ensign Molina, please report to engineering. 150 00:09:35,662 --> 00:09:36,889 Scuttlebutt is you took out 151 00:09:36,914 --> 00:09:39,313 six Klingon warriors in hand-to-hand combat. 152 00:09:39,339 --> 00:09:42,271 Can't believe everything you hear. Please, sit down. 153 00:09:43,324 --> 00:09:46,782 I'm Cadet Sylvia Tilly. Uh, this is my mentor, Michael. 154 00:09:46,807 --> 00:09:49,394 [WOMAN ON COMM] Commander Wilson, report to the transporter room. 155 00:09:49,419 --> 00:09:51,246 You're Michael Burnham. 156 00:09:51,442 --> 00:09:55,297 The same. You probably can believe everything you hear. 157 00:09:55,639 --> 00:09:57,763 I tend to assess people in the here and now. 158 00:09:57,893 --> 00:10:00,488 You're a functioning crew member of a Federation starship. 159 00:10:00,513 --> 00:10:03,143 Right here. Right now. 160 00:10:11,107 --> 00:10:12,768 Crazy kids. 161 00:10:13,342 --> 00:10:14,879 Michael. 162 00:10:16,962 --> 00:10:19,017 Michael, what's wrong? 163 00:10:22,804 --> 00:10:24,053 I should go. 164 00:10:24,078 --> 00:10:25,611 - You okay? - Yes. 165 00:10:25,650 --> 00:10:27,018 No. 166 00:10:27,358 --> 00:10:30,069 [PANTING] 167 00:10:30,094 --> 00:10:32,593 [SCREAMS] 168 00:10:34,112 --> 00:10:35,836 Sarek. 169 00:10:37,691 --> 00:10:40,168 [SAREK] My mind to your mind. 170 00:10:43,642 --> 00:10:46,102 My thoughts to your thoughts. 171 00:10:56,543 --> 00:11:00,255 [MAN] I believe this is one of our most promising groups of graduates. 172 00:11:00,280 --> 00:11:04,183 - [CROWD CHATTERING] - [HARPIST PLAYING ETHEREAL MUSIC] 173 00:11:21,679 --> 00:11:23,412 We can't let them do this to her. 174 00:11:23,437 --> 00:11:25,012 She has worked her whole life for this. 175 00:11:25,038 --> 00:11:27,541 She's excelled. You have to do something. 176 00:11:27,566 --> 00:11:28,902 This is not fair. 177 00:11:28,927 --> 00:11:31,111 There is no logic in your request, wife. 178 00:11:31,136 --> 00:11:33,136 Fairness is quantifiable. 179 00:11:33,161 --> 00:11:37,557 The Vulcan Expeditionary Group has rated her abilities as insufficient 180 00:11:37,582 --> 00:11:38,970 and rendered their decision. 181 00:11:38,995 --> 00:11:40,543 Their decision is wrong. 182 00:11:40,568 --> 00:11:42,562 She graduated at the top of her class. 183 00:11:42,587 --> 00:11:44,689 Her test scores are better than any Vulcan. 184 00:11:44,714 --> 00:11:46,357 [SAREK] There are other metrics. 185 00:11:46,382 --> 00:11:49,247 Spiritual discipline, martial arts... 186 00:11:49,385 --> 00:11:52,450 - logic. - Please, I want to go home. 187 00:11:52,475 --> 00:11:55,258 Humiliation is a human emotion. 188 00:11:55,904 --> 00:11:57,752 I'm sorry, Sarek. 189 00:12:00,149 --> 00:12:01,904 You were wrong to believe in me. 190 00:12:01,929 --> 00:12:04,224 - No, no, no. - I can't compete here. 191 00:12:04,249 --> 00:12:06,466 I do not have the required abilities. 192 00:12:06,932 --> 00:12:09,226 - I am not good enough. - [AMANDA] Nonsense. 193 00:12:09,411 --> 00:12:12,233 Sarek, make her see the truth. 194 00:12:12,286 --> 00:12:14,983 [SAREK] She cannot thrive in the Vulcan service. 195 00:12:15,008 --> 00:12:17,714 Perhaps I can find a place for her in Starfleet, 196 00:12:17,739 --> 00:12:20,283 where the requirements are less extreme. 197 00:12:24,125 --> 00:12:27,576 What are you doing here? This is my mind. 198 00:12:28,088 --> 00:12:30,505 - [BURNHAM] You brought me here. - Leave now! 199 00:12:30,530 --> 00:12:32,338 Sarek! 200 00:12:35,666 --> 00:12:38,588 Ever since the bombing, part of me, 201 00:12:38,621 --> 00:12:41,705 my katra, has been with you. 202 00:12:41,730 --> 00:12:43,174 My thoughts to your thoughts. 203 00:12:43,199 --> 00:12:44,862 [GASPS] Sarek. 204 00:12:44,887 --> 00:12:47,229 It's okay, Burnham. You're in sick bay. 205 00:12:47,254 --> 00:12:50,378 - What's the matter with her? - I have no idea. 206 00:12:50,403 --> 00:12:52,231 Nothing shows up on any of her scans. 207 00:12:52,256 --> 00:12:54,787 It's not me, it's Sarek. He's in trouble. 208 00:12:54,812 --> 00:12:56,325 How would you know that? 209 00:12:56,350 --> 00:12:57,949 I share part of his katra. 210 00:12:57,974 --> 00:12:59,350 His eternal life force. 211 00:12:59,375 --> 00:13:01,118 Like a Vulcan soul. 212 00:13:01,143 --> 00:13:04,811 I've heard stories. I just assumed it was an ancient myth. 213 00:13:04,836 --> 00:13:07,490 How can you share a soul with Sarek? 214 00:13:07,515 --> 00:13:09,517 - You're not Vulcan. - I was raised as one. 215 00:13:09,542 --> 00:13:11,366 After my parents were killed at a Vulcan outpost... 216 00:13:11,391 --> 00:13:13,738 Sarek and his human wife, Amanda, took you in. 217 00:13:13,763 --> 00:13:15,589 Your story is well-documented. 218 00:13:15,614 --> 00:13:18,817 He believed I could serve as humanity's potential. 219 00:13:19,542 --> 00:13:21,764 How could he put that pressure on a child? 220 00:13:21,789 --> 00:13:25,586 But not everyone agreed with him. A group of logic extremists... 221 00:13:26,122 --> 00:13:29,412 didn't want humans in their culture, tried to stop him by killing me. 222 00:13:29,437 --> 00:13:30,702 They bombed the Learning Center 223 00:13:30,727 --> 00:13:34,538 - where I was educated. - Vulcans tried to murder you? 224 00:13:34,563 --> 00:13:37,578 Renegade Vulcans, a small faction. And they didn't try. 225 00:13:37,603 --> 00:13:39,366 Doctor, they succeeded. 226 00:13:39,404 --> 00:13:41,366 I was dead for three minutes. 227 00:13:42,356 --> 00:13:45,308 The katra has a healing power. Sarek used it to save me. 228 00:13:45,333 --> 00:13:46,620 A kind of soul graft. 229 00:13:46,645 --> 00:13:49,089 It's a procedure that's frowned upon, and rare. 230 00:13:49,114 --> 00:13:53,323 So, you're... linked with him? He gets wounded, you feel pain? 231 00:13:53,784 --> 00:13:56,526 - Has this happened to you before? - Once. 232 00:13:57,085 --> 00:13:58,553 The start of the war. 233 00:13:58,578 --> 00:14:00,288 He sensed my distress... 234 00:14:00,425 --> 00:14:02,052 and came to me. 235 00:14:03,139 --> 00:14:06,248 But this is different. I can feel him slipping away. 236 00:14:06,273 --> 00:14:08,156 I don't think this is a conscious effort on his part. 237 00:14:08,181 --> 00:14:10,733 Sarek is delirious. He might be dying. 238 00:14:11,223 --> 00:14:12,759 Captain... 239 00:14:14,315 --> 00:14:15,909 Please. 240 00:14:15,934 --> 00:14:18,273 Captain, help me find him. 241 00:14:21,205 --> 00:14:22,626 [GRUNTS] 242 00:14:22,667 --> 00:14:26,122 Michael Burnham is correct. The Vulcan High Council has confirmed 243 00:14:26,147 --> 00:14:29,056 that Ambassador Sarek's ship was sabotaged 244 00:14:29,081 --> 00:14:31,077 by logic extremists. 245 00:14:31,109 --> 00:14:34,182 I'm told that the Vulcans were secretly invited to a meeting 246 00:14:34,207 --> 00:14:36,659 with two independent Klingon houses, 247 00:14:36,684 --> 00:14:39,003 in an attempt to forge an alliance to end the war. 248 00:14:39,028 --> 00:14:41,596 Klingons don't normally send party invitations. 249 00:14:41,621 --> 00:14:42,964 Indeed. 250 00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:44,820 But both of these houses 251 00:14:44,845 --> 00:14:48,113 were ousted by General Kol's new ruling council. 252 00:14:48,529 --> 00:14:51,084 It is their wish to undermine his authority. 253 00:14:51,109 --> 00:14:54,439 - And the Vulcans believe that? - Not without reservation. 254 00:14:54,846 --> 00:14:57,046 The meeting was organized on neutral ground 255 00:14:57,071 --> 00:14:59,109 by the elders of Cancri 4. 256 00:14:59,634 --> 00:15:03,450 Sarek was chosen to vet the legitimacy of their claims. 257 00:15:03,883 --> 00:15:08,440 He's demonstrated a unique ability to forge relationships with races 258 00:15:08,465 --> 00:15:13,220 that do not follow logic-based ideology. 259 00:15:13,532 --> 00:15:15,201 Vulcans went behind Starfleet's back 260 00:15:15,226 --> 00:15:19,013 'cause they thought they could clear up our illogical mess. 261 00:15:19,038 --> 00:15:20,957 So, where is the ambassador right now? 262 00:15:20,982 --> 00:15:23,467 Lost in a nebula near Yridia. 263 00:15:23,545 --> 00:15:26,639 Starfleet Command is assessing the situation 264 00:15:26,664 --> 00:15:29,000 to organize a recovery operation. 265 00:15:29,025 --> 00:15:32,321 Well, the longer you assess, the greater the chance Sarek dies. 266 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:35,197 And so does the best chance for peace. 267 00:15:35,222 --> 00:15:37,391 - I'll go get him. - Absolutely not. 268 00:15:37,416 --> 00:15:39,482 There are protocols to be followed Captain. 269 00:15:39,507 --> 00:15:41,343 You can tell the Vulcans they're welcome. 270 00:15:41,368 --> 00:15:43,023 I'm happy to clean up their mess. 271 00:15:43,048 --> 00:15:45,407 - Discovery out. - Captain... 272 00:15:57,456 --> 00:15:59,458 [ALARM WAILING] 273 00:16:02,300 --> 00:16:05,483 We have arrived at the Yridia nebula. 274 00:16:05,602 --> 00:16:08,519 Start scanning for the ambassador's emergency beacon. 275 00:16:08,544 --> 00:16:10,312 [DOOR OPENS] 276 00:16:10,491 --> 00:16:13,374 - How are you feeling? - I still sense Sarek, 277 00:16:13,399 --> 00:16:16,060 but it's growing erratic. I think he's getting worse. 278 00:16:16,085 --> 00:16:18,660 - Don't worry, we'll get him back. - [SARU] Captain. 279 00:16:18,685 --> 00:16:21,673 Scanners detect no signs of the ambassador's ship. 280 00:16:21,698 --> 00:16:25,202 The nebula's radioactive gases are rendering our sensors inoperative. 281 00:16:25,227 --> 00:16:27,971 All right, we'll send out probes, scan sector by sector. 282 00:16:27,996 --> 00:16:30,224 Considering the size of the nebula, 283 00:16:30,249 --> 00:16:32,324 uh, that method could take months. 284 00:16:33,486 --> 00:16:35,761 Well, any other options, Number One? 285 00:16:36,009 --> 00:16:37,135 Me. 286 00:16:38,402 --> 00:16:40,817 [STAMETS] Now, that's my kind of crazy. 287 00:16:40,842 --> 00:16:44,574 You're talking about building a synthetic mind-meld augment. 288 00:16:44,599 --> 00:16:46,528 - Groovy. - Clearly your trip 289 00:16:46,553 --> 00:16:50,099 down the mycelium path has lightened your mood, Lieutenant. 290 00:16:50,124 --> 00:16:52,140 [STAMETS] Once you're past getting stabbed by needles, 291 00:16:52,165 --> 00:16:53,311 it's pretty great. 292 00:16:53,336 --> 00:16:54,838 I'm guessing from your reaction, 293 00:16:54,862 --> 00:16:57,529 that modifying this neural enhancer is a viable method 294 00:16:57,554 --> 00:16:59,181 - to achieve what I need. - Sure. 295 00:16:59,524 --> 00:17:00,752 Hey, why not? 296 00:17:00,777 --> 00:17:03,071 Now, we boost you neural impulses 297 00:17:03,096 --> 00:17:04,529 to reconnect with his katra, 298 00:17:04,554 --> 00:17:09,146 then pump those same signals into your noggin and voilà. 299 00:17:09,302 --> 00:17:10,459 SarekVision. 300 00:17:10,484 --> 00:17:13,112 I gotta say, this katra stuff is way cool. 301 00:17:13,137 --> 00:17:17,524 An uncharted superhighway connecting all of consciousness and life? 302 00:17:17,549 --> 00:17:21,055 We have exactly no time to discuss the metaphysical implications. 303 00:17:21,080 --> 00:17:24,008 I can sense that Sarek is unconscious. I wanna use this mind-meld 304 00:17:24,033 --> 00:17:26,702 to wake him up so he can activate his ship's transponder. 305 00:17:26,727 --> 00:17:29,305 Right. Like a psychic hit of speed. 306 00:17:29,330 --> 00:17:31,273 I was thinking adrenaline shot, but okay. 307 00:17:31,298 --> 00:17:33,412 [STAMETS] There is one wrinkle, though. Um... 308 00:17:33,437 --> 00:17:37,460 Radioactive interference from the nebula is gonna diffuse your signal. 309 00:17:37,485 --> 00:17:39,133 You will never be able 310 00:17:39,158 --> 00:17:41,028 to maintain a strong enough connection with Sarek 311 00:17:41,053 --> 00:17:42,018 from out here. 312 00:17:42,043 --> 00:17:44,495 So, we take the Discovery inside the nebula 313 00:17:44,520 --> 00:17:47,761 - and get closer to him. - Oh, bad idea. 314 00:17:47,786 --> 00:17:50,645 Guess what happens if we mix those cosmic gases 315 00:17:50,670 --> 00:17:54,007 with our concentration of mycelium spores we have onboard. 316 00:17:54,032 --> 00:17:55,618 Uh... 317 00:17:56,232 --> 00:17:59,098 - [MIMICS EXPLOSION] - Huh. 318 00:17:59,123 --> 00:18:00,982 Okay, so we go in with a shuttle. 319 00:18:01,007 --> 00:18:02,919 Oh. You'd have to fly into that soup 320 00:18:02,944 --> 00:18:05,962 with nothing but hope and a prayer. Are you really that crazy? 321 00:18:06,639 --> 00:18:08,365 - Good to know. - [LORCA CLEARS THROAT] 322 00:18:08,390 --> 00:18:11,061 [STAMETS] I know, I know. Get to work. 323 00:18:11,373 --> 00:18:13,451 As long as I don't overstay my welcome, 324 00:18:13,476 --> 00:18:14,848 shuttle shields can handle it. 325 00:18:14,873 --> 00:18:16,923 But I need someone to work the neural enhancer. 326 00:18:16,948 --> 00:18:18,454 I'd like Cadet Tilly. 327 00:18:18,727 --> 00:18:20,165 She's smart. 328 00:18:20,462 --> 00:18:23,465 - And I could use the moral support. - All right, then you'll get it. 329 00:18:23,532 --> 00:18:26,700 And you need a pilot who can fly you through that storm 330 00:18:26,725 --> 00:18:29,054 and, more importantly, get you out alive. 331 00:18:29,388 --> 00:18:31,272 Luckily, I know a guy. 332 00:18:32,349 --> 00:18:36,492 [MAN ON COMM] Attention, all personnel. Clear dock 3 for shield test. 333 00:18:36,517 --> 00:18:38,617 - Cadet. - Sir. 334 00:18:42,389 --> 00:18:44,326 [LORCA] Bring her back in one piece. 335 00:18:44,351 --> 00:18:46,038 Not a scratch. 336 00:18:46,243 --> 00:18:48,796 I'm talking about her. 337 00:18:48,821 --> 00:18:51,952 [MAN ON COMM] Cadet Wells, please report to engineering. 338 00:18:51,977 --> 00:18:54,341 Or don't come back at all. 339 00:19:18,518 --> 00:19:22,551 [SARU OVER COMM] Captain. Incoming transmission from Admiral Cornwell. 340 00:19:22,576 --> 00:19:24,291 Transfer it to my quarters. 341 00:19:24,316 --> 00:19:26,418 I'm afraid that won't do, sir. 342 00:19:26,617 --> 00:19:28,346 What do you mean, that won't do? 343 00:19:28,371 --> 00:19:30,410 Her cruiser just dropped out of warp, 344 00:19:30,435 --> 00:19:33,076 and she's requesting permission to land. 345 00:19:33,639 --> 00:19:35,644 Here. 346 00:19:35,743 --> 00:19:38,572 All right. I'll see her in my ready room. 347 00:19:38,597 --> 00:19:40,644 What the hell do you think you're doing? 348 00:19:40,669 --> 00:19:42,736 I thought Terral was gonna throw a fit. 349 00:19:42,761 --> 00:19:45,430 - And he's a damn Vulcan. - I did what I thought was best. 350 00:19:45,455 --> 00:19:48,246 You launched an unauthorized rescue mission 351 00:19:48,271 --> 00:19:50,200 using a convicted mutineer. 352 00:19:50,225 --> 00:19:54,573 Not to mention a POW who has barely had time to recover. 353 00:19:54,661 --> 00:19:58,043 - Can you even trust this guy? - Yes, Admiral. I checked him out. 354 00:19:58,261 --> 00:20:00,617 Lieutenant Tyler graduated with honors from the Academy 355 00:20:00,642 --> 00:20:01,768 before he saved my life. 356 00:20:01,793 --> 00:20:05,463 You are captain of the most advanced ship in the fleet, 357 00:20:05,488 --> 00:20:08,753 the cornerstone of our entire defense against the Klingons. 358 00:20:08,948 --> 00:20:11,844 You cannot treat Discovery like it's your own fiefdom. 359 00:20:11,869 --> 00:20:14,121 Is it true what I heard about Lieutenant Stamets? 360 00:20:14,146 --> 00:20:16,148 He engaged in eugenic manipulation? 361 00:20:16,173 --> 00:20:18,050 He got the spore drive working again. 362 00:20:18,288 --> 00:20:20,038 Yeah, he saved the ship and the crew. 363 00:20:20,063 --> 00:20:21,255 I appreciate that, Gabriel. 364 00:20:21,280 --> 00:20:22,389 But there are rules... 365 00:20:22,414 --> 00:20:24,861 Rules are for admirals in back offices. 366 00:20:24,886 --> 00:20:26,638 I'm out there trying to win a war. 367 00:20:26,663 --> 00:20:29,295 Then don't make enemies on your own side. 368 00:20:29,320 --> 00:20:32,108 What are you doing here? What's really going on? 369 00:20:32,642 --> 00:20:34,779 I came to see my friend. 370 00:20:36,313 --> 00:20:37,516 Okay. 371 00:20:37,541 --> 00:20:41,809 Why don't we stop talking like Starfleet officers, Kat, and, uh... 372 00:20:42,579 --> 00:20:44,756 start talking like friends? 373 00:21:01,085 --> 00:21:04,467 Hey, where's that old Burnham bluster, huh? 374 00:21:04,492 --> 00:21:08,815 The bad-ass lady who's always pushing me to be the best I can be? 375 00:21:10,658 --> 00:21:13,312 Do you know what helps me when I'm feeling freaked out? 376 00:21:13,682 --> 00:21:15,653 Talking. 377 00:21:15,719 --> 00:21:18,158 You know where Sarek's mind is? 378 00:21:18,448 --> 00:21:21,158 Where his dying thoughts have taken him? 379 00:21:22,367 --> 00:21:24,828 - To me. - I mean, that's kind of beautiful. 380 00:21:24,853 --> 00:21:26,240 No. 381 00:21:26,386 --> 00:21:28,393 [SIGHS] No, you don't understand. 382 00:21:28,418 --> 00:21:31,557 I was supposed to be his proof that humans and Vulcans could coexist 383 00:21:31,582 --> 00:21:33,261 as equals. 384 00:21:34,199 --> 00:21:37,177 But I ended up being his greatest disappointment. 385 00:21:37,202 --> 00:21:39,175 That's what he's reflecting on. 386 00:21:39,244 --> 00:21:42,007 I was rejected from the Expeditionary Group 387 00:21:42,032 --> 00:21:44,012 for being too human. 388 00:21:44,037 --> 00:21:46,182 My failure is his last thought. 389 00:21:48,153 --> 00:21:51,012 He doesn't believe in me, but I'm supposed to be the one who saves him. 390 00:21:51,037 --> 00:21:52,997 [TYLER] All right. We're at Sarek's last known location. 391 00:21:53,022 --> 00:21:55,216 Can we do this before we get torn to pieces? 392 00:21:55,241 --> 00:21:57,034 Or you can keep chatting away. It's up to you. 393 00:21:57,059 --> 00:21:59,413 Okay. Good to go. 394 00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:02,763 Provided this thing doesn't fry your brain. 395 00:22:06,237 --> 00:22:09,802 Now, if the bio-readings show something weird... 396 00:22:09,827 --> 00:22:11,329 They will. Sarek is delirious. 397 00:22:11,354 --> 00:22:13,398 I can't allow him to push me out like that again. 398 00:22:13,422 --> 00:22:16,257 But fighting him is gonna put a massive strain on me. 399 00:22:17,434 --> 00:22:20,020 Then... how do I know if I should pull you out? 400 00:22:20,045 --> 00:22:20,963 Don't. 401 00:22:20,988 --> 00:22:22,698 No matter what the sensors say, 402 00:22:22,723 --> 00:22:24,449 you leave me in there. 403 00:22:24,474 --> 00:22:25,684 Okay? 404 00:22:26,739 --> 00:22:28,494 Go. 405 00:22:29,996 --> 00:22:32,795 [POWERING UP] 406 00:22:34,575 --> 00:22:37,332 [SAREK] She cannot thrive in the Vulcan service. 407 00:22:37,357 --> 00:22:39,982 [BURNHAM] I'm sorry, Sarek. You were wrong to believe in me. 408 00:22:40,007 --> 00:22:42,009 [HARPIST PLAYING ETHEREAL MUSIC] 409 00:22:42,034 --> 00:22:44,036 [CROWD CHATTERING] 410 00:22:46,116 --> 00:22:48,718 [AMANDA] Do you remember, on your tenth birthday... 411 00:22:48,743 --> 00:22:53,258 we took a shuttle and we went to the seventh moon of Eridani D? 412 00:22:53,283 --> 00:22:55,871 [BURNHAM] I recall. To experience a book exchange. 413 00:22:55,896 --> 00:22:57,534 An ancient human ritual. 414 00:22:57,559 --> 00:22:58,927 This gift... 415 00:22:59,204 --> 00:23:01,456 comes with a mother's advice. 416 00:23:01,481 --> 00:23:04,280 You've proven that you're as accomplished as any Vulcan, 417 00:23:04,305 --> 00:23:06,195 which is gonna serve you well. 418 00:23:06,434 --> 00:23:09,996 As long as you never forget... 419 00:23:10,020 --> 00:23:12,604 that you're human, too. 420 00:23:13,951 --> 00:23:16,419 You need to nurture that side. 421 00:23:19,599 --> 00:23:21,588 There's Sarek. 422 00:23:21,613 --> 00:23:24,614 He's talking to the Expeditionary Group director. 423 00:23:31,916 --> 00:23:34,541 She got in, didn't she? 424 00:23:34,566 --> 00:23:36,626 Michael's application... 425 00:23:36,878 --> 00:23:38,628 was rejected. 426 00:23:38,896 --> 00:23:40,959 If this is your attempt at humor, 427 00:23:40,984 --> 00:23:43,461 you're gonna need a lot more practice, husband. 428 00:23:43,945 --> 00:23:45,577 - It is not. - Why? 429 00:23:45,602 --> 00:23:49,086 No human has ever been accepted into the Vulcan Expeditionary Group. 430 00:23:49,111 --> 00:23:51,328 Success was always an unlikely outcome. 431 00:23:51,353 --> 00:23:53,790 What is the reason they have that they could possibly reject her? 432 00:23:53,815 --> 00:23:56,113 [SAREK] Obviously, I had hoped for better. 433 00:23:56,138 --> 00:23:57,427 I don't wanna be here. 434 00:23:57,452 --> 00:23:59,083 - Michael. - Please, Amanda, I want to leave. 435 00:23:59,108 --> 00:24:02,028 - [AMANDA] Listen to me. - Why are you doing this? 436 00:24:02,588 --> 00:24:05,783 I told you before, you're not welcome here. 437 00:24:06,313 --> 00:24:08,786 You called me here. Your katra pulled me. 438 00:24:08,811 --> 00:24:11,104 This is my mind. Stay out. 439 00:24:11,710 --> 00:24:14,962 You're near death. I can help you like you helped me. 440 00:24:14,987 --> 00:24:17,025 Give me a chance. Please. 441 00:24:17,050 --> 00:24:18,169 You will fail. 442 00:24:18,194 --> 00:24:20,172 [GRUNTING] 443 00:24:21,079 --> 00:24:23,452 [ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY] 444 00:24:26,340 --> 00:24:28,189 - What's happening back there? - I don't know. 445 00:24:28,215 --> 00:24:29,153 Then wake her up. 446 00:24:29,178 --> 00:24:30,833 She said not to. It'll sever the link. 447 00:24:30,857 --> 00:24:32,451 I outrank you. 448 00:24:32,740 --> 00:24:34,614 Damn it. Fine. 449 00:24:39,326 --> 00:24:41,378 [GASPS] 450 00:24:41,403 --> 00:24:43,781 - [SOFT JAZZ MUSIC] - [CORNWELL CHUCKLES] 451 00:24:43,806 --> 00:24:46,881 Nothing like a single malt, straight from the motherland. 452 00:24:46,906 --> 00:24:48,670 I still think about the bottle we killed 453 00:24:48,695 --> 00:24:52,843 that night we went to see the Perseids meteor shower. 454 00:24:53,107 --> 00:24:54,834 [CHUCKLES] 455 00:24:55,321 --> 00:24:57,711 - You don't remember? - No, I was just... 456 00:24:58,387 --> 00:25:00,558 thinking how long ago it seems. 457 00:25:01,024 --> 00:25:02,507 Yeah. 458 00:25:02,532 --> 00:25:04,546 We were so young. 459 00:25:05,279 --> 00:25:07,053 With grand plans for the future. 460 00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:09,053 Well, some of us still have. 461 00:25:09,410 --> 00:25:11,008 I know. 462 00:25:15,049 --> 00:25:17,339 I worry about you, Gabriel. 463 00:25:17,364 --> 00:25:20,567 Some of the decisions you've been making recently have been... 464 00:25:20,592 --> 00:25:23,118 - troubling. - Well, war doesn't provide 465 00:25:23,143 --> 00:25:25,042 too many opportunities for niceties. 466 00:25:25,067 --> 00:25:26,741 You're pushing this crew. 467 00:25:27,098 --> 00:25:30,073 You're putting the ship in harm's way. 468 00:25:30,366 --> 00:25:32,128 You've been ignoring orders. 469 00:25:32,153 --> 00:25:34,079 I'm in the front line, Kat. 470 00:25:35,032 --> 00:25:37,634 You gotta make decisions in a second, sometimes less. 471 00:25:37,659 --> 00:25:40,752 Which is why Starfleet needs you at your best. 472 00:25:41,002 --> 00:25:42,611 I'm not sure we're getting it. 473 00:25:42,636 --> 00:25:44,566 I'm not sure the Klingons would agree. 474 00:25:44,591 --> 00:25:46,891 I'm not talking about your record. 475 00:25:46,916 --> 00:25:48,994 I'm talking about you. 476 00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:54,472 I don't think you've been the same since the Buran. 477 00:25:54,503 --> 00:25:56,103 Hmm. 478 00:25:58,276 --> 00:26:01,107 [SIGHS] I passed every test. 479 00:26:01,461 --> 00:26:03,441 Cleared for duty every time. 480 00:26:04,135 --> 00:26:06,125 But you know that, don't you, Doc? 481 00:26:06,150 --> 00:26:09,321 Yes, I've... read your psych evals. 482 00:26:09,346 --> 00:26:12,787 - You passed with flying colors. - So, what's really the problem? 483 00:26:13,076 --> 00:26:16,296 Less than a week ago, you were being tortured. 484 00:26:16,321 --> 00:26:18,459 Now you're back in the chair. 485 00:26:19,454 --> 00:26:21,167 How do you feel about that? 486 00:26:21,192 --> 00:26:23,505 [LAUGHS] 487 00:26:25,435 --> 00:26:28,987 Are we in session? I didn't know you were practicing again. 488 00:26:29,012 --> 00:26:33,474 'Cause... if I have your undivided attention... 489 00:26:33,786 --> 00:26:36,112 for 50 minutes... 490 00:26:37,249 --> 00:26:41,145 I can think of a whole bunch of other things we could be doing. 491 00:26:54,391 --> 00:26:55,875 [ALARMS BEEPING] 492 00:26:55,900 --> 00:26:57,429 Laying in a course back to Discovery. 493 00:26:57,454 --> 00:26:59,986 - No, you're not. - He actually is, though. 494 00:27:00,011 --> 00:27:01,277 I said I'm not leaving here without Sarek. 495 00:27:01,302 --> 00:27:02,628 Those are not my orders Burnham. 496 00:27:02,657 --> 00:27:04,932 - [TILLY] Hey. - [SIGHS, THEN GASPS] 497 00:27:05,217 --> 00:27:08,800 Sarek keeps blocking me. I can't fight you, too. 498 00:27:09,210 --> 00:27:10,759 All right. What can we do? 499 00:27:10,784 --> 00:27:11,702 I don't know. 500 00:27:11,727 --> 00:27:14,012 His thoughts are fixed on my graduation day, 501 00:27:14,037 --> 00:27:15,570 but the emotions from that memory 502 00:27:15,595 --> 00:27:18,783 - are too difficult for me to handle. - Maybe it's hard for him, too. 503 00:27:18,808 --> 00:27:20,789 Or not. He's a Vulcan. 504 00:27:22,534 --> 00:27:25,976 Why is he thinking of your failure? Where's the logic in that? 505 00:27:26,014 --> 00:27:27,413 I've been close to death. 506 00:27:27,438 --> 00:27:30,780 Right up next to it. You don't think about who's failed you. 507 00:27:30,805 --> 00:27:31,995 None of that matters. 508 00:27:32,020 --> 00:27:33,522 You think about who you love. 509 00:27:33,547 --> 00:27:36,244 What you wish you'd done differently. 510 00:27:38,193 --> 00:27:41,377 What does he wish he'd done differently? 511 00:27:56,265 --> 00:27:57,835 I'm going back in. 512 00:28:07,090 --> 00:28:11,084 [SAREK] She cannot thrive in the Vulcan service. 513 00:28:13,270 --> 00:28:15,240 Sarek. 514 00:28:18,139 --> 00:28:22,232 You continue to demonstrate an inability to learn. 515 00:28:22,257 --> 00:28:25,584 - You cannot defeat me. - What are you hiding? 516 00:28:26,937 --> 00:28:28,918 [GRUNTING] 517 00:28:31,242 --> 00:28:35,466 What don't you want me to see? Is it really worth dying over? 518 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:39,781 I can save you, Sarek. But you have to let me into your mind. 519 00:28:39,806 --> 00:28:42,117 Let me in. You had faith in me once. 520 00:28:42,142 --> 00:28:44,036 I'm asking you to have faith in me again. 521 00:28:44,061 --> 00:28:45,813 I never lost faith in you. 522 00:28:47,104 --> 00:28:48,815 The failure on this day... 523 00:28:49,484 --> 00:28:51,821 was mine, and mine alone. 524 00:28:53,976 --> 00:28:56,016 I will show you. 525 00:28:56,654 --> 00:29:00,724 The Expeditionary Group has examined Graduate Burnham's application 526 00:29:00,749 --> 00:29:05,121 - with great interest. - Acceptance with honors is her due. 527 00:29:05,146 --> 00:29:08,897 By conventional decision parameters, yes. 528 00:29:08,922 --> 00:29:12,053 Your hesitation is to do with her nature? 529 00:29:12,078 --> 00:29:14,706 [DIRECTOR] Certainly, her nurture is unquestionable. 530 00:29:14,883 --> 00:29:18,436 I have created in her a being of exquisite logic 531 00:29:18,461 --> 00:29:20,410 to rival the best of our species. 532 00:29:20,435 --> 00:29:23,554 An accomplishment you have achieved not once but twice. 533 00:29:23,973 --> 00:29:26,601 Your ward, Michael, and your son, Spock. 534 00:29:26,626 --> 00:29:29,262 What has my son to do with this situation? 535 00:29:29,287 --> 00:29:31,873 He has not yet begun his studies at the Science Academy. 536 00:29:31,898 --> 00:29:35,602 Upon completion, he will apply to the Vulcan Expeditionary Group, 537 00:29:35,627 --> 00:29:40,525 and then there will be not one but two non-Vulcans in its ranks. 538 00:29:40,627 --> 00:29:43,197 - Spock is... - Half-Vulcan. 539 00:29:43,222 --> 00:29:45,641 Another of your experiments. 540 00:29:45,770 --> 00:29:49,745 The integration of humans into our culture is an admirable goal, 541 00:29:49,770 --> 00:29:51,337 but it must be titrated. 542 00:29:51,620 --> 00:29:55,139 In honor of your position and reputation... 543 00:29:55,791 --> 00:29:57,979 I will accept one... 544 00:29:58,004 --> 00:30:00,346 of your not-quite-Vulcans. 545 00:30:00,968 --> 00:30:05,020 You... ask me to make an impossible choice. 546 00:30:05,045 --> 00:30:07,349 [DIRECTOR] Your reaction to this is quite illogical 547 00:30:07,374 --> 00:30:10,689 and suggests a conclusion based on emotion. 548 00:30:18,099 --> 00:30:20,363 You chose Spock over me. 549 00:30:20,630 --> 00:30:22,177 Didn't you? 550 00:30:22,616 --> 00:30:25,949 You were forced into that decision. Why not just tell me the truth? 551 00:30:25,974 --> 00:30:29,213 Spock went against my wishes... 552 00:30:29,376 --> 00:30:33,470 and joined Starfleet over the Vulcan Expeditionary Group. 553 00:30:33,495 --> 00:30:38,000 The choice I made merited nothing. 554 00:30:38,025 --> 00:30:40,408 What would be gained by telling you that? 555 00:30:40,452 --> 00:30:43,552 Instead, you made me believe I failed you. 556 00:30:43,577 --> 00:30:44,953 You manipulated me. 557 00:30:44,978 --> 00:30:48,173 Do you have any idea what living with that lie did to me? 558 00:30:48,198 --> 00:30:49,730 I did not. 559 00:30:51,254 --> 00:30:54,096 But I do now. 560 00:30:54,988 --> 00:30:57,737 I failed you, Michael Burnham. 561 00:31:00,065 --> 00:31:01,893 [SAREK GROANING] 562 00:31:07,703 --> 00:31:09,671 And for that, I have... 563 00:31:10,669 --> 00:31:12,233 so much... 564 00:31:12,658 --> 00:31:14,110 Shame? 565 00:31:14,534 --> 00:31:16,088 Yes. 566 00:31:21,290 --> 00:31:24,094 Show me how to save you like you saved me. 567 00:31:32,612 --> 00:31:36,425 [BOTH] My mind to your mind. 568 00:31:37,621 --> 00:31:41,544 My thoughts to your thoughts. [GASPS] 569 00:31:41,569 --> 00:31:43,613 Wake up, Sarek. Tell us where you are. 570 00:31:43,638 --> 00:31:45,738 [GASPS] 571 00:32:09,727 --> 00:32:12,052 [BEEPING] 572 00:32:12,077 --> 00:32:13,750 I got his transponder. 573 00:32:13,776 --> 00:32:15,482 You did it. 574 00:32:18,554 --> 00:32:22,822 [GASPS, SIGHS] 575 00:32:36,251 --> 00:32:38,205 [CORNWELL GASPS] 576 00:32:38,230 --> 00:32:41,838 - [PANTING] - [PHASER POWERING UP] 577 00:32:44,102 --> 00:32:46,176 [POWERS PHASER OFF] 578 00:32:47,048 --> 00:32:50,847 I'm sorry. I'm not used to having anyone in my bed. 579 00:32:52,578 --> 00:32:55,242 You sleep with a phaser in your bed, and you say nothing's wrong? 580 00:32:55,267 --> 00:32:56,604 - Kat... - All these months... 581 00:32:56,898 --> 00:32:59,689 I have ignored the signs, but I can't anymore. 582 00:32:59,714 --> 00:33:02,026 The truth is, you are not the man I used to know. 583 00:33:02,051 --> 00:33:04,544 - Of course I am. - And I'm not like the rest of them at Starfleet, 584 00:33:04,569 --> 00:33:06,101 blinded by your victories. 585 00:33:06,126 --> 00:33:08,323 You lied on those psych evaluations. 586 00:33:08,348 --> 00:33:11,548 And you did it so brilliantly you fooled everyone. 587 00:33:11,573 --> 00:33:14,036 Is that what you're doing here? You came to evaluate me yourself? 588 00:33:14,061 --> 00:33:17,151 I have watched you change these last months. 589 00:33:17,176 --> 00:33:18,469 It's upsetting. 590 00:33:18,494 --> 00:33:20,094 - Kat... - Now I see, 591 00:33:20,119 --> 00:33:22,815 it's worse than I even thought. Your behavior is pathological. 592 00:33:22,851 --> 00:33:25,529 That's what tonight was, right? Trying to get me to back off? 593 00:33:25,554 --> 00:33:26,410 No. 594 00:33:26,435 --> 00:33:30,223 'Cause it sure wasn't what it was like before. But this is bigger than us. 595 00:33:30,248 --> 00:33:31,645 You said it yourself. 596 00:33:31,670 --> 00:33:33,536 We're at war. 597 00:33:36,425 --> 00:33:40,382 I can't leave Starfleet's most powerful weapon 598 00:33:40,407 --> 00:33:42,482 in the hands of a broken man. 599 00:33:43,267 --> 00:33:45,528 Don't take my ship away from me. 600 00:33:45,730 --> 00:33:48,658 She's all I got. Please, I'm begging you. 601 00:33:48,971 --> 00:33:50,782 [STAMMERS] You're right. 602 00:33:50,807 --> 00:33:52,471 It's been harder on me than I let on. 603 00:33:52,496 --> 00:33:55,603 I lied about everything, and I need help. 604 00:33:57,769 --> 00:34:01,089 I hate that I can't tell if this is really you. 605 00:34:07,010 --> 00:34:10,360 [SARU OVER COMM] Captain, Lieutenant Tyler has just returned. 606 00:34:10,385 --> 00:34:12,502 They have Ambassador Sarek, 607 00:34:12,527 --> 00:34:14,502 but he is severely wounded. 608 00:34:14,527 --> 00:34:16,369 On my way to sick bay. 609 00:34:20,431 --> 00:34:21,822 He'll live. 610 00:34:21,847 --> 00:34:25,432 But Dr. Culber says he can't meet the Klingons in this condition. 611 00:34:25,949 --> 00:34:28,478 The window for the talks closes in a few hours. 612 00:34:28,503 --> 00:34:30,253 Even if the Federation wanted to step in, 613 00:34:30,278 --> 00:34:31,506 they couldn't get there in time. 614 00:34:31,531 --> 00:34:33,617 Admiral Cornwell could. 615 00:34:34,390 --> 00:34:36,620 I mean, we're already halfway there. 616 00:34:37,289 --> 00:34:38,999 She could take an envoy, 617 00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:41,627 small enough so as not to rattle the Klingons. 618 00:34:42,007 --> 00:34:43,629 I know her. 619 00:34:43,654 --> 00:34:47,137 She'd do anything to keep the chance of peace alive. 620 00:34:49,036 --> 00:34:50,762 You did well, Burnham. 621 00:34:50,787 --> 00:34:52,637 You should be proud. 622 00:34:53,525 --> 00:34:56,238 Much as it would displease my Vulcan mentor, 623 00:34:56,263 --> 00:34:58,642 I'm feeling a lot of emotions right now. 624 00:35:00,171 --> 00:35:02,312 I'm not sure pride is one of them. 625 00:35:03,875 --> 00:35:06,652 But I do wanna thank you. 626 00:35:06,975 --> 00:35:10,626 Sir. You didn't have to mount this rescue mission for Sarek. 627 00:35:10,651 --> 00:35:12,659 I didn't do it for him. 628 00:35:14,296 --> 00:35:17,327 I need a team around me that's gonna help me carry the day. 629 00:35:17,519 --> 00:35:19,330 And that includes you. 630 00:35:19,709 --> 00:35:21,331 So I'd like to make it official. 631 00:35:21,588 --> 00:35:24,993 There's a post waiting for you on the bridge. Science specialist. 632 00:35:25,018 --> 00:35:27,673 - Don't even think about saying no. - I accept. 633 00:35:27,769 --> 00:35:29,342 Good. 634 00:35:32,886 --> 00:35:34,495 I'm grateful... 635 00:35:34,574 --> 00:35:37,188 to serve under a captain like you. 636 00:35:39,794 --> 00:35:43,895 [MAN ON COMM] Any available offload team to cargo bay 5. 637 00:35:52,035 --> 00:35:54,240 It's good to see your strength returning. 638 00:35:54,265 --> 00:35:56,039 It is... 639 00:35:57,240 --> 00:36:02,249 unfortunate that I will not be able to continue my mission of peace. 640 00:36:05,017 --> 00:36:07,201 What do you recall of your rescue? 641 00:36:07,233 --> 00:36:09,091 Of what transpired between us? 642 00:36:09,154 --> 00:36:12,278 I was unconscious, was I not? 643 00:36:12,303 --> 00:36:14,204 You know what happened. 644 00:36:15,066 --> 00:36:17,391 You could talk to me about it. 645 00:36:17,988 --> 00:36:20,127 Help me understand what you did. 646 00:36:20,152 --> 00:36:21,904 It could make us grow closer, 647 00:36:21,929 --> 00:36:23,683 not further apart. 648 00:36:23,884 --> 00:36:25,729 That's what families do. 649 00:36:26,872 --> 00:36:30,400 Technically, we are not related. 650 00:36:30,529 --> 00:36:32,405 You can do better. 651 00:36:33,921 --> 00:36:36,407 But I won't push you. 652 00:36:37,143 --> 00:36:39,580 We'll have this conversation one day. 653 00:36:39,952 --> 00:36:41,411 Father. 654 00:36:58,226 --> 00:37:00,431 I don't wanna ruin your career. 655 00:37:00,875 --> 00:37:04,464 But when I return, we'll talk about how you step down. 656 00:37:04,489 --> 00:37:08,772 And after you get some help, maybe we'll get you back in that chair. 657 00:37:12,844 --> 00:37:16,230 Well, may fortune favor the bold, Admiral. 658 00:37:16,255 --> 00:37:18,783 Good luck with your negotiation. 659 00:37:40,308 --> 00:37:42,714 [MAN ON COMM] Attention all B deck crew, 660 00:37:42,739 --> 00:37:44,460 transpo drill has been canceled. 661 00:37:44,485 --> 00:37:46,467 [PANTING] 662 00:37:46,585 --> 00:37:48,123 Shaving off my time. 663 00:37:48,148 --> 00:37:49,850 I gave you bad advice. 664 00:37:49,967 --> 00:37:52,818 There are a million ways to get to the captain's chair. 665 00:37:53,634 --> 00:37:55,187 Find your own. 666 00:37:55,368 --> 00:37:57,070 I have. 667 00:38:05,595 --> 00:38:07,078 [COMPUTER] Green tea. 668 00:38:07,103 --> 00:38:12,170 Exceptional source of antioxidants, alkaloids, and amino acids. 669 00:38:20,296 --> 00:38:22,033 How's your Vulcan dad? 670 00:38:22,058 --> 00:38:23,692 [BURNHAM SIGHS] 671 00:38:23,947 --> 00:38:25,854 Stubborn and impenetrable... 672 00:38:26,775 --> 00:38:28,390 as always. 673 00:38:28,519 --> 00:38:30,938 He claims he doesn't remember any of the mind-meld. 674 00:38:30,963 --> 00:38:32,902 Well, good thing I was there, then. 675 00:38:32,927 --> 00:38:34,198 Mind-witness. 676 00:38:34,223 --> 00:38:36,196 [CHUCKLES] 677 00:38:41,115 --> 00:38:45,202 I always knew I could never be who he wanted me to be. 678 00:38:49,186 --> 00:38:51,208 But I realized today... 679 00:38:51,816 --> 00:38:54,211 that it goes both ways. 680 00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,882 I'll never get from him what I want, either. 681 00:39:00,234 --> 00:39:01,731 That's tough. 682 00:39:01,956 --> 00:39:03,574 It's okay. 683 00:39:05,045 --> 00:39:06,777 Part of me feels unburdened. 684 00:39:06,802 --> 00:39:08,973 Still, I'm sorry. 685 00:39:09,674 --> 00:39:11,507 For that other part of you. 686 00:39:11,532 --> 00:39:13,070 Thank you. 687 00:39:16,656 --> 00:39:18,238 [SIGHS] 688 00:39:19,971 --> 00:39:21,740 All my life... 689 00:39:22,030 --> 00:39:24,910 the conflict inside me has been between logic... 690 00:39:24,935 --> 00:39:26,732 and emotion. 691 00:39:27,099 --> 00:39:29,761 But now it's my emotions that are fighting. 692 00:39:29,786 --> 00:39:32,252 I think about him and I wanna cry. 693 00:39:32,719 --> 00:39:34,251 But... 694 00:39:34,724 --> 00:39:36,254 I have to smile. 695 00:39:37,471 --> 00:39:40,259 And I feel angry... 696 00:39:40,987 --> 00:39:43,260 but I wanna love. 697 00:39:44,129 --> 00:39:46,744 And I'm hurt, but there's hope. 698 00:39:48,051 --> 00:39:49,717 What is this? 699 00:39:52,309 --> 00:39:53,701 Ah... 700 00:39:53,726 --> 00:39:56,772 It's just... being human. 701 00:40:04,323 --> 00:40:05,949 Michael Burnham. 702 00:40:07,467 --> 00:40:09,286 Pleased to meet you. 703 00:40:09,311 --> 00:40:10,954 Ash Tyler. 704 00:40:11,127 --> 00:40:13,292 - We've met. - Have we? 705 00:40:14,708 --> 00:40:16,741 Let's try it again. 706 00:40:24,732 --> 00:40:29,846 _ 707 00:40:41,413 --> 00:40:45,196 Greetings from the United Federation of Planets. 708 00:40:45,362 --> 00:40:48,868 Unfortunately, Ambassador Sarek is unable to attend. 709 00:40:48,893 --> 00:40:52,537 I'm Admiral Cornwell and will speak in his place. 710 00:40:53,079 --> 00:40:56,948 Thank you to the elders of Cancri 4 for hosting this meeting. 711 00:40:56,973 --> 00:41:00,212 We hope it is the first step toward creating new alliances. 712 00:41:00,262 --> 00:41:02,503 We are certain it will be. 713 00:41:04,939 --> 00:41:06,315 [KLINGONS GRUNTING] 714 00:41:06,347 --> 00:41:08,179 [GASPING] 715 00:41:08,204 --> 00:41:10,725 [IN KLINGON] _ 716 00:41:10,750 --> 00:41:13,868 [IN KLINGON] _ 717 00:41:13,893 --> 00:41:18,162 _ 718 00:41:18,187 --> 00:41:22,230 _ 719 00:41:22,255 --> 00:41:27,635 _ 720 00:41:27,660 --> 00:41:32,372 _ 721 00:41:33,394 --> 00:41:36,206 _ 722 00:41:36,727 --> 00:41:40,214 _ 723 00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:46,053 _ 724 00:41:47,761 --> 00:41:50,388 [KOL SIGHS] 725 00:41:52,038 --> 00:41:57,062 [IN ENGLISH] I look forward to meeting you, Admiral. 726 00:41:59,788 --> 00:42:01,975 [SARU] It was a trap, sir. 727 00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:03,766 The Klingons have taken the admiral. 728 00:42:03,791 --> 00:42:05,643 Their ships are en route to enemy space now. 729 00:42:05,668 --> 00:42:07,670 - Shall I...? - Notify Starfleet Command. 730 00:42:07,695 --> 00:42:09,390 Ask for orders. 731 00:42:09,751 --> 00:42:12,125 - Is there a problem? - No, sir. 732 00:42:12,150 --> 00:42:13,829 Uh, just... 733 00:42:13,854 --> 00:42:15,544 in the past... 734 00:42:15,569 --> 00:42:18,368 we have engaged in alternative thinking on these matters. 735 00:42:18,393 --> 00:42:21,252 What if we go after her and it's another trap, Mr. Saru? 736 00:42:21,299 --> 00:42:23,057 Did you consider that? 737 00:42:23,082 --> 00:42:25,756 Starfleet can't afford to lose the Discovery. 738 00:42:25,781 --> 00:42:27,640 She's bigger than all of us. 739 00:42:27,894 --> 00:42:30,395 If so ordered, we will try and rescue the admiral, 740 00:42:30,420 --> 00:42:32,429 but not without authorization. 741 00:42:33,034 --> 00:42:35,770 I will hail Starfleet now, sir. 742 00:42:52,861 --> 00:43:01,165 - Synced and corrected by martythecrazy - - www.addic7ed.com -